MasukOdessa didn't look up.
The rain was soaking her black dress, the one Lena said looked better on her. Her savings were gone. Her bag was at the bottom of the sea. Petrus had told her to leave. "Are you done letting them step on you?" the man repeated. His voice was low, calm, but it cut through the sound of the storm. Odessa slowly looked up. He was tall. Too tall. His black coat was not even wet, as if the rain avoided him. His face was sharp, handsome in a dangerous way. His eyes were a strange shade of blue-gray, like the sea before a storm. Odessa had seen him before. Every morning for the last three months, he would be at the end of the warehouse, drinking black coffee, watching the fish market. No one talked to him. The fishermen whispered his name: Lucian Dela Cruz. The man who owned the entire port. The man who owned the ships Petrus worked for. The man every mother warned their daughters about. Possessive. Ruthless. Forbidden. "Who... who are you?" Odessa's voice cracked. Lucian crouched down so they were at eye level. He didn't touch her. He just looked at her, and for the first time that night, Odessa didn't feel cold. "I've been watching you, Odessa," he said. "For three months. You think Petrus saved you? No. I did. I told Petrus to take you in that night five years ago. I found you on this same pier, half-drowned, with no memory." Odessa's eyes widened. "What?" "You don't remember, do you? You had the same scent even then. The scent of the sea. The other fishermen were afraid of you. They said you were a siren. A bad omen. Petrus was the only one brave enough to take you." The rain was getting stronger. The waves were crashing violently against the wooden pier. "Why are you telling me this now?" Odessa asked, wiping her tears. "Because they took everything from you today. And you are still sitting here, crying. Is that the girl I saved?" Lucian stood up. "Petrus is a good man, but he is old and scared of the Valdez family. Marco and Lena will tell him more lies tomorrow. By next week, no market in this city will hire you." Odessa knew he was right. Marco's family owned half the city. "So what do you want me to do?" she asked, her voice full of anger now, not just sadness. "Beg you for a job?" Lucian smiled for the first time. A small, dangerous smile. "I want to make you an offer. A contract. Come work for me. Not at the fish market. At my company. I need someone who understands the sea. Someone who isn't afraid of it." Odessa laughed, a bitter laugh. "Work for you? Everyone says you ruin people." "I ruin people who betray me," Lucian said, his gaze dropping to her lips, then back to her eyes. "But I protect what's mine. And you, Odessa... you have been mine since the day I pulled you out of the water. You just didn't know it." His words were possessive. Forbidden. It should have scared her. But it didn't. "What is the contract?" Odessa asked. "Three years. You disappear from this city. I will send you to Cebu, to my private port. You will learn business, you will learn ships, you will learn how to make men like Marco Valdez beg on their knees. In return, you will be under my protection. No one will ever touch you again. No one will ever call you a thief again." Three years. Disappear. It was exactly what she wanted. To disappear and make them regret it. "And what do you get in return?" Odessa asked, smarter now. Lucian stepped closer. He finally reached out and tucked a wet strand of hair behind her ear. His fingers were warm. "I get you. All of you. For three years. You will live in my house. You will work for me. And you will not fall in love with anyone else." "That's... that's crazy," Odessa whispered. Her heart was beating too fast. "Is it? Or is that exactly what you need? A forbidden man to protect you from the world that hurt you?" Odessa looked at the black sea. She thought of Petrus's disappointed face. Of Marco's laugh. Of Lena wearing her dress. She thought of her envelope labeled "Future" sinking to the bottom. She was done crying. She stood up, soaked, shaking, but with fire in her eyes. "I accept," she said. "But on one condition. After three years, I come back here. And I will make them regret losing me." Lucian's smile widened. He took off his black coat and placed it over her shoulders. It smelled like expensive perfume and sea salt. "Little storm," he whispered, "in three years, they won't just regret losing you. They will be too late to even ask for forgiveness." He held out his hand. Odessa, the girl who smelled like the sea, took the hand of the man who owned the storm. Behind them, the waves crashed, as if the sea itself was applauding. For the first time that night, Odessa didn't feel like the girl who was left behind. She felt like the beginning of a revenge.At 6:13 AM today, Chapter 102, we read the blank page.Not a pier. Not a room. A blank page.Page 101 was built yesterday. 1,284 handfuls of sand on one blank page. Today, we read it. But it is blank. How do you read blank?After, 10, the girl who came after 100, stood in front of the house that does not fly, holding page 101, blank, and said, "I don't know what to write."Silence. 1,284 people silent. Because for 100 chapters, we always knew what to write. Fish skin. Stutter. Acne. Rainbow. Dark. Poor. Small. Old. Late. Loud. Quiet. Happy. Sad. Angry. Tired. Brave. Scared. Loved. Forgotten. Normal. Early. Far. Near. Full. Empty. Everything. After. Now blank. Blank is harder than everything.I — Amihan, 31, owns nothing — said, "Then don't write. Read the blank.""How do you read blank?" she asked."Like this," I said. "Close your eyes. Put your hand on the sand on page 101. Feel 1,284 handfuls of sand. Each handful is a person. Each person is a chapter. Blank is not empty. Blank is f
At 6:13 AM today, Chapter 101, we did not build a pier. We did not build a room. We sat.Because Chapter 100 said: Do not write Chapter 101. Sit. Do nothing.But she came anyway.She came on a bus. Not the bus from Chapter 71. A new bus. Old. Blue. No number. She was 10 years old. She had a star behind her left ear. Not gold. Not blue. White. Clear. Like the clear net from Chapter 60. Like the clear shell from Chapter 61.She stood in front of the house that does not fly, 10, small, and said, "I read all 100 chapters."Silence. 1,284 people silent. Because we thought 100 was the end.I — Amihan, 31, owns nothing — was sitting on the sand, drinking coffee, doing nothing, like Chapter 100 told me to do. I said, "Then you know there is no Chapter 101.""I know," she said. "That is why I came. Because if there is no Chapter 101, I have to be Chapter 101."Her name is After. 10. Dagupan. After. Too after. Bullied for being too after. She is after everyone. After her ate who graduated. Afte
At 6:13 AM today, Chapter 100, we built the last room.Not a pier. A room. For everything.The first room was for everyone. The second room was for the forgotten. The third room was for the normal. The fourth room was for the early. The fifth room was for the far. The sixth room was for the near. The seventh room was for the full. The eighth room was for the empty. The ninth room is for everything.Her name is Everything. 18. Dagupan. Everything. Too everything. Bullied for being too everything. She is too loud and too quiet. Too happy and too sad. Too angry and too tired. Too brave and too scared. Too loved and too forgotten. Too normal and too early. Too far and too near. Too full and too empty. Teachers say "pili ka lang ng isa, hindi ka pwedeng lahat." Classmates say "ang gulo mo, hindi ka maintindihan." Mama says "anak, isa lang, hindi lahat."She was in the bus that came in Chapter 71. She was one of the 71 readers. She sat everywhere in the bus — front, middle, back, window, ai
At 6:13 AM today, Chapter 99, we built an eighth room.Not a pier. A room. For the empty.The first room was for everyone. The second room was for the forgotten. The third room was for the normal. The fourth room was for the early. The fifth room was for the far. The sixth room was for the near. The seventh room was for the full. The eighth room is for the girl who is too empty.Her name is Empty. 16. Dagupan. Empty. Too empty. Bullied for being too empty. She has no feelings. She does not cry. She does not laugh. She does not get angry. Teachers say "bakit ka walang pakiramdam, bato ka ba." Classmates say "ang cold mo, wala kang puso." Mama says "anak, umiyak ka naman, tumawa ka naman, magalit ka naman."She was in the bus that came in Chapter 71. She was one of the 71 readers. She sat alone in the bus, empty seat beside her, empty bag, empty eyes. She did not build a pier, because every pier we built was from something — fish skin, stutter, acne, rainbow, dark, poor, small, old, lat
At 6:13 AM today, Chapter 98, we built a seventh room.Not a pier. A room. For the full.The first room was for everyone. The second room was for the forgotten. The third room was for the normal. The fourth room was for the early. The fifth room was for the far. The sixth room was for the near. The seventh room is for the boy who is too full.His name is Full. 17. Dagupan. Full. Too full. Bullied for being too full. He eats too much. He talks too much. He feels too much. He cries too much. He laughs too much. Teachers say "busog ka na, tumigil ka na." Classmates say "ang takaw mo, ang ingay mo, ang arte mo." Mama says "anak, hinay-hinay lang, mapupuno ka."He was in the bus that came in Chapter 71. He was one of the 71 readers. He sat in the middle of the bus, full of snacks, full of stories, full of questions. He did not build a pier, because every pier we built was from empty — empty bottles, empty cups, empty shells, empty bags. He was full.Today, he stood in front of the sand hou
At 6:13 AM today, Chapter 97, we built a sixth room.Not a pier. A room. For the near.The first room was for everyone. The second room was for the forgotten. The third room was for the normal. The fourth room was for the early. The fifth room was for the far. The sixth room is for the girl who is too near.Her name is Near. 14. Dagupan. Near. Too near. Bullied for being too near. She sits too near to the teacher. She stands too near to her best friend. She hugs too near, too tight, too long. Teachers say "lumayo ka ng konti, ang dikit mo." Classmates say "ang clingy mo, nakakasakal ka." Mama says "anak, bigyan mo naman ako ng space."She was in the bus that came in Chapter 71. She was one of the 71 readers. She sat at the front of the bus, nearest to the driver. She did not build a pier, because every pier we built was far — far in the sea, far in the sky, far in time. She was near.Today, she stood in front of the sand house, 14, near, hugging Jasmine Dela Cruz, 10, too tight, and s







