LOGINWARNING: PG18 Forbidden Desires, hot Erotic content. In this world of mine, I only live to want him. I live like an obedient little kitty, wanting my step brother, craving for him, going putty at the sound of his command, getting wet when he kisses my lips. When he says “Go on your knees!” I do that without a word. “Your mouth, open!” With utmost obedience, I’ll listen to my hot Daddy. And when he says, “Take me!!” I don’t need to be told that, I’m always ready to take him deep down my throat.
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I stood in front of the bathroom mirror, breathing like someone who’d just run a race. My hands kept fidgeting with my hair even though it already looked fine. What I needed wasn’t perfect hair, what I needed was courage. The kind that didn’t slip through my fingers the moment Leon looked at me.
Leon. My stepbrother. The only problem my body refuses to ignore.
For a whole year, I’d been trying to understand him, and every day he confused me more. He talked to no girl, looked at no girl, flirted with no girl. And because I refused to believe a man that handsome could ignore women for no reason, I convinced myself he must be gay. It sounded crazy, but it made sense to me. Why else would someone like him avoid every girl like she was invisible?
And it wasn’t like I didn’t try to test him.
I walked past him on days I knew I looked good, my waist tight, my curves clear. Sometimes I even bent down near him, or “accidentally” brushed past him, waiting for a reaction, any reaction. But Leon never looked twice. He didn’t stare, didn’t turn his head, didn’t even blink. He just walked past me like my body was air.
Every time he ignored me, the frustration grew sharper.
But today my friend’s voice kept replaying in my head. “I swear he’s gay. No straight guy behaves like that.”
The moment she said it, I felt a spark of something sharp and hot inside me. I didn’t know if it was jealousy, or pride, or maybe a little of both, but it pushed me into this bathroom. Pushed me to stop running from the truth.
If anyone was going to break through Leon’s walls and truly see him, it would be me. And if he was hiding something beneath all that silence, I wanted to be the one who pulled it out of him.
I stepped out of the bathroom, ready to confront him or at least ready to pretend I was brave enough to do it. But as soon as I opened the door, he was standing right there, his tall frame blocking my way.
I froze.
His eyes lifted from his phone and flicked toward me. Cold, sharp and enough to make my pulse jump.
“Watch where you’re going,” he said.
I lifted my chin. “Maybe you should watch where you stand.”
His eyebrow arched slightly, like he was amused but trying not to show it. “What do you want from me, Lilian?”
I hated how steady his voice sounded. Meanwhile, mine was trapped somewhere between my throat and my heart.
“I want to talk about something,” I said, forcing the words out.
“About what?” he asked, folding his arms.
“About… us.”
He actually laughed. The sound was low and it vibrated somewhere deep inside me, which annoyed me even more.
“There is no ‘us.’” He tilted his head. “Who put that idea in your head?”
“Maybe there could be,” I snapped before I could stop myself. “Unless you’re gay. Which you probably are.”
His expression went still.
“Gay?” he repeated slowly. “That’s what you think?”
“It’s what everyone thinks!” I blurted out. “You never talk to girls. You never look at them. You act like they don’t exist.”
“And that means I’m gay?”
“It means you’re something,” I fired back. “Because no guy avoids every girl like you do.”
For a moment, we just stared at each other, the air between us growing heavy. His jaw tightened as he took a step closer. Then another. His eyes never left mine.
“Maybe,” he said quietly, “I don’t waste my time on girls who don’t matter.”
My heart thudded hard.
“And maybe,” he added, voice even lower now, “you’re wrong about me.”
I swallowed. “Prove it.”
That was all it took.
Leon reached past me, grabbed my wrist gently but firmly, and pulled me back into the bathroom. The door closed with a soft click, but the sound felt like thunder inside my chest.
My back hit the cool wall. His body didn’t touch mine, but the heat coming off him was enough to make me dizzy.
“Are you sure you want me to prove it?” he asked, his voice barely above a whisper.
My breath caught. “Y-yes.”
He moved closer, slowly, deliberately, until I could feel his warmth surround me. His scent hit me next. Clean. Warm. Familiar in a way I didn’t want to think too deeply about.
My pulse raced, loud enough to hear.
His fingers brushed my jaw, tilting my face up toward him. That single touch sent a jolt through my entire body, and I hated how much control he suddenly had over my breathing.
“Lilian,” he murmured, “you have no idea what you’re asking.”
Maybe I didn’t. Maybe I was playing with something too big, too dangerous. But right now, all I cared about was the way he looked at me, like he had been holding himself back for far too long.
“I know enough,” I whispered. “And I’m not scared of you.”
A small, dark smile curved on his lips. “You should be.”
His hand slid to the side of my neck, warm and steady. I didn’t move. I couldn’t. My whole body felt alive, like it was waiting for something to happen, something I wasn’t sure I could ever come back from.
For a single moment, everything stopped spinning. It was just the two of us caught in a heat so sharp it felt like the air was burning.
My knees went weak under the weight of his nearness. The air around us felt charged, thick enough to touch. My fingers gripped the sink behind me, trying to steady the trembling in my legs.
His forehead touched mine lightly, and I felt his breath mix with mine. I closed my eyes, feeling a rush of something wild move through me.
But right when everything felt like it was tilting into something we couldn’t undo.
A loud crash echoed from outside.
We both jerked toward the door.
“What was that?” I whispered, heart pounding.
Leon didn’t answer immediately. His eyes shifted toward the hallway, sharp and alert. The moment between us shattered like a falling glass.
We stayed frozen for a second, both trying to catch our breath.
Then another sound came.
A voice.
Someone approaching fast.
Leon’s hand dropped from my neck. The warmth disappeared instantly, leaving me cold and shaken.
His jaw tightened. “Stay here,” he said quietly.
Lilian’s POVI woke up with my head resting on Leon’s chest and one of his hands curled around my waist.Sunlight slipped through the curtains, exposing the clothes scattered across the floor. My bra hung from the bedside lamp while Leon’s trousers had somehow ended up close to the door.I could barely remember how they got there.After our first round, we had rested for less than fifteen minutes before starting again. Leon made good on several promises he had whispered during our video calls, and by the time we finally slept, my entire body felt exhausted.I lifted my head carefully.Leon’s eyes remained closed, but a satisfied smile curved his lips.“I know you’re awake,” I whispered.“I’m sleeping.”“You’re smiling.”“I’m having a good dream.”I pinched his nipple.His eyes flew open. “Violent woman.”“You deserve it.”Leon rolled over without warning, trapping me beneath him. I laughed as he pinned my wrists above my head.“Should I remind you who was begging me not to stop last n
Lilian’s POVLeon carried me into the bedroom, my legs locked around his waist, my body rubbing against the hard length of his dick with every step. The friction alone left me breathless.Six months.I had spent six months imagining this moment, but none of those fantasies compared to the heat of his hands gripping my ass or the thick pressure of his cock straining against me through our clothes.He lowered me onto the bed and stood between my thighs.For several seconds Leon only stared. His chest rose and fell heavily, eyes travelling slowly from my face down to the place between my legs. The hunger in them made my pussy clench.“Why are you looking at me like that?” I whispered.“Because I need to make sure you’re really here.”I reached for his shirt and pulled him closer. “Touch me, and you’ll know.”A low sound escaped him. He pushed my shirt upward and off, then unhooked my bra. The straps slipped down my arms. Leon’s hands closed over my breasts, thumbs brushing my hardened ni
Lilian’s POVSix months sounded like a short time when Leon asked me to give it to him.Living through those months was a different matter.I attended my lectures, completed every assignment and pretended that being in another country did not make me feel like a prisoner. My mother called every Sunday, but our conversations never lasted more than five minutes.She asked about school, food and the weather.She never asked about Leon.I never offered to tell her.Leon and I spoke every day, although we had to be careful during the first few weeks. He found a job at a private fitness centre and rented a small apartment close to it. He refused every offer Cole made to lend him money, insisting that he needed to prove he could build a life without his father’s help.Our late-night video calls were the only things keeping me sane.Sometimes we talked until one of us fell asleep. Other nights, our conversations were not so innocent.Leon would lower his voice and tell me everything he wanted
Lillian's POVLeon caught my wrist as I attempted to move away.“You don’t get to make that decision for both of us,” he said.“I’m trying to protect you.”“And I am trying to choose you.”Before I could respond, Leon released me and reached into his pocket. He pulled out his car keys, dropping them on the centre table. Next came his wallet. He removed two bank cards and placed them beside the keys.My eyes widened.“Leon, don’t.”He ignored me.“I’ll move out tonight,” he told his father. “I’ll find somewhere else to stay, and I’ll get a job that has nothing to do with your company.”“You will come crawling back within a week,” his father spat.“Maybe. But if I do, it will not be because I regret loving Lilian.”My mother shook her head repeatedly. “Have both of you lost your minds?”Perhaps we had.I did not know what else could explain the fact that a few hours ago, Leon had been inside me while I cried about losing him. Now, he was standing in front of our parents, giving up every
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