Chelsea It was only when the birds sang, I realized it was already morning. Sleep eluded me, not even a fleeting slumber to call it a nap. The pounding on my door was relentless. With a determined effort, I hoisted myself upright and grasped the doorknob, turning it slowly to reveal the person beyond. Lilith glared at me. God, why do you hate me? Why would you send her to me? My mental state is not stable enough to handle her. “My dear Princess, do you believe it is my duty to rouse you from slumber each day? Go to the kitchen. Now.” Suppressing the sigh that threatened to escape my lips, I simply nodded. However, it failed to satiate her desires. As I made my way into the kitchen, she stood there, patiently observing my every move. There, I was ordered to chop the onions. The matter appeared trivial at first, until a servant presented me with an entire crate of onions. And guess what? Because my eyes were hurting, I couldn't see properly and I cut my fingers. A maid was about to
Chelsea I almost jumped at the voice. Alastair stood in front of me, scrutinizing me carefully with his head tilted. He was wearing a black sweatshirt. His veiny hand flexed a gun in his grip. His blue eyes looked concerned. I took a long breath to calm my heartbeat. And boom! Shoving the gun inside his waistband, he was down, kneeling before me. He doesn't care about the rules at all, does he? “Chelsea.” So, he really remembers my name? I think it was the first time he called me by my name. I squirmed beneath his touch as he put his hand on my cheek, wiping the tears off my face with his thumb. “You are crying?" He asked very softly. I almost forgot that the tears were still falling from my eyes. Stupid onions. “I'm not crying.” I removed his hand from my face and wiped my own tears. He can't touch me. I still hadn't forgotten how he told me to get out of that car. Exhaling a deep breath, I added, “It's... because of onions. I was working then... she told me to bring naga from
Alastair She was laughing. And all I could think about was that I wasn't supposed to feel this way. The sound of her laughter echoed through the air like a song. Her eyes, alight with mirth and glee, sparkled like stars in the night. It was that enchanting. I froze as I watched her laughing, shaking her head, and covering her lips. For just an instant, the pain that I could constantly see in her eyes disappeared. As if at that moment, all her worries and troubles were gone and dead replaced by a light, a shining beacon, a pure delight. I never wanted to be a poet but her laughter made me wish I was one. As soon as she met my gaze, something crossed in those gray eyes and she immediately stopped laughing. She bit her plump lips. “I mean...” Pressing her lips together, she finally was able to stifle her laughter. “I am afraid you will be sick if we are close.” “What?” was all I could say. Her laughter was still ringing in my head. I waited. But she didn't seem to explain what she
Chelsea “So, you want me to believe Alastair saved you and didn't beat your ass for entering the woods?” Kai ridiculed the entire incident of the wolf attacking me in the woods and Alastair protecting me from it. Yeah, it was a bad idea to share with Kai. “Why would he... beat my ass?” I had to ask. I needed to converse with him in order to ignore the glares the slaves were shooting at me. We sat on the couch of the living area in the hall— okay, it was my plan. A very bad one. Now, I regret not taking Kai inside my room, and force him to do whatever he wants in front of everyone. Still, I won't blame myself cause, come on, how was I supposed to know Kai didn't mean harm? “You don't know a thing.” Kai scoffed. “Oh, you don't know him at all.” It was a flat statement and vastly, a truth that annoyed me. A wince left my lips as I felt the wounds in my hand ache. After washing my hand with the saline solution, Kai had been applying pressure on the wounds with a gauze bandage. He was
Chelsea “It's okay to hate me. But can you at least not act like kids?” I asked and immediately, moved her finger from my face. These days, most of my body feels more sensitive. Except for my arms, I squirm whenever the other body parts are touched. I feel like my skin wore a mask of dirt and it will get dirtier if someone puts their hands on. I don't like to be touched even though there is a strong need to be touched. And, it was already disgusting that she touched my face. “Look, who's saying this? The little slutty kid who thinks she can seduce the Prince and his best friend at the same time.” Cynthia said between her laughs. Her laughs were pathetic. It appeared that she had been practicing the path of evils with Lilith. Slutty kid... she said! Everyone just assumes I'm a slut. “Oh. That's the reason why you wanted me to die.” I smiled at the thought this time. “But what scares you more? The slutty kid you said who seduces or the men you want who might get seduced?” This
Alastair I stared into her eyes— those silver eyes had the power to turn my entire existence into ashes and keep me around her fingers if she wishes to The realization was sudden. I wanted to be burnt, destroyed by her. I didn't know the reason behind why I wanted her until the moment I realized I needed her, badly in my life. “I told you I will be back.” That was a very bad excuse. At that time, my purpose was treating her wounds and finding who created them. Now, her wounds have been treated by Kai. And I have already found out the ladies by checking the CCTV. “Everyone's asleep.” She said. She lied. There were still lights on in a room. I saw it when I was on the breezeways when I didn't even imagine that I would find Chelsea here, so easily. When I saw her, for a moment, I was surprised. I almost smiled when I saw her staring at me. Then I felt a little nervous. Weird, but I assumed it was because of the rainy night before. That night, she wasn't ready to see me. She was cryin
Alastair “From snatching what's mine.” I whispered as I ran my hand on her neck. She squirmed under my touch, breathing as hard as me. “From destroying all the barriers and imprinting my name on every inch of your body.” She brought her lips so close that I had to struggle not to seal them with mine. Her upper lips gently brushed mine. As I pulled away a bit, she sighed. For a moment, there were only desperation and frustration between us. I knew she wanted me as much as I did. But once we would be done, she would realize what she has allowed and would definitely hate me for letting this happen. What's more important was that she would be hurt. I grabbed a strand of her hair and forced her to look into my eyes. Lust... there was only lust. “I am stopping myself so that you don't hate me. So that–” My throat bobbed. “when I touch you, you love yourself a little more for that and accept what I left on you. Most importantly, accept me. I don't want you to hate any of this. So–” “Stop
Chelsea Alastair left. Just like that. He never hears what I want to say. My explanation, my reasons mean nothing to him. I wanted to stop him. But he disappeared in a flash. He had used his super-speed. He was wrong. Yeah, that's what, I wanted to tell him and he wouldn't listen. Fuck what he thinks. The truth is that I wasn't thinking about Lucian the entire time. I would be lying if I said I wasn't thinking about him at all. But not the whole damn time. Alastair was the one who occupied my mind. Just when he told me to stop him, my mind couldn't function well. It kept telling me what we were doing wasn't right. I can't allow Alastair to do this to me. But my heart couldn't disagree that he felt so sinfully good. Two painstakingly opposite feelings collided and I was in a pool of turmoil. When my mind kept battling with my desires, and it take over the wants of my heart, all the flashbacks replayed in front of my eyes. I couldn't help it. Alastair was so gentle. I was so foreig