LOGINViolet:
FIVE YEARS LATER…
Elroy McNeal, human guardian of the neutral lands, had become like a father to me, like a real father… Now, he was dying.
With every shallow breath his lungs forced, he tried to reach for me.
“I’m here.” I reminded him, taking his hand in mine.
He had been restless last night, and even more so this morning.
“You… have… to… go… back!” He forced out between pained breaths.
“I know.” I told him, and I did. He had trained me well, trained me better than any pack training I had ever witnessed. He had made me ruthless, cold even. Except for where he was concerned.
I looked at his staff in the corner. The rickety old wood held enough magic to kill rogues left and right but couldn’t save his life. I looked away before the tears started again. I didn’t want him to think I was scared… but I was terrified.
When he brought me into his home five years ago, that staff healed me. He left the comfort of his cabin and asked every girl in every shop around for help until he brought me home a full new wardrobe.
He bought me a laptop, and every book he could find so I could continue my education. How could I repay him?
“Promise me.” He muttered.
“I promise.” I told him, gripping his hand, and before I knew it, he drew his final breath, leaving me in a world that I was afraid I couldn’t face without him.
Like his staff, his body turned to ash. The cabin began resetting itself, cleaning any trace of Elroy away as it prepared for the next guardian.
Quickly, I wiped my face and grabbed the duffle of clothes and favorite books I had packed days ago, and I slung it over my shoulder, hesitating at the front door in hopes that maybe if I lingered too long the house might erase me too.
“Promise me.” Elroy’s voice rang clear in my mind, and I growled before stepping out into the crisp morning air.
“We’re going to be fine.” Neoma reminded me. But if I were telling the truth, I just wanted to curl up in my bed, in a room that was no longer mine, and listen to Elroy whittling wood.
“I know,” I answered her, finally. Though, I certainly didn’t think we would be.
The trek back to Dark Moon would take two days on foot, and each step into the woods I took, the moments that led to Elroy saving me replayed through my mind like a damned reminder I didn’t need.
I was thankful those two days passed quickly, but now that I was just outside of Dark Moon, my stomach churned. I wasn’t ready to face Neal or Pen… or my parents.
It was odd that the gates were so heavily guarded this early in the morning… that could only mean one thing.
“They’ve been posted all night.” Neoma said softly as if the men perched at the gates could hear her.
When did they start night guarding the perimeter? When I left there wasn’t enough guards for such a thing.
I stepped from the heavy woods into their line of sight.
“Freeze!” The one to the left yelled, I didn’t recognize him, but the one to the right…
“Marcus?” I asked, shocked that the boy who helped me find library books was now guarding the gates of Dark Moon.
“Violet?” his shock was palpable. “We thought you were dead.” He stepped forward, pulling me into a hug I couldn’t help but return.
“What are you doing here?” he asked when he finally let me go and stepped away. I took note of the way his eyes traced the scar that stretched through my eyebrow and down to the center of my cheek.
“I need to see the alpha.” I stood straighter, chin up, barely breathing, waiting.
“No can do.” The man to the left said.
My eyes trailed to the man as I calculated just what it would take to take him down.
“He’s right Vi. The alpha won’t be seeing anyone today.” Marcus spoke softly, making me almost sorry for what I was about to do.
With one hard chop to the neck Marcus crumbled to the ground. The man behind him pulled his sword and for a moment, I thought about running. Not from him, but from seeing Neal, and from all of the trouble I was going through just to see him.
Instead of giving in to that urge to run, I disarmed the guard in two moves. The first one sent his sword flying across the drive, and the second one positioned me at his back with my knife blade digging into his throat.
“Take me to him.” I snarled in his ear, jumping on his back so he could carry me where the alpha would be and where I could keep my knife in his throat.
I recognized James House as well as I could five years ago. Not much had changed.
My breath hitched when the soldier took us to the doors of the Alpha’s office.
“Kick the door in,” I grumbled, ready to end this.
“No. He’ll kill me if I do that.” I could feel the soldier's body trembling beneath mine.
“I’ll kill you if you don’t.” I reminded him that my blade was already in his throat.
The door splintered wide with the massive boot of the man I had used like a donkey to get here. I let myself slide from his back and, using the same hit I used on Marcus, I laid him to the ground as I stepped into the office looking at the back of a massive leather office chair.
“I accept your rejection, you prick.” I roared, enjoying the feeling of the sparks dancing along my skin, how the hair on my arms stood on end.
It was a short-lived joy though as the chair turned, and the most beautiful man I had ever seen stood, a look of pure death was painted on his face, and it somehow made him that much more attractive.
“Welcome home, Violet. Care to explain why my office door is laying in splinters?”
“Where is Neal?” I wanted to know how he knew my name. I wanted to know how he knew this was once my home when I had never seen this man before in my life.
“It would appear we have a lot to discuss.” He rolled the arms of his shirt up and sat back down in his chair motioning for me to sit and suddenly I felt too hot, I felt cornered, I felt like a brat who had a temper tantrum.
“Sit Violet.” His command was stronger than any alpha aura I had ever felt, too strong to ignore. I sat in the chair across from him, the only thing between us was the wooden desk.
“Two years ago, Dark Moon was attacked by a group of rogues so large it was nearly impossible to defeat on their own.” My heart started thundering. Was Neal dead?
“Neal abandoned the pack and left them for dead, and he took your family with him.” Rage boiled in my system, so hot I couldn’t catch my breath.
“I know you’ve been through a lot, being rejected by him, and now this, but I think you could help us bring him back, he must be charged with treason. If you help me, I will pardon your family of their charges.” My head snapped in his direction.
“Why would they be charged for following their alpha?” I asked.
“They didn’t follow their alpha; they followed their daughter.” Pen… I realized he was talking about Pen.
“I thought you were with them at first, but then the truth of your rejection was told.” That snapped me out of my haze.
“Who are you?” I finally found the words to ask this stranger who seemed to know so much about me.
“Lycan King Alec Gray.” My jaw nearly fell and hit the desk.
“You, of course, are welcome to stay in Dark Moon and help me find your family. I’ll even be willing to let you accept Neal’s rejection before I kill him and spare you from feeling it.”
“I haven’t felt him since the night of the ball, I just have to accept the rejection to get my wolf back; that is the only reason I came back to begin with.” I wanted to smack my hand over my mouth before I told this man anything else that he didn’t ask about me.
“Your wolf is dormant?” his eyes, as blue as the clearest sky, flared hot.
I nodded. Deciding then I should say something that didn’t make me sound like an idiot, I finally said something else.
“I’ll stay; I’ll help.” Then, a sly smile crept along his handsome face.
“Great! You will begin your training tomorrow with the rest of the pack, and…” I held up a hand, cutting him off.
“That won’t be necessary, I have already had plenty of training.” He stood, rolling his sleeves down as if now that I had agreed to stay, having them rolled up to fight was senseless.
“You have never had Lycan training, Violet. You will attend the training if you intend on journeying with us on leads. You will also be permitted to stay in the pack house if you choose not to stay in your family home. It hasn’t been touched since they left.”
“Fine,” I muttered, turning on my heels.
“And Violet,” I turned to face him again, the tone of his voice knotting something unfamiliar in my throat.
“Don’t burst in my office again unless it is truly an emergency.” I gritted my teeth before turning once more and fleeing the pack house in the direction of a home that never truly felt like my own.
VioletI didn’t sleep. I tried, but it never came. At some point, someone had led me to a room, pressed clean clothes into my hands, murmured something about food, about rest, about safety. But none of it stuck. None of it mattered.Because every time I closed my eyes, I saw chains. I saw my mother’s wrists, the bruising, the way her skin had broken under them. I saw my father’s hollow stare, like something inside him had already given up. I saw Eli’s eyes, too old for a child, too aware. And beneath all of it, I felt him.Neal.Even with the bond severed, even with that connection ripped apart so violently it had nearly destroyed me, something of him lingered. It sat beneath my skin like rot, like a memory my body refused to forget. A scar that hadn’t decided if it wanted to heal or split open again.My fingers curled tighter into the blankets as I stared up at the ceiling, forcing my breathing to stay slow, steady. I had broken the bond. I had felt it snap. But this… this wasn’t the
VioletI didn’t realize how badly I was shaking until Aleric took my hand.Not the battlefield kind of shaking.Not rage. Not adrenaline.Something smaller.Something far more dangerous.Hope.The corridor felt too long.Every step echoed louder than it should have, the sound bouncing off the stone like a heartbeat I couldn’t quiet. My fingers tightened around his, grounding myself in the steady strength of him, in the warmth that never faltered.“They’re through here,” he said softly.Soft for him.Careful.Like he understood exactly what this moment was.Like he knew it could break me just as easily as it could put me back together.My throat tightened.For a moment, I couldn’t answer.I had seen them in chains.Seen the hollow in their eyes.The way life had been drained out of them piece by piece.What if—No.I shoved the thought down hard before it could take root.“They’re alive,” I said quietly, more to myself than to him.Aleric’s thumb brushed once over the back of my hand.
Aleric:“No, stop.” My heart sank with her words, I thought she wanted this, wanted me.I opened my mouth but no sound came out. The thundering of my heart multiplied, my mouth went dry… Then she spoke.“Scars… there’s nothing sexy about the scars.” I backed away from her, realizing.This wasn’t about me, but about the things she had endured. The marks that life had painted across her beautiful body.“Everything is sexy about you, Violet,” I finally managed around the relief loosening the noose that had settled around my throat when she backed away from me, so I continued.“You look at me sometimes, and there is this spark is in your eyes, this fire, and fuck… it could rattle the heavens. There is no one, and nothing, more perfect than you are.” I couldn’t help but close that distance she had created between us again.I needed her, this perfect creature.“I love you, and nothing you can say will change that. Nothing you could do will dim the fire in my soul that burns for only you, yo
Violet:The moment Aleric wrapped his arms around my wolf form, something inside me finally stilled.The rage. The fire. The violent storm Perdition had unleashed. All of it quieted beneath the warmth of his touch. My massive black wolf leaned harder into him, pressing my head against his chest as if the simple act of being close to him could anchor me to the world again. His hands slid through my fur, careful but firm, as though reassuring himself that I was real.“You’re here,” he murmured roughly. “You’re actually here.”The bond between us pulsed softly, warm and steady. I could feel the tremor in him through it. The fear he had carried. The desperation that had driven him across half the territory to find me. I closed my eyes. For a moment, I let him hold me. Behind us, the sounds of Russ and the warriors digging through the rubble continued, stone grinding and shifting as they searched for Neal beneath the wreckage. But Aleric didn’t move away from me. His forehead rested gently
Violet:The bond didn’t just break.It detonated.Pain tore through my chest like lightning ripping through bone, a violent, savage tearing that ripped the breath from my lungs. My scream echoed off the stone walls as the connection between Neal and I snapped completely, the force of it so brutal I felt something deep inside my soul fracture apart.For a moment, there was nothing but emptiness. Then something else surged into that hollow space. Warmth. Not the choking, possessive pressure Neal’s bond had always carried. Not the sharp pull that had always felt wrong no matter how much everyone insisted it was fate. This was different. This was… right. The connection ignited beneath my ribs like a second heartbeat strong, steady, and familiar. My breath caught as the sensation rushed through me, flooding every nerve in my body with recognition so deep it made my knees tremble.Aleric.The name whispered through my mind like a promise. For one stunned heartbeat I could feel him through i
Violet:Perdition stirred like a living thing beneath my ribs.At first it was only heat, a slow simmer building in my chest as Neal’s words settled over the room. But the moment I looked at my family—at the chains cutting into my mother’s wrists, the hollow look in my father’s eyes, the way my sister clutched that little boy like she could somehow protect him from all of this—the simmer turned into something far more dangerous.Rage. Pure, blistering rage. I felt it spread through my veins like wildfire. Neal noticed immediately.His eyes sharpened, gaze dropping to my chest as if he could see the power gathering there.“Well,” he murmured softly. The runes beneath my feet flickered. Perdition pushed harder. Neoma stirred inside my mind, suddenly alert.“Violet…” careful.But it was too late for careful.The air in the room thickened as the magic surged upward, clawing against the restraints that held me in place. The runes around my feet sputtered, the light from them dimming as som
Violet:I woke to the morning drifting in again. I had no idea how long I had slept for, only that all the warmth that was once cascading around me had leached from me completely.With a stretch I stood, I showered and dressed enjoying the morning quiet, trying to avoid wondering what Aleric though
Alec:I let her leave and told myself it was a strategy, that her absence was part of the plan. In truth, I needed the distance.The training grounds were still scarred where Russ had fallen, deep gouges carved into the earth by claws that were meant to kill. The others lingered at the edges, prete
Alec:The perimeter was secure. Sentries were placed with precision, wind direction checked twice, scent lines confirmed along the ridge. The fire was low and controlled, shadows flickering just enough to illuminate faces without announcing our presence to the forest. Everything was exactly as it s
Something was wrong.The realization did not come as a thought. It came as pain.I woke violently, my body jerking upright before my mind had even caught up. My hand shot to my chest, fingers pressing against the steady beat of my heart as if I could physically hold it in place.The bond was scream







