Mag-log inYou are fat Emma and that is the secret oh wait! It’s not I mean it’s quite obvious Rebeca added earning laughter from others
Tears welled up in Emma’s eyes before she could stop them, hot and humiliating. “Let me be,” she whispered, her voice shaking so badly the words almost broke. “I know I’m ugly. I know I’m not good enough for Alex. I’m not even trying. I don’t even like him. Can’t you just leave me alone?” Rebecca leaned back on her heels, satisfaction settling over her face. “Good. At least you know your place now , you ….” “I need peace!” The voice sliced through the room like a blade, All three of them turned. Jessica stood in the doorway, arms crossed, her expression unreadable in the dim light. “Rebecca. Miriam. Emma. Whatever you call yourselves. I’m trying to sleep. You’re not the only ones in this room.” She didn’t raise her voice. She didn’t need to. She walked past them without breaking stride and climbed into her bunk, yanking the curtain shut behind her with a definitive snap. “Keep it down.” And just like that, Rebecca fell silent. Emma blinked from under her hoodie, stunned. Rebecca never shut up. Not in high school. Not in the four years since. But one sentence from Jessica, and the room went quiet. Emma shifted on her bed, pulling the blanket closer around her shoulders. Maybe Jessica wasn’t so bad. If Rebecca was scared of her, then maybe Jessica could be her shield. The way Clara had been back in high school when the other kids got too loud, too cruel. Rebecca threw one last venomous glare at Emma before turning away, her lips pressed into a thin line. “This isn’t over, Emma,” she said softly, almost a promise.. Then she and Miriam left, the door slamming shut behind them with a finality that made the walls trembled The room fell silent. Emma let out a breath she hadn’t realized she was holding. Her chest ached from how tightly she’d been holding it in. She didn’t look toward Jessica’s bunk. She just lay back down, hoodie still on, and stared at the ceiling, at the faint water stain in the corner that looked like a bird with broken wings. she spulled the hoodie higher over her head and closed her eyes, wishing she could fall asleep before Rebecca comes back She was just drifting off when Ding. Ding. Ding. Her phone lit up on the mattress beside her. Emma cracked one eye open and squinted at the screen. Unknown number. Unknown: Hey pretty one. Care to step out for a bit? I’m bored. Emma frowned and rubbed her eyes. Who could this be? She thought.. She dropped the phone face down on the bed and tried to forget about it. Two seconds later it vibrated again. Unknown: Come on. Give me a reply, Don’t snub me. Emma sighed and picked it up, curiosity outweighing caution. Emma: Please, who is this? And how did you get my number? Unknown: boring. Come on, it’s the digital age. Anyone can get anyone’s number. Are you going out or not? Emma: who is this? Unknown: Alright, fine. It’s Romeo. I was thinking of grabbing something and heading to my quiet place. Wanna come? Emma’s heart skipped. Romeo? Emma: No thanks. The reply came almost instantly. Unknown: Come on. Just unwind for a bit. You’re always cooped up in there. Emma hesitated, staring at the ceiling. The room was stifling, the heat from outside creeping in through the cracked window. She hadn’t stepped out for anything except lectures since she arrived. Maybe… maybe a little air wouldn’t hurt. Her fingers hovered over the keyboard before she typed Yes. I’ll be out in a few seconds. She grabbed a clean t-shirt and her hoodie, the biggest one she owned, to cover herself up. The night air outside would be hot, but the hoodie made her feel safer. Smaller. Invisible. She stood in front of the small mirror by the wall, adjusting the hoodie over her frame. “You shouldn’t wear that,” a voice said behind her.Are you coming in or not, Alex asked, or do you want them to eat you alive? Emma looked over her shoulder and saw that people were already looking around again, waiting. She was tired. She was scared. She needed to get in. If not, she would be in great soup. So she had no choice but to get into Alex's car. The car shut behind her. The car was too big, too expensive for someone like her. Leather, clean, something cold she couldn’t name. Emma sat at the back seat. Alex was still in the front seat. He didn’t say anything to her. He didn’t even look at her. He just ignored her like he was not the one who told her to get in the car just now. Thomas was in the front seat. She knew him to be the driver, but she’d never really spoken to him before. So she sat there feeling lost. Then Alex got out of the front seat suddenly and slid into the back seat with her. The moment he sat down, something closed. A panel slid up between the back seat and the front seat. She was surprised. So ca
The premiere was supposed to be over but the camera was still rolling. Dancers were still dancing like nothing happened, although it was obviously a false smile. But every girl had their phone up, replaying the video of Emma and Benji kissing. They couldn't believe that Benji could still somehow kiss a girl like Emma. Maya on the other hand was panicking in her seat. She knew it was her fault. She knew it was the live she did in the car earlier when they were coming in. That panic was evident. And Jonathan was already tired of calming her down . Come on G, calm down. It's not your fault. You didn't know. No, Maya said, panicking. It's my fault. If I hadn't been so clumsy, if I hadn't gone in with my phone live, none of this would have happened. Emma wouldn't be in this state right now. She gripped his hand tightly. Jonathan put his hand over hers and rubbed his thumb over her knuckles, Calm down. It's okay. Remember, the camera is still on us. We need this. We need to make thi
Emma was pressed against the wall behind the green room door. Both hands over her face. Shoulders shaking from crying so hard. “I never kissed Benji… I never… it’s all fake…” She whispered it over and over. Like a prayer. Like if she said it enough, it would become true. She hadn’t even watched the video yet. But she knew. It wasn’t her. It could never be her. Then heard footsteps. Coming her way She flinched. At first she thought it was fans. She’d watched enough k- drama and Hollywood to know. Some fans would chase an actor’s co star just to tear them apart. yes they’re that obsessed Every step made her shrink harder into the wall. as if it could shied her But the closer the person got… the more she recognized it. that perfume. She’d know that perfume anywhere. It belongs to benji the door flew open. revealing him He came in fast, like he’d run all the way here just to find her. His shirt was damp, hair wild. He pulled her into his arms wit
Emma stepped forward to the podium. For the first two seconds, no one said anything. Not even the reporters. All you heard was cameras clicking. Then the questions started. Miss Emma Stanford. Just from the sound of your voice… you sound happy to be here. So tell us how happy are you to be a member of Sunwave?” Emma swallowed. “I’m happy to be a member of Sunwave. I wasn’t expecting this. Anyone who knows me knows how little I think of myself. I don’t really see myself as someone who could do things like this. But I was pushed by my best friends. I’m hoping to grow into this place.” “Good,” another reporter cut in. “Speaking of background… we found out you’re not exactly from a privileged family. You live in Cebu. I heard you’re poor. And yet you got into Columbia. How did you do that?” Emma’s jaw tightened. “It was on scholarship. I don’t mean to make it a big deal, but yes. I’m a scholarship student. And I’m proud to say it here.” She said with annoyance clear
He used his mouth to catch the piece of noodle stuck near the corner of her lip. Emma froze. Because she remembered. He used to do this in high school. Anytime something was on her mouth, he’d lean in just to embarrass her in public. So she’d stop being clumsy. “Oh,” she breathed. “You still remember this? I thought, now that you’re a celebrity, you’d forget it.” Benji laughed, pulling back into his seat like it was nothing. “Come on. Of course I remember. I used to do that in high school. Being a celebrity doesn’t mean I have memory loss.” But his hands on the steering wheel said otherwise. They were tighter on the steering wheel. He hated this feeling. His chest felt it. A pull. A taste he didn’t want to name. He wanted to linger on her lip, stay a bit longer. But it was Emma. His little girl from high school. In high school, the kiss meant nothing. Right now? It.. it just .. It did. “You know what,” Emma suddenly said . Almost a whisper. “If anyone saw us jus
That will not happen. I’m not showing much of myself. It’s just my voice. That’s all,” Emma cut in again. “That’s where you’re wrong, Emma. One day you’ll have to face the press. How will you do that? You’re still working on your self-esteem.” “I’m working on it, Clara. I can’t believe you’re saying this to me. I’m just a singer. I’m not an actress. I’m not some celebrity living on social media. All they need is my voice.” “Emma, a day will come when you’ll have to show your face. You will. People will be dying to meet you. You can’t hide behind audio forever.” Emma blinked at the dark ceiling. That wasn’t what she expected from Clara. If it was Maya, Maya would be screaming, hyping her up, pushing her onstage right now. But Clara… Clara was just quiet. “Forget I said that,” Clara said quickly. “You’re okay. You’re fine. I’m just worried about you. That’s all.” Emma’s throat was tight. “I have to go. I need to start arranging things for the premiere tom
The stage was lit up with phone cameras, the buzz and whispers of and then he walked out. No introduction needed. The room went quiet in that way that only happens when money and reputation walk in. Alex stood there in a plain black shirt and dark blazer, no flashy jewelry, no smile. He looked you
Rebecca flipped her hair as if she’d been waiting for that all her life. “Well, that’s my label. And about your question of why he is linked to SoundWave I will ask him when he comes, okay?” The class ooohed, which made her really proud. Really bragging. The lecturer raised his voice over the
All these memories flooded back to Alexander, and he just couldn't shake them off because he had left the house that day, and this man, never call to check on him But all of a sudden wanted him back. Because life is really unpredictable.he muttered With that, he closed his laptop, took his phone,
It was just so early in the morning, yet Alex had already touched down at The airport . He couldn't help but feel a sense of sadness. New York always had a way of changing his mood. He thought builting an empire here in New York would help reduce his pain but yet whenever he stepped in, he was







