This chapter isn't that long. mostly because I am soooo tired. i went to a themepark yesterday, called Efteling. and for some reason I couldn't sleep well at night, so I'm exhausted now. I also wrote a shorter chapter, because I wanted to go straight to Leia's pov. so you won't have to wait to long to know what is going on. just to clarify. with this time jump. leia's and kate's birthday will be in about 7 or 8 months. need to to the math. i would have been nice if i had given them actual dates. i will have to go through alpha osiris and create a whole time line. but wayyy too tired for that today.
Leia’s pov Everything had been fucking perfect the last few months. Well, it would fucking be. Because tomorrow my Asher would be here. And I’d finally get some fucking action. I missed his body, I missed his gorgeous face and his fucking voice. Fuck, there wasn’t anything I didn’t miss. Kate and I had been planning a double date and we were so fucking exciting. It was going to be great. Hopefully. We wanted to take them out of town and go camping. I wasn’t sure if Asher would like camping and I really wasn’t fucking sure if tents were soundproof. Probably fucking not, but it would be nice being in nature. Logan and Grace would be able to shift and run, and protect us in case something went wrong. I just needed to do one thing today, that I had been putting off. I went to see the pack doctor, because I really hated the fucking pill. I already thought it was making me feel numb and was considering a IUD. But lately I had been fucking bloated and dizzy. I wasn’t taking my antidepressa
Asher’s pov “I am not going to just sit around and wait for Leia to call you, Cyrus.” “I didn’t fucking thought you would. I will stay at the packhouse tonight and you can listen in on the fucking call. Let’s see if we can find some clue on where the fuck my daughter went to.” Cyrus replied. He was a great father in law. The fucking best and April was equally wonderful, always so nice to me. I was worried, but I was also angry. Why would she just leave like that? Didn’t she know how many people were worried about her? Didn’t understand with her history, we would worry even more? A girl alone, Goddess knows where, was already scaring the shit out of me. Dad sent his best trackers out for Leia, but she left of her own free will. So it meant she wasn’t really missing, more like she had ran away. Thank the Goddess dad loves Cyrus and he couldn’t tell him no. “Your father loves you and Leia too. It’s not just for Cyrus’ sake.” Logan said. April stayed at the farm and Cyrus had dinne
Leia’s pov I was fucking terrified most of the night. Apparently tents aren’t soundproof at all and I heard every fucking noise in this damn campsite. What the fuck was I thinking? I would leave as soon as the sun got up, because I was too scared to leave my tent in the fucking dark. I heard fucking animals. the rest of the people that were camping and I didn't know what the fuck those other sounds were. I tried thinking about what to do about this baby. There weren’t many choices. Either I keep the baby and raise it with my pissed off boyfriend. Or I raise the baby by myself or co parent with Asher, if we break up if either one finds our mate. Or I give the baby up for adoption. I’m not going to fucking do that. Goddess, Asher was pissed off on the phone. I knew he would be worried, but I didn’t expect him to get so fucking mad. How would he react to this news? With anger or would he be fucking happy? I might not want to be pregnant at fucking seventeen, but I have always known I
Kate’s pov I was worried sick. Having Sierra here helped. A lot. Just being close to me, holding my hand or putting her hand on my lower back, it reassured me that things would be okay. Leia texted me before she left. She told me she was on her way and that she in her words, “fucking hated camping.” But she wasn’t back home yet. Asher, Sierra, Aunt Emma, Jara, Cyrus and I all searched the area between the campsite and our pack. Looking for any sign of her. It took most of the day, but we finally found her car in the forest. It looked like someone left it there to hide it. Her car was in the middle of nowhere and there were branches and leaves covering the car. Asher was so angry when he saw the car that he ripped the door off the car. Inside the car was all her stuff, except for her phone. We had to go home, because it was getting dark. The next day everyone else searched the area, while Sierra and I looked through the car some more. Maybe I could find a clue somewhere. The only
Leia’s pov I cried myself to sleep every fucking night, praying I’d get fucking rescued. Maybe they found my phone or maybe they found my car. Or that fucking bag with a baby romper. But nobody knew I was pregnant, besides Doctor Sara and she couldn’t fucking tell anyone, because of patient confidentiality whatever the fuck it’s called. Honestly, if it wasn’t for my little one, I would have fucking gone dark again. Like really fucking dark. I needed to protect the pack and I might have just killed myself to avoid the pain Alpha Fuckface would inflict onto me. To stop myself from saying anything that could hurt the pack. As much as the Iron River pack meant to me, this little one meant more. I knew it was fucking selfish of me, to choose the life of an unborn baby over an entire pack, but the Iron River pack could defend itself. And my baby only had me and I for fucking sure wouldn’t let anyone hurt him or her. It’s been two fucking weeks now. Two fucking weeks and I’m losing hope o
Asher’s pov “Just stop Asher! I know it’s hard, but you’ve been acting like such a dick! Even worse than when my dad died.” Sierra yelled at me. I growled, “so you’d be fine if someone kidnapped my sister and kept her for a whole damn month?!” Sierra growled back, “she actually was kidnapped and I got her back. Remember?! And so will you. You heard your dad, you need to be patient. She is still alive.” I rolled my eyes, “yeah, you got her back with a fucking messed up spine. Good job.” I said sarcastically. I shook my head, thinking about Leia, “what will Leia look like once I get her back? Will it even be Leia?” Sierra pushed me back hard, “that was low, Asher, even for you. Just go shift and run, like you always do. Go beat up some more soldiers during sparring. You turned into a real asshole. Question isn’t, if it will still be Leia once she is back, but if she will still want ,what you turned into.” Sierra walked away from me and left me in the middle of the forrest. She had
Sierra’s pov Asher has been gone for almost a week. Uncle Osiris and aunt Lily have sent men out to keep an eye on him from a distance. But I am done. I need my friend back. I get that he is worried about Leia. But we don’t know if she is dead. She wasn’t found in the Shadow Rock pack. Kate and I even went over there to look for any clues. My little detective loves to look for clues. Maybe I should dress up sexy for her and make her find me, by leaving clues. I thought. “Focus, Sierra.” Grace said sternly. I was trying to focus. But Kate had been so worried about Leia, that sex hadn’t really been a priority. I had tried distracting Kate, with sex a few times. But it was different. She was sad and preoccupied with other things. And I understood why. I couldn’t blame her. A tiny part of me was sometimes upset. I know it’s selfish. I know. But I had this perfect life before Leia was taken. The internship and Kate and now everything changed. But nothing compares to what Leia is going
Leia’s pov Kate and Sierra left the room and it was just Asher, me and the little one. “So tell me, what happened? How did you end up here?” Asher said. Goddess how I have missed his gorgeous face. Those green eyes and dimples. His fucking beautiful skin and he even grew some curls. I fucking love his curls, but Asher always wore his hair short. He looked so fucking good, I could stare at him all day. “Princess?” “Sorry, I was just fucking staring at you. Do you know how much I fucking missed you?” Asher smiled, fuck his smile was amazing. And he crawled into bed next to me. The beautiful bastard smelled, but I would tell him to shower later. “Can I touch your bump?” he asked me. I nodded and Asher put his hand on my belly. “Hey, little one. Your daddy is here. So show him how fucking hard you can kick.” I said. Asher laughed, “so that’s how you talk to our daughter? Little one?” I shrugged, “it was before I knew if she was a boy or a girl.” Asher held his hand to my bump a