LOGINAria's POV
Of all places. Why is this happening now and here? Why didn't it happen at home, in my bathroom, where I could easily fix it in like a second? I slowly pull my hand back in front of me. I can feel the burn in my face, climbing from my neck to the tips of my ears. Aiden gives a low whistle and turns away like he's trying to give me space, which... I guess, thanks? Jason doesn't even utter a word. But I know he is watching me intently. For one, I'm glad he doesn't make a comment or act like anything has happened. "You can use my bathroom," He says. I bit my lip, nodded quickly and bolted toward the door he tilted his head toward. If it were any other day, I might've gawked at how luxurious the bathroom looked. Black marble countertops, warm golden lights, a huge walk-in shower. But I can't care less right now. My periods have never snuck up on me. I know the exact date down to the damn hour and I don't even need to check my Flo app to be sure. But here I am, in a stranger's house, bleeding through my jeans. I probably look like a clueless middle schooler who got her period for the first time. I stare at myself in the mirror, sweaty despite the snow outside. My bangs stick to my forehead and my eyes are glassy. Let's face this. I have no pads or tissues with me. I bit into my fingernail, a habit I haven't kicked since forever. Ten minutes later, I'm still standing in the same spot, trying not to cry when I hear a knock behind me. "Aria?" It's Jason's voice. What does he want? I don't answer fast enough before he asks again. "You okay in there?" Like he cares. Why wait until it's past ten minutes before coming to check up on me? Anyway, it's not like he's obligated to help me anyway. Time to bury my shame and just ask for some help. "I could use some help." I squeaked. There's a pause and I'm starting to regret asking. Then I hear him laugh. "There's a bag outside the door... if you need it." A bag? I wait until I hear his footsteps retreat before I open the door and snatch the bag. Inside is Pads, a fresh pack of panties and a huge jersey with 'JASON #17' on the back. Oh. My. God. I don't want to think about how or why he has these things. I just changed, washed my jeans in the sink and hung them over the rail. After wiping myself down and putting on the shirt, it falls to my knees like a dress. "Aria Bennett," I whisper to my reflection. "You can survive this." With a deep breath, I walk out. Aiden is gone, thank God. But Jason sits on the edge of a couch in front of a desk, his elbows on his knees. His eyes lift and land on me. Then slowly drops, taking in the jersey and my legs and my exposed knees. I tug at the hem, suddenly wishing the shirt went to my ankles. Jason stands. Why does he have to stand? "I... are you..." He scratches the back of his neck. "Okay?" "Yeah," I say in a small voice. "I'm fine." I think about asking him about the bag, pads and panties. But I decide against it. It's a good thing he isn't bringing it up, I don't have to just remind him. So, I just let it down quietly, pretending I didn't just live through the most humiliating fifteen minutes of my life. "So, did you do the tests?" I say, looking everywhere but at Jason. It doesn't help that he's staring at me and even though he isn't laughing or smirking, I can feel the amusement behind his stare. I feel mocked. "Your period usually decides to embarrass you every time, sunshine?" I hear him ask. What? I thought we'd gone past the period saga? "Can we focus on this..." I point at the book on the desk. "Instead of my period?" Jason raises a brow. "But I want to talk about your period?" I fight the urge to glare at him. "Do you get heavy flows? Or light ones. I once read somewhere that know-it-all girls get heavy flows as punishment for the damn stick in their ass." I'm trying not to run mad at this point. I squint my eyes at Jason, unsure of a reply befitting his research. Why is he so rude? No... Why was he one person this second and an utterly different person the next second? The guy who helped me out minutes ago couldn't be this... annoying freak, could he? I look inside my bag and bring out my watch and I set the time for three hours. Yeah. That's how much time I'll spend with him. If he decides to waste the time but stalling me and trying to work me up, it's his own damn problem. "So, how about the tests? Did you... finish them?" "I tried." He says lazily before dumping the file on the desk. Good thing he tried. At least today would be half productive. I'll get to know how bad he is at his school work and then I'd... You've got to be kidding me. The first page is blank. I flip through the next page, and the next, and the next and app permanent scowl creeps up to my cheeks. I look up at Jason. "You... you tried?" The words leave my mouth, making it bitter. Jason's shrug only infuriates needs the more. I slam the tests on the desk. "You didn't even try. Everything's empty..." I waved the papers in front of his face. "What is wrong with you?" Jesus Christ, help me with this. Who was this boy? The one his mum claimed was reserved, and didn't eat or talk? Could've fooled me. "Look, I'm gonna get paid to do this." I start, " And if I can't fix you then..." I lift my chin upwards, matching his glare. "I'm not doing this with you," I say, and I take my bag and start packing my things. To my surprise, Jason doesn't stop me. He just folds his arms and watches. "See? Being the principal's daughter doesn't make you special after all." I raise my brow. "What's that supposed to mean?" "It means that... you are just like the others. The other girls who want me but can never have a piece. And you're intolerant, impatient and..." That's it. I am so done with him. I slung my bag over my shoulder and walked to the door. By the time I'm down the stairs, and halfway out the door, I stop. Crap. My jeans. I stand and stare down at Jason's jersey swaying down my knees, and silently curse myself. I can't walk out like this. Not in the freezing snow. Not through this town. Not back to my home where my mom will 100% ask too many questions. I have to go and get my jeans. I groan and spin on my heel. I'll just go back, head straight for the bathroom and not even look at him. "Forgot something?" He asks when he sees me enter. "Just my jeans," I reply. "Oh right. The bloody jeans." He smirks. I stop walking. "Jason..." I warn even though my voice is shaky. He tilts his head. "Relax, sunshine. It's just... You looked so cute running off in my jersey. You know... You were totally killing the walk of shame vibe, although without the fun part of it." I exhale. "Haha, very funny." I say dryly. "And could you please come with your bad influence next time? The girl with the pink hair? She's a whole lot more fun than you could ever try to be." He grins. It shouldn't hurt. Because I've heard that comment every fifteen years that Lily and I have been best friends. Hell, I don't expect the tightness in my chest that comes with Jason's stupid remark. But it's there. As I grab my damp jeans, I picture it. I picture Lily in my situation. She'd have it under control. And here I am, acting like a coward. A damn coward. Tears prick my eyes as I bolt out of Jason's room. And his stupid perfect house.AIDENIt's every fucking emotion I'm feeling at this point, all swirling in a chaotic way inside my chest. There's relief that she did keep the baby, that my worst fear hadn't come through. Then there's the crushing guilt for breaking up with her, for being such an asshole and making her go through all of this alone. There's happiness in seeing that she's well taken care of. Elizabeth is clearly looking out for her. And then there's... just a gaping, aching, void of regret for all the time I've lost, all the moments I wasn't here.Wow. Just wow. She looks pregnant, obviously. Like, really pregnant. I don't know why I'm gaping like some idiot who's never seen a pregnant woman before. I've seen pregnant ladies before, plenty of them. It's just.. I haven't seen Lily pregnant. And holy hell, it does look deadass good on her. I haven't always thought about my girl as thin, but I used to tease her about it when we were still cool, still us. Now... now she's far from thin. She's all fleshy
AIDEN"Here, help me hold her," Aria says, as she drops Jemaya in my arms. No heads-up. Nothing. How am I supposed to know how to hold a child? What if she falls down? Fuck! I can't think about that now. No I intrusive thoughts while holding a child."Would you look at that! You look so perfect." She squeals, stepping back to stare at me, with her hands clasped under her chin."Please. This is torture. Come get her." I say, leaning against the wall with the fragile little girl in my arms. I look down at her. She's got wide eyes with chocolate brown eyeballs. Her skin is light caramel almost as if she's mixed. Holding her feels... nice, actually. I soon start to rock her in my arms. I mean, it isn't so bad after all. "She likes you." Aria comments, tapping my back."Yeah?" I raise a brow, turning to face her. "Yeah, she does. Um..." Aria bit her lip, do you mind holding her for a little longer? I'm going to help Jason finish setting up the main room." I look around the house. That's
AIDENIt feels surreal. To actually smile at my friends and say yay! We're high school graduates now! Or to look my teammates in the eye and realize that I am actually seeing some of them for the last time. There's an afterparty today. It's where we'll say our last goodbyes and all. But I'm not going. I don't think I can wait any longer while the thought of Lily plagues me. I'm relentless. That's the thing. What I don't know is killing me. The what-ifs in my head are endless.I stopped stalking that Instagram page. I stopped fucking around with girls. I just stayed home and studied. My mom hasn't answered my calls for months. All she wants to know is if Lily is okay. And I'm here thinking! If she won't answer my call then how do I tell her whether or not I've found Lily?There's a little jolt on my arm and I glance up. Aria's smiley face comes into view. "Hey," I run a hand over my face, gazing up at her. "What? Why do you look so moody?" She plops herself beside me. "Nothing. I t
LILY"I will have you moved to the private suite. Is that okay, ma'am?" The doctor asks Elizabeth."Yes. Do whatever makes her comfortable. The money isn't a problem." Elizabeth nods."Great. We'll get the paperwork ready. I'll just..." She has her hand on the ultrasound wand, her eyes on the 'off' switch. She pauses, not pressing the switch. The way I'm focused on this doctor is really confusing. And I'm watching all of her every move. The way she frowns, her eyes darting back to the monitor. "Lily, stay very still," she says. "What? What is it?" Elizabeth asks. "Is she... is there a pulse?""No," Louisiana whispers, as she slides the wand higher, pushing against the top of my ribcage. "I'm... I'm seeing a third sack. It's tucked high, behind the others."I hold my breath, staying so still. I don't know what she means but I can only hope. The room is silent until the sound comes. Thump-thump, thump-thump. That's a heartbeat... right? It has to be. I stare at Louisiana, blinking my
LILY"Lily," Dr. Louisiana says, sitting on a rolling stool to get level with my eyes. "I need you to listen carefully. This is the hardest part of my job, and it is the hardest choice you will ever have to make.""Just take them out," I say. "I can't... I can't feel her just sitting there. It's not right.""If we deliver right now," the doctor begins. "Your son has about an 80 to 90 percent chance of survival. That sounds high, but at twenty-eight weeks, those odds come with a heavy price. His lungs are like tissue paper. He would almost certainly face brain bleeds, intestinal issues, and months, if not a year, in the NICU. Some of those complications can last a lifetime.""Every day we keep him inside... every twenty-four hours... gives him a massive leap in development. If we can get you to thirty-two weeks, his chances of a completely healthy life without disability become nearly certain.""But she’s..." I choke on the word. "She’s gone.""I know. Because they have separate placen
What are your thoughts on Lily losing one twin? Also, moving forward, I’ll be shifting the focus from Lily's pregnancy to her social and romantic life. If you have any suggestions, please feel free to share in the comments! Who do you think is the best match for Lily, and why? The options are Tyler and Aiden, but I’m also open to adding a third love interest🌚.







