Se connecterLillian stirred on the bed as the morning sun rays rested on her face. She exhaled loudly and turned to the other side of the bed as she blinked her eyes open.
It's been a week since Lilian and Alex sealed their union, and it's also been a week since Lillian set her eyes on Alex, even though she now lives in his mansion.
Lillian had been feeling relieved these past few days since she didn't get to set her eyes on Alex. Even though she wasn't happy with the way things turned out, her family is safe.
Her mother is finally able to receive proper treatment. Her brother and best friend are safe.
Lillian had her morning bath and dressed in a short red dress with her hair packed into a messy bun.
She didn't come to the house with any clothes. She just manages the little she was given by Mrs Steele, the housekeeper.
Lillian descended downstairs for breakfast. Her short dress clung to her curves, and her hips swayed from side to side. She was used to the quiet morning, dressing for herself and not having to see Alex.
But as she reached the ground floor, her breath ceased. The dining table was set for two, and the second plate was positioned at the head, Alex’s position.
Her heart pounded quickly. “Oh my God, He’s around.”
“Set the study for Mr Alexander’s meeting this morning,” one of the bodyguards spoke from upstairs.
“He’ss around,” she whispered. Her eyes widened, and she quickly turned to flee to the safety of her room when she stumbled on a hard figure.
Lillian’s foot got caught on the edge of the staircase, and she lost her balance and stumbled. A strong arm gripped her before she hit the floor.
Lillian's eyes widened as she looked up. It was Alex. His arms wrapped her waist, and his grey eyes pierced into hers.
Her eyes slowly moved down to his bare chest and muscles, causing her to swallow hard. His presence had a strong force on her, which caused her to be instantly nervous.
“Be careful, Lillian,” he murmured; his voice was low and deep.
Alex couldn't take his eyes off Lillian. He slowly brushed away some strands of hair from her face, causing a tickling sensation on her skin.
His gaze dropped, tracing the neckline of her dress where the fabric hugged her chest, and he swallowed hard.
Lillian was lost in Alex's gaze. She could perceive his strong cologne mixed with cigarettes, and her breath ceased. She felt chills down her spine.
His face was a few inches away from her, and she felt his warm breath. The way his broad chest seemed to block the world caused her lips to part.
This is a man she is supposed to hate forever and vowed to resist, but she was drowning in him. She felt vulnerable in his arms. She had never seen such a broad chest in her life, and his soothing touch made her feel betrayed.
Her hands pressed against his chest, feeling the heat but he quickly took out her hand from his chest.
Alex leaned closer to Lilian, and his lips slowly brushed hers. But Lillian wasn't that woman. She quickly jerked back.
“Don’t,” she snapped. Balancing her position and smoothing her dress, but the effort to compose herself felt useless. “You don't get to just… appear and do this.”
Alex smirked, Do what exactly?” He asked, licking his lips. His tone was mocking. He stepped closer, closing the distance Lilian had created. “You almost fell hard on the floor,” he whispered.
Lilian swallowed hard, “I wouldn't have if you were not behind me.”
Alex tilted his head, studying her. “Where were you trying to run away from me?” he asked, slowly cupping her chin.
Lillian couldn't respond. Her words were caught in her throat. Alex standing close to her made her feel utterly weak and nervous.
‘Why do I feel this weak? I am supposed to be stronger than this to face him,’ she thought to herself.
Alex whispered, “Am I supposed to beg you to answer me?”
“N…no,” Lilian quickly responded.
Alex moved a few steps away from Lilian. “Good, now let’s go eat breakfast,” he said and walked downstairs.
Lillian shook her head, “I’m not hungry.”
Alex stopped on his steps, and his expression hardened. “It's an order!”
Lillian flinched, her hands clenched into fists. “Well, I didn't ask for this,” she said. She wanted to fire back. To match his strength.
Alex tightened his fist and his jaw clenched. He didn't like to be challenged. “But you’re in it, and you need to start acting like it.” He paused, his eyes locking with Lillan as she bit her lips which seemed to entice him.
He moved closer to Lillian and leaned in towards her ear.
“You are mine now. Act like it. Don’t make me ever repeat myself,” he said and walked away.
Lilian stood frozen with her heart racing. Taking a deep breath, she followed Alex from behind. Alex sat at the head, his posture relaxed yet commanding.
Lilian took her seat next to Alex. Her stomach was filled with fear as she reached for the coffee.
Alex’s eyes narrowed as he watched her, “nervous?” he asked.
“No,” she quickly lied. “I’m just not feeling too hungry,”
“You will need fire to survive this world,” Alex replied.
“What do you mean?” Lillian asked.
Suddenly, a body guard approached and whispered something in Alex’s ear. Alex quickly stood up, tossing the napkin onto the table.
“Stay here,” he ordered, “we’re not done,”
He walked out leaving Lillian alone. She cleached her fist and but her lips.
‘I would find my fire to match Alex’s because of he thought he could just have his way with me, then he should get ready to learn how I could firefly burn’
The balcony door had been open for more than 2 hours, and the sun was about to set.Lillian had stopped keeping track of time since she had sat there. She couldn't even tell how long she had been there. She sat still, her cheeks turned red from crying. She didn't want to keep crying because there was no use. Jessie’s voice kept replaying in her head.You didn't even want it, and you got it all. The way she'd laughed when she said it, Don't you remember when I told you he was hot?Lillian remembered when Jessie admired a young billionaire and told her about it, but that was a long time ago. She had no idea it was Alex not until today, and that was the heaviest thing in her chest right now. She realized she had been careless with it, and she just missed it. She pressed the heel of her hand on her chin and exhaled deeply. Jessie had felt invisible. She stayed and watched things fall into Lillian's lap that she'd wanted badly and never gotten.That was why she couldn't let go. She als
The apartment became quiet after Justin left for school, and everything felt different. Lillian had been awake since six. She had made coffee and sat with it on the dining table until it went cold. Then she went into her room and opened the drawer where she had hidden the folder. She brought it to the kitchen table and waited for Jessie. Jessie finished with her morning routine and came out around eight-thirty in her robe, her hair loose around her shoulders. She had expected an ordinary morning where she would make breakfast and fresh coffee. Then she saw the folder, and her facial expression changed. Lillian noticed the change in her expression before she forced her face to be normal. Over the past few months, she had been at Alex’s, and she had learned how to recognize the moment before someone lied. She had watched powerful men hide the truth behind calm faces and steady voices but noticed their lies. She saw it now on Jessie. “Sit down,” Lillian said.Jessie slowly sat, h
The next morning, Lililian walked into Jessie’s closet searching for a spare toothpaste. They had forgot to M to get some while doing grocery shopping yesterday. She opened the cabinet, and searched the spare products when her eyes landed on the pin. A pregnancy test was sitting on top of the a folded tissue paper with a visible result showing negative. Lillian eyes narrowed. “What?”She stood up and reached for the toothpaste and then she walked out to look for Jessie. Jessie had left her room and she was in the kitchen making coffee. “Jessie,” She turned when she heard Lillian’s voice. “Hey relax, not even a good morning. What is it?” Jessie smiled. "I wasn't snooping," Lillian said. "I was looking for toothpaste." She paused and looked at Jessie in the eyes. "Are you okay? Jessie, talk to me."Jessie looked at her coffee cup. "It's nothing. Just a scare. It was negative.""Are you sure you're alright?""I'm fine." She looked up. Smiled. "Honestly, I'm fine.”Lillian felt diff
On a Thursday afternoon, Jessie sat down with a cup of warm coffee on the sofa with Lillian. Her hands wrapped around the cup as she drank. Lillian sat with her legs folded on the sofa, her eyes fixed on Jessie. Then Jessie set her cup down. “I need to tell you something."Lillian looked up, furrowing her brows. "It wasn't Vicenzo who gave the order about Baba," she said softly. "It was Alex. He gave the authorization. Vicenzo just carried out what Alex decided."Lillian said nothing. She just stared at her sister's face with concern. The way she said it was like she was so sure of it. She wondered where Jessie got her information and whether Jessie thought she was a fool for thinking she didn't know she had been Vincenzo's informant."I know what happened, Jessie," she said. "Alex told me everything, and I believe him."Jessie's facial expression changed. “What?” she asked."He told me his part in it. All of it. He didn't try to come out looking better." She set her own cup down.
Lillian was lying in bed. She pulled the soft duvet over herself and lost herself in her thoughts. Jessie stayed awake staring at her phone in her room. She sat upright, her hand cupping her face, her elbows resting on her knees. She had been waiting for Vicenzo’s text. The room lit up again, and Lillian’s phone flashed. A notification came in. She could read it without picking up the phone. Breaking: Alexander Nick was photographed at an exclusive club with an unidentified woman.Her eyes widened, and she reached for the phone, and her mind went blank. Her jaw dropped. Before her brain could process it, her body had already become weak. She lay still on the bed, her eyes fixed on the ceiling. She didn't know how to react.It was so hard not to believe because she knew Alex. He had never been seen with a woman so close except with her. If he is this comfortable with a woman, then they have something going on already. Lillian felt used at that moment because she thought Alex kne
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Her breath hitched.He said it like a compliment, like something he was proud of.And somehow, that made it worse and better at the same time.“They’ll underestimate you, thinking you're soft,” he continued. “Good. Use it.”Lillian looked at him. This man trained her like she was a soldier. Who dre
The makeup artist studied Lillian with narrowed eyes. “Close your eyes for me,” she murmured.Lillian did as she was instructed. Soft bristles swept over her eyelids and cheekbones. Each stroke adding bronzer on her skin. Her cheekbones sharpened, and her lips were bold. Tonight wasn’t about beau
Lillian stepped out, her beige trench coat dancing behind her. The sun reflected over the sleek jet waiting before her. The kind of sight that felt like a big dream. Just a few months ago, she was pleading for mercy from Alexander, fighting back tears and exhaustion. Now she was boarding his priva







