27. Nightmares or reality?

****!!!!!TRIGGER WARNING!!!! mature content!!! sexual abuse!!!****

Veronica///

I don't know why I decided to knock on his door but this nightmares are keeping me awake and I somehow hoped he could help me.

I saw how his eyes darkened when I mentioned my dream, I saw that earlier and last week when I last saw him. Everytime he looks at me his eyes change from admiration to hate and I thought it had something to do with me but I think it has to do with what happend.

As soon as I asked to stay in his room his eyes lit up, like that of a child that got his toy back .

Now I'm standing in his room awkwardly and don't know what to do next. I guess I didn't thought that through.

" You can take the bed , I will be here on the couch" he suddenly says and all the tension leaves me at once.

" Thank you " I whisper and climb in.

Thr bed smells so nice, his scent is all over the place and it slowly lulls me into a peacefully sleep but not for long.

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I walk up to the car, that I suppose is for me