Sofia:
My body is paining as I try to get up, my muscles are tensed and body sore. He speaks less, but his spanking does it all. My body craves for care, which is nowhere near here. I'm trying to adapt. I'm trying to inculcate in my mind, this is the destiny I've got. But it rebels, it seeks permission to disobey him, and show him, I'm not weak. I was never weak. He is a coward. He is a filthy bastard who's trying to take advantage of my vulnerable state. I know I can't fight him back, but atleast there can an effort. A small effort. After that fucking marriage everything changed, he won't listen to me, I know. But I can't restrict my soul.Sometimes you need to struggle, fight back for what you want.
And that's what I intend to do. My resolutions are clear. Fucking clear as glass, I know I can't tackle him, but I can't break him, theSofia:Memories of last night hadn't faded yet, no matter how easily my wounds heal with these ointments, there isn't any ointment for my heart.Last night something changed inside me, I was fearless.I refused it.I refused him, and I'll keep doing this, until he realises I'm not his pet anymore.I won't comply him.I have lost my heart not my courage, it's still bewildered inside me.My resolutions are clear.I'll defeat his ego, and conquer my fear.I look back to get my hands are tied to the headboard, my wrists ache, I whimper.I know what's going on inside me.As I flinch myself to get in a better position, he appears, lighting a cigar in his filthy mouth, puffing circles of toxic air in the room, the thing which I despise the most.He enters the room and sits at the nearest couch.I don't talk.I don't say a word.Silence engulfs the room,
Sofia:It feels painful not physically but emotionally when the person you love doesn't love you back!!!And even more worse is the person you love tries to hurt you, torment you in every single way.I didn't look back at my past, my family, my father, just married him, but what did he do??Broke me like hell fucking the random chick in front of his wife.Sometimes it feels all those vows we proposed witnessing God, was a lie.And he is the biggest lier.My tears are all dried up, but the pain within is indescribable, just like the earth dries up after an hour of heavy downpour still the wetness remains at the core, my heart is drenched with tears.I sob, internally.My heart wounds up thousand times as I recall the plane's incident...I don't feel anymore, my wrists are swollen, my stomach growls still, I don't feel like having anything.A man enters the room, his footst
Sofia:Capo didn't enter the room for the past three days, I feel peace.I don't know what happened, I don't want to know either.For the past three days, it has been me, my loneliness and staring gaze of Aston everytime he comes at my room.I feel confused, while he stares me, but couldn't do anything.I haven't mustered up the courage to disobey Capo for another time.I know the consequences, I know I'll be shattered into fragments I won't be able to gather up again.But it feels completely opposite from Ashton's side, he tries to initiate the conversation as I feel.May be that's also an illusion, I haven't seen someone acquainted for about more than three months.And suddenly colliding my ways with Ashton is a big deal.I don't know what's gonna happen when I'll talk to him.I am seeing him for a very long time, and that childhood instinct instructs me to ta
Ashton:The moment I saw her here, it broke me, Sofia, the girl I loved, years back.The only girl who resided my heart then.The most cheerful girl I have seen, her voice, her nature, her personality everything soothes one's soul.How can someone not fall for her??She was just like a ripple of warm water in my chilling tundra.I don't know whether my feelings developed for her were mere infatuation, because if they were they wouldn't have lasted so long.My mother married my step dad when I was four, and there I met Sofia, she was my cousin, a total angel, who could cure the deadliest wounds just through one smile.And there I was spell bound, everyday I fell for her, harder, deeper.I knew I couldn't resist it.As a child it was limited to playing and all, but as soon as puberty hit us, I realized the love I have developed for her.And I know that was an insane pure love, caus
Sofia:I was shocked then relieved, I don't know why, when I found Ashton beside.He is spiritual."I have sorted everything, Sofia!!!you don't need to worry about anything!!! everything will be alright! " he was blabbering some impossible things, which I was trying to interpret.I was taking time to digest his discussion in my system.What is he talking about??"Ashton please clear yourself!! " I asked immediately."we are escaping! " three words, thirteen letters, and a bulk of shock carried inside."What?? " I whisper yelled, almost losing my balance.I was praying , not to get this shock."Ask yourself Sofia, are you satisfied with the life you got, you are tortured everyday!! You are tormented, your concealer is a witness, how desperately you try to hide those marks.Why then?? "I remained silent for a minute.Is this my destiny??Fuck the
Sofia:I remember last night.How loveless my life is!!!How pitiful it's going to be!!!He fucks me, and leaves the room, leaving me enduring the pain, tolerating the demons which haunt me.He doesn't care.He has always been like this.I look at the clock, it's late, eight of the morning, and I'm still on the bed.All sore, physically and mentally too.My knees pain, the bruises are still there.The bruises reminding how badly I was fucked the previous night.How sarcastically he mocked my faith!!I take a glance over my knees, all red, the blood vessels giving a clear view of their condition.I touch them, and wince in pain.He has been a devil.Always.A merciless devil.I look at the door, and manage to stand up to lock it.Although my privacy had been ruined since I arrived here, still my dignity is preserved in
We had to halt our car at the middle of the road, I was petrified, my heart was thumbing like crazy.It had to be stopped.I don't know who the man, or men are.They look scary, they all had well built muscular body.It scared the hell out of me.I looked towards Paul, he had same kind of expressions in his face.He was terrified.I knew he couldn't fight back.Who could??They are numerous, we are ant sized in front of them."We are doomed?? " Paul asked while looking at me."I don't know, don't open the window, or the door, let me dial Ashton's number"Ashton handed me a phone, which had his number, in case of emergency.And trust me I never wanted this.I dialled his number several times, but all efforts in vain.These are Capo's men, cause I could see those ammos in their hands.Those deadly weapons mocking us like hell.My s
I don't know where my life was leading to, but I was on the verge of devastation.I was being attempted to rape by some stranger, who just finds a way to torment his foe through me.Axel imagines Capo will be suffering seeing me in pain.How to explain him, he is in biggest illusion.Sometimes it feels like I'm just a chain to torment the other person related to me.It feels wrong.And I'm helpless.In this dark world of crime, my soul had been trapped and I can't even move my senses.Axel had been blabbering some strange random stuff about dad.Now this is what I'm curious about.Is Axel related to dad??Can he give me any kind of information about dad??Why do I feel my life is a puzzle at the very moment??I passed out at the last night's incident, I don't know whether he touched me or not.But that was a feeling of disgust.His gaze was