[ IN WHICH SHE WIELDS A KNIFE ]
A breathy sigh leaves my lips once I push open the door to the bathroom. Inside, I let my shoulders drop. I lean over the sink, my head bent down as I breathe in and breathe out harshly. I tuck my brown curly hair out of my face, putting the strands behind my ear. Slowly, I raise my head back up. I stare into the mirror. The florescent white lights in the ceiling makes my caramel skin glow; a symbol that I'm living a healthy and wealthy life. I’ve come a long way. Now, I’m rich, and I’m at the top— where I’ve always wanted to be.A small smile breaks out on my lips. “For a nineteen year old orphan you sure made the world spin,” I say to my reflection.Suddenly, the door to the bathroom bursts open.I spin around to see the tall, young man with long red hair saunter in, a huge smile on his face.“Nobi—”Before he says anything, I interject. “Luca, leave.”He lifts his hands in surrender. “Oh, no, Nobi, there’s no need to be hostile.” He brushes a hand through his hair, making them fall back, exposing his chiseled face. “I saw you leave the table in such a hurry, and I only wanted to make sure you were fine.”“I’m fine. Now leave. This is the women’s bathroom.”He smirks. “More reason to be in here.”He disgusts me. And I let him see that with the repulsed look on my face. He notices this and speaks up.“Don’t be like this, Nobi.” Luca pouts. “You’ve been avoiding me, you won’t speak to me. I saw an opportunity for the both of us to be alone, and I took it.” He starts walking towards the sink, towards me. He licks his lips when he stops in front of me. His eyes are at the same level as mine, courtesy of my choice of footwear and I’m grateful he can’t intimidate me with his height. His white skin is brighter under the lights, but his oval-shaped eyes grow darker. “Stop playing hard to get, Nobi. I know you want this too.”I don’t say anything.“You know, a lot of people would kill to be in your position. Are you sure you don’t want this?” He teases. “Maybe getting a taste will make you change your mind.”I jolt when his cold fingers brush my knees.My eyes snap to his face to see him smiling at my reaction.“Your lips say one thing, but your body says a different thing.” Luca whispers, pulling his fingers higher up my left thigh. He slips his hand further under my green dress, but before he gets anywhere, I pull out the pocket knife from a small compartment of the dress.I put the knife to his neck, forcefully pushing him away from me. At an age like this, an industry like this, and being a woman on top of all that, one faces these kinds of ridiculous predators, day by day. They never take no for an answer. But maybe they will when they see their life flash right before their eyes. I move the knife in front of him, making sure he's discomforted.At the sight of the weapon, he lifts his hands in surrender. However, he chuckles. “I always forget you have a knife.”I frown a little, because I've never pulled out this knife before, then what does he mean by his statement? Either way, I shake the thoughts off. “That's the last time you touch me.” I threaten through gritted teeth.Luca stares at me for a second before chuckling again. “Okay, but there’s no need to get violent.”Another frown etches onto my face when I see how nonchalant he is towards the knife. It's almost as if he knows I won't stab him, or maybe he knows he can overpower me at any time. “Leave.”“I will, once I’m done with what I came here for.”I wield my knife at him.“You're not the only one I came here for.” He shifts on his feet, before walking to a corner. He pulls something from his pocket and waves it at me. “You want to join me?”I give him death stares.He chuckles. “Well, watching me also means you’re joining me.”With the roll of my eyes, I turn to the mirror. But when I catch his reflection in the mirror, I can’t pull my eyes away. I watch him place a wrapper down on the counter, lowering his head down and snorting it. He throws his head back, face to the ceiling, and hair falling backwards. He rubs his nose and sniffs, then drops his head back down. I quickly avert my gaze.The sad reality of our world— most people don't enjoy living anymore, they're just chasing the next high, something that can make the pain they feel more tolerable.“You just missed out on the fun.”I put the knife back in place, sticking my hand under the tap, and ask, “Slowly killing yourself is fun?”He puts a hand to his chest, hurt by my words. “Words can kill, Nobi.”“No, I’m sure you’ll OD first.” I turn to him.His jaw hardens, but he laughs it off. “You know what amuses me about you, Nobi?”I don’t answer.“You always act like you’re better than everyone else, like you’re higher than everyone else. But the truth is, you’re exactly like us— no, you're worse. You’re evil, November. But obviously, you don’t know that… yet.” He gives me a knowing smile; that smile that clearly screams he knows something I do not.I decide to ignore him anyways.… [at that time, i thought it was all bullshit, but now i know he was telling the truth about me] …“I’m leaving.” He throws the wrapper into the trash, and opens the door, about to leave. “And I’ll be seeing you very, very soon, my Queen.” He blows a kiss and leaves.Gagging in disgust, I turn back to the sink. In my head, I throw series of curses at the people who have gotten on my nerves in the last few minutes. Then, the lights flicker. And all of a sudden, I feel anxious. This building isn’t old, and the host of this get-together party will never in a million years rent out a building with faults. With a frown, I watch the light bulb continue to flicker above me. Shaking my hands dry, I step out of the bathroom.Once I step out, I’m met with utter silence.A split second ago, people were partying, dancing, and laughing with loud classical music playing in the background. I could hear their happy chatters from the bathroom, but now, nothing.The building has become so quiet that it hurts my ears. Nothing can be heard, only the sound of my footsteps, echoing down the walls like I’m some kind of huge beast.My eyes are focused on the door ahead. With shaky hands, I reach out to push them open. But before I make that move, my feet steps into something. It feels like a puddle of water. Looking down, I stare at my feet, except it’s not water I see.Blood. It’s blood.Wide eyed and with harsh breaths, I force the doors open and run into what was once a peaceful dinner event.I freeze immediately, taking in the sight in front of me.Slowly, my eyes bounce from one body to another with my heart caught up in my throat. It's like my optic nerve has vanished, because I can’t comprehend what my eyes see.There’s blood everywhere.The tables are turned over.The food has been tossed over the place, mixing in with the blood.The musical instruments have been ripped into pieces, scattered across the floor.I'm in shock. I don't know what to do. The urge to throw up becomes intense at the horrible sight.Everyone’s dead.From the corner of my eye, I spot Marcus laying on the ground, close to the exit. He has a microphone in his hands. It looks like he tried running to escape, but he didn't make it.A whimper leaves my lips as I race towards him.“Marcus.” I fall to the ground beside him. I grab his face in between my hands. “Marcus, wake up.” I place my hands on his chest, about to administer CPR when I notice his heart is no longer there. A cold shiver runs down my spine. Blood has now stained my palms and the ends of my green dress. Heavy breaths leave my lips as I look around to see that people on the ground have claw marks on their body. Their hearts missing. Chests ripped open. Just like Marcus.It doesn’t make sense. An animal? But an animal couldn’t have attacked. It was way too quiet. And way too quick.This has to be my mind playing tricks on me. Or this is a prank. They’re not dead. They can't be.“Marcus.” I beg. “Wake up, Marcus.” I continue patting him on the face. “This isn’t funny. This is some expensive joke here, Marcus. Wake up. I don’t like this!”Panic washes over me. He's the closest thing I have to a friend, and he's gone? No. He can't leave. This cannot be happening. This is all a bad dream. Probably I slipped, and hit my head on the sink in the bathroom, and I'm lying there unconscious right now. This isn't real.Denial consumes me.Still panicking, I can't push tears out. It's been a habit since a child. I've never one shed a tear. Instead, I grow angry. Very angry."Marcus!" I scream, demanding that he wakes up, and tells me that it is all a prank. "If you don't get up, I'll call the police." My eyes move back to his empty chest. "You're really dead, aren't you?" My voice breaks.I hear a voice.“Dead men tell no tales, don’t you know that?”At the sudden voice, I jolt. I snap my head in its direction. There’s someone leaning on the wall opposite me. It’s a dark corner since most of the lights are out. And slowly, he steps into the light. My breath hitches when I see blood covering his mouth and jaw, hands covered in blood too.“Who are you?” I pull out my knife, pointing it at him.The skinny young adult with curly hair smiles at me, and wipes his mouth. He doesn’t respond. He just gazes at me.However someone else replies to my question.“It doesn’t matter who we are.” A girl with short white hair materializes in front of me, slapping the knife out of my hands. I hiss when a pulsing ache goes through my hand. “What matters is that you’re coming with us, November," she says.[ IN WHICH SHE HAS QUESTIONS ]Being in the public eye has its benefits. But I can’t say those benefits outweigh the disadvantages. I’ve had my fair share of criticism and death threats from the public. Like every other celebrity. Most of the time, my fans —or rather— haters are dissatisfied with what I do, what I say and even with what I wear. They want me to act a certain way, to fulfil the perfect model-like perception they already have of me, but the thing is, no one’s perfect, and I assure you, I, November am far from perfection. So, when I don’t do the things they want, or when I gain just a little bit of weight, or when a scandalous article gets out, I am dragged all over the internet and shamed for it. Those years were characterized with feelings of hopelessness; however, it doesn’t compare to what I’ve gone through today. I witnessed mates of mine ripped apart and thrown to the floor like chickens. Images keep flashing in my mind. And I have so many questions. Why didn’t
[ IN WHICH SHE PLOTS HER ESCAPE ]I have heard stories of famous personalities being held at gunpoint. About how they’ve been robbed, and even how they’ve gotten kidnapped for ransom. While telling these traumatic stories, they associated the situations with feelings of fear and panic. However, I can’t describe what I’m feeling. I don’t know if I’m scared or if I’m panicked. Because I feel something else. I feel calm— I feel at home. This world isn't my world. It is different from the luxurious world I live in. While in the Gala dinner event, it was evening, and the day was only going to get darker, but right now, the sky's as bright as ever, like we had teleported through time into the next morning. And this lets me know that I have indeed crossed a barrier that separates worlds. In this world, there are no moving vehicles, no tarred roads or even streetlights anywhere. There is no electricity. Nothing modern about the place I have been brought into. It is like time has been revers
[ IN WHICH SHE MEETS AN UNKNOWN WORLD ]I land face first into a bush. Then my legs collide with something cold, and hard. The kind of pain that pulses through me the minute I touch the ground cannot be overemphasized. Jumping from a height of 7 meters should never be done. I end up not only bruising my ankle, but also with thorns pierced into my skin. I want to scream in agony, but I can't risk getting caught. Swallowing my cries, I pick up my dress, and begin running the opposite direction of the mansion. When I’ve gotten at least 50 feet away, I turn to look at the building getting smaller and smaller. I cackle at my success, then I flip them the middle finger. Uncontrollable giggles take over as I sprint off into the unknown world. … [at that moment, i was so sure i had escaped my fate. but i didn’t know Jacqueline and Atlas were by a window, watching me run off with bruised skin. they did nothing to stop me, because they knew i couldn’t outrun my fate.] … About an hour later
[ IN WHICH SHE THROWS UP ]I lift my head back up, wiping the remnants of my puke. Breathing heavily, I lean against a tree as I wait for the world to stop spinning. I can feel his burning stare in the silence, so I tuck my curls behind my ears to get a better view of the shirtless young man with wings. He still hasn’t said anything. He’s just standing there, observing me from head to toe like some museum artifact. And I do the same. The man in front of me appears as though he has been crafted out of a fairy tale. However, he’s not the hero in the fairy tale, but the devious villain. The villain that has everyone in chokehold with his mere presence. His sword that has black smoke swirling around it is no longer in sight. It's like it disappeared the moment he set foot on the ground. I scrutinize the man with white, flawless skin. His hair is dark as the sky above us; dark, wavy strands are sat on top of his head, giving the right proportions to his sharp and square jaw. Something ab
[ IN WHICH SHE IS A DAMSEL IN DISTRESS ] From the frying pan to the fire. I ran from the market, and fell right into the hands of three hungry men, who then spiralled me into the trap of the King. If I had stayed at the harmless market a little bit longer, I wouldn't be in the fire right now. My eyes are glued to the man in front of me. I shift on my feet, uncomfortably, unsure of what to do at a moment like this. I didn't expect to cross paths with the King this way. And now that I have, what do I do?“Are you really the King?” I ask, breathless. “Why do you ask?" He tilts his head. "You do not think I am the King?"My eyes rove round the forest, looking for a route to run through if he tries anything suspicious. But I doubt I'll get that far with huge wings like his. “Let's just say it'll do us both some good if you aren't the King.”"And why is that?" His arms are folded across his bare chest.He takes a step closer, but I step back, cautiously. "Because I think the King is da
[ IN WHICH SHE ASKS FOR MUSIC ]The thick walls of the mansion echoes with screams. It echoes violently with the screams of my abductors — Jacqueline and Atlas. After I left the forest with the King, we got to the mansion in no time, where I had to fight the intense urge to puke for the third time. He then ordered for his maids to escort me back to my chambers, where I got dressed in a fresh set of clothing, and was given supper. But before I parted ways with the King, I heard him call for Jacqueline and Atlas. The two followed him into a red room by a corner.And ever since then, the two have been letting out clamorous and ear-splitting screams. It's been two hours, and they still haven't stopped. My heart skips a beat at the sudden knock on the door. Sighing in distress, I call the person in. The door carefully opens up, revealing who's behind it. It's the tall, lanky man from earlier. The one who walked in with dozens of dresses on clothe hangers. He still hasn't told me his nam
[ IN WHICH SHE MEETS THE KING ] The doors are pulled open by two guards standing on each side, and I step into the throne room. I'm first greeted by the aroma of food. My eyes then falls to the long, rectangular table, separating the King and I, keeping us at a distance of at least two meters. On the table, different kinds of meals have been arranged. The insane amount of food available is more than enough for just two people. I begin to wonder if there's a third party joining us soon. Or maybe he does eat this much. Having wings grow out of your back must require a large intake of food. I look to the King seated on his throne. He has no crown on, but he has a shirt on this time. I ask myself: why doesn't he have a crown on? How long has he been on the throne? Who put him in the position of King? And is anyone going to take over? So many questions left unanswered, hopefully for now. Something flashes in my peripheral vision, and my eyes snap to the left. That's when I notice the
[ IN WHICH SHE MEETS SIN ] Once his name is said, a voice rings in my head. The same way it did with Lake back in the chambers. At the very back of my head, there’s a loud voice screaming the name, “Sin”. I recognize the sound of my own voice. The voice in my head is definitely mine calling out the King’s name, that part is clear. What I’m unclear about is why I’m having these memory flashbacks. Memories that don’t seem to be mine, or are they? My eyes are focused on the man sat opposite me. The harder I concentrate, memories flash before my eyes. However, these memories are different from Lake’s. The voice in my head moans his name in different occasions, while in others, she screams his name in agony and pain. I flinch from the feeling. He notices this, and clears his throat. “November.” He calls my name, his voice dripping with concern. “Are you okay?” I nod, weakly. “Sin?” I ask. “Your name is Sin? What is that? No one is named Sin.” “You did not understand what I said, did