Nico
Gianna was playing with fire, and she was going to get burned.
“I will destroy you if you allow me to get closer, Gianna,” I warned and I meant every word.
But somehow my gorgeous wife didn’t seem to be in the mood to listen. There was a determined glint in her eyes when she stepped closer and kissed me. It was brief, just a soft brush of her lips, but it evoked something inside me that suddenly wanted more. More of that sweet, warm taste of her.
I wasn’t a man driven by desire—control was my strength. But even the most controlled man has his needs. And Gianna, with her innocence, stirred something darker within me. The way she looked up at me, shy and submissive, ignited thoughts I shouldn’t have. But this was Gianna. I reminded myself of that every time she was near.
She deserved better than just wild sex.
“Destroy me…” she whispered.
A soft flush spread across her cheeks, her pupils widening as she looked at me. The room felt too hot, my shirt too tight. Desire coiled within me, threatening to break free.
Gianna had no idea what she was asking for, unaware of the danger I could be if I gave in. Without thinking, I closed the distance between us. Locking eyes, I tugged at her ponytail, letting her golden hair fall. She watched in silence as I wrapped the silky strands around my hand, tilting her head back, exposing her delicate throat.
“You don’t know what you’re asking for,” I murmured, my lips brushing against her jaw. She shivered in response, her hands clutching at my shirt, her breath coming in shallow gasps.
“Then show me…” she breathed. I had to bite back the growl that threatened to escape as she awoke that dominant, masculine part of me with her soft, seductive voice and sweet submission.
I lifted her onto her new white marble desk with a swift motion, stepping between her legs. Her dress rode up, exposing her smooth skin, and my body reacted instantly. I gripped her thighs, pulling her closer as my mouth claimed hers.
The kiss started soft, my lips brushing hers, but it quickly turned fierce. My hands slid up her thighs, moving deliberately as I deepened the kiss. Her skin felt like silk under my touch, and the thought of leaving my mark there stirred something deep inside me.
Her fingers tangled in my hair, pulling me closer as I kissed her harder, my free hand tracing the curve of her waist. I kissed her hard, my tongue pressing against hers, demanding all of her because I didn’t do gentle.
“Nico…” She gasped my name like a sacred prayer. “I love you…”
I paused.
Gianna's eyes met mine, filled with trust and something deeper—something I didn’t deserve. In that moment, another face flashed in my mind. Dark eyes turned to captivating green, and golden hair shifted to a cascade of dark tresses.
“Nico…” I heard her voice in my head, and suddenly, my reality and my desires weren’t catching up anymore.
“Nico…” Gianna murmured, pulling me back. “Nico?”
Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck.
“I can’t,” I rasped, stepping back as if burned. The dazed look in her eyes pierced me, but I forced myself to look away. “I’m sorry, but I can’t.”
Without saying a word, I turned and left the room, leaving her breathless and stunned. And I swear the last glimpse of hurt I caught in her eyes before I walked out was going to haunt me all day.
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“You look like shit,” Caelian remarked as we headed to the shipping container yard where the last delivery was supposed to happen.
It has been a long day of dull business meetings, especially the one where Domani gave me an estimate of the losses we incurred in the last three months just because some motherfucker had grown the balls to mess with me. Money wasn’t the problem. It was the audacity, the underlying message. But all I could think about was the kiss in the study and Gianna’s pain as I ran away like a coward.
How the fuck was I going to face her again?
“What is it?” Caelian probed again. “Worried about the estimate Domani gave?”
“No, just tired,” I lied, undoing my tie. “It’s been a long day.”
“I told you to stay home,” he grumbled. “Spend time with your wife.”
“Stop pretending like you don’t know what this marriage is about Caelian,” I grumbled, closing my eyes. “And that lunatic has successfully managed to mess up three shipments worth millions of dollars. I can’t see how I don’t need to poke my big head.”
“I get it but I just want you to relax and be…” he looked lost momentarily and then shrugged. “Happy, I guess. And Gianna can help with that. If you let her…”
I couldn’t answer. I’d been in love with someone for eighteen years, thought we’d end up together. Then another man walked into her life, and she chose him. The pain still burned. I’d tried moving on, but I couldn’t shake it. The anger, the regret, it all lingered.
“Let’s focus on work,” I finally said, as the car pulled up in front of the abandoned shipping container yard.
Caelian gave me a defeated look but stayed quiet as we got out. The air was thick with the smell of iron and salt. I pulled out my vintage Colt Python, my trusted weapon, as Caelian signaled his men to sweep the area. It was dead silent. Despite the all-clear from his guys, we couldn't take chances. The rusted gate creaked as they kicked it open, then scattered inside, vanishing from sight.
“I hate this place,” Caelian hissed. “The salt makes my skin itch.”
“Maybe bring some lotion next time,” I rolled my eyes. Caelian held up his middle finger in response, the F word not making out of his lips as a raspy voice came through the Bluetooth piece.
“All good, boss,” Giulio said. He was Caelian’s right-hand man.
“Let’s go,” I muttered, eager to get this shit done with. I just needed to inspect the damage and see if we could trace hints of any old enemy lingering back again and then just fucking go home. I needed a long, steaming shower.
The deeper we went, the worse the smell. The containers cast long, dark shadows. Giulio appeared from the corner, gesturing us toward the end of the yard.
“It’s over here,” he said, his voice grim.
The container loomed ahead, its faded blue paint chipped and peeling, the massive metal doors slightly ajar. That alone made my blood boil. Whoever had done this didn’t even bother to cover their tracks. I gestured to Caelian, who signaled for two of his men to secure the area again
The stench hit me—chemical, metallic, with a sickly sweetness that made my jaw clench. Inside was chaos. Crates lay in splinters, drugs spilt in tainted mounds, some of it streaked with what I assumed was motor oil. The contents were deliberately ruined, almost as if someone wanted to send a message.
“Motherfucker,” I muttered, stepping inside to inspect.
“They didn’t just destroy it,” Caelian said, lifting a torn bag. “They made a spectacle of it.”
“Whoever did this is going to regret it,” I growled, my grip tightening on my gun.
“They wanted us to find it like this,” Caelian said. “It’s taunting.”
“Boss…” Giulio interrupted. I turned, irritated beyond my limits as he pointed to something on the floor. My blood ran cold.
A symbol, painted in red, glaring up at me like a warning.
“What the fuck is this?” Caelian muttered.
I stepped back, my instincts screaming. Something was wrong.
“Get everyone out,” I ordered, my heart pounding. I bent down, spotting a worn coin in the dirt, the same symbol engraved on it.
“What does this mean?” Caelian asked, his voice tight.
I didn’t answer. I couldn’t. But I knew one thing for sure: A storm was coming.
Maximus“Simona,” I muttered, gaze drifting lazily over her. “Didn’t expect to see you here.”“What can I say?” She draped herself around me like a snake, arms looping around my neck. “I’m drawn to you like a moth to flame,” she purred before crashing her lips to mine with exaggerated enthusiasm. “I missed you.”“I’ve been busy,” I said flatly, not bothering to return the sentiment. “How’ve you been?”“Never better.” Her tongue darted out to wet her lips—hungry eyes locked on me.Simona was Umberto Mancini’s daughter. Drago’s closest ally and sort of my fiancé, even if nothing was official yet. The old man was hellbent on marrying me off to her and tying our families in a neat little bow of power and bloodlines. The classic m
Maximus I inhaled and exhaled deeply as I stood outside the double doors. In the twenty-nine years of my life, there haven’t been many situations that made me nervous. But this…this gets me every time. I shook my head and then knocked twice before opening the door and walking inside.He looked up from the stack of papers on his desk, and his bluish-gray eyes met mine with the usual cool grace. That was all the excitement I got from him every time I got a chance to visit.“Ciao, papà, “ I murmured, shutting the door behind.“Maximus,” he stood up as I walked over to hug him. And even at 82, he was sturdy as hell. Not a muscle out of place.Drago Lazaro Barbaro was the formidable head of the Barbaro family and the most feared leader within the Calabrian ’Ndrangheta—the most powerful mafia organization not only in Italy, but across the globe. The Sicilian mafia clan, d
Gianna “Thank you,” I said. He traced my cheek with his thumb, his eyes studying me before he leaned down and pressed his lips on mine. I closed my eyes, reflexively holding my breath as he kissed me, and this time it was much softer. As if he were apologizing.When he pulled away, his eyes said something that I don’t think he would ever be able to put in words. Not yet.“Stay here…” he murmured, his eyes darkening. “Don’t sleep in the guestroom.”“I really am sore after this morning,” I said, biting my lip. Nico blinked, and a rare smile spread on his lips. It was so rare that I wished I could capture it.“Then I will keep my hands to myself,” he said, running his fingers through my hair strands. “I will never do anything you don’t want me to. I am sorry about la
Gianna I was breathless and lost. One moment I was arguing with Nico, and the next moment I was sitting on his lap, holding onto his shirt for dear life as he devoured my lips like a Thanksgiving meal. I could feel his anger, his annoyance and maybe even his possession with every stroke of his tongue and every brush of his lips. And even if I was mad as hell, somehow my body responded to it, meeting his angst with a version of my own.“Why do you keep making me so mad? I have no idea,” Nico grunted, pulling away and holding my face in his hands.“This is not how you resolve an argument, Nico,” I breathed.“I never had needed to resolve any argument before,” he answered, brushing his thumb across my lips. “Now tell me…why didn’t you want me to know about this?” I gazed into his eyes and was captivated by their depth. Like a dark ocean. He was beautiful.
NicoI barely spoke throughout the dinner in an attempt to control my rage that threatened to slip at any moment now. Gianna barely even bothered to make conversation with me, and that was just making me even angrier. I was wanting to get her alone all through the night, but either she was chatting away with her brother and sister-in-law or playing with Ares and Lucio.“Are you alright?” I turned around, and Amara padded over the grass to where I stood by the gazebo, drinking my wine.“Fine,” I said, taking another long sip. I refused to look at her, especially as the soft breeze blew through her dark hair. She was the same Amara, but different. I didn’t quite recognize this one.“You seemed really worked up all through the evening,” Amara muttered. “Are you worried about what’s going on with business? Leo told me there are still no leads.”“Yeah, it’s fucked up,” I grunted.“Everything will be fine,” she said softly. “You will figure it out. You always do, Nico.” I turned to face he
Nico Gianna was already here. I scowled as I spotted her car parked in the driveway. She didn’t forget to tell me about this. She didn’t want to tell me. Guess what? Too late for that.I grabbed the bottle of champagne and stalked up the driveway. After the twins–Ares and Lucio–were born, Leo and Amara moved out of the gigantic Ammassari mansion to a much smaller but equally beautiful Mediterranean villa. This felt more like a home where you can raise kids. I hardly ever came here because it made me uncomfortable.The life Leo and Amara have created here…it was everything I wanted with her. It frankly hurts. And as much as I adored Ares and Lucio, not that I have ever talked to them, seeing them kind of hurts, too. Because they too were a part of that dream—the one Leonardo was now living. I shook my head. No, tonight wasn’t about this.Tonight was about Gianna and me and whatever lies she was working up.I rang the bell and could already hear the kids shouting and squealing inside.
NicoI lathered her entire body in that oil, kneading and massaging and soothing those nasty bruises with brushes of my lips. Gianna’s eyes shot open as I kissed the one on her neck, and she gazed back at me, her eyes dark with need.“Tell me to stop and I will,” I whispered. “I don’t want to hurt you again.” Gianna stared long and hard at me before taking my oil-covered hand and guiding them between her legs. I let out a hiss the moment I felt her wetness. She was burning down there. For me.“Keep going,” she whispered in my ear, leaning closer. I wanted to unleash myself on her on that command, but I reminded myself that she was hurt and I needed to take it slow.“Like this?” I rubbed my palm against her wetness while trailing kisses down her neck and shoulders.“Yes,” she moaned, her fingers brushing into my hair as he
Song: Feel by Beneld, BURY NicoI couldn’t think straight. The roaring music in the background or furious protest from my lungs as I hit my three hundredth push-up wasn’t helping either. All I could think of was last night, and a part of me wondered if I had dreamt it all.Did I fuck Gianna that ruthlessly on the kitchen island?And was she the one to ask for it? The shy, timid Gianna, who could barely look me in the eye until three days ago.What the fuck just happened?I gave up and flopped down on the floor, running my fingers frantically through my hair now wet with sweat. No, last night did happen because I could still feel the rage inside me every time I remember she spent the afternoon at that bastard’s place. What was she even doing there? At his fucking home?I hissed and haphazardly grabbed the water, emptying the entire contents in one go. I knew Gianna
Gianna Nico was sitting on one of the barstools, sipping beer and, as always, wearing nothing but sweatpants. My first reaction was one of relief. At least he was safe. But once that registered, it quickly faded away, replaced by the anger and hurt that had been bubbling inside my chest since that night.“And not everyone is as lucky as Nicholas Baldocchi. I’m sure he doesn’t get tired of telling you that every day.” I snorted at the idea. If only Maximus knew. And how dare he ask me where I have been after being completely MIA for the last three days? He had no right to question me. None at all.“So you’re home,” I said flatly.“You didn’t answer my question,” Nico said, crossing his arms across his broad, tattooed chest. “It’s past midnight, Gianna, and you dodged security…”“I don’t owe you an explanation,” I answered,