LOGINAria’s POV
The snow outside had gotten heavier, but in a soft, pretty way—none of yesterday’s slush and chaos. I stood by my bedroom window, holding the curtain open just a crack, watching the flakes drift down in lazy spirals. The world looked quieter when it snowed. Like everything was on mute, and I kind of wished my nerves were too. Today was my first official tutoring session with Jason Monroe. I closed the curtain with a sigh and grabbed my tote bag. I’d packed it earlier with my old Algebra textbooks, a few sharpened pencils, a calculator, highlighters, sticky notes… maybe a little overkill, but better to be overprepared than caught slacking. Especially with him. I tucked the folder with the placement tests and zipped it up before slinging it over my shoulder. I reached for my purse, still sitting on my desk, and paused at the door. “I wish Lily were here with me,” I murmured. I didn’t even realise I’d said it out loud. Everything just felt... off without her by my side. Lily was my buffer, my confidence boost. She made walking into unknown situations feel like jokes instead of heart attacks. Now I was going to a stranger's house alone to tutor a guy who must subconscious thought looked like he belonged to a Calvin Klein billboard. Ugh. Not that I'd ever admit but Lily was right. Hockey players were hot. But Jason was not just hot. He was hot hot. Like unfair levels of hot. Like, why do you even have a shirt on, sir? It's kind of hot. Only... the problem was, when he opened his mouth, all that heat turned into cold rudeness. Whiplash much? I locked my front door and trudged toward the car, tossing my things into the backseat before sliding into the driver’s seat. My breath fogged up the windshield for a second, and I sat there, gripping the wheel and trying to calm the jittery energy buzzing through me. I was five feet tall on a good day. Jason probably bench-pressed people my size for fun. How the hell was I supposed to survive this arrangement? “Just be professional,” I whispered to myself. “Help him pass. Keep it cool.” I glanced at the folder again and bit my lip. Please, I prayed silently, let him have actually done those placement tests. Just so this doesn’t turn into a complete mess. As I turned into the familiar bend toward his street, my stomach twisted itself into knots. My fingers clenched a little tighter around the steering wheel. This was fine. Totally fine. I pulled into the driveway, parking behind a sleek black car that screamed money and speed. Probably his. Of course. This time, a maid answered the door instead of his mom. She was kind and polite, introducing herself quickly before ushering me inside and up the staircase. I muttered a soft thank you and followed her steps, feeling smaller with every one I took. Jason’s door was already open when she stopped in front of it and smiled at me before leaving. I stepped inside. Typical boy’s room. Hockey gear everywhere. Sticks propped against the wall, jerseys draped over a chair, and posters plastered everywhere. Not just random players, though. Most of them were him. On the ice. With teammates. Mid-celebration after a goal. The colour scheme was grey and black. I sidestepped a hoodie on the floor and a stray Gatorade bottle before moving further in... A low growl stopped me in my tracks. I froze, turning toward the sound just as Jason looked up from where he sat on a couch near the far window. Another guy was slouched beside him. A tall, broad-shouldered guy with buzzed dark hair and a wolfish smile. Jason’s eyes locked onto mine. "Who let you in my room?" he asked. I flinched, instinctively taking a step back. The other guy snorted. “Dude. Go easy. She’s a cute little thing.” He grinned at me. The other guy pushed himself off the couch and walked over, extending a hand. “Name’s Aiden.” “Aria,” I said, trying to make my voice sound normal. His eyes flicked down. Then he tilted his head, almost thoughtfully, before saying... “You might want to change your pants. They’re… stained.” My heart skipped a beat. “What?” I turned slightly, reaching behind me. My fingers touched the fabric. It was wet and sticky. Blood. Oh my god. No. No. No. No. I stepped back, my face burning so hot. My period. Right now? I wanted the floor to open up and swallow me whole. I couldn't move, nor could I breathe. My fingertips were pressed lightly against the stain.LILYI find myself standing in front of the place I've called home since I was a kid. Only, it doesn't even feel like home anymore. I'm not sure I can recognize the outside of Jenna's apartment. The paint that was always so fresh is peeling now. It looks different. I have to check the number on the door again to make sure it's really her home.Then I brace myself and knock. I hear footsteps and I hold my breath. Once the door opens, I see her face and I release my breath. She looks... stressed? Thinner than the last time I saw her. Her well-layered hair is frizzy, sticking out at odd angles. But... that's not my business, anyway. It's not the reason why I came here. "Hey," I say, my grip on my suitcase handle tightening.She stares at me. "Lily," she says. "I'm so glad to see you. How have you been? Are you okay?..." Her gaze drops to my suitcase and she raises a brow. "Did you come back to stay?" As if. "I need something from you," I tell her, keeping my voice as flat as possible
AIDEN"Do you know where she is?" I ask Jason the moment I'm face-to-face with him. He just glares at me. Because he thinks this is fucking funny. I try again, my voice grit and gravel."Do you know where my girlfriend is?" He arches a brow. "Your girlfriend? The one you ended things with? Or... you're dating again,"A low growl emits from my throat. My vision is tunneling. He's the captain and goalie, but he knows not to mess with me. All that energy... It's all on the ice. He’s good at blocking pucks, sure, but when it comes to natural strength, of course he knows he's no match for me. I could snap him in half and he knows it.I know I look and sound like a broken record. I know I’m a mess. First of all, I broke up with Lily, the only girl who'd ever been there for me and seen me more than just a hot jock. The same girl who helped me sort out things with my parents, just because she cheated.I fucking overreacted. My pride took the wheel and I drove us both off a cliff. And I knew
LILYMy stomach drops straight to my feet. I scramble toward the living room, until I'm standing where Aria and Drew can see me. I can't just stand in the shadows. I can't just let Drew take all the blunt of Aria's rage. "What," I whisper when her eyes snap back to mine. The air in here feels thick. Like I'm trying to breathe underwater."Don't 'what' me. Tell me I'm wrong. Tell me I didn't just figure this out on my own."I'm sweating. My palms are clammy, and my legs are shaking so hard, I think I might actually collapse. Drew finally looks at me, panic written all over his face... his eyes are wide, searching for a lie we haven't rehearsed... but I don't give him the relief of eye contact. I can't look at him. I look at Aria instead. My best friend. My best girl. The girl who trusts me with everything."I..." My voice fucking cracks. I swallow hard, my throat feeling like it’s lined with sandpaper. "Aria, please...""Please what?" she snaps. "Please don't be mad that you slept wit
LILYI try to avoid her eyes. "Enough about Aiden and me already. I need you to help me pack. I can't be here when he gets back."Aria shrugs, finally listening to one thing I've said since today. She sighs and goes to get my suitcase. I start shoving clothes in it, not even bothering to fold them. Aria helps pack a few of my shoes, undies, and my makeup kit. The suitcase is filled to the brim when she zips it up, the fabric straining against the zipper."Here, you're good to go." She smiles, patting the bag. I glance around the room, and the emptiness is already trying to creep in, but I haven't packed all of my stuff. I still have clothes in the wardrobe. A picture of Aiden and me sits on the table very close to the bracelet he got for me that I've pulled off my wrists and dropped.I can't believe this is my life now. Sure, months ago, when Aiden started acting aloof, looking through me instead of at me, I knew something was wrong. Did I make a mistake by not talking to him about i
LILYAria drives, while I sit in the passenger seat, staring at the tacky blue and pink boxes of the tests we'd gotten. She insisted I check them right there at the pharmacy bathroom, but I declined. She drives to a halt right outside Aiden's empty apartment... which is now my empty apartment until I pack up... and we both hurry out of the car. I drop the boxes unceremoniously on the living room coffee table, walking straight into the kitchen and grabbing a pan from the rack. Distraction, that’s what I need."What... what are you doing?" Aria follows me."Making something for you to eat. You probably haven't eaten properly since this morning, running over here and all." I shrug, pulling the olive oil out."No, no, no! Stop right there, Lily!" She grabs the pan from my hand, setting it down on the counter with a heavy clang. "How about that test? Let's get that done first. Food can wait."I scoff, rolling my eyes dramatically. "I'll take it." I snap."When? When you've gotten your acc
LILYHe knows. He fucking knows that last night, I wasn't with Aria. He knows that I didn't see my best friend last night. He figured it out, somehow. I watch Aiden from the corner of my eyes as he roars and throws things, looking every bit annoyed and betrayed, and honestly, terrifying. A ceramic lamp just exploded against the wall. Shards everywhere."Sweet..." I start, trying to keep my voice steady, but it comes out pathetic even to me."Don't you dare!" He points a finger at me, his eyes bloodshot red. "Don't you dare use that tone on me. Like this is just some tiny little screw-up we can fix with a cuddle and a sorry." He finishes and I nod, letting the tears pooling in my eyes fall.Screw trying to be strong.He shakes his head. "Why? Why Lily? Tell me why? What the hell possessed you?" My voice cracks. "I don't know. I didn't want to... I just..." I shake my head, biting my lips so hard I taste blood. No Lily. You can't fucking tell him the real reason why you went and che







