LOGINLillian stirred on the bed as the morning sun rays rested on her face. She exhaled loudly and turned to the other side of the bed as she blinked her eyes open.
It's been a week since Lilian and Alex sealed their union, and it's also been a week since Lillian set her eyes on Alex, even though she now lives in his mansion.
Lillian had been feeling relieved these past few days since she didn't get to set her eyes on Alex. Even though she wasn't happy with the way things turned out, her family is safe.
Her mother is finally able to receive proper treatment. Her brother and best friend are safe.
Lillian had her morning bath and dressed in a short red dress with her hair packed into a messy bun.
She didn't come to the house with any clothes. She just manages the little she was given by Mrs Steele, the housekeeper.
Lillian descended downstairs for breakfast. Her short dress clung to her curves, and her hips swayed from side to side. She was used to the quiet morning, dressing for herself and not having to see Alex.
But as she reached the ground floor, her breath ceased. The dining table was set for two, and the second plate was positioned at the head, Alex’s position.
Her heart pounded quickly. “Oh my God, He’s around.”
“Set the study for Mr Alexander’s meeting this morning,” one of the bodyguards spoke from upstairs.
“He’ss around,” she whispered. Her eyes widened, and she quickly turned to flee to the safety of her room when she stumbled on a hard figure.
Lillian’s foot got caught on the edge of the staircase, and she lost her balance and stumbled. A strong arm gripped her before she hit the floor.
Lillian's eyes widened as she looked up. It was Alex. His arms wrapped her waist, and his grey eyes pierced into hers.
Her eyes slowly moved down to his bare chest and muscles, causing her to swallow hard. His presence had a strong force on her, which caused her to be instantly nervous.
“Be careful, Lillian,” he murmured; his voice was low and deep.
Alex couldn't take his eyes off Lillian. He slowly brushed away some strands of hair from her face, causing a tickling sensation on her skin.
His gaze dropped, tracing the neckline of her dress where the fabric hugged her chest, and he swallowed hard.
Lillian was lost in Alex's gaze. She could perceive his strong cologne mixed with cigarettes, and her breath ceased. She felt chills down her spine.
His face was a few inches away from her, and she felt his warm breath. The way his broad chest seemed to block the world caused her lips to part.
This is a man she is supposed to hate forever and vowed to resist, but she was drowning in him. She felt vulnerable in his arms. She had never seen such a broad chest in her life, and his soothing touch made her feel betrayed.
Her hands pressed against his chest, feeling the heat but he quickly took out her hand from his chest.
Alex leaned closer to Lilian, and his lips slowly brushed hers. But Lillian wasn't that woman. She quickly jerked back.
“Don’t,” she snapped. Balancing her position and smoothing her dress, but the effort to compose herself felt useless. “You don't get to just… appear and do this.”
Alex smirked, Do what exactly?” He asked, licking his lips. His tone was mocking. He stepped closer, closing the distance Lilian had created. “You almost fell hard on the floor,” he whispered.
Lilian swallowed hard, “I wouldn't have if you were not behind me.”
Alex tilted his head, studying her. “Where were you trying to run away from me?” he asked, slowly cupping her chin.
Lillian couldn't respond. Her words were caught in her throat. Alex standing close to her made her feel utterly weak and nervous.
‘Why do I feel this weak? I am supposed to be stronger than this to face him,’ she thought to herself.
Alex whispered, “Am I supposed to beg you to answer me?”
“N…no,” Lilian quickly responded.
Alex moved a few steps away from Lilian. “Good, now let’s go eat breakfast,” he said and walked downstairs.
Lillian shook her head, “I’m not hungry.”
Alex stopped on his steps, and his expression hardened. “It's an order!”
Lillian flinched, her hands clenched into fists. “Well, I didn't ask for this,” she said. She wanted to fire back. To match his strength.
Alex tightened his fist and his jaw clenched. He didn't like to be challenged. “But you’re in it, and you need to start acting like it.” He paused, his eyes locking with Lillan as she bit her lips which seemed to entice him.
He moved closer to Lillian and leaned in towards her ear.
“You are mine now. Act like it. Don’t make me ever repeat myself,” he said and walked away.
Lilian stood frozen with her heart racing. Taking a deep breath, she followed Alex from behind. Alex sat at the head, his posture relaxed yet commanding.
Lilian took her seat next to Alex. Her stomach was filled with fear as she reached for the coffee.
Alex’s eyes narrowed as he watched her, “nervous?” he asked.
“No,” she quickly lied. “I’m just not feeling too hungry,”
“You will need fire to survive this world,” Alex replied.
“What do you mean?” Lillian asked.
Suddenly, a body guard approached and whispered something in Alex’s ear. Alex quickly stood up, tossing the napkin onto the table.
“Stay here,” he ordered, “we’re not done,”
He walked out leaving Lillian alone. She cleached her fist and but her lips.
‘I would find my fire to match Alex’s because of he thought he could just have his way with me, then he should get ready to learn how I could firefly burn’
The penthouse dining room was way too fancy. It was all shiny, and the chandelier sparkled. Lillian felt very satisfied, not because of the meal alone but because she was certain that Jessie and Justin were living well.The sun came in through the huge window and made stripes on the floor where Justin played with his toys. The turkey on the table looked like it had been through a rough battle. They had already eaten half of it. There were bowls of salad and a jug of orange juice. “I’m full,” Jessie said, shoving her plate away a long time ago, but Lillian knew that look. Jessie wasn't full. She looked worried. Justin flew his toy over the table, growling in a voice that sounded like a helicopter. He bounced off, and his little toy plopped into Lillian’s water. She gently took it out and wiped it with her napkin. “Easy there, Pilot,” she said, with a grin as she handed the toy over to Justin. Justin's big hazel eyes snapped up to her. He dropped the toy like he had lost interest.
Lillian’s POV:Soft, golden morning sunlight filtered through the bedroom's curtains. For a while, I lay there looking up at the ceiling.It's been a week since Alex and I returned from Italy, and I have been seriously training since then with the help of Alex and his bodyguards. My ribs and femur were aching from punching and spending too much time in the gym, but I feel myself getting stronger and more powerful as the day goes by. I sensed kg in my movements, in the way I resisted Marcus's padded knife and stopped flinching when he corrected my movements. I was advancing and making progress. I rolled out of bed and stepped into the running shower. Steam curled around me, the water scalding at first, then cooling as it ran down my back. My hair was dark and heavy against my skin as I tipped my head to let it soak. I tried to keep my mind still and block the noise in my head. The fear, the guilt and the never-ending cycle of what-ifs by closing my eyes. What if Justin hated me f
Lillian’s POV:It was a rainy evening, and the car ride was a blur. The sun had already set, and everywhere was becoming dark. My heart skipped a beat when Alex’s hand moved through his jacket to his gun. His eyes were on the rare mirror as he silently watched the black SUV behind us. The driver accelerated at full speed, and the SUV eventually fell back and disappeared in the dark. Alex has made so many enemies that I am very sure he doesn't know which mafia boss is after his life. The thought of everything made my stomach numb, and I felt weak. I couldn't believe that I had been pulled into something I never thought existed. Mafia. We reached the estate after a while, and the iron gate opened. I was so exhausted that I could barely keep my eyes open. My legs were heavy as I dragged myself into the mansion. Alex didn't look at me. He didn't even speak. His focus was on the shadow around us, and he was busy sending signals to all of his bodyguards. I wanted to speak. To ask if
The house was silent, and the air was thick. Lillian twisted her door handle and swung the door open. She quickly closed the door once she got inside and sank to the floor. Her back was pressed against the door and her knees drawn to her chest. Tears rolled down her cheeks as she sobbed continuously. She mourned not just for her father but for how life had been unfair to her and her family these past years. And now a single confession had made her world crumble again. Her mind races with thoughts crashing against each other. For months, she had judged Alex and believed that he was the one behind her father’s death so that he would torment her and her family.She hated him for that and also for holding her captive. Diego was the man who killed her father. But the question she could not answer was why?What does my father have to do with all these men? All I knew was that he worked for Alex, and after he died, Alex demanded that all the money my father owed him must be paid. What exa
The room was quiet and bright. The morning sun reflected into her room. Lillian sank onto the floor, her back against the door, and her arms were wrapped around her knees. Tears rolled down her cheeks as she sobbed bitterly. Alex stood in the kitchen staring at the closed lid; his hand was clenched into a fist. Lillian's sobs made him feel some type of regret, but he kept reminding himself that it wasn't his fault. He had to do what he did to Diego. He was a betrayal and a threat. A man who had destroyed countless lives by embezzling a huge sum of money, including Lillian. He wanted to go to her room to have a word with her, but he knew it would be a waste of time. The fight wasn't over. He knew Diego’s bosses would come for revenge, so he had to be ten steps ahead. The road ahead would be paved with blood and secrets, so he has to stay vigilant.Their suitcases had been packed and stayed by the door while they both sat down for breakfast. Alex had completed his mission in Italy, s
Alex’s POV:The walk back to my room felt endless. Torture and killing were not new to me, but tonight it felt different. I felt guilty, as if I had done something wrong. Diego's screams replayed in my head, the way he coughed out blood and the pains in his eyes. The way he spoke about powers bigger than Vincenzo. In a normal situation, this should have given me satisfaction, but here I was with my chest carrying a huge burden and feeling regretful.And then there was Lillian.Her face lingered in my mind. Her quiet and pale face. She hadn't spoken to me; she wouldn't look at my face, nor did she beg me to stop. She had gone silent on me, and the silence is killing me. I opened the door to my room. It was very dark with a little reflection of moonlight. I sat on the edge of the bed with my elbow on my knee, dragging my hands down my face.For the first time in years, I felt remorseful.What have I become? My father wanted strength, and I wanted strength and power. Not this… this mo







