ArynSunlight found me slow and soft. It slid across my face and warmed my cheek. I opened my eyes and for a wild second I forgot everything. Forgot the fight, the crying, the shame. I was wrapped in Lorenzo’s arm. His chest rose and fell under my ear. His breath smelled like last night: smoke and mint, and something that was only him.I smiled, the kind of quiet, stupid smile I hadn’t let anyone see in a long time. My fingers found the hair at his nape and pulled slightly, just to feel him. He shifted and a small sound left him—half a groan, half a laugh. I had never felt so damn happy.But then the list of things I had to fix rolled back into my head like waves. Calls to make. People to see. My stupid life to sort. I pushed my shoulder up to stand.Lorenzo tightened his grip and yanked me back like I was some doll. I gasped and landed right on top of him, chest to chest, my hair falling all over his face.He cracked one eye open and smirked. “Where the fuck do you think you’re going
ArynI dragged my sleeve across my face until the sting of tears blurred into nothing but heat. My reflection in the bathroom mirror looked like shit. Eyes swollen, cheeks blotchy, lips trembling like a coward. I hated myself for it. Hated that I let him see me break down like some weak little girl.When I finally stepped out, Lorenzo was there—leaning against the banister like he owned the damn place. His jacket hung open, cigarette gone, but the tension in his jaw said it hadn’t done a damn thing for him. He looked raw, dangerous, and yet softer than I’d ever seen him.“Lorenzo,” I breathed, like saying his name might anchor me.He straightened, his eyes locking on me instantly. God, the way he looked at me it was like he could see every fucking crack in me. “You okay?” His voice was low, rough. Almost tender, but sharp enough to cut.I laughed, bitter, ugly. “Do I look okay?” My throat burned. “You must think I’m weak. Disgusting, even. Crying like this in front of you.”He didn’t
Lorenzo’s POVI didn’t want to think about it—about the way Aryn had practically run away from me after I told her I loved her. She had whispered “excuse me” and locked herself in the bathroom like I had confessed some kind of crime instead of a fucking truth I had buried for months.If this had happened months ago, I wouldn’t have cared. Back then, she was just a girl I needed to keep safe, a problem to manage. But now? Now I wanted her. All of her. Her smile, her fire, her sharp tongue, her body pressed against mine without fear. I wanted her love, or nothing at all.And it pissed me the fuck off that she didn’t know what to do with me.I grabbed my jacket and started toward the door, the need to get air pulling at me like chains.Just as I was about to step out, a voice cut through the hallway.“Lorenzo.”I stopped. Isabella.She stood there in a silk dress too tight for decency, her painted mouth twisted in a smirk that always made me think of poison.“What do you want?” I asked f
ArynI let him go. It felt like letting go of a hot coal. I stepped back from him, whispered, “Excuse me,” and moved toward the bathroom before he could say anything more. My voice sounded small in the room.I shut the door and turned the lock with shaking hands. For a moment I just stood there, my back to the wood, and stayed. My chest tightened until it hurt. I had no idea what to do with his words. I don't know what to do with those raw feelings he had opened up to me.I turned the tap and let cold water run over my palms. I cupped my hands, splashed cold water on my face. It felt too cold, as least now I know that this was really reality. I liked Lorenzo, I liked the way he made me feel but just six months ago all I wanted was to live with my sister forever and stay away from this world.I stayed in the bathroom until I could no longer hear him then I unlocked the door and stepped out.The hall felt a little different. As I walked downstairs, the maids bowed to me, their heads dip
ArynThe moment Lorenzo’s words fell from his mouth, it was as if the ground fell away beneath me. Pregnant? He had lost his goddamn mind. One would think that if anyone should know about my own body, it would be me. My lips parted, but nothing came out—just the raw taste of disbelief on my tongue.I must have looked like a fool, frozen in the saddle, while the crowd erupted in gasps and murmurs, half of them eager for gossip, the other half savoring the scandal.Before I could find my voice, Lorenzo was moving. He crossed the space between us with long, commanding strides, his hand closing firmly around mine before I could jerk it away. Without a word, he dragged me down from my horse and away from the choking noise of the crowd. My boots barely kept up with his pace as he pulled me into the house, down the hall, and straight into our room.The door slammed shut behind us.I folded my arms over my chest, trying to keep my composure when my insides were screaming. “Explain,” I said, m
ArynI pulled hard on the reins, my chestnut horse slowing down until it came to a clumsy stop. Its nostrils flared, hot breaths shooting out in clouds of white mist in the cool air. My hands shook on the leather, and I could still hear Isabella’s laughter echoing in my head. That laugh wasn’t human—it was sharp, mocking, like she was already celebrating my death.I swung my leg over and slid down, boots crunching softly on dried leaves. My knees felt weak, my stomach tight with rage and fear. I needed to think, needed to figure out how the hell to survive this game she had turned into a hunt.The bushes nearby were thick enough. Without another thought, I tugged my horse to the side and pressed its reins into the low branches, letting it blend as much as it could. Then I crouched low and shoved myself into the bush, ignoring the scratch of branches against my arms and face.My breath came out too loud. I pressed my hand over my mouth and forced myself to breathe slower. Sweat ran dow