My heart is at ease.
Honestly, I really thank Milo for personally coming to me and telling me all the facts that I needed to hear. Truth be told, I almost believed what Tybalt has told me. As much as I don't want to, I couldn't help but think Milo probably doesn't really feel the same toward me. But with what he did, now I know, our feelings are mutual.
Milo stepped on the break as the car stops just in front of the school's gate, with Harry immediately getting out and dragging me along with him.
"Come on, Lorien! Hurry!" He squeaks; he must be really excited about coming back to school.
Rolling my eyes up and getting myself closer to Harry, but before we could go inside the campus, Milo called the both of us. These twins turned their heads around to look at the blonde.
"What is it?" We, twins, asked in unison.
"Twins," he muttered which made Harry and I look at each other, "Anyway.. I'l
To be dreaming about having your favorite coffee and watching people pass by you, and the world just feels okay... I am living my life the right way.But-"Wake up, baby. Come on honey, up, up, up!""Mhm?" I mutter, rubbing my eyes before rolling to my back. There is my mother, standing at the feet of my bed. "Saturday no school," my eyes closed shut."But your boyfriend's here."I covered up myself with my blanket and answered mom with a raspy voice. "Tell him to come back later, I'm still sleeping. And I was having my coffee!"I could hear mom letting out a sigh before leaving my room. A breath of relief as I try to go back to sleep and continue my dream, but then someone pulled the blanket off of me."What the heck?" My body springs up straight and see my boyfriend standing in front of me with an attractive smirk lining up on his beautiful face."Oh, would you look at that? Sl
Odette and Milo....Milo and Odette....Odette with Milo...They were kissing.I kept on running, even though my eyes were both clouded up with tears and everything looks blurry.. it did not stop me. I feel so weak that I could pass out any minute...I thought he was missing me?I thought that he wanted to spend time with me?So why was he with her?I thought he was all about me?I thought it was me?So why was she the one in his arms?"Lorien!"It was muffled but I know someone was screaming out my name."Lorien!"I could not recognize the voice, but I really wish it is not him. I don't want him to see me like this.. I don't want anyone to see me in this condition..But suddenly, I was knocked over the g
11: 34 PMI turn to my left with eyes closed.12:54 AMI laid on my stomach with my eyes shut tight; face down and buried on the pillow.3:15 AMI flipped myself and had a two-minute staring game with the ceiling. Gah, I cannot sleep! But this is not new at all.. I have read a few novels and watched a few series wherein the main character had broken up with the one that they loved, and from there, they have had sleepless nights.Milo and I have broken up. I was the one who ended it. I was the one who wanted it to happen. I may regret it but all I did was save myself. I wanted to save myself from the pain and my heart from being torn into pieces. But I was wrong.. breaking up with him did not save me. In fact, it broke me twice as hard. I thought that if I break up with him, I wouldn't be able to feel pain anymore. But no, doing that just made me feel a lot more pa
Last bell.School is finally over. Although it really helps me to forget about what happened, school is still school - boring.I am now on my way home. I'm neither with Tybalt nor Harry; I have to hide myself from them first, for like ten minutes, so they would think I've already left before they decided to leave. I really want to be alone for today.. it is time for me to let everything sink in and accept all that happened.I was walking, it is nearly six and I didn't realize myself that I ended up here, where Harry has taken me with his brother, Milo. We were all good friends.. everything was fine until I realized I was falling in love with Milo.I sighed. The sun was going down, but I couldn't feel anything. Just like I thought, the feeling is so different when you watch moments like this with somebody. The time when I was here with Milo and Harry, I felt really happy. Yesterday too, when I was
"I am asking you to reconsider. I want you to think about it carefully before you give me an answer, Lorien.""Tyb-""We'll talk about this later after school."I am left here, entirely puzzled and dazed.Okay, can we just.... think about all that happened?Let's start from the beginning, Lorien. Refresh your mind and take it all in.I met Zenith - the pride of my city -, eventually, they became my goodgood friends and I joined them on tour. Tybalt and I barely talked, I honestly thought he was completely unaware of me. Suddenly... Milo confessed to me and told me he loves me. Tybalt, then, came up and warned me about falling in love with his own brother. But I liked Milo as well so I did not care, and him and I became boyfriend and girlfriend. But then Odette decided to come into the picture; they kissed and I saw so now everything is over. Soon after that,
"I love you.. won't you give us another chance?"I wonder..."Can't we start all over again?"I wonder... if saying yes and giving him another chance will make me happy?"Lorien? Is that you?"If Tybalt did not interrupt, I wonder what his reaction would be if it was said.. I love Milo. That's what I was trying to say at that time, if only Tybalt did not come.But then again, I.. I couldn't say it.Why couldn't I? It is clear to me that the one I love is Milo.. but when Tybalt looked at me, I couldn't speak. I couldn't say I'm choosing his brother.. was it guilt? A few days ago, Tybalt told me about his feelings for me. Was that the reason why I paused? Plus, when Milo told his brother how sure he was that it was him that I love, Tybalt's hand tighten around mine. It did not hurt though, but I felt that I did not want to hurt him
Just me and Tybalt?My heart then began to race, sweat trailing down my back before wiping off the liquid of my hand to my shirt. Gosh, what do I do?"It's fine, you can do that, we can just watch a movie here. No worries, we'll tell your mom where you two were off to, so do not think about it too much." Romeo smirks, leaning his head back to the wall with his eyes on the big TV screen."Thanks guys," I hear Tybalt mumble as my eyes shot right at him big and wide, obviously wishing for him to get the message and change his mind and stay here.But Tybalt opens the front door and signalled me to get outside and he follows after. As much as I wanted to escape and wish for this not to happen, Tybalt deserves a proper answer from me.***The trees are swaying by the wind, it is quite chilly for today, huh. Looking over to the man walki
"Mom, can I go to the Ellis'?"I had been thinking about it since the first second that my bottom meets with the hard wood am sitting on right now. Mom is surprised, of course she will be, she does not have any idea what happened yesterday with Tybalt and I. As she stands up to put the dishes on the sink, I follow behind her and wait for her response."Mom.. I'm just worried about Tybalt. He could be sick and I really want to go check on him. After all, it was my fault..""Why would he be sick, honey?" mom asked."Well..""Oh," mom exclaims while gesturing her pointer finger up and turning around to look at me. "Was it because of yesterday? You were supposed to meet with him, right? But why would he be sick? Did something happen?"I shut my mouth, lips are forming a thin and straight line across my face as my mother awaits for my answer. "Tybalt.. he had been under the rai