FAZER LOGINWARNING: PG18 Forbidden Desires, hot Erotic content. In this world of mine, I only live to want him. I live like an obedient little kitty, wanting my step brother, craving for him, going putty at the sound of his command, getting wet when he kisses my lips. When he says “Go on your knees!” I do that without a word. “Your mouth, open!” With utmost obedience, I’ll listen to my hot Daddy. And when he says, “Take me!!” I don’t need to be told that, I’m always ready to take him deep down my throat.
Ver maisLilian’s POV:
I stood in front of the bathroom mirror, breathing like someone who’d just run a race. My hands kept fidgeting with my hair even though it already looked fine. What I needed wasn’t perfect hair, what I needed was courage. The kind that didn’t slip through my fingers the moment Leon looked at me.
Leon. My stepbrother. The only problem my body refuses to ignore.
For a whole year, I’d been trying to understand him, and every day he confused me more. He talked to no girl, looked at no girl, flirted with no girl. And because I refused to believe a man that handsome could ignore women for no reason, I convinced myself he must be gay. It sounded crazy, but it made sense to me. Why else would someone like him avoid every girl like she was invisible?
And it wasn’t like I didn’t try to test him.
I walked past him on days I knew I looked good, my waist tight, my curves clear. Sometimes I even bent down near him, or “accidentally” brushed past him, waiting for a reaction, any reaction. But Leon never looked twice. He didn’t stare, didn’t turn his head, didn’t even blink. He just walked past me like my body was air.
Every time he ignored me, the frustration grew sharper.
But today my friend’s voice kept replaying in my head. “I swear he’s gay. No straight guy behaves like that.”
The moment she said it, I felt a spark of something sharp and hot inside me. I didn’t know if it was jealousy, or pride, or maybe a little of both, but it pushed me into this bathroom. Pushed me to stop running from the truth.
If anyone was going to break through Leon’s walls and truly see him, it would be me. And if he was hiding something beneath all that silence, I wanted to be the one who pulled it out of him.
I stepped out of the bathroom, ready to confront him or at least ready to pretend I was brave enough to do it. But as soon as I opened the door, he was standing right there, his tall frame blocking my way.
I froze.
His eyes lifted from his phone and flicked toward me. Cold, sharp and enough to make my pulse jump.
“Watch where you’re going,” he said.
I lifted my chin. “Maybe you should watch where you stand.”
His eyebrow arched slightly, like he was amused but trying not to show it. “What do you want from me, Lilian?”
I hated how steady his voice sounded. Meanwhile, mine was trapped somewhere between my throat and my heart.
“I want to talk about something,” I said, forcing the words out.
“About what?” he asked, folding his arms.
“About… us.”
He actually laughed. The sound was low and it vibrated somewhere deep inside me, which annoyed me even more.
“There is no ‘us.’” He tilted his head. “Who put that idea in your head?”
“Maybe there could be,” I snapped before I could stop myself. “Unless you’re gay. Which you probably are.”
His expression went still.
“Gay?” he repeated slowly. “That’s what you think?”
“It’s what everyone thinks!” I blurted out. “You never talk to girls. You never look at them. You act like they don’t exist.”
“And that means I’m gay?”
“It means you’re something,” I fired back. “Because no guy avoids every girl like you do.”
For a moment, we just stared at each other, the air between us growing heavy. His jaw tightened as he took a step closer. Then another. His eyes never left mine.
“Maybe,” he said quietly, “I don’t waste my time on girls who don’t matter.”
My heart thudded hard.
“And maybe,” he added, voice even lower now, “you’re wrong about me.”
I swallowed. “Prove it.”
That was all it took.
Leon reached past me, grabbed my wrist gently but firmly, and pulled me back into the bathroom. The door closed with a soft click, but the sound felt like thunder inside my chest.
My back hit the cool wall. His body didn’t touch mine, but the heat coming off him was enough to make me dizzy.
“Are you sure you want me to prove it?” he asked, his voice barely above a whisper.
My breath caught. “Y-yes.”
He moved closer, slowly, deliberately, until I could feel his warmth surround me. His scent hit me next. Clean. Warm. Familiar in a way I didn’t want to think too deeply about.
My pulse raced, loud enough to hear.
His fingers brushed my jaw, tilting my face up toward him. That single touch sent a jolt through my entire body, and I hated how much control he suddenly had over my breathing.
“Lilian,” he murmured, “you have no idea what you’re asking.”
Maybe I didn’t. Maybe I was playing with something too big, too dangerous. But right now, all I cared about was the way he looked at me, like he had been holding himself back for far too long.
“I know enough,” I whispered. “And I’m not scared of you.”
A small, dark smile curved on his lips. “You should be.”
His hand slid to the side of my neck, warm and steady. I didn’t move. I couldn’t. My whole body felt alive, like it was waiting for something to happen, something I wasn’t sure I could ever come back from.
For a single moment, everything stopped spinning. It was just the two of us caught in a heat so sharp it felt like the air was burning.
My knees went weak under the weight of his nearness. The air around us felt charged, thick enough to touch. My fingers gripped the sink behind me, trying to steady the trembling in my legs.
His forehead touched mine lightly, and I felt his breath mix with mine. I closed my eyes, feeling a rush of something wild move through me.
But right when everything felt like it was tilting into something we couldn’t undo.
A loud crash echoed from outside.
We both jerked toward the door.
“What was that?” I whispered, heart pounding.
Leon didn’t answer immediately. His eyes shifted toward the hallway, sharp and alert. The moment between us shattered like a falling glass.
We stayed frozen for a second, both trying to catch our breath.
Then another sound came.
A voice.
Someone approaching fast.
Leon’s hand dropped from my neck. The warmth disappeared instantly, leaving me cold and shaken.
His jaw tightened. “Stay here,” he said quietly.
Lilian's POV.The atmosphere in the living room was so thick with tension that I found it difficult to breathe.Cole stormed out of the room after seeing us, and he called out parents immediately. They were already on their way home when they got the call.He didn't utter a word to us after that, he just packed his belongings and left the mansion, leaving us to face the aftermath of our actions.My mother sat on the couch, her hands clasped together while her legs shook on their own. My stepfather on the other hand just kept pacing up and down, visibly restless.Since they arrived, they'd not uttered one word, yet I'd already cried my eyes out. Regret rested on my shoulders like a heavy weight and no matter how much I sobbed, the feeling remained.Leon and I stood beside each other, the both of us occasionally exchanging glances between each other. We knew we shouldn't have explored this, but it was too late to make amends.My eyes darted over to my mother who now had tears rolling do
Lilian's POV.The day we'd finally been waiting for was finally here. Our parents were going to arrive in the evening and this was our last chance to have sex.Cole had gone bungee jumping with Nathan as he knew our parents would never permit it because it wasn't safe. Basically, all of us decided to have fun one last time before we resumed the boring life with curfews.I'd just stepped out of the bathroom and Leon was already waiting for me on the bed. His eyes raked my body as I shed myself off my bathrobe, placing my hands on my hips.I walked slowly to him, watching his gaze follow every swat like a hungry predator monitoring its prey.When I reached him, he pressed his head against my stomach, his hands resting beneath the under curve of my ass. He rubbed me softly, making the skin under there feel so hot. I spread my legs apart, preparing to straddle him but he stopped me.“Lay on the bed instead,” he said, his tone sounding sultry and thick with need.I crawled onto the bed, la
Lilian's POV.“Not now princess. Don't worry, you'll get to kiss me as much as you want. I just want you to o go through this easily,” He said softly, rubbing my waist.I had no idea why his words made my jaws clench, I pushed him away, squeezing my lips as I thought of the most appropriate words to say.“Ugh! You're so annoying. Why would you even come here if you're not going to let me kiss you. Ugh!” I snapped, my nostrils flaring.Leon's face split with amusement, like he was trying his very best not to laugh at me in this moment.My brows arched, “Oh so now I'm funny? You think I'm a clown right? I'm not even surprised.”The moment I said those words, the laughter Leon had been trying to hold tore out of him. He laughed so hard, his hand curling around his belly and his eyes watering.And then he came closer, his laughter slowly disappearing, “You have no idea how dramatic you are right now. It's rather cute to watch.”I scoffed, “you're just saying that so I don’t forhet that I'
Lilian's POV.“Now you can't talk? Come on, tell me,” Cole demanded, his eyes fixated on Leon's frame.“My bad, I didn't realize it was now a crime to stop you from teasing her,” Leon took a bite of his pizza after that, his eyes darting over to me.Cole started grumbling incoherent words, I wss trying to understand what he was on about. When he wouldn't speak up, I gave up.The atmosphere in the room suddenly grew tense after that as we ate in silence. I quickly reached for my phone, texting my girls to get myself distracted.“So no one’s going to talk about the plans for decorations? They're flying in soon, which is like two days from now,” Cole broke the silence, his voice echoing through the room.Due to my period flow, Leon and I couldn't have sex until the night before my parents arrived. That was our last chance at exploration before we finally called it quits.However, the next two days were going to be filled with preparing for my parents. I’d really been excited about her ar


















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