Chapter 40

Fear? That is what I felt, how I am feeling and will continue to feel. There were several reasons for me to be scared, but only three feared me the most; the first was loosing my mom, the second was loosing Damon and last was giving up little Liliana to her real mother. All of which one was to be materialised today.

I wished for it not to be true but the preparation for the wedding was in plain sight, tears fell from my eyes as I stared at Damon's beautiful face, never once did I think I was soon to let go of it.

I had been relaxed with my feelings for him so much that I didn't know it was going to hurt this much. Thoughts were going through my head on her to disrupt the wedding, malicious thoughts!

Like a zombie or a woman who has just been told a dreadful ever, I entered into my room to cry my eyes out, Damon had tried to console me but I refused to let him in.

I would be damned to believe a thing or two about how I was feelings.

Here I am