LOGIN" good I'm glad you get it " Clara said with a concern face "Let’s change the topic. Who’s this Romeo guy? You said he’s bothering you?”
Emma’s expression changed instantly. The light dimmed. “I don’t know. He’s just another guy. He keeps following me after class. I don’t like him.” Clara caught it immediately. That was Emma’s ‘serious face’ the one she only made when something was really wrong. “So tell me, Emma. What is it? What’s actually going on?” Emma swallowed hard. “It’s… it’s Rebecca.” Clara froze. The color drained from her face. “That stupid girl again? What are you calling that name for? That useless, horrible what did she do this time?” “The thing is… she’s here, Clara.” “Here? What do you mean here? Is she in our video call right now?” “No, not the call.” Emma’s voice trembled. “I mean here. In Colombia. In my university. In my class.” Clara shot up from her bed so fast the camera shook. “REBECCA IS THERE WITH YOU IN COLOMBIA? And you didn’t tell me? Emma, are you okay? Has she said anything to you? Has she touched you? Tell me right now.” Emma shook her head quickly. “Not yet. But she saw me in the lecture hall. She smirked. The same smirk she used to give me in high school before she said something cruel.” Clara’s jaw clenched. “That’s it. I’m transferring. I don’t care if the paperwork falls through or if my dad has to call in every favor he owes. I’m getting on the next flight to Colombia next semester if I have to.” Emma tried to smile to calm her down. “Clara, do the calms ” “No. Don’t ‘Clara, me.” Clara’s eyes were blazing now. “I’m not letting her do to you what she did in high school again. Not when you’re finally starting to breathe. Not when you’re finally starting to smile.” Emma looked away, her voice quiet. “I can handle her, Clara. I’m not the same girl I was back then.” “Are you sure?” Clara asked softly. “Because you look like you’re already hiding again.” Emma didn’t answer. She just reached for her hoodie on the chair and pulled it over her shoulders, hiding herself again like she always did when the walls felt too ugly Clara stared at her for a long time on the screen. The smile was gone now. “Emma… why are you putting your hoodie on now? I thought you said you weren’t going to hide anymore. Is it because of what I said earlier? Because if it is, I didn’t mean it like that. I swear I didn’t.” Clara’s voice softened. “I’m only saying people with your size, your shape, don’t match someone like Alex Maradona. I said it so you wouldn’t get hurt. That’s all. Why are you putting your hoodie on? Is it because of me?” Emma shook her head. “No. It’s not you, Clara. I just… I feel cold.” It was a lie, and Clara knew it the second it left her mouth. Clara sighed and forced a grin, though it didn’t reach her eyes. “Fine. But tell me… how is Alex Maradona? Do you think he’d actually like me?” Clara acted it out, grinning ear to ear, teeth and all. “Well, he’d like girls like you, wouldn’t he? Clara, you’re beautiful. Smart. Modern. You’re very pretty. Of course he’d like you.”Emma laughed despite herself. “Oh my God, I can’t wait to go to Colombia now. You know what? I think I would’ve studied harder back then. Maybe I would’ve gotten into Columbia with you. But that would’ve needed connections, and I messed up the entrance period.” The two of them were still talking when faint voices started echoing from Emma’s side of the call. Clara frowned. “Emma? Your roommate?”Are you coming in or not, Alex asked, or do you want them to eat you alive? Emma looked over her shoulder and saw that people were already looking around again, waiting. She was tired. She was scared. She needed to get in. If not, she would be in great soup. So she had no choice but to get into Alex's car. The car shut behind her. The car was too big, too expensive for someone like her. Leather, clean, something cold she couldn’t name. Emma sat at the back seat. Alex was still in the front seat. He didn’t say anything to her. He didn’t even look at her. He just ignored her like he was not the one who told her to get in the car just now. Thomas was in the front seat. She knew him to be the driver, but she’d never really spoken to him before. So she sat there feeling lost. Then Alex got out of the front seat suddenly and slid into the back seat with her. The moment he sat down, something closed. A panel slid up between the back seat and the front seat. She was surprised. So ca
The premiere was supposed to be over but the camera was still rolling. Dancers were still dancing like nothing happened, although it was obviously a false smile. But every girl had their phone up, replaying the video of Emma and Benji kissing. They couldn't believe that Benji could still somehow kiss a girl like Emma. Maya on the other hand was panicking in her seat. She knew it was her fault. She knew it was the live she did in the car earlier when they were coming in. That panic was evident. And Jonathan was already tired of calming her down . Come on G, calm down. It's not your fault. You didn't know. No, Maya said, panicking. It's my fault. If I hadn't been so clumsy, if I hadn't gone in with my phone live, none of this would have happened. Emma wouldn't be in this state right now. She gripped his hand tightly. Jonathan put his hand over hers and rubbed his thumb over her knuckles, Calm down. It's okay. Remember, the camera is still on us. We need this. We need to make thi
Emma was pressed against the wall behind the green room door. Both hands over her face. Shoulders shaking from crying so hard. “I never kissed Benji… I never… it’s all fake…” She whispered it over and over. Like a prayer. Like if she said it enough, it would become true. She hadn’t even watched the video yet. But she knew. It wasn’t her. It could never be her. Then heard footsteps. Coming her way She flinched. At first she thought it was fans. She’d watched enough k- drama and Hollywood to know. Some fans would chase an actor’s co star just to tear them apart. yes they’re that obsessed Every step made her shrink harder into the wall. as if it could shied her But the closer the person got… the more she recognized it. that perfume. She’d know that perfume anywhere. It belongs to benji the door flew open. revealing him He came in fast, like he’d run all the way here just to find her. His shirt was damp, hair wild. He pulled her into his arms wit
Emma stepped forward to the podium. For the first two seconds, no one said anything. Not even the reporters. All you heard was cameras clicking. Then the questions started. Miss Emma Stanford. Just from the sound of your voice… you sound happy to be here. So tell us how happy are you to be a member of Sunwave?” Emma swallowed. “I’m happy to be a member of Sunwave. I wasn’t expecting this. Anyone who knows me knows how little I think of myself. I don’t really see myself as someone who could do things like this. But I was pushed by my best friends. I’m hoping to grow into this place.” “Good,” another reporter cut in. “Speaking of background… we found out you’re not exactly from a privileged family. You live in Cebu. I heard you’re poor. And yet you got into Columbia. How did you do that?” Emma’s jaw tightened. “It was on scholarship. I don’t mean to make it a big deal, but yes. I’m a scholarship student. And I’m proud to say it here.” She said with annoyance clear
He used his mouth to catch the piece of noodle stuck near the corner of her lip. Emma froze. Because she remembered. He used to do this in high school. Anytime something was on her mouth, he’d lean in just to embarrass her in public. So she’d stop being clumsy. “Oh,” she breathed. “You still remember this? I thought, now that you’re a celebrity, you’d forget it.” Benji laughed, pulling back into his seat like it was nothing. “Come on. Of course I remember. I used to do that in high school. Being a celebrity doesn’t mean I have memory loss.” But his hands on the steering wheel said otherwise. They were tighter on the steering wheel. He hated this feeling. His chest felt it. A pull. A taste he didn’t want to name. He wanted to linger on her lip, stay a bit longer. But it was Emma. His little girl from high school. In high school, the kiss meant nothing. Right now? It.. it just .. It did. “You know what,” Emma suddenly said . Almost a whisper. “If anyone saw us jus
That will not happen. I’m not showing much of myself. It’s just my voice. That’s all,” Emma cut in again. “That’s where you’re wrong, Emma. One day you’ll have to face the press. How will you do that? You’re still working on your self-esteem.” “I’m working on it, Clara. I can’t believe you’re saying this to me. I’m just a singer. I’m not an actress. I’m not some celebrity living on social media. All they need is my voice.” “Emma, a day will come when you’ll have to show your face. You will. People will be dying to meet you. You can’t hide behind audio forever.” Emma blinked at the dark ceiling. That wasn’t what she expected from Clara. If it was Maya, Maya would be screaming, hyping her up, pushing her onstage right now. But Clara… Clara was just quiet. “Forget I said that,” Clara said quickly. “You’re okay. You’re fine. I’m just worried about you. That’s all.” Emma’s throat was tight. “I have to go. I need to start arranging things for the premiere tom
Emma jumped. Jessica was sitting up on her bunk, curtain half-pulled back, watching her.“Jessica?” Emma whispered. “I didn’t hear you wake up.”Jessica’s eyes flicked over Emma’s outfit. “That hoodie isn’t doing you any favors. It makes you look bigger than you are.”Emma’s face flushed. “I know.
Tears welled up in Emma’s eyes before she could stop them, hot and humiliating. “Let me be,” she whispered, her voice shaking so badly the words almost broke. “I know I’m ugly. I know I’m not good enough for Alex. I’m not even trying. I don’t even like him. Can’t you just leave me alone?”Rebecca
Emma’s shoulders tensed. “Clara… I have to go.”“Why? Why are you in such a hurry to go?” Clara’s voice rose. “Emma, don’t you dare cut this call.”“I have to go. My roommate’s coming.”“So what? Let them come. Introduce me to your roommate.”“You don’t understand, Clara. ”“Introduce me. Are you a
Emma propped her phone against the stack of textbooks on her desk and fluffed her hair with her fingers, She kept shifting, tilting the phone left and right, trying to get the camera to stop blurring. Her old phone wasn’t exactly cooperating, not compared to Clara’s sleek, high resolution screen.“







