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Penulis: Aya Starr
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HAYDEN

The rink was already humming by the time I laced up my skates.

Coach didn’t even need to give the usual pre-game speech. We all knew what was at stake. Game night against Westport State wasn’t just about points or rankings, it was personal.

They played dirty. They trash-talked in DMs. They hacked at your ankles and smiled when the ref wasn’t looking.

I thrived on that kind of pressure.

But tonight, it wasn’t just about winning.

It was about her.

Coleen.

I’d seen her in the stands during warm-ups. Third row, wrapped in a dark hoodie, hair up, arms crossed like she wasn’t sure if she wanted to be here or disappear. But she was here. and that mattered more than I could admit to anyone, including myself.

I was going to play the best game of my life. Not for Coach, not even for the win.

For her.

“Center up,” Coach called out, motioning me forward. “Let’s go, Michaels.”

I stood, tapped my stick twice on the ice, and skated to the face-off circle.

The Westport center gave me a grin l
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    COLEENThe wind outside howled like a wounded animal, swallowing the sound of tires crunching over snow.I stared out the window, trying to recognize the road we were on, but nothing looked familiar. We should’ve been heading back toward the Michaels’ estate by now, but the narrow road we were on twisted into unfamiliar darkness.“Jared,” I said carefully, turning my head to look at him. “I think you missed the turn.”He didn’t answer right away. His hands gripped the steering wheel, knuckles white, a muscle ticking in his jaw. The car heater blew too hot, making my skin prickle.“Did I?” he finally muttered, eyes fixed ahead. “Funny. I didn’t think you were paying attention.”My pulse stuttered. There was something off about his tone.“I was,” I said, keeping my voice calm. “The road to the house is the other way.”He exhaled, something that could have been a laugh, except it wasn’t. “Relax, Coleen. I just want to talk. It’s been… tense at the house. Thought we could use some privacy

  • The Hockey Star Regret    119

    COLEENThe wind cut across my face like knives. Snow whipped around me, sticking to my lashes, my hair, my coat. I didn’t even realize I’d forgotten my gloves until my fingers went numb.How stupid could I be?God, the image wouldn’t leave me. It replayed again and again, each loop making my stomach twist harder.The snow beneath my boots squeaked as I trudged down the narrow road leading toward the main gate. I didn’t even know where I was going. It wasn’t like I had a car. The cold seeped into my bones, but somehow it still didn’t hurt as much as my chest did.I hugged myself tighter, trying to keep the shaking at bay. I couldn’t go back to that house. I couldn’t face his parents’ smug faces or his brother’s smirk or Jessica’s knowing little eyes. I couldn’t face Hayden.Not after what I saw.A tear slipped down my cheek before I could stop it. The warmth lasted barely a second before the wind froze it against my skin. I scrubbed it away roughly and whispered into the night, “You’re

  • The Hockey Star Regret    118

    HAYDENSpace.For the first time in our relationship, I wasn’t sure what to do. I have never seen Coleen this heartbroken or sad, and it killed me knowing that I was the one that made her this way.I hoped when I found her, I would be able to explain to her and all would be settled but it turned out not to be the case.Now I had no choice but to watch her walk away from me while she held the fate of our relationship in her hands.Tonight has been an absolute shit show.“Hayden?”I turned sharply. Jared was standing under one of the terrace lights, glass of whiskey in hand, his expression somewhere between curiosity and amusement.“Looking for someone?” he asked lazily.“Don’t start,” I growled, brushing past him.I initially thought that he had gone after Coleen. It turned out I was wrong.He followed anyway. “You know, it’s funny. Jessica’s lipstick looked pretty familiar when I saw you two.”I froze. “What did you just say?”He smirked. “You heard me. She’s got that same color all o

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    COLEENWhat made my heart crack wasn’t just the sight of them together. It was the sight of her lips on his.For a second, my brain refused to believe it. I blinked once, then twice, but the image didn’t go away. Jessica’s body pressed against his, his shoulders tense, her manicured hand gripping his tie.Then Hayden shoved her back.I saw the look on his face. Disgust, anger, but it didn’t matter. The damage was done.It felt like the world fell out from under me.My throat closed, the air around me turning icy. I could still taste the sweetness of champagne in my mouth, the memory of how safe I’d felt in his arms earlier that night, how certain I’d been that nothing and no one could come between us.I was wrong.Jessica turned her head slightly, her lipstick smeared, and I saw her smirk. That was all it took.I didn’t wait for explanations. I didn’t wait for Hayden to see me.I turned and ran.The cold hit me like a slap when I burst through the side doors into the garden. The air o

  • The Hockey Star Regret    116

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