로그인Winning should feel better than this. The buzzer sounded, the crowd went wild, my teammates swarmed me, and for a split second, I felt that old rush, the one I’ve been chasing since before the suspension. But the second I stepped off the ice, reality slammed back into me. I know what I did. I know everyone saw it. And I know the league won’t care why.
In the locker room, the guys are loud, celebrating, spraying water bottles like champagne. Mason bumps my shoulder. “Hell of a game, Hart.”
“Yeah,” I say, but my voice is flat.
Coach isn’t celebrating. He’s standing near the whiteboard with his arms crossed, jaw tight. The second he catches my eye, he jerks his head toward the hallway. Great. I follow him out, the noise fading behind us. He doesn’t speak until we’re alone.
“What was that?” he asks, voice low but sharp. “Before the game. With the fan.”
I rub the back of my neck. “I saw a drunk guy bothering a woman. Her dad and some others were telling him to stop. He didn’t.”
“And you thought slamming your stick against the glass was the best solution?”
“No,” I admit. “I should’ve handled it better.”
Coach sighs, pinching the bridge of his nose. “You know how this looks. You just got back from suspension.”
“I know.”
“You’re going to get backlash.”
“I know,” I repeat. “I’ll deal with it.”
He studies me for a long moment. “Just… keep your head in the media room. Don’t make this worse.”
I nod, even though my stomach is already twisting.
We head back inside, grab our gear, and walk to the media room. Cameras flash the second we enter. Reporters lean forward like sharks smelling blood. Mason sits beside me. Coach takes the center seat. The first few questions are easy, game highlights, playoff prep, team chemistry. I answer what I need to, keep it short, keep it clean.
Then she speaks. “Evan,” she says, smiling like she’s doing me a favor, “you seemed… energized tonight. Does this win give you confidence heading into playoffs?”
“Yeah,” I say. “The team’s ready.”
“And speaking of energy,” she continues, “there was an incident before the game involving a fan and Lena Merritt. Do you know her?”
My jaw tightens. “Yes. We grew up together.”
A ripple goes through the room.
She leans forward. “Witnesses say the fan was ‘just talking’ to her. Why did you react so strongly?”
I smirk, but there’s no humor in it. “He wasn’t talking. He was harassing her.”
Mason shifts beside me, like he’s bracing for impact.
The reporter doesn’t miss a beat. “What is your relationship with her?”
“We’re childhood friends,” I say, keeping my voice even. “That’s it.”
She tilts her head. “Is she struggling with her injury? There are rumors she’s afraid to return to the ice. Can you comment on that?”
My hands curl into fists under the table. “No,” I say. “I can’t personally say anything about that. You’d have to ask her.”
“But...”
“What I can say,” I cut in, “is that any athlete wouldn’t be human if they didn’t have some fear after an injury. It’s normal. It doesn’t make them weak.”
The room goes quiet for a beat. Coach clears his throat. “Next question.”
But I can feel it, every camera pointed at me, every reporter scribbling notes, every headline already forming. I defended her. Again. And I’d do it again tomorrow. Even if it costs me.
I’m barely through the arena doors the next morning, when I’m told the owner wants to see me. Great. Exactly what I need before coffee. His office is warm, lined with framed jerseys and photos of championship teams. He’s not an intimidating guy, mid‑50s, calm, level‑headed, but today he looks tired.
“Evan,” he says, motioning for me to sit. “We need to talk about last night.”
I drop into the chair. “I figured.”
He studies me for a moment. “Start from the beginning. What happened with the fan?”
I exhale slowly. “I saw a drunk guy bothering a woman. Her dad and some others were telling him to stop. He didn’t. I reacted.”
“Reacted,” he repeats, raising an eyebrow.
“Yeah,” I say. “I should’ve handled it better. I know that. But I wasn’t going to stand there and watch him harass her.”
The owner leans back. “You know her?”
I hesitate, then nod. “Yeah. We grew up together. Lena Merritt.”
Recognition flashes in his eyes. “The skater.”
“Yeah.”
“And she’s… struggling right now?”
I swallow. “Yeah. She is. And when I saw that guy leaning over her, it felt like...” I stop, searching for the right words. “It felt like high school again. Like I had to step in. I didn’t think. I just… reacted.”
He nods slowly, absorbing that. “You two close?”
“Not anymore,” I admit. “We haven’t even talked since she got back in town.”
He studies me for a long moment, then sighs. “Look, Evan… since you didn’t hit anyone, the league can’t punish you for it. They’ll talk, the media will spin it, but there’s no rule against yelling at a fan through the glass.” Relief loosens something in my chest, but only for a second. “However,” he continues, “you need to keep a cool head. You’re already under a microscope. One wrong move and they’ll use it to bury you.”
I nodded. “I’ll be better.”
He nods, satisfied. Then his expression shifts, more serious. “There’s something else you should know,” he says. “That same reporter from last night, she ambushed Lena in the lobby before the press conference.”
My stomach drops. “What?”
“She cornered her. Asked about her injury, her return...”
My hands curl into fists. “She was already shaken up from the fan. Why would...”
“Because she’s a reporter,” he says gently. “And Lena’s a story. Especially after your little… display.”
I nod, jaw tight. The owner stands, signaling the meeting is over. “Just keep your head down, Evan. Play your game. And maybe… check on your friend.” I leave the office with a knot in my chest.
The girls arrive early Friday morning, and for the first time in a long time, I’m actually excited about something.Coach Daniels and I pull into the rental house driveway just as the van from the airport pulls up. The second the doors open, I’m nearly tackled by two of the younger skaters, Mia and Harper, both talking at the same time, both hugging me so tightly I can barely breathe.“Lena, we missed you!”“You look so good!”“Are you eating enough?”I laugh, overwhelmed in the best way. “I’m fine. I missed you too.”Behind them, the others climb out, three more juniors, all smiling, all carrying way too many bags. And then, last as always, Sabrina steps out like she’s descending from a limo instead of a shuttle van.She looks around Silver Ridge like she’s inspecting her kingdom. I still don’t understand why she came. Especially now that Evan told me he doesn’t even know her. But I’m not starting a fight. Not today.Coach Daniels claps his hands. “Alright, ladies. Let’s get you sett
It’s been a few days since lunch with Lena, and I’m still thinking about it. Not in the stressed, overthinking way I expected. In the good way. The kind of way that sneaks up on you when you’re not paying attention. She stops to talk to me every morning now, just a few minutes before she heads to the pond and I head into practice. Sometimes it’s about training. Sometimes it’s about her parents. Sometimes it’s nothing at all.But it feels… easy. Natural. Like we’re finding our way back to something we lost. And I can’t wait to see where it goes. I’m also trying to figure out who the hell Sabrina is. Every time I think about that lunch, about Lena laughing so hard she nearly spilled her coffee, I get this weird mix of amusement and dread. Amusement because Lena’s laugh is still one of my favorite sounds. Dread because apparently some stranger thinks we’re dating. I still don’t know her. At all.Practice ends, and Mason jogs up beside me as we head toward the parking lot. “So,” he says,
I didn’t expect lunch to feel like this. I thought it would be stiff, awkward, full of long pauses and polite small talk. And it was awkward at first—both of us fumbling with menus we didn’t need, pretending to read them while sneaking glances at each other.But somewhere between ordering and the food arriving, something shifted.It felt… easy. Like high school again. Like before everything got complicated. Like before he left for college and I left for the city and we both pretended we didn’t care. I didn’t realize how much I missed this. Missed him. And I definitely didn’t realize that stupid crush I had on him back then wasn’t as dead as I thought. I try to ignore that part.“So,” Evan says, leaning back in his chair, “how’s training going?”I take a breath. “Better. I’m getting stronger. More consistent. But I still have… moments.”“Panic attacks?” he asks gently.I nod. “Small ones. Not as bad as before. The pond helps. It’s quiet. No pressure.”He nods like he understands more t
I’ve been replaying that conversation with Lena for days. The way she stood there in the tunnel, nervous but trying to be brave. The way she thanked me, quiet, sincere, like she wasn’t sure she had the right to. The way her eyes kept flicking away from mine, like looking at me too long might burn. It was awkward. Painfully awkward. But it was also the first real conversation we’ve had in years. And now I can’t stop thinking about her.I keep catching myself looking for her truck when I pull into the arena. I keep glancing toward the pond on my early mornings, wondering if she’s out there skating. I keep thinking about how small she looked in that lobby, surrounded by cameras and questions she didn’t deserve. I want to talk to her again. I want to start over. I want to know her again. But I have no idea how to do that without screwing it up. So when I see her in the parking lot a few days later, hair pulled back, bag slung over her shoulder, looking like she’s trying to blend into the
Of course they’re talking about Lena again. They always are. I sit on the bench at the training rink, arms crossed, watching the younger girls practice. They’re giggling, whispering, glancing at me like I’m some kind of celebrity. I should be flattered. I should be enjoying this. But all I can think about is how everything was supposed to be different. Lena Merritt was finally out of the way. My plan worked. Perfectly.She never saw it coming, the loose screw on her blade, the one I nudged just enough. Not enough to be obvious. Just enough to make her unstable. Just enough to make her fall.She was always too perfect. Too graceful. Too loved. I couldn’t beat her one‑on‑one, not with the way the coaches worshipped her. But I could replace her. And I did. Or I should have.But instead of focusing on me, the one who’s still here, still skating, still winning, everyone is wringing their hands over poor, broken Lena. Coach Ramirez keeps asking for updates. The staff whispers about her “men
I don’t even make it through the front door before I hear my name.“…Merritt...Lena Merritt...”The TV is on in the living room, volume just loud enough to carry down the hall. My mom must’ve left it playing. I drop my bag by the door and step closer, heart already sinking.It’s the post‑game press conference.And there she is.The reporter from the lobby.Her voice is sugary‑sweet in that way people use when they’re about to say something awful.“Evan, witnesses say the fan was just talking to her. Why did you react so strongly?”I roll my eyes so hard it hurts. “Sports reporter,” I mutter. “Right.”She sounds more like a gossip blogger fishing for drama.I sink onto the couch, arms crossed tight. My stomach twists as I listen.Evan sits at the table, jaw tight, eyes sharp. He looks irritated, but controlled. More controlled than I expected after last night.“We grew up together,” he says when she asks if he knows me.My breath catches. He didn’t have to say that. Then she pushes aga







