LOGINCIARAN“Elle—”Her name tore out of me like a wound.The scent of her blood was a lash across my back, driving me harder than my own legs could carry.The mist, the trees, the shadows—they blurred, useless, nothing.My lungs burned raw, my chest ready to split, but the bond screamed at me, white-hot and merciless.Her blood.Her."Eleanor," I roared.The second one broke my voice. My vision blurred, became clear, and blurred again.It didn't matter though. My wolf ripped at the edges of my being, frantic and savage, dragging me forward like a beast on a chain.Branches ripped my skin as I ran and stones shattered under my foot.The mist tried to twist and trap me, but it evaporated when I ran, disintegrating into nothing but mere smoke.And then, I finally saw her. My mate lay on the ground, shattered and as still as ever.Her skin was the pale, pearl-like color it usually was.But instead, it was brown like dirt. I could see the rise and fall of her chest, but even that was a slight
CIARANThe fire had burned me hollow.At least, that was how I felt when I came through. Every part of my body ached as if molten steel had been poured on me, solidified, and then cracked open again. My chest rose and fell rapidly, and I felt out of breath. At this point, I wouldn’t be surprised if I’d crawled out of a ditch, though that wasn’t likely. For a moment, I was unsure if I was alive or still trapped within that godforsaken blaze.Then I felt my wolf move.It wasn’t a stir or a fucking slight move, but more like a damn surge.He tore through my veins, restless and hungry, pacing inside me like he'd been caged for centuries, and I'd just let him out of whatever cage he was stuck in. He was different now—louder, sharper, and more insistent in my mind. Our wolves are normally part of our subconscious, but I could feel mine prowling the corners of my mind.That scream did something to me. It’d split us open and let something darker slither through. His claws grated agains
ELEANORHours passed, maybe more.My sister and I talked, and she laughed and joked with me about a squabble that happened in the village.I laughed with her and let myself believe this was real. That maybe this was real. Maybe I was home.Until I noticed it.It was subtle at first. My sister laughed, but the sound was off and unusual.The sun struck her face, and for a second her smile was frozen, and her eyes were wide and glassy before they went back to normal again.Later, at dinner, Mother's hands trembled as she set the bowl down.She tried to hide it, but I saw.Her eyes teared up unexpectedly with tears, though her lips still retained her smile."Mother?" I gasped, my own throat tightening. "What's wrong?"She shook her head, holding her apron over her face. "Nothing, sweetie,” she said, her voice muffled behind the apron.“Nothing at all."But the tears wouldn't stop. I knew she was still crying even though she covered up her face.I stood up, my heart pounding loudly in my c
ELEANORThe fog closed in on me before I could even realize what was happening.One moment, I was keeping pace with Ciaran, holding onto the helm of his jacket just to reassure myself he was there with me, and then—nothing.His warmth vanished, and his hand wasn’t close to mine anymore.The voice of Dylan cut off mid-sentence as if something had pulled him away or shut his mouth to prevent him from speaking.I turned around in the gray mist, choking on fear.I couldn’t make a sound, and obviously, there was no answer.The silence wasn't like a normal quiet. Instead, it was heavy and stifled, like the mist consumed everything whole including sound.My heartbeat was so loud, I felt the vibrations in my head.I strained to listen for anything, but the more I moved, the more futile it felt. And then, I felt something change in the air.It was so subtle at first. The damp rot was replaced with warmth, with something cozy.I blinked against the fog, and slowly, shapes bled through it.They
CIARANThey were smooth beneath my own, trembling at first, then with a need that broke something within me.I tasted fear, hesitation, and then how it switched into submission as I pressed my lips more forcefully against hers, as if I could melt into her and burn the world away to hold her there.Her first kiss.It was obvious in the way her body shivered against mine, in the muted gasp that had escaped her lips when my tongue had rubbed against hers, in the way she clung to me, as if she was wondering whether she should push me away or hold me closer.God, I wanted more.My hands weren't satisfied at her waist; they wandered, cupping her hips, tracing the curve of her thigh until my fingers brushed too close to her core.My wolf stormed against my chest, growling mine, mine, mine.She relaxed into me, her mouth parting further, her breath sweet, her breast squished so close to my chest, I thought I felt the thud of her heart crashing into the thud of mine.I could drown in her. I re
ELEANORWe stumbled towards the bank, collapsing into the mud as the rest of the pack came out of the river.My chest still heaved with hitched breaths, but I couldn’t focus on anything but him.His warmth, his strength, the hard thud of his heart pounding against mine.I didn’t want to let go of him, but I had to. Reluctantly, I slipped out of his hold as he went to check on his pack.I caught Alluvia looking at me and turned my face away.That night, the storm raged on, but we were somewhat safe as, luckily, we found a cave near the river.The fire crackled weakly in the wetness, and the others wrapped cloaks around themselves, obviously worn out, as they fell into restless sleep.I couldn’t sleep though. Not after what just happened.Throughout this messed-up journey, I’ve faced more shit than I ever bargained for.But the thing was, none of it could compare to what I suffered at the hands of Baron and his whores.Ciaran sat across me, sharpening his blade with smooth, deliberate m







