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I Want Her

Author: Shude
last update Last Updated: 2025-05-05 01:49:16
Edward's pov

I came back to my room. It wasn't in my wildest dreams that I would find Bella there. There, but elsewhere — totally lost in her own world — beautiful.

Everything about her is beautiful. Especially the way her cheeks flush pink whenever I'm around. That's something I'll never get enough of.

I leaned on my bed, closed my eyes, but sleep was something beyond my capacity.

I reached for my phone. The one I've been staring at the whole night. The screen lit up, went straight to my gallery, displaying the pictures I took in the amusement park — the picture I took of her in that rollercoaster. That smile. That joy. That light in her eyes. I… I want it. Again and again. I want that moment to repeat, nonstop. That feeling. That warmth — family.

“What is this?” I murmured to myself. “This… this is not right.” I shook away the thought. Shoved the phone aside. Closed my eyes and pretended that sleep was an option.

*Later*

“Where is Bella?” Jared asked, “Look at this… She can
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