Masuk
CHAPTER ONE
Sera’s POV The ceremonial platform feels like a stage built for my execution. Torches burn high in a circle, flames licking the night, throwing dancing shadows across the faces watching me. Two packs—Nightshade and Shadowcrest—stand divided by ancient boundary stones. The air bites sharp with pine and smoke, thick with the musk of wolves. I shouldn’t be here. I don’t belong here. But here I am, in the center of their world, in the center of their judgment. Alpha Kade Blackthorn stands three feet away—towering, broad-shouldered, dangerous. His dark hair falls over his forehead, his gray eyes glint like polished steel. His presence alone commands the clearing. He extends a hand toward me. Around us, murmurs ripple through the crowd. They came for blood, and they’re getting it. The Claim of Shame—a ritual that hasn’t been invoked in over a century. A pack can settle its debts by giving up its most worthless member as a mate. That worthless member? Me. Sera Nightshade. Twenty-two, daughter of the Nightshade Beta. Descended from alphas on both sides—but wolfless. Three failed shiftings under three full moons. Three humiliations. Tonight should’ve been my exile, but Kade interrupted with twelve warriors and a law so old it shouldn’t still exist. Now he means to claim me—to pay off a “blood debt” I still don’t understand. Kade’s voice cuts through the murmuring crowd. “Sera Nightshade, do you accept this claim?” Before I can breathe, a roar explodes from my left. Marcus—his Beta—steps forward, huge and furious, scar slicing through his eyebrow. “No. She doesn’t.” The clearing erupts. Wolves shout, laugh, whisper. Some cheer the rebellion. Others snarl at the insult. Across the stones, my father stands among the Nightshade wolves, arms folded. His face is carved from stone. He’s the one who said it—“Sera Nightshade is no daughter of mine.” The words still echo in my skull like a curse. Kade doesn’t flinch. “Move, Marcus.” “I said no.” Marcus plants himself between us, shoulders squared. “This wolfless thing isn’t fit to stand beside an alpha.” The word thing slams into me like a physical blow. Kade’s jaw tightens. “You’re out of line.” Marcus jabs a finger toward me. “You wanted to humiliate Nightshade? Fine. You’ve done it. Take her as a prisoner, a servant—anything but a mate.” The crowd buzzes louder. I can feel every pair of eyes on me. My heart beats wild against my ribs. The white silk dress clings cold against my skin. If Marcus stops this, I’ll be exiled. No wolf. No protection. No chance. Kade steps around him, slow and deliberate. The air thickens with the weight of power as he stops an inch from me. His voice lowers. “Sera Nightshade, do you accept this claim?” My lips part, but nothing comes out. “Say it,” he demands, gray eyes locked on mine. “Yes or no.” There’s no real choice. I laugh softly, bitterly. “As if that matters.” Something flickers in his eyes—intensity, not kindness. Like this claim means more than humiliation. Like it’s personal. I inhale sharply. “I—” Marcus lunges and grabs my wrist. His hand is rough, hot against my skin. “You’re not doing this,” he snarls at Kade. “You’ll regret it.” That’s when it happens. Something inside me shifts—the presence I’ve felt my whole life, the hollow place where my wolf should’ve been. It moves. Writhes. Reacts. “Don’t—touch me—” I gasp, trying to pull free. Too late. Marcus’s eyes widen. His pupils dilate, amber fading to dull brown. His grip loosens. He stumbles back, clutching his chest. “Marcus?” Kade’s voice sharpens, the first hint of panic. The Beta drops to his knees. His body jerks violently. Gasps ripple through the crowd. “Shift!” Kade barks, crouching beside him. “Let your wolf heal you!” Marcus tries—his face twisting with pain. Muscles flex. Bones strain. But nothing happens. No fur. No growl. No shift. Whispers rise like smoke. What’s happening? What did she do? The pack physician pushes through the circle, kneeling beside them. He lays his hands on Marcus’s chest, his temples, his neck. Seconds drag. The old wolf’s eyes widen. “Alpha… his wolf is gone.” Kade’s head snaps up. “What?” “Gone,” the physician repeats, voice trembling. “I can’t feel it. It’s like it was ripped out of him.” Gasps echo. Someone snarls. Someone else mutters my name like a curse. My stomach drops. I step back, shaking my head. “I didn’t—I didn’t do anything—” Marcus’s eyes roll white. He convulses once, twice—then goes still. Kade’s roar splits the night. “What did you do to him?” “I don’t know!” My voice breaks. “He grabbed me, and then—” He’s on his feet in a flash, eyes blazing silver, power rolling off him so thick it makes the air vibrate. He steps toward me. Wolves shift in the crowd, ready to tear me apart. “I said,” Kade growls, “what did you do?” I stumble backward, heart hammering. “I swear—I didn’t—” “Liar.” He closes the distance in two strides, his hand shooting out to grab me— “Alpha!” the physician yells. “Don’t touch her!” Kade freezes mid-step, his eyes snapping to the trembling old wolf. The physician’s voice shakes. “Whatever she is… it spreads through touch.” The crowd recoils. Even Kade hesitates, breathing hard. My pulse pounds in my ears. Every pair of eyes in the clearing turns on me—fear, anger, awe. Marcus lies motionless at Kade’s feet. His wolf—gone. And I realize, for the first time, that whatever lives inside me isn’t a weakness. It’s a curse. Or a weapon. Kade’s eyes lock on mine, unreadable, cold as death. Then he says it, low and deadly: “Take her. Alive.” Warriors surge toward me, torches flaring. I run—because whatever I am, whatever I just did—I know this much. If they catch me, I won’t live to see the next full moon.Chapter 16I'm running out of time.Elena arrives at dawn like she has every morning, but today there's urgency in her movements. She doesn't bother with pleasantries, just sets her medical bag on the table and turns to me with grim determination."We're attempting the restoration today."I sit up too quickly, head spinning. "What? But I'm not ready. We haven't even practiced the full technique—""We're running out of time." She begins pulling out supplies—bandages, medicinal compounds, instruments I don't recognize. "The Council arrives in two days. If you walk into that chamber without proof that you can restore what you've taken, they'll execute you before you can speak a word in your defense.""But Marcus—the partial shift nearly killed him. If I try the full restoration and fail—""Then he dies human instead of dying slowly from grief and separation. "Sera, Marcus came to me last night. Begged me to convince Kade to allow the attempt. He says he'd rather die trying to be whole a
Chapter 15Marcus collapses completely, his body finally allowed to settle back into fully human form. His breathing is ragged even though his heartbeatis fine.Blood pools beneath him from a dozen places where his partial shift tore skin. Elena is on him immediately, hands pressing against the worst of the bleeding, barking orders at the guards: "Get Kade. Get my full medical kit from the main hall. Now!"I sink to the floor, shaking violently. I can still hear that sickening cry echoing in my ears. I can feel where his ribs cracked, where his muscles tore, and where his bones tried to reshape themselves and failed."Is he going to die?" We turn and lock eyes with Damon, who has been watching for some time now.“She's going to kill him,” he snarled, “and his blood will be on your head, Elena.”I try to speak, but nothing comes out."Not if I can help it." Elena works with frantic efficiency, wrapping bandages and applying pressure to wounds. "But Sera—what the hell was that? What tr
Chapter 14Two days after the poisoning, Elena declares me fit enough to resume training."We're already behind schedule," she says, unwrapping fresh bandages from my wrists where the wolfsbane chains left their marks. "We don't have much time until the Council arrives."I flex my fingers, testing my strength. My body still feels sore; even my bones feel heavy to move. But I'm alive, and Marcus's wolf is still safely contained inside me. That has to be enough."Where do we start?" I ask."Same as before. You start from meditation first." Elena gestures to the chair. "But this time, we're changing locations. Kade wants you training in the lower chambers so that if something goes wrong...""I'm contained, right?" I thought out loud. "Like the dangerous thing I am.""No, it's not like that, Sera; this is just a cautionary measure," she corrects gently. "There's a difference."The guards escort us through corridors I haven't seen before—older parts of the pack house carved deep into the
Chapter 13I wake to agony. Every muscle in my body aches like I've been beaten. My throat is sore from vomiting. My head aches so bad I can barely focus; I keep shifting in and out of consciousness, but I'm alive.More importantly, when I reach inward, searching that cold empty space—Marcus's wolf is still there. It's quiet now, exhausted from the struggle; I can feel it.“Thanks be to the moon goddess,” I muttered in tears. "Welcome back."I turn my head—slowly, because even that small movement makes the room spin—and find Elena sitting in the chair beside the bed. She looks exhausted, her hair escaping its usual neat braid, with dark circles under her eyes."What happened to me?” My voice comes out as a croak."You were unconscious for eight hours…" She leans forward, pressing cool fingers to my wrist, checking my pulse. "...Since mid-morning. It's evening now.""Did you find out what the poison was?" I ask."Yes, it was nightshade extract mixed with wolfsbane. Clever, actually—t
Chapter 12The morning of my fifth day in captivity begins like the others. Elena arrives at dawn with her medical bag and a tray of food—the bread is still warm, with cheese, dried fruit, and tea that steams in the cool mountain air. She sets it on the small table by the window, the same routine we've established over the past days."Eat first," she says, already pulling out her journal to review yesterday's notes. "Then we'll start with meditation exercises. You did well yesterday—held contact for thirty seconds without disruption. Today we'll try for a full minute."I nod as I try to eat. I should be hungry since I’ve barely eaten since the ceremony, but my stomach is too twisted with anxiety to accept food. But this morning, something feels different. I pick up the tea first, wrapping my hands around the warm ceramic. The heat flows into my fingers, chasing away the ever-present chill of these stone walls. I breathe in the steam—it smells of chamomile and honey, with lavender.
Chapter 11A man stands at the entrance—older, with gray-streaked hair and the bearing of a warrior. His eyes are hard, fixed on me with undisguised contempt."Before you accidentally destroy someone else's wolf?" He continues, moving closer. His hand rests on the knife at his belt. "Or before you practice your uncontrolled power on another victim?""She's researching," Elena says firmly, positioning herself between us. "Trying to understand her abilities so she can restore Marcus.""Kade is obviously blinded by obligation." His gaze never leaves me. "But the rest of us see clearly that she's a threat. The merciful thing would be to end it now."My hands clench into fists. "I'm trying to help—""You're only trying to save yourself." He takes another step forward. "The Alpha Council arrives in eleven days. I would make sure they see exactly what you are—a weapon that can't be controlled. They'll order your death, and Kade won't be able to stop them.""Damon." Kade's voice cuts through







