"You can hate me all you want, Cameron," Brandon murmured, lips brushing his ear. "But by the end of this marriage, you'll crave me." Cameron Aston is straight. Or so he thought—until his father forces him into an engagement with Brandon Deville, the arrogant, maddeningly attractive heir to a rival empire. What should have been a cold business deal turns into a dangerous game of tension, temptation, and blurred lines. Because the more Cameron fights Brandon, the harder he falls. And in this marriage, losing might mean wanting something he swore he never would.
Lihat lebih banyakCameron’s POV
I lost. Again.
The roar of the engines was still ringing in my ears, my pulse pounding like a war drum. My hands shook, still locked in the death grip I’d had on the wheel. My chest was tight, my breath coming in sharp bursts as I ripped off my helmet and hurled it onto the hood of my car.
Brandon Deville won. Again.
And there he was—the golden boy of street racing, the untouchable legend.
He stood on the winner’s platform, basking in the glow of victory while people swarmed him—his team, his fans, girls who looked like they’d throw themselves at his feet if he so much as blinked in their direction.
I wanted to look away. I really did. But I couldn’t.
Brandon had everything. The skills, the fame, the sponsors throwing money at him like he was some kind of racing god. And me? I was just the guy who always came in second.
I clenched my fists so hard my nails dug into my palms.
Last time I lost to him, he forced me to go to his ridiculous birthday party. A party. Like I had nothing better to do than sip overpriced champagne and pretend to care about the rich kids who thought speeding through the city made them cool. It was torture.
And now? What was he going to make me do this time?
A few of my teammates walked up, clapping me on the back like I was some stray dog that needed comforting.
“Hey, man, you almost had him.”
Almost. That damn word again.
Almost wasn’t a win. Almost wasn’t a trophy. Almost was just another way of saying you failed. And the only thing people remembered was the guy who crossed the finish line first.
And that wasn’t me.
I shook them off, exhaling sharply. “Almost doesn’t mean anything.”
“Dude, you were right there,” another teammate chimed in. “Like, a split second behind him.”
Yeah. Like that made it any better. Like that made losing to Brandon freaking Deville again any easier to swallow.
“C’mon, let’s hit the bar,” someone suggested. “Cool off. Next race, you’ll get him.”
I scoffed. “Yeah. Sure.”
Next race. Right. Like I hadn’t been hearing that for months now. Like I didn’t already know how this story ended.
It was always next time. Next race, next round, next chance. But no matter how much I pushed, no matter how much I trained, the ending never changed.
Brandon won. I lost.
I wasn’t interested in drowning my frustration in cheap beer. I didn’t need a distraction. I needed an answer.
And there was only one person who had it.
Instead of following my team to the bar, I shoved past them and headed straight for Brandon.
He was still in his racing suit, his hair slightly damp with sweat but somehow looking like he’d just stepped off the cover of a magazine. He turned toward me, like he knew I was coming.
I stopped in front of him, crossing my arms.
“Alright, Deville,” I said, my voice tight. “What’s it gonna be this time? How are you gonna humiliate me?”
Brandon tilted his head slightly, his expression unreadable.
He should’ve been smirking. He should’ve been gloating, rubbing his win in my face. But no—he just stood there, calm and composed, like he was waiting for me to say something first.
Up close, I could see why everyone was so drawn to him. His light blonde hair looked annoyingly perfect under the track lights, even slightly messy from the race. His bright blue eyes, sharp and unreadable, studied me without a hint of smugness. He was tall, lean, and his racing suit made him look even more put together, like he belonged here.
He looked so ridiculously handsome, and for a split second, I felt… something.
And I hated it.
Brandon was reckless and wild on the track, but the second the race was over, he was calm. Almost gentle, like he was a damn angel. It pissed me off.
How could someone be so aggressive behind the wheel and then just stand here, acting like none of it even mattered? Like winning didn’t even phase him?
Meanwhile, I looked like a waterboarded seal—sweaty, exhausted, and absolutely wrecked.
I clenched my jaw. I wasn’t here to admire him. I was here for an answer.
Brandon sighed. “You drove well today, Cameron.” His voice was smooth, almost casual. “I just got lucky.”
I laughed, sharp and bitter. “Lucky? Are you serious? You don’t win because of luck, Brandon. You won because you’re better. And you know it, so cut the motivational crap.”
His gaze flickered, but he didn’t deny it. He just watched me, something unreadable in his eyes.
I exhaled harshly. “Just tell me what you want, man. You gonna make me serve drinks at your next party? Wash your car? Dance around in a bikini? What’s the price this time?”
Brandon rubbed the back of his neck, looking… almost hesitant.
“I’m not asking you to do anything.”
I blinked. “What?”
“You heard me. Just forget about it. Like I said, I won by luck.”
My chest tightened. No. I didn’t trust this. There was no way he was just letting this go. He always collected his prize. That was the whole point of these races.
I wasn’t going to let him toy with me.
“You know what? Fine,” I said sharply. “I’ll buy the car you drove today and give it to you. Consider that my punishment for losing.”
Brandon’s face shifted—just for a second. A flicker of something almost conflicted. Like he wanted to say something. Maybe argue. Maybe tell me I was being ridiculous.
But I wasn’t giving him the chance.
I turned on my heel and started walking away, my chest burning, my hands trembling.
Brandon’s voice stopped me. “You’re serious?”
I didn’t turn around. “Completely.”
“That’s insane.”
I kept walking. “Yeah, well, so is losing to you for the millionth time.”
He exhaled a quiet laugh, like he was amused. “You’re ridiculous.”
“And you’re annoying.”
I felt his eyes on me as I left. Watching. Waiting.
But I didn’t look back.
I wasn’t going to give him the satisfaction.
Brandon POVThe knock on the door came at the weirdest time. Not like, bad weird. Just... unexpected. I had just changed into my baggiest hoodie and basketball shorts and was midway through stuffing popcorn into my mouth while scrolling through a list of movies to half-watch while overthinking my life.Then, knock knock knock.I froze.No one really just showed up anymore. Not since college classes got crazy and people just texted before swinging by.I padded over to the door, dragging my feet just a little because I honestly wasn’t in the mood to entertain anyone. But when I opened it...Cameron was standing there.In ripped jeans, a black hoodie that had to be his favorite by now, and that usual "I swear I don't care but I totally do" expression plastered across his face.My heart did that stupid thing again — the one where it sped up for no reason."Hey," he said, rubbing the back of his neck like he hadn't ghosted me for a week straight."Uh... hey?"There was a pause. One of thos
POV: CameronSomething wasn’t right.I could feel it in the pit of my stomach the moment I opened my laptop. My inbox sat there, a sea of unread emails and boring newsletters, but the one I was waiting for wasn’t there.No message from The partner I got for the company.He usually responded by now. He wasn’t the type to leave people hanging — especially not when we had a shipment due next week. He was all business, all the time. Sharp. Focused. Reliable.But now?Radio silence.I scrolled. Refreshed. Refreshed again.Still nothing.I tried to brush it off at first. Maybe he was busy. Maybe something came up. Or maybe I was just being paranoid because I hadn't slept much last night — again.But an hour passed. Then two.Still no update.I shot him a message.> “Hey, everything okay on your end? Haven’t heard from you. Just checking in.”I leaned back in my chair and stared at the ceiling. My room was too quiet. The kind of quiet that made your thoughts louder. And right now, mine were
POV: CameronI threw myself into work like my life depended on it.It was either that or think about Brandon, and I couldn't freaking handle that right now.So yeah, I answered every damn email. I reorganized the supply closet twice. I even volunteered to help clean up after lunch, just so my hands had something to do. Anything to keep my brain from spiraling into memories I didn’t ask for.But they kept slipping in anyway.Like the sound of his laugh echoing in my ears when I passed someone joking at the front desk. Or the way someone next to me clicked their pen, and I immediately remembered how Brandon used to do that when he was thinking too hard — how he’d chew the end of it and squint at his notes like they were personally offending him.God. It was pathetic. I was fucking pathetic.I slammed my locker shut so hard it rattled, and someone down the hall gave me a look. I didn’t care. I just needed to get out of there before I lost it. Again.I walked fast, practically jogging acro
POV: CameronThe next morning felt heavier. Like the weight of everything we didn’t say was sitting between us at the kitchen table. Brandon was stirring sugar into his coffee like it was the most important thing in the world. I was pretending to read something on my phone, even though my screen was black.We hadn’t talked about what happened last night—not really. Sure, he said it was okay not to know what it meant. But how long could we live in this weird, blurry space?I couldn’t stop thinking about how his fingers brushed mine. How gentle his voice had been. How much I wanted to stay… and how terrified that made me.He looked up from his mug. “You going home today?”I blinked. The question felt sharp, like it had claws.“Yeah,” I said after a beat. “I should.”He nodded, too quickly. “Cool.”Cool? Really?The silence came back like a storm cloud.I swallowed. “Do you think this was a mistake?”He didn’t answer right away. Just sat there, staring into his coffee like it held a map
POV: CameronI woke up to soft breathing. Not mine.For a second, I had no clue where I was. The room was warm and kind of dim, the curtains only letting in this weak streak of morning light. Everything felt fuzzy, like that weird space between sleep and being awake. My brain hadn’t caught up yet.But then I shifted a little—and my leg brushed against something. No. Someone.My eyes flew open.Brandon.He was lying right next to me, half the blanket kicked off him, one arm bent above his head like he’d passed out mid-thought. His messy dark hair was all over the place and his face was… peaceful. Like, stupidly peaceful. No smirk. No teasing grin. Just him, asleep.And somehow that made my stomach flip.I blinked hard and sat up slowly, my heart thudding a little too fast in my chest. My eyes traced the curve of his jaw, the soft rise and fall of his chest. He looked so calm—so real—it made something in my chest ache.And then it hit me like a sucker punch to the gut.I hadn’t thought
POV: CameronI should’ve left.My fingers curled around the door handle, my heart thudding so loud I thought it might burst out of my chest. I needed to get out of there, away from the tension choking the air — away from him.But then Brandon grabbed my wrist, spun me around, and before I could even breathe, his lips were on mine.It wasn’t like the accidental kiss from earlier. This one was different. Deliberate. Desperate.I froze. My brain short-circuited. Every warning signal screamed at me to stop this before we ruined everything. But my body didn’t listen.I kissed him back.Hard.Brandon turned away me, and I raised a brow. “What? Is there something on my f—”His hand crashed against my mouth, covering it while the other shoved into my pants. My eyes widened as he stroked my hard, aching cock through my boxers. The soft fabric rubbing against my erection was almost too much to take. My body responded instantly, my hips jutting forward as he stroked me while gazing into my eyes.
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