LOGINCHAPTER FOUR
Vincente ~~~~~ I watched his face as he slept peacefully on the mattress. He looked so different now that I could finally see him properly this morning. My men had brought him in last night, but he hadn’t woken up until now. His breathing was slow, even, his face calm like nothing had happened. The same face that once smiled at me when I was a kid. The same hands that once patted my head and told me to be good. I leaned back in the chair, crossing my arms. “He hasn’t moved since last night?” “No, Boss,” Luca replied quietly. “He was out cold. The doctor said it was just from the gas.” I nodded. “Leave us.” He left immediately after a nod, closing the door behind him. For a while, I just stared at the man before me. His hair had grown longer, he had grown smaller than me. Or was I just bigger than him? There were faint lines under his eyes, and his lips looked pale. I wasn’t sure if what I felt anger, relief or just disbelief that he was actually here, in front of me, after all these years. I got up slowly, crouched beside the bed, and rested my elbows on my knees. “Three years,” I said quietly. “Three damn years, Father or should I say Kieran.” He didn’t move. I reached out and brushed his wrist lightly. He flinched. A small reaction, but it told me he wasn’t in a dream anymore. “Wake up,” I said, my voice low. His eyebrows furrowed a little before his eyes opened slowly. He blinked a few times, confusion flashing across his face before it turned into shock. “V–Vicente?” he said, his voice hoarse. I smiled faintly. “You remember.” He sat up immediately, his eyes darting around the unfamiliar room. “Where am I?” “Somewhere safe,” I said. “Depends on how you define safe though.” He looked at me again, his breath unsteady. “You… you had me taken?” “I did.” “Why?” His tone was mixed with anger and disbelief. “Why would you do that?” I leaned back in my chair. “Because you wouldn’t have come otherwise.” He stared, speechless for a moment, then ran a hand through his hair. “You didn’t have to kidnap me, Vicente. You could have just—” “Asked nicely?” I interrupted, tilting my head. “Would you have said yes if I did?” He didn’t answer. I didn’t expect him to. “I just wanted to talk about baptism and penance,” I said, my voice calm. “That’s all.” “Talk?” he repeated, his voice low. “You destroy a man’s peace just to talk?” “Peace?” I gave a short laugh. “You think you deserve peace after what you did?” His expression froze. “I didn’t mean for that to happen,” he said quietly. “Didn’t mean?” I stepped closer. “You made the call that got my father killed. You called the police, Kieran.” He swallowed, his hands trembling slightly. “He was going to kill an innocent man, Vicente. I did what was right.” “Right?” I almost laughed again. “Of course, you thought my dad was always the villain. What if the man he killed was guilty of a crime you didn't know? You think the word ‘right’ exists in this city?” He stayed silent, his eyes lowering. I watched him for a while, the way he struggled to keep calm, the way his fingers tightened around the bedsheet. “You always looked at me like I was a kid who needed saving,” I said. “You never thought I would grow up and come for answers. Right?” He looked up at me then, his voice shaking. “If you’re going to kill me, do it. Don’t play with me, Vicente.” I walked to the window, looking out at the street below. “Kill you? No.” I turned back to him, my tone steady. “I want something better than that, wouldn't killing you be a little too easy and simple, I want when I finally decide to kill you, no one would mourn for you, even the church members and the rest would be disgusted by you.” He frowned. “What do you mean?” “You’ll see.” I reached for my jacket and put it on. “Get cleaned up. You’ll be staying here for a while.” “Staying?” he echoed. “You’re holding a priest hostage?” I smirked slightly. “You’re not in church now, Father.” He clenched his fists. “This isn’t you, Vicente.” I paused by the door. “Maybe not. But it’s what you made me turn into and I hope you don't regret it.” Then I stepped out, leaving him sitting there, his eyes wide, his hands shaking again.CHAPTER THIRTEENVicente~~~~~I watched him lie there, a pathetic, broken heap of a man surrounded by the evidence of his own weakness. His chest was still heaving, and the scent of his release mixed with the heavy oil and the salt of his tears. It was delicious to watch him being in that state. He tried to turn his head away, to hide his face in the pillow, but I wasn't finished with him. Not even close."Where do you think you're going?" I growled, reaching down to grab his chin, forcing him to look at the stain on the sheets, the physical proof that he’d chosen his own pleasure over his God.Kieran’s eyes were bloodshot, his lips swollen and trembling. "I... I'm sorry," he whispered, the words barely catching in his throat. "I didn't mean... I couldn't stop...""You didn't want to stop," I corrected, leaning over him until my chest was brushing his sticky skin. "You loved every second of it. You loved being a pig for me."I reached for the phone on the nightstand, the screen glowi
CHAPTER TWELVEVicente~~~~~I watched tears slip down his face and it annoyed the hell out of me. Every time he looked at me with those wide, watery eyes, it felt like a challenge and a pathetic, holy display of a weakness I wanted to crush until there was nothing left but the truth.“Stop crying,” I said, my voice cutting through the quiet room like a blade.Instead of stopping, he let out a broken hitch, his shoulders shaking as he sobbed even harder. The sound grated on my nerves. I didn't want a weeping saint; I wanted him to face what he was.I reached down and gripped Kieran’s neck, my thumb pressing firmly into the side of his throat. I felt his pulse jumping under my skin, erratic and terrified.“I said stop crying, Kieran,” I hissed, leaning in until I could see the gold flecks in his panicked eyes.He gasped, his hands coming up to instinctively clutch at my wrists, but he choked back the next sob. He squeezed his eyes shut, his chest heaving as he fought to obey, the silen
CHAPTER ELEVEN Kieran ~~~~~ The ticking of the clock in the hallway felt like a countdown to my execution. It was already six in the evening. Each second that passed felt like a heavy blow to my chest. I had spent the day moving like a ghost through the parish, offering hollow smiles to the fathers and murmuring prayers that felt like lies. My skin still burned where the water had scalded it, yet I still felt his touch everywhere. I couldn't stay. If I stayed, he would release that video. The thought of the fathers and the whole city seeing me in that state, broken and ruined, made my stomach churn. I had to get out, but the fathers were watching me like hawks. They had been hovering all day, bringing me tea and checking on me every twenty minutes. I waited until Father Michael went to the chapel for evening meditation and Father Joseph was busy in the kitchen. I ducked into my room, my heart hammering against my ribs. I pulled on the gray hoodie and sweatpants Vicente had
CHAPTER TENKieran~~~~~The reflections of the morning sun flashed on my face, dragging me out of the uncomfortable, dreamless sleep I had fallen into on the cold floor. My cassock was twisted around my thighs, stiff in places where my release had dried. The scent of shame still clung to me no matter how hard I tried to ignore it.Vicente hadn’t returned for hours. The silence felt heavier than i expected.I pushed myself upright, wincing at the ache in my lower back and the dull throb between my legs. My rosary lay a few feet away, scattered. I crawled over, gathered them with shaking fingers, and pressed the crucifix to my lips.“Lord, have mercy on me, a sinner,” I whispered. The words tasted like ash.The fathers at the parish would already be frantic. There wasn’t a priest at Lauds, no one to celebrate the early Mass and no explanation for my absence during last night’s vigil.They would be calling the church hospitals, checking with the police, maybe even searching the streets
CHAPTER NINEKieran~~~~~Vicente groves my ass, his fingers kneading in it like a dough. My rosary that was raised up my hands had now slipped off to the floor.I tried to pull away from Vicente grip but he wasn't wrong. My Cock hand already gone into a massive explosion. My underwear felt so tight I could feel myself leaning closer asking for friction.I heard Vicente chuckled at whatsoever he was chucking for.I whimpered as his large fingers dug into the flesh of my ass, his chuckle dark and mocking. My cock throbbed almost painfully, straining against the rough fabric of my underwear. I felt like I was losing my mind and damn it I was.He leaned in close, his breath hot against my ear. "You're so desperate for it, aren't you? You are so desperate to sin and your body is so desperate for my touch?"I shook my head weakly, even as my hips bucked forward, seeking friction. "N-no...I don't...want this...""Liar, you always lie. I'm starting to hate everything about you. In fact I alr
CHAPTER EIGHTVicente ~~~~~We reached the house after some hours, the butler should be gone because the lights were low and the place, heavy with silence. Luca stopped the car, and I got out first. My men dragged Kieran out. He didn’t fight, he just stood there, his eyes roaming the wide driveway like he didn’t recognize it. “Take him in,” I said. They led him through the main doors, into the west wing. I followed slowly, watching the way he walked, steadily but cautious. He looked smaller than I remembered.We stopped in front of one of the guest rooms. I opened the door and turned to him. “You’ll stay here for the night and don't you dare try any tricks, Luca would be around, if you try anything, I wouldn't mind ordering him to cut of your legs.” He frowned slightly. “You brought me here to lock me up?” “No,” I said flatly. “I brought you here so you remember where you stand. I want you to remember what you did because it seems you've forgotten what sin you commited an
CHAPTER SEVENVicente~~~~~~I got to the warehouse within fifteen minutes. The air reeked of blood and cigarettes.Ash was already there, leaning lazily against a metal table, with his sleeves rolled up to his elbows and a cigarette in between his fingers, smoke curling from his cigarette. His usu
CHAPTER SIX Kieran~~~~~I open my eyes, clearly scared of the monster Vicente looked right now. When his lips inched dangerously close, closer... closer.Someone knocked on the door.“Boss,” a voice called faintly from outside. “We found them.”Vicente froze. His eyes didn’t leave mine, but the s







