ログインThe carriage rattled as the horses neighed, and I closed my eyes in an attempt to ignore what I was hearing.
We were being attacked, and the sound of swords clanging was enough to tell me that the group I travelled with was suffering. The yelling continued, and I clutched at my sides, my breath coming in short, panicked gasps. The fight outside grew louder, more desperate, until a loud bang rattled the carriage.
The door clattered against the hinges, and I stepped back as far away as possible. My eyes latched onto the handle of the door and it rattled, shaking. The fear in the pit of my stomach spiked, souring into an ache.
There was nothing in here that I could use as a weapon, only a solitary pillow in the corner of the seat. I hoped that they would give up and walk away. And when the rattling stopped, I thought that’s what had happened.
Until the door was wrenched open with a force that nearly tore it from its hinges.
I screamed, pressing myself against the back of the carriage. A man with a mean, scarred face stood at the door, and he cocked his head as he smiled.
The carriage swayed with his weight as he stepped inside, and I shook my head.
“Please,” I begged.
Blood soaked his chest and arms and spattered across his face. A dragon tattoo snaked up his neck, and it became more visible when he scratched his chin with a sneer.
“Pretty little bride.”
My heart pounded in my chest. His eyes, cold and devoid of mercy, raked all over me, gleaming with hunger as he took me in.
“All alone,” he grunted, shoving me into the seat with his hand around my neck.
I strained against his hold, and my voice trembled. “Stop, please.”
He laughed, a harsh, grating sound that sent chills down my spine. “Stop? But look at you.”
He tore away the veil that covered my face, tore away the cloak that covered my chest. It fell over my waist in tatters. I scrambled to cover myself, but he wrapped his other hand around my wrists.
“Please,” I whispered.
An eerie smile stretched across his lips, and he removed his hand from my neck, gripping my thigh instead. I cried as he spread my legs apart, settling himself between them.
“Tell me, princess, were you kept intact for the pleasure of your future husband?”
His breath was hot and rancid against my skin and I sobbed as he ground himself against me. He brought his nose to my neck, where he inhaled, groaning deep in his throat.
He yanked me out from beneath him, his grip unforgiving as he dragged me out of the carriage and across the rough ground. The cold air bit through the sheer cloak and I scrambled for the tattered pieces, trying to cover myself.
He threw me to the ground, pulling my hair, to get me to lift my head. Cries broke through me as I spotted the dead guards, the dead pillar from the Southern Kingdom, and…
“No!” I screamed, sobbing when I caught sight of Elysande’s maids, dead.
Their blood pooled beneath them, their eyes glazed over and lifeless. Was I next? Would they kill me like that, too?
Men in the same colors as the man with the dragon tattoo closed in around me, their eyes lighting up with cruel amusement. They smiled and taunted, grunting as they stuck their tongues out at me.
“Look at the little princess.”
“Pretty thing, isn’t she?”
“Bet she’s never had a cock in her before.”
My guards lay defeated on the ground, their bodies motionless, their blood staining the earth.
“Please,” I whispered, my voice barely audible over their taunts. “Just let me go.”
The man with the dragon tattoo let go of my hair, letting my head fall forward as he grabbed my wrists. They laughed, howled as they took me in, some of them kneeling before me to get a better look. I looked away, hoping they did not see the tears rolling down my cheeks.
I had to be strong, even if every fiber of my being screamed with terror. Aeliana could still find me, she could still get to me. I had to hold it together.
Their taunts grew louder, their laughs rung in my ear and just when I thought they would get rid of me too, a deep, commanding voice cut through the chaos.
“Enough.”
The men fell silent, parting like a tide to reveal the man who had spoken.
My breath caught in my throat as he stepped forward. He stood above them all, his shoulders slanting with every step he took so he could fit between the men. His long black hair fell down to his waist, blowing in the subtle breeze.
But the one thing that caught my attention were his striking gold, glowing eyes. Even in the darkness, they stood out. They were on me, taking me in like they would devour me.
He drove his sword into the ground with such force that it sank halfway into the earth before he continued toward me. His gaze never wavered, pinning me in place. As he drew closer, the air seemed to thicken around me.
I could feel anger radiating off him in waves, and yet there was something else in his eyes.
Hunger.
Not the kind that sought to harm, but a deeper, more unsettling need. It sent a shiver down my spine. I wanted to look away from him. The intensity was eating away at me, but something about him drew me in.
“What do we have here?” His voice was low, almost a purr, as he looked me over.
He stopped just a breath away, his eyes boring into mine. His leather boots crunched against the ground as he kneeled, his fingers digging into my chin.
I fought against him, but eventually I let him move my face.
Whatever adrenaline was keeping me together disappeared. I trembled beneath his stare. The fur cloak on his shoulder drew my attention, and how I wished for its warmth.
His eyes raked down to the marks on my legs. “A bride meant for another, I see.”
I couldn’t speak, couldn’t move. His proximity was overwhelming, his scent filling my senses. I was painfully aware of how exposed I was, of how little I could do to protect myself.
Then something changed.
His gold eyes ignited, the warmth in them vanishing as fury swept across his face. I could almost taste it in the air, thick and bitter like smoke.
His finger remained beneath my chin as he forced me to stand with him. My skin burned beneath his gaze, every inch of me suddenly aware of the anger rolling off him. His jaw clenched, his lips curling into a sneer.
“Who?” He snarled, making me flinch.
The morning light filtered through the snow-covered trees, offering some warmth that broke through the cold air.I sat on the same trunk as last night, watching Cerus prepare his horse. The men had already packed most of the camp, and we were ready to begin our journey for the day.Cerus approached me, giving me his hand. I took it. Last night had removed all reservations I had about his proximity. I traced the scar on the side of his face with my eyes, chewing on my lip as I took in every angle of his jaw and the stubble on his chin.A curling smile spread across his face. “Did you sleep well?”I shifted my eyes to his, my chest expanding and my heart rate picking up. I thought of last night and how I woke up this morning with my body beneath his, and our legs twisted together.All I could offer him was a nod.He reached for the fur cloak I wore, tightening it around my neck, but he didn’t pull away when he was done. He dropped his fingers to my collarbone, my breath catching in my t
It didn’t take long before fires were lit and the smell of roasted meat filled the air.I looked around, the dark forest looming behind us. There had to be some way out of here. But where would I go? I didn’t know where we were, which direction led home, or what waited beyond the trees. Running now wouldn’t save me. It would only leave me alone in a forest I knew nothing about.I sat on a fallen tree trunk, shivering as I held Cerus’s cloak around my shoulders.He was a few feet away from me, setting up his bedroll with a single tarp above it. I looked down at the thin fur cloak wrapped around me, wondering where I was supposed to sleep and how I was supposed to stay warm through the night.I finished the last of my bread as Cerus approached me, his golden eyes reflecting the firelight. “We have no tents.”A breeze blew by and I tightened the cloak around myself.He pointed to his bedroll. “You’ll share with me.”Me? Sleeping with him? My body shivered, and I recoiled at the thought.
I swallowed the lump in my throat, my body shivering more.“Who touched you?”I blinked, confused by the question. My mind was still reeling from the men surrounding me, from their eyes and their taunts. Why did he care?My chest heaved as I shook my head in a broken, sharp movement. His eyes traveled down my body, lingering on my waist before settling on my thighs, where the paint had been smeared.A storm raged in his eyes.“Who touched you?” He repeated, raising an eyebrow which was cut in half by a thick scar that ran down to his cheek.I felt like he was seeing straight through me, like he could smell my fear. My eyes watered and I looked to the side, where the man with the dragon tattoo on his neck stood.The man sneered, “You bitch-”It all happened too fast. My mouth parted but my scream was stuck in my throat. Blood sprayed everywhere, and a second later, his head rolled to the ground.“Clean this up.”The man before me wiped his sword on his pants, sheathed it and then exten
The carriage rattled as the horses neighed, and I closed my eyes in an attempt to ignore what I was hearing.We were being attacked, and the sound of swords clanging was enough to tell me that the group I travelled with was suffering. The yelling continued, and I clutched at my sides, my breath coming in short, panicked gasps. The fight outside grew louder, more desperate, until a loud bang rattled the carriage.The door clattered against the hinges, and I stepped back as far away as possible. My eyes latched onto the handle of the door and it rattled, shaking. The fear in the pit of my stomach spiked, souring into an ache.There was nothing in here that I could use as a weapon, only a solitary pillow in the corner of the seat. I hoped that they would give up and walk away. And when the rattling stopped, I thought that’s what had happened.Until the door was wrenched open with a force that nearly tore it from its hinges.I screamed, pressing myself against the back of the carriage. A
The carriage, though heavily guarded, was nothing but a wooden box.There were no ornate decorative carvings, no colorfully suited footmen. No one was happy, no one was smiling.That included me.This wasn’t a regular marriage procession.I walked toward the carriage, my eyes swinging to the left, where my father and mother stood with my two sisters. Father kept his chin up high and made no attempt to walk toward me and say goodbye. Mother nodded at me, her eyes watery. My sisters kept their heads down, so I continued to walk toward the carriage.I felt cold, alone. The thin, sheer fabric did nothing to stop the icy breeze, and when I stood in front of the carriage, one of Prince Kaelan’s representatives stopped me with his hand in the air.There was one older man in religious garments, a white robe and a hat covered in golden marks. He was King Kellar’s pillar, his religious right hand man. Father rarely ever spoke to his pillar, and as I looked at the man now, I was eerily aware of
They all turned to me, eyes wide.“Prince Kaelen does not want you, Merlara,” Mother whispered, eyes assessing.I knew he didn’t. He wanted Elysande, the eldest and the most beautiful of us. But I was the only one with Elysande’s red hair, so I shook my head and stood my ground. “I’ll go with his party. I can pretend to be her for however long it takes you to find her.”Aeliana studied me and then offered father a look that made my stomach turn. “We can switch them, father. On the road.”“Absolutely not.” He didn’t even look my way, his attention only on Aeliana.I wasn’t needed here, not like my sisters. If this was one way I could help, then I would do it. Father narrowed his eyes, stepping forward until he stood in front of Aeliana.“Would you rather have Prince Kaelen find out about Elysande running away?” Aeliana looked worried, her brows pinched in a frown.His eyes twitched. “You will return her here as soon as Elysande takes her place.”Aeliana nodded, and I remained ignored.







