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Rebecca's POV I woke slowly, the world hazy, half convinced I was still in the carriage. The gentle sway was gone, replaced by a quiet stillness that made my eyes widen. Sunlight spilled in through the tall windows, painting the room in soft gold. The bed beneath me was vast and unfamiliar, the linens fine, warm, and impossibly smooth. My eyes flicked down to the soft folds of fabric tangled around me—the wedding gown still clinging awkwardly, stiff from yesterday’s exhaustion. “Ah, there you are. Finally awake.” I turned my head toward the doorway and saw Maeryn, her apron dusted with flour, a gentle smile warming her sharp eyes. “I was starting to think the Commander slipped a sleeping draught into your wine,” She said, crossing the room. “But then again, it was a long day. And the palace isn’t exactly a place for resting hearts.” Her voice was brisk but warm, the kind that made you want to behave and soften at the same time. I pushed myself up, still hazy. “I didn’t mean to
Rebecca’s POV “I should go,” Rhys murmured, his gaze softening as though he read every battle written across my face. “Before anyone notices.” I wanted to stop him. But I only nodded, sharp and small, because I could not afford to fall apart again. “But… tell Maddie, will you? You know she’d never forgive me if I left without a word. Just… tell her I said goodbye.” “I’ll make sure she knows,” I whispered, though my throat burned with the weight of it. Rhys gave a faint, rueful smile. He hesitated, as though weighing words too heavy to speak. But in the end, he said nothing. He only turned away. I stayed there in the corridor, clutching the rose like it might shatter if I loosened my grip. The corridor tilted faintly beneath my feet. I blinked hard, trying to steady the blur edging my vision. Saints, maybe I’d had more wine than I thought. The warmth still burned in my throat, sweet and sour all at once, dulling everything and making it worse at the same time. Then—footsteps.
Gideon’s POV — Ten Years Ago The halls still smelled of steel and wax polish. Too clean. Too polished. Too foreign. My father had been buried a fortnight ago, and still I walked as though his shadow were at my back, as though his voice were waiting around the next corner to cut me down. But there was only silence. I was seventeen, armored but unsteady. A knight, they called me now. The blade on my hip was too large, too heavy, yet I carried it as though it could disguise the hollow in me. My father had wanted this, had carved me into this shape, and then left me to bear it alone. And that was when I saw her. A woman striding through the palace corridors like she belonged there, though she wore no crown. Her hair bound tight, her robes dusted with ash and herbs, her hands ink-stained. Isabelle Rosewyn. Mistress Rosewyn, they called her—the potion master who even the Queen begrudged needing. She carried the air of someone who bent the world to her pace, not the other way around.
Rebecca's POV The music swelled, strings sharp against the pounding in my chest. His words still hung between us, unanswered, like a thorn lodged in my throat. Then, as if the world had chosen to save me, the song ended. The final notes stretched thin before fading into the heavy air like smoke. Applause rose. Courtiers drifted forward, eager to offer their congratulations to the Commander. Their eyes skimmed over me, detached, before settling where they truly wanted to look—on him. My pulse raced. I couldn’t—wouldn’t—be part of their show. I let my hand slip from his, stepping back, every muscle taut, every step careful and deliberate. Gideon didn’t reach for me. He couldn’t—not with the courtiers crowding in, their praises and smiles pulling at him from every side. Still, I felt it—the sharp heat of his stare, as if he were fighting the urge to break free and come after me. And Saints help me, a part of me almost wished he would. I edged toward the shadowed periphery of the ha
Rebecca's POV I finally stood before him, heart hammering in a rhythm I couldn’t control. Gideon stood perfectly still, as he always did, the Knight Commander in full regalia. The armor gleamed faintly under the hall’s light, silver against black, but it did nothing to soften the sharp line of his jaw, the rigid set of his shoulders. To anyone else, he looked untouchable. To me… he looked like the man who had just shattered my world. I couldn’t breathe when I thought of it. Couldn’t look at him without seeing the flames. And yet—gods help me—I still loved him. That was the cruelest part of it all. I kept my eyes low, not daring to meet his. If I looked too long, I would see everything I didn’t want to see. But I could feel him. I could feel the way his eyes lingered, sharp and searching, as if he knew something I couldn’t say. When I lifted my gaze at last, it wasn’t to him—it was to her. The Queen. The woman who had ordered it all. She sat watching, her smile sharp and patie
Rebecca’s POV Morning came too quickly. It always does on the days you wish you had just a little more time to prepare yourself. I woke to Maddie’s hand shaking my shoulder and her face hovering over me like a very excited crow. “Up, Becca. It’s time. You’re getting married today!” The words sent my stomach into a spiral. I wanted to groan and bury myself back under the blankets, but Maddie had backup—two palace attendants who descended like a storm. One tugged me upright while the other laid out shimmering fabrics that caught the light like frost. Combs, ribbons, powders, and pins appeared in quick succession, their hands moving so fast I barely had time to breathe, much less panic properly. “You’re beautiful,” Maddie said finally, clasping her hands dramatically when the last pin slid into my hair. “I look like a dressed-up mannequin,” I muttered, tugging at the sleeves. “You look like a bride,” Maddie corrected, beaming. “Which is better.” The attendants swept out in a rus