I was so weak I didn’t have the strength in me to go for school the other day. I was able to convince dad to go to work, that I was fine. The last thing I needed was the old man breathing down on my neck when I was trying to be at peace. I needed rest.
My mind briefly smoothed itself into thoughts of Jimmy. He had been so caring about me the other day. I wondered what had happened to Emily and her gang. I didn’t care, as long as I didn’t get to be assaulted by them anymore. I just wanted to be left alone. Alone.That reminded me of the Prince. I knew the mate bond had something to do with the fact that my heart leaped and danced whenever I saw him. He might be the Prince everyone was happy about. He wasn’t that to me. I couldn’t deny the fact that he was far from a eye sore. I simply wasn’t interested. I didn’t think I was going to be interested anytime soon.Sighing, my feet cradled the ground as I released myself from the beds hold, walking to get some food. I ran across Mark, the packs dog and hissed. The little slime was now used to most of my lunch Emily fed it, she was always visiting from time to time to get her share. Of my food.Dad. My hero. My eyes hugged the blue berry syrup and pancakes laying deliciously on the table, with a net cover above it. I really loved my dad so much. Food was the only thing that could make me happy at the moment. Quickly, I grabbed a fork and began to bite in to the pancake. Nothing could ruin my mood.“Hello, Cherry.” Admas unmistakable voice cut through my five minutes of glory. I spoke to soon. Now, my mood was totally ruined and dismantled. Adam was the last person I was willing to see. I didn’t even want to stare at his stupidly handsome face and his stupid addicting smell.“Do you ever use the door?” I wasn’t surprised anymore. Adam had a habit of just appearing into my space. Without care of what state I was.“Nope. I quite find it fun to appear in front of you. Must be like magic in your eyes, yes? Kaboom!” He exclaimed with an exaggerated sway of his arms and fingers. He imitated producing a sparkling vapor. It was really funny I couldn’t help but chuckle. He looked really cute.“Aww, she laughs. Adam, you have the biggest awards for making pretty girls laugh.” He beat his chest like a proud man. This time, I laughed out loud.“How are you feeling now, love?” Adam sat beside me, dipped his hands in my syrup.“I’m feeling better, thanks to your tasteless concoction.” I shifted my plate to myself. I really didn’t want him there.“Alright. Can we go ahead to discuss why you were avoiding me yesterday?” Adam shifted his gaze to me. It was so intense and I blamed the stupid mate bond for it. It was like I could almost taste how he was feeling. I blinked. He swallowed. Together, our state varied.“I wasn’t avoiding you. Pft, why would I do that?” Now, I sounded very guilty but I wasn’t going to back down.Adam stared at me with his dark brown eyes, drinking in every inconvenience my body shook with. I could tell his mind was calculating. He didn’t say anything and his look was just comforting the shapes and dips of my body. I cleared my throat and adjusted my body.“If you say so.” He said and I rolled my eyes in irritation. He was always asking like a pregnant woman with mood swings.“So what are you doing here?” I finished my pancake, and dropped the plate into the sink.“What am I doing here? Playing pebbles and golf.” Adam’s reply was sarcastic.My eyes, shifted and rolled on its own. How stereotypical.“Your friends seem like nice people. Although they kind of like creeped me out yesterday.”“Wait, what?” Adam’s masculine voice bellowed and echoed in the kitchen. I felt the kitchen counter move a bit.“Erm, yes. Your friends just came out to me yesterday and they introduced themselves. They seeemed really nice.” I shrugged.“Those sneaky rats were not supposed to even come meet you. Nosy little idiots. I could strangle them all if I didn’t love them so much.” It was cute to watch Adam puff and walk around. He kept walking around and looking genuinely frustrated.“I just can’t deal.” He groaned.“So, that means you told them about me. Awww.” I decided to tease Adam a little bit. It was unbelievable but I saw a part of Adam I never imagined I would witness too soon. Prince Adam had turned red after I mentioned the statement. The tip of his ears rose like a flying butterfly and Adam was blushing!“Is the prince blushing?” I walked closer to Adam and he avoided my gaze. “Is our little Adam blushing?”I cooed in baby’s voice and he groaned.“Go jack to bed, you are sick” Adam grabbed me by his hands, his fingers resting like a comfy couch on my shoulders. He pushed me, gently but with speed till I was almost in my room.“I’ll see you tomorrow, love. You be good, okay? And don’t let weak werewolves bully you.” He ruffled my hair.I don’t know what came over me but the statement seemed annoying to me. He didn’t understand. He would never understand. The werewolves that could scrunch me in bits and pieces was considered weak to him?“Werewolves are weak. And I am only human. You think if I could defend myself through those bitches I’d be here right now, sick? You don’t get it Adam. If you’d only understand how it feels like to be the human around here. But you’d never know, would you? It’s all about you and your princely rights and your attitude. You are so full on yourself and the total background that you aren’t reasoning with me or my position. You want me to be your mate? You are just very selfish and I’ll have you know that I don’t think we will end up together. As you are here, you should better get on to looking at women who would match with you. Because I am not going to be your mate.” As I said the last part, I felt my chest hurt a bit. I ignored it and blamed it on the stupid mate bond.Adam scoffed. He didn’t say anything and just stared at me. There was no specific emotion on his face. I couldn’t read it. I was confused. I was waiting. I wanted him to reply me but he remained numb.“That hurt. I’ll see you tomorrow, love.” Adam said and he was gone like he was never there.Lycans were very fast and specific beings. What a werewolf could do, a Lycan could do hundred times better. Lycans didn’t turn to wolves full on. They always remained in between, with two of their legs still intact. They get bigger, taller and more hairy. They could also use their ability without phasing into their Lycan form. Something a werewolf could not achieve. They had to waste fifty minutes in turning. Okay, the last part sounded like I was a bitter person. But yeah, Lycans were all better than werewolves. Which was why it was so easy for Adam to appear and dissapear like he was never there. Lycans are very fast.I settled myself on the bed. If I was to mate with Adam, I would become a Lycan like him. I would turn into a two legs beast. I would see myself faster than ever. I thought that was what I wanted at the beginning of my life. I was really desperate to feel among everyone. When I couldn’t turn after I was eight, during the first full moon, everyone realized i was human. Dad hadn’t shot any emotion. I was confident he didn’t care what I was to him. But it mattered to others. It mattered to Alpha Elijah. It mattered to my other friends. And when Emily realized that, she turned me into a scape goat. She turned me into her bored piece of meat she always came back to take a bite each and every moment.CodyI was sitting next to Adam, after he had forced me to drink and almost finish a whole bottled of water. Apparently, drinking water helped drunk or tipsy people. I was starting to get to my senses back a little, but I was still lost in that haze. The same haze that tempted me to want to jump around, and dance around the airplane. That same one. Adam was next time, and he had not said a word to me after, except force me to drink more water. At this point, it felt like we were both ignoring each other, when it was indeed far from it. I just wanted to take a break, and not think too much about what was going to happen next between the both of us. Remy had indeed said some things that were starting to just clear on my head. The things she had said had been true, but the way in which she had passed it was what I was not going to agree with. It had not been as much of a big deal as she made it seem, and I did jot know nothing to clear on that. It was very obvious Adam was still pisse
THE PRINCE’S DIARY, 9, November, 1999The end is walking slowlyCrawling blindly in the light Cradling my head with might My other self is staring at me through the ghost of a mirror. And I detest myself for seeing her. Yet, I cannot lose her. Her feet are barely touch the floor. Yet she stands so tall I have to crane my neck. My other self is walking towards me, about to crown my head with thorns of pain and beauty. Beauty through the pain, My other self is staring at me through a broken mirror. Mirror of my broken self, mirror of the broken soul She is screaming, Screaming silently at me for leaving her to decay. Leaving her lost, to burn To end. The end is walking fast. Moving like the wind Moving till I can’t see. Silently gazing at the way the wind rushes towards the water. The sunset, drinking in the beauty of the sky. Beautiful. Amazing. Wonderful. Your heart is dancing at the triumph against sadness. And it’s quietened down the wailings. The bones of your form are e
Remy then got up, like if she wanted to be eye to eye with Adam, like she wanted him to understand what it was that she was saying so clearly. Although, Adam still towered over her, she refused to back down. “You mean how the both of us take care of our business and we don’t make it to the part where everyone notices that something is this wrong with us? Adam, wake up. I can sense your immaturity over this plane. I get the fact that you have never been with a mate, neither have you ever been in a relationship. But watch everything that is going. Watch her, watch the way she kept staring at you in the car ride. Did you even hear the things you said to her? Did you notice how nervous she was to take the plane rides, and how she kept closing her eyes to take deep breath, to inhale in and exhale, she also spoke to herself at some point because there was no one there to comfort her, there was no one there to hold her hands. You just came over buckle her seat belt, walked away, and then
I was still in the plane, waiting for that moment was going to get to me. His pace was slow, it felt like he was walking to me, as if it were a movie, I wanted to count each and every of his step, if there was a way I could. My eyes shone with anticipation, and at the same time, I felt this excitement in me, I could not wait for him to get to me. I was sure my eyes shinning from afar. At that moment, I did not care if me and Adam were not on speaking terms, I did not care if he was going to get to me, and remind me of how annoyed I was, at him from the beginning. I just wanted him to get to me, he was like the prince that was running towards his princess, And there was nothing that could be done about it. It was not like I wanted anything to be done about it. I just wanted Adam in my face, I wanted him to come close to me. It was at this hazy and dizzy thought I realized that I might indeed me more drunk than I had thought. My mind was clouded, and I could only breathe heavily at th
It took several hours before the jet finally took off. I finally released my nerves, and Adam disappeared back to the other side of the room, where he had been right before the plane took off. I was starting to get convinced he had something to do with the other girls who were now on the other side of the room, but I did not bother myself. “Let’s get drinks. I asked the air hostess to bring us some booze, let’s go gets wasted, or what do you say?” Remy asked, and I nodded my head. I sure needed something off my head, before I was going to overthink every single thing, and think that Adam was indeed doing something with girls over there. “I want us to do a toast. I mean, we should do a toast to cody, joining us for the first time, and to the better lives we are all hopefully going to get.” It was so obvious that Ella was drunk already, and I was starting to wonder when it was that she had started drinking. She was doing a toast, while it was very obvious she was the only one holdi
We finally got closer to the plane. The fan was already moving really fast and high. I studied the body of the plane more. There was just no way anyone was going to move close to something like that without having to access every part of it. I looked closer and I saw the same endearment by the side, that had been on Adam’s neck when I had first moved closer to him and accessed him. “Is that the royal symbol?” I asked, and Ella nodded. She was absent minded now, of course. I looked back and noticed that men had moved closer to us. Alongside them was Ben, and the three other guys who were also in black. Right now, they all had sun glasses on, even if the weather was really cool. “She really does love him, doesn’t she?” I whispered to Remy, as we both watched Ella lose her sene or thinking as she stared at Edward, who was also smiling at her, he kept stealing glances at her, and I was very sure that at that moment, he was clearly not listening to whatever it was that Adam was tellin