Ashina laid on her bed with her eyes wide open. She turned on her side to face the wall for the umpteenth time."Uggggh," she screamed out in frustration. She couldn't sleep no matter how she tried to. She just couldn't.Hrolf had made her go through his private library searching for the methodology of Uranus and when she finally did, he had made her seat still and read out the part about Lycan for her. She had watched Hrolf's stiff face when she was reading out the part about Lycans to him and he had ordered her to go away afterward. She bit into her lips while thinking of what Gasper had told her. She was ready to give Gasper whatever he wanted. She was ready to go with him to his pack and she wanted to inform him of that but what about Gael? She thought. She had become so attached to him that her heart ached at the thought of going with Gasper to his pack but she knew it had to be done. She felt safe with Gasper and knew that he would give her whatever she wanted.She trusts tha
Ashina ran as fast as she could toward her room. She couldn't risk Gasper catching up with her, she needed to think at this point. She couldn't believe Gasper has been using her all this while. She places a hand on the door with tears streaming down her face. "Ahhhh," she screamed in pain, biting on her tongue. She was broken, Gasper had shattered her heart, to think that she was willing to leave the life she had now to go with him to his pack. "You are such a fool" she mocked herself when she recalled that Gasper had asked her to be his luna. "Ashina, please open up," Gasper whispered at the door. Ashina crouched down resting back against the door while crying. She was hurt. Gasper had shattered her heart into tiny pieces and there was no way she could recover from it. He made her look like she meant the world to him when she barely meant anything to him. "Ashina, please open up," Gasper's voice came through again. He bit into his lips nervously, how was he going to explain
Ashina held her chest trying to stop the pain she was feeling but she couldn't. It kept hurting. " I am sorry mother, I am sorry Hrolf," she wept with tears coming down her cheek. She couldn't describe the man she was feeling. It was overwhelming to her and she was finding it hard to breathe. " I am sorry," she kept crying with snot running down her face."I can't breathe," she uttered softly, patting her chest gently. How could Orwella hurt her like this? She had been a sister to her all these while and this was how she repaid her? "Ahhhhhh," she screamed in pain, clutching her gown while pulling on her blond hair. Her knees felt weak and she couldn't get up no matter how hard she tried to."What is happening to me?" She wondered. Her heart burned in such a way that she never knew was possible. "Ahhh," she groaned in pain, forgetting the hurt she was going through a while ago."Alpha Hrolf," she whispered as she felt her heart go cold. She could feel it. The goosebumps on her b
"Ashina,'' Hrolf screamed out loud in anguish when he saw her lying on the ground. He ran toward her and scooped her up in his arm before placing her on his body. Her body was cold and he concurred that she must have been in this position for a long time. He gnashed his teeth as he blamed himself, how stupid of him not to notice that she had been gone for so long. He placed her gently on the bed, feeling her ice-cold body."Ahhhhhhhh" he screamed in frustration as different though coursed through his head but he knew that they wouldn't happen. "You have to come back to life Ashina, I can't lose you, no Gael can't lose you," he said. " Alpha'' the guard stood close by with his head bowed to the ground. "How did you not notice this? Huh?' Hrolf asked with his fist aiming at the guard's face. He glared at the hand that had stopped him and frowned when he saw who it was. "Gasper, how dare you?" Hrolf asked "He isn't eligible to enter your room, do not forget that," Gasper said to
"The venamus of the west?" Hrolf asked again, he wanted to make sure he had heard what they had said well. He had heard of the poison and its effect and how it was very harmful to the body. How did this happen? He wondered as he paced up and down the room. "She is trying so hard to fight the poison, I have done my best already, it depends on her willpower," she said to Hrolf. Hrolf gnashed on his teeth, furiously while thinking of who must have done this. If there was something he knew, it was the fact that everyone in the pack respected him and wouldn't dare to hurt anyone dear to him. They wouldn't be that stupid."I will be taking my leave now," the female pack doctor said to Hrolf. " Wait'' Hrolf ordered. He walked toward Ashina and touched her skin. It was still ice cold. "Don't you have any other remedy that you can give?" Hrolf asked the pack doctor. "Warm water, a maid should clean her body with warm water Alpha Hrolf, it will help in stabilizing her temperature," she sa
Hrolf shook his head, refusing to believe what he had just been told. He knew he didn't love Ashina, all he knew was that he was beginning to care for her and there was nothing wrong with that. "Leave Gasper, you have until tomorrow to leave my pack and if you are still around after tomorrow, you should be ready to take whatever punishment meted to you if you are still here," Hrolf warned." But…," " Out" Hrolf pointed at his door to Gasper. Gasper inhaled deeply before walking toward the door. He stopped to take a glance at Ashina who was lying on the bed before walking away. Hrolf palmed his head when he recurred he had forgotten what the female pack doctor instructed him to do. He walked in a large stride toward the door and pushed it open. "Get me a maid," he said to the guard who was standing by the door. The guard bowed his head to the ground before walking away. Hrolf inhaled sharply while thinking of what he had just been told."There is no way he was in love with Ashina
" Move," Hrolf ordered the guards in an angry tone.He was vexed and he needed to know who in the pack was using poison from the west. The fact that the maid had attempted to poison Ashina meant the enemy was close and if he wasn't careful there was no guarantee that he or Gael would escape being poisoned also. The guards moved in one straight line heading toward the direction of the maid's quarter. Hrolf knew the maids would be asleep by now so he was going to take them unaware, at a time when they least expected him to be there. "Go in," he ordered the guards who burst open the door and they all ran inside holding their swords. "What are you doing here?" An authoritative voice said to the guard.She stretched out her hand blocking the entrance of the maid's quarters. The door had been flung open and the maids were scurrying about trying to cover up themselves. They slept with their undergarments on and it wasn't proper seeing them with just the garment. "Mama Gwen," Hrolf greet
Ashina winced in pain when she tried getting up. What was wrong with me? She wondered. She tried thinking back to all that had happened but somehow she couldn't no matter how she tried to. She tried to scream but all that came out was a wince. "Calm down Ashina" she muttered inwardly. She had to try everything not to get her mind all messed up, it wouldn't help at this point and she couldn't afford it. Her eyes turned teary when she thought back to the incident that had happened before her collapse. "Gasper," she whispered. Tears slipped down her cheek as she thought back to what she had heard. To think that Gasper lied to her all this while hurt her. She flashed back to the outing they had together and tears slipped down her eyes. She didn't know how she was going to get over this. She didn't know if it was possible for her to ever get over this pain she was feeling in her heart but she knew she would get better. All she needed to do was live. Gael was there. She smiled when s