ASHERAlthea is too stubborn to give up, and that’s probably going to be the very thing that undoes her.Even with all the cameras placed around the forest, giving us full access to every moment, my eyes keep going back to her. I don’t care how it looks. I try to act neutral, like I’m just another official watching the games. But I’m not. Not when it comes to her.From the start, there’s been this tight feeling in my chest. Like I’m waiting for something bad to happen. And every time she stumbles or cries out, that feeling gets worse. I sit there, frozen, trying not to let it show on my face. Trying not to feel anything. I’m supposed to be strong. I’m supposed to be cold. The future king, as my father keeps reminding me.But when she fights? Gods, when she fights—it’s like I forget to breathe.She doesn’t attack like the others. She’s not cruel or careless. She watches. She waits. She plans. She moves like she knows she’s losing blood but still refuses to stop. I watch her steal bands
ALTHEA “Noooo!” I wake up gasping for air, my skin damp with sweat. The nightmare, the same dream, yet again, clings to my mind like a fog I can’t shake off. It’s become more frequent ever since I turned twenty one a month ago. I sit up, pushing my damp hair off my forehead. My heart pounds in my chest as I try to catch my breath. The scene replays in my mind, vivid and strange. I’m standing between two wolves, one white, one black. They’re enormous, their eyes locked in a silent challenge. Then, just like always, they lunge at each other, a blur of fur and fangs. And just like every other time, I wake up before I can make sense of it. “ALTHEA!” My stepmother’s voice cuts through the quiet, sharp and demanding. Right on cue. I groan, dragging myself out of bed. My legs feel heavy, like I’ve been running in my sleep. My room is small but cozy, though it does little to shield me from the chaos of my home. “Coming!” I shout back, though I know it won’t stop her from yelling
ALTHEAThat night, I sit in my room, staring at the wall. My heart feels heavy, and my mind won’t stop replaying the scene in the grove. It all still seems like a nightmare. How else can I explain it? A sharp knock at the door pulls me out of my thoughts. Madeline peaks into the room. “Your father is back, he wants to see you in his study.” My body feels heavy as I move, every step toward my father’s study a struggle. When I knock on the door and hear his voice call me in, I take a deep breath, trying to steel myself. I push the door open and freeze when I see who else is occupying the room. Lila is already there, sitting primly in one of the chairs in front of his desk. She turns to me with a bright smile. “Good evening , sister,” she says, her tone sweet. But there’s a smugness present in her gaze that I couldn’t miss even I was I blind. I force myself to move, taking the seat my father gestures to. I don’t meet Lila’s gaze. I can’t. My chest fe
ALTHEALike a woman on a mission, my feet don’t stop moving. Not when I slip past the pack gates. Not when I weave through the glowing city streets. My steps are relentless, driven by a single goal. And when the bar comes into view, I know I’ve made the right decision tonight. Getting shit-faced. I chose a place far from home, somewhere I’m least likely to run into anyone familiar. The sting of betrayal still burns in my chest, raw and unrelenting. I trusted him. He was the one person who wasn’t supposed to hurt me, and he shattered that trust with effortless cruelty. It still hurts, but at least I’m brave enough to admit it. Fate has the cruelest sense of humor. I’ve tried not to let the grief or the thoughts of my impending doom consume me, but sometimes it hits like a freight train. Tonight, I’ve decided not to fight it. Shrugging off my bitterness, I step into the crowded pub. The room is alive with noise. There’s a lot of shouting, laughter, clinking glasses, but my
ALTHEA“There’ll be no one to hear you cry out tonight,” he murmurs, his lips brushing the skin of my throat. “No one but me.” His teeth graze my neck, and a shiver rolls down my spine. His hand cups me boldly over my jeans, the heat of his touch igniting something wild and reckless inside me. The journey to the bed is a blur of heat and urgency, his hands and mouth leaving a trail of fire in their wake. When he finally lowers me onto the soft mattress, I’m trembling, caught between desire and the faintest flicker of fear. His hand reaches out, his thumb sweeping along my bottom lip. Pulling it down, away from my teeth, letting it plop back in place. It’s delicate, the way his hand then caresses my jaw, reaching behind my neck as his voice softens, “Lay back.” I obey the soft command without preamble, eyes meeting the ceiling as my back hits the bed. A dip forms beside my ribs, where his palm sinks into the mattress as he hovers over me. The other traces up my denim clad thig
ALTHEAOne rough hand makes it way south, and I feel my entire body tighten in anticipation. But nothing could have prepared me for the feel of his thumb sliding over my swollen bud. I let out a gasp, sinking my teeth into my bottom lip to keep a lid on the effect he’s having on my body. His forehead meets mine, just as he pulls my trapped lower lip free with a thumb on my chin. His fingers expertly part my folds, a single one probing my entrance. My eyes flutter shut. “Look at me.” No woman on earth would be able to defy that command. And he holds my gaze, his face so close his nose touches mine as he sinks one thick digit inside me. I’m drenched, and it’s like a rock into water, my walls clenching around him just like my thighs. “Oh,” I breathe. It’s invasive and intense, but so, so good. “I’m going to add another, and you’ll take it like a good girl, won’t you?” The words aren’t even fully processed as I nod frantically. “Use your words.” The command is spoken with a
ALTHEA When I open my eyes, it takes me a second to remember where I am. The bed feels too soft, the room too quiet. Slowly, the events of last night come back to me. I turn my head, expecting to see him, but the other side of the bed is empty. A strange mix of relief and irritation washes over me. Good. At least I don’t have to deal with the awkwardness of morning-after small talk. But then my gaze lands on the bedside table. There’s a bag sitting there, tied neatly with a thin cord. I pick it up and open it, and my heart sinks. Gold coins gleam inside, a sharp reminder of how much of a horrible mistake last night was. What was this supposed to be? Some sort of cheap pay? Anger bubbles up, hot and fierce. I shove the bag back onto the table, my fingers trembling. I won’t let a single night of foolishness define me. And the only upside to this is that I’ll never have to see him again. I dress quickly, my movements stiff with frustration. By the time I pull on my boots, I’ve
ALTHEAThe moment I see his face, every muscle inside of me seizes, my heart skipping a beat so sharply it almost hurts.My breath falters. My mind races, trying to make sense of what I’m seeing.How could this… be?His green eyes widen slightly, just a flicker, as he stares at me. That flicker is all I need to know. He recognizes me too.The same shock I’m feeling is mirrored on his face. For a moment, the noise, the chatter, the grand hall itself, all of it fades away. The weight of our shared secret presses down on us like a suffocating blanket.I don’t know how long we stay like this, locked in a silent, frozen exchange. My hands tremble slightly, and I clench them into fists at my sides, willing myself to look calm.Eventually, he recovers His expression smooths, his face shifting into something unreadable. His gaze sweeps over the room, and then he moves forward, his steps measured and steady, like nothing has happened.He’s here. He’s the prince.Our eyes snap to the large door
ASHERAlthea is too stubborn to give up, and that’s probably going to be the very thing that undoes her.Even with all the cameras placed around the forest, giving us full access to every moment, my eyes keep going back to her. I don’t care how it looks. I try to act neutral, like I’m just another official watching the games. But I’m not. Not when it comes to her.From the start, there’s been this tight feeling in my chest. Like I’m waiting for something bad to happen. And every time she stumbles or cries out, that feeling gets worse. I sit there, frozen, trying not to let it show on my face. Trying not to feel anything. I’m supposed to be strong. I’m supposed to be cold. The future king, as my father keeps reminding me.But when she fights? Gods, when she fights—it’s like I forget to breathe.She doesn’t attack like the others. She’s not cruel or careless. She watches. She waits. She plans. She moves like she knows she’s losing blood but still refuses to stop. I watch her steal bands
ALTHEAEvery part of me is breaking.It’s been hours since I last saw Caroline. I thought getting her bands would give me some kind of advantage. And it did. For a while. But the pain hasn’t gone away. My wounds are worse. The blood keeps leaking through the bandages, and I’m running out of clean cloth.Still, I keep going. I hide during the day and move at night, tracking other girls. Most of them are too injured to fight back. One of them, Lena, I found sleeping against a tree. She was pale and shivering, her face scratched, her arm twisted wrong. I took her bands gently. She never even woke up.The second one, Marcy, saw me coming. She tried to run, but she was limping. Her ankle was swollen. I didn’t want to fight her. I told her to just give me the bands, and she laughed like I was joking. So I tackled her. It was fast and ugly. She screamed when I grabbed her wrist, but I yanked the bands off and stumbled away before she could chase me.The third was the hardest. Her name was No
ALTHEAEvery part of me burns.Burns with pain, thirst, and hunger. My skin is sticky with sweat and grime. My shirt clings to my back like glue. My legs feel like they’re moving through thick mud.If I can just find some water, I can wash off the blood, clean the dirt from my wounds, and maybe—just maybe—think straight again.I hope so.My eyes are barely staying open. Every step feels heavier than the last. I keep walking, dragging my feet across the uneven forest floor, branches scratching at my arms.Then I see it.A soft, orange glow. Flickering between the trees ahead.I blink hard, trying to make sense of it. It’s blurry, like everything else right now. Is it real, or am I imagining it?My hand tightens on my bow, though my grip is shaky. My fingers are slippery with sweat, and I’m not sure I even have the strength to pull the string back if I needed to shoot.Still, I move toward it. Step by slow step.The fire is small. Flickering quietly in the middle of a small clearing. Th
ALTHEAI nearly swallow a mouthful of sand. My eyes flutter open and I cough into the hard ground beneath me. I roll onto my back, crunching on moss, twigs, and rocks as I blink against the sunlight streaming through looming, tall trees.Goddess, where am I?The chirpings of birds had awoken me from the sleep I finally managed to drift into when I was finally able to settle in bed.Trees crowd the vibrant blue sky above, most of them tall, ominous pines that extend fingers of foliage high into the clouds.I’m in the bloody forest.I stand to my feet, feeling dizzy, drained, and drugged. An odd pressure at my right forearm has me looking down to see a bow and arrow strapped around it, the ends fused together tightly. It would be cutting off blood circulation completely if it were any tighter, leaving my arm utterly useless. The sun beats down on me as I spin slowly in place, scanning my surroundings. There is nothing and no one but trees, rocks, and uneven forest ground beneath me, cag
ALTHEAThe walk back to the palace is quiet.Not the awkward kind of quiet. It’s something else. Heavy, but not uncomfortable. Like we’ve said everything that needed to be said, and now we’re both just… thinking. Processing.We don’t speak at all. Not even when the gates come into view or when we make our way through the secret passageways. Not until we’re safely in his room.As I make to leave through the door, Asher pauses with his hand on the handle. His eyes sweep over me, lingering a little too long, like he’s memorizing something.Then, with a nod, he says, “Good luck tomorrow, Gray.”I roll my eyes, but the smile breaks through anyway. “Well, with the selection of girls you have to pick from, you might need it more.”He laughs. The sound is low and warm, and it sneaks down my spine like it has no right to. Then, slowly, he closes the door behind him.And I’m alone again.Without him to distract me, the noise in my head comes rushing back. It’s hot and angry, but I barely acknow
ASHERWhat has this girl done to me?The moment her hands touched me, something shifted. My pulse jumped—fast and hard—like I’d just been thrown into a fight. But this isn’t adrenaline. It’s something worse. Something deeper.Something I don’t know how to fight off.Being near her, under this moonlit sky, with her hands on me, her voice soft and her eyes calm… it makes everything feel lighter. Like the weight on my chest has finally loosened. Like I can breathe for the first time in weeks.But the second she says the word mother, it’s like the world slams back into place. The spell shatters. My body locks up, rigid. I take a step back, then another. I don’t look at her—I look at the sky, at the stars that don’t care what I am or what I’ve done.The silence between us stretches. Tight. Loud.Then she says it—softly. Like my name is something fragile. “Asher.”I close my eyes. Her voice does something to me. She says my name like it matters. Like I matter.I don’t deserve that.“Are you
ALTHEAThere’s a stone in my shoe. The same one that’s been there for the past ten minutes, but my legs are too busy running for me to be able to stop to do anything about it. We finally stop running once we’re a safe distance from the bar and seem to have lost our pursuers. We collapse against a tree and Asher finally lets go of my hand. My body protests against the loss of contact, and I wrap my arms around my body to keep my hands occupied. I look at Asher, finding his eyes already trained on me so intently that I swallow before asking. “So what now?”His expression is blank. “The palace.”“Well, that was…” I sputter trying to find the right word.“Stupid?”“Fascinating.” I finish instead.He heaves a sigh before muttering, “You’re always making things difficult for me, aren’t you?”I don’t answer, as I finally pull off my shoe and shake off the offending stone. I can feel Asher’s eyes on me as I slip my shoe back on. When he sees I have no intention of giving him a response, he
ASHERA fist skims past my face, barely brushing my cheek. I duck just in time, feeling the air stir against my skin as another swing comes for me. My muscles move before I think. Quick. Sharp. I step sideways, dodging the blow with ease.I can’t help the smirk tugging at my lips. Finally—an opponent who’s not a complete joke.Bouncing lightly on my feet, I watch him throw another punch. Sloppy. Too much power, not enough control. My blood thrums under my skin, the familiar rush of adrenaline flooding through me. This is what I live for. Not the politics. Not the endless, fake smiles. This.I catch his wrist mid-air, twisting it. He grunts in pain. Before he can recover, I slam my fist into his stomach. Hard.He stumbles back, gasping, but I don’t give him time to breathe. I move fast, colliding into him with my shoulder. We crash to the ground, a heavy thud echoing through the open pit.The crowd roars around us, but I barely hear them. My knee presses into his ribs as I pin him down
ALTHEAThere are eight of us left now.Only eight.And still, I feel like I’m unraveling.I sit on the edge of my bed, fingers tangled in the thick blanket, staring at nothing. Before we were dismissed to our rooms, I and the other girls had been in the grand hall, whispering about who made it and who didn’t. Now alone, I’m somewhere else.Back in the maze.Back in front of that mirror, where my father looked up at me with eyes that weren’t his—cold, sharp, disappointed. You betrayed us. The words echo, even though he never said them aloud. Even though it was just an illusion.But it didn’t feel like a lie.What if he’s right?What if I have betrayed them—my family, my people, myself?By being here?By surviving?By letting the king turn me into one of his toys?I tell myself I don’t want the crown. I don’t want power. That I’m here to survive. To find out the truth. To stay alive long enough to make something right.But the mirror didn’t lie. It showed me things I never wanted to adm