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Chapter 64: Desperation Wears Heels

Author: Fallenwild
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The next morning, I blinked awake, momentarily disoriented before remembering where I was—back in Cassian's safehouse.

I rolled over, burying my face in the pillow. Three days had passed since I'd walked out of his house, left him standing there looking broken. Three days of numbness filled by moments of blinding rage and crushing sadness.

My phone buzzed on the nightstand. Another email from my university about re-enrollment for the upcoming semester. The cursor hovered over "reply" for a full minute before I closed the app. What was the point? The Aria who had a future of school felt like a stranger now.

I dragged myself into the shower, letting scalding water pound against my skin until it turned pink. The bathroom mirror revealed dark circles under my eyes that no amount of concealer could hide. I looked haunted. Maybe I was.

"Get your shit together," I muttered to my reflection. "You survived before him. You'll survive after him."

Two hours later, I smoothed down the front of my
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