LOGIN~~Evans~~
I know he’s playing along. But who cares? It’s just a matter of a few hours before he realizes I’m not lying, or rather, before he believes I’m not lying. There’s a difference, and I’m well aware of it. I already have it all planned out, every contingency mapped, every question he might throw at me already answered three moves in advance. That’s the one advantage I’ve always had over him, even before all this. I plan. He improvises. And right now, improvising is a hard game to win when you’re missing an entire year of source material. He wants a parent, I’ll give him a parent. He wants a phone, I’ll give him a fucking phone. I’m going to be the better player here, and honestly, I should be. I’m the one with the memories. He’s the one without them. So let’s wait and see who blinks first. “We’re home, baby~~,” I said as the car rolled to a stop in front of the villa, gravel crunching under the tires like the whole property was applauding my own genius. “This is home?” He asked, unimpressed, staring up at it like it owed him rent. “This is our home, baby,” I said, dragging the word out extra cute, extra sickening, on purpose. God, I’m cringy as hell. I know it. I’ve always known it. But there’s something deeply satisfying about watching the twitch of discomfort cross his face every single time the word “baby” leaves my mouth. It’s like poking a very dangerous, very expensive bruise. He hates it so much he can’t even fully hide the hate, and that tiny slip of honesty is worth every ounce of my own dignity I’m sacrificing to get it. “Let’s go inside our home,” I said, already unbuckling. I got out fast, meaning to jog around and open his door like the doting husband I was supposed to be, the kind of gesture that would look perfect in a photo album full of memories that technically didn’t exist. I didn’t even make it two steps before he’d already popped his own door open and swung his legs out, wincing slightly at the pull of his stitches but refusing, apparently on principle, to let me do a single romantic thing for him. Asshole. Can’t let me have this. “You didn’t have to do that,” I said anyway, walking up beside him like it hadn’t bothered me at all. “I didn’t have to do a lot of things,” he muttered, eyes already scanning the front of the villa the way I imagined he scanned every room he walked into, cataloguing exits, cataloguing threats, cataloguing me. “Doesn’t mean I’m gonna wait around for someone else to do them for me.” Stubborn. Even without a year of memory, some things about a person just don’t change. Honestly, it was almost comforting. The staff had the doors open before we reached them, and I watched his eyes move across the entryway, the wide staircase, the framed photos I’d had Marcus place strategically along the wall where anyone walking up would have no choice but to see them. Us, laughing at some rooftop dinner that never happened. Us, at a beach that existed only in an editing software. Us, at the altar, his hand in mine, both of us dressed sharp and smiling like the whole world hadn’t been trying to kill either of us for years. He didn’t say anything about the photos. Just looked. Filed it away, probably, the same way he filed everything away. I made a mental note of that too. The moment we stepped fully inside, one of my security guards materialized from the hallway with a phone held out on a small tray like we were in some absurd hotel and this was room service. I took it, thanked him with a small nod, and turned to Felix with what I hoped read as pure, uncomplicated joy. “Here you go, baby~~. Your phone. All intact.” “Finally,” he said, snatching it out of my hand a little faster than a man who trusted me would’ve grabbed anything. I watched him power it on. Watched the home screen light up, familiar wallpaper, familiar app layout, everything down to the cracked corner of the case exactly the way his real phone looked, because it wasn’t actually his real phone at all. It was a mirror. A very expensive, very carefully built mirror, cloned down to the icon placement, populated with contacts I’d curated myself, stripped of every message and photo and call log that could’ve told him anything true about the last year of his life, or about the eight months since his parents’ funeral, or about exactly how much he used to despise the man currently watching him unlock it with a fake passcode I’d made sure he’d still remember. The genius of it wasn’t even the phone itself. It was what came after. Every search he ran through that browser, every name he typed in, every website he opened trying to piece his own life back together, all of it funneled through a server my people controlled completely. Search his own name, and he’d get exactly the story I wanted him to find. Search mine, and he’d get eight months of a marriage that never happened, built out in enough detail to survive a deep dive. Search his parents, and, well. I hadn’t finished building that part yet. That was tonight’s problem. But I would. Any information he needed, I controlled the supply of it. It felt a little like cheating, if I was being honest with myself, watching him thumb through the screen with such raw, quiet relief, like this small rectangle of glass and metal was proof that at least one piece of his old life had survived intact. He had no idea he was holding a leash I’d built with my own two hands and handed to him gift-wrapped. “See,” I said, watching him scroll, unable to resist twisting the knife just slightly, just enough to enjoy myself. “I told you I’d take care of everything.” He looked up at me, and for just a second, something raw and unguarded passed behind his eyes, something that looked almost like he wanted to believe me. “Yeah,” he said quietly. “You did.”~Felix~"It started small," Evans said, sitting across from me, hands clasped like a man trying to hold himself together through sheer physical pressure. "You hated me. I know you already understand that part, but I need you to understand how much. You tried, more than once, to have my operations shut down. We crossed paths at a gala, maybe eight months before the amnesia, and you spent the entire evening making sure every single person in that room knew exactly how little respect you had for me."I nodded along, keeping my face arranged into something open, attentive, the exact expression of a man hungry for any piece of his missing life he could get his hands on.I'm done believing anything anyone tells me, I thought, watching his mouth move, watching the careful, rehearsed quality behind every word even now, even in a conversation he claimed was finally, completely honest. Not him. Not James. Not even my own body, apparently, since it's been keeping secrets from my own mind this en
~Felix~The second the bathroom door clicked shut behind him, I moved.I don't trust the phone he gave me. I've felt it since the first morning, some instinct telling me every search, every message, every quiet moment I spent scrolling through it was being watched, filtered, curated by someone on the other end who wasn't me. So I picked up his phone instead, lying forgotten on the nightstand, fully expecting to find it locked, fully prepared to abandon the idea and try something else.It wasn't locked.Luck, apparently, was finally on my side.My fingers moved fast, pulling up the dialer before I could think too hard about what I was doing, and a number surfaced in my memory the second I touched the screen, not a conscious recollection, just my fingers knowing exactly which digits to press the way they'd known exactly how to fire a weapon on that road two days ago. I dialed it without fully understanding why I trusted it.It rang twice before someone picked up."James?" I said, quiet,
~Reyes~"Turn him," I said, standing at the window of my office, watching the city lights spread out below like a map of territory I intended to eventually redraw entirely. "I want Felix remembering exactly how much he hated that man before any of this amnesia nonsense happened. I want that hatred sitting right back where it belongs, sharp and personal, and I want it there fast."My right hand stood near the desk, arms crossed, turning the instruction over before responding, which was one of the reasons I kept him close. He didn't just execute. He thought first."You want us feeding him memories directly," he said slowly. "Or you want us creating conditions that trigger what's already in there.""Both, if we can manage it." I turned from the window, pacing back toward the desk. "We already know proximity to familiar places does something to him, the estate, apparently the warehouse too, based on what our people saw from a distance before the attack. His own mind is doing half our work
~Evans~I got him back to the car, got him settled against the seat with his eyes closed and his breathing slowly evening out as the worst of the headache passed, and I sat there beside him with his hand gripped tight in mine, feeling the entire structure of the last two months finally, irreversibly starting to give way.I was so angry.He'd said it with such certainty, such raw, physical conviction, that some part of me understood, sitting there in that car, that whatever fragment had surfaced in the warehouse wasn't going away again. It would sit there now, half formed, aching, until the rest of it came looking for the pieces that completed it. And I was the only person left who could hand him those pieces before something else did it for me."We're going home," I told the driver quietly. Not the next stop on this trip. Not another careful, curated memory trigger designed to buy me more time. Home.Felix didn't argue. He just leaned his head back against the seat, eyes still closed,
~Felix~The drive to the warehouse was silent, Evans sitting beside me with his jaw tight, phone finally tucked away after whatever call had kept him out on that balcony long enough that I'd started counting the minutes. I didn't ask what it was about. I was too tired, too wrung out from everything that had already happened that day, to chase one more thread I didn't have the strength to pull on yet.The building came into view as the car slowed, and something in my chest tightened before I'd even consciously registered why.Old. Industrial. Harbor road, salt and rust in the air even through the closed windows, the kind of structure that had clearly been abandoned long enough for the paint to peel and the signage out front to fade past legibility. Ordinary, by every outward measure. And yet something in me recoiled the second it came fully into view, some old animal instinct flinching before my conscious mind had caught up to why."You feel it too," Evans said quietly, watching my fac
~~Evans~~I stood out on the small balcony off the safehouse's upper floor for a long time after leaving him alone, phone gripped tight in one hand, staring out at nothing, feeling the entire architecture of the last two months finally, completely start to collapse.Reyes did, I'd said, and watched him not fully believe it, watched that same sharp, cataloguing look settle back behind his eyes that told me, even through his grief, even through his fury, some part of him was already working past the lie toward whatever sat underneath it.I didn't have much time left. I understood that now with a clarity that felt almost like relief after two months of careful, exhausting management.Marcus found me there a few minutes later, phone already in hand. "Boss. The road's clear, we can move whenever you're ready, but I wanted to flag something first. We got movement on the warehouse property. Unconfirmed, could be nothing, but—""Cancel it," Felix said, appearing in the doorway behind him, arm







