LOGINRowan
I have been several things these past few weeks. An asshole is definitely one of them. I have been frustrated and short with her. She doesn’t deserve this but it has to be this way. I have to make her ready to move on. Even If it will literally kill me. But I have to keep her safe. Being with me is not an option. Plus, the two offices need us. Not both of us shadowing the other, but needs us taking care of the office.
Yes, our numbers have st
Rowan“Do you want the main bedroom to yourself? I was thinking I should head to the London office Monday morning on my jet. To check in and see how everything is going. But I will be back by Thursday.” I ask her as I sit in the car. Will drives me through traffic and the world looks a little crazier today. The sky isn’t too bright. The birds seem to all be turning their backs on me. I swear I can even feel a shift from Will. He is the most respectful man I have ever had working for me. He won’t show it. He won’t speak it. But I can feel that he is hurt with my divorce just like all the guards are. “Oh, well it’s up to you. I mean you’re not married to me anymore.” She gives a dry chuckle. It literally aches to hear her joke like this. “I’ll go grab drinks with the guys tonight and then I will head home. Don’t wait up for me.” I tell he
SeleneI did it. I made it through these signings. I have been trying to keep my stomach settled but today this baby is trying to make a scene. Already acting like their father. I say this and chuckle but then I remember I will probably be doing this on my own. I wont force him to come back here when London is where he wants to be. I am sure we will be able to work on joint custody. Maybe this kid can visit London on their breaks…as if I can ever see myself not with my child. I signed everything that was placed before me. I held my breath when they asked if we knew of any issues, they should be aware of. He didn’t mention the sex club that could have given him complete access to all the money and company control. I was shocked? What was the point of me catching him in some meeting with a lawyer? Why is he doing so much behind my back to not use it? Maybe he knows about the baby and is planning to collect information so he can take me to court. Oh damn, now I’m stressing and that i
RowanThere were so many plates I had in the air. But it was for one reason. For Selene and her future. A future that no matter how bad I may have liked the idea; it wasn’t meant to be. After last night and this morning when I had her beautiful body a few more times I was still in need. She seemed even more responsive to me. He skin felt warmer, her touch was like fire. Her breasts were even more at attention for me. She was glowing like a fucking goddess. She was the reason I could not get enough of her. I just needed another taste every time I saw her. When she left the office for a lunch doctor appointment, I had some more plans to iron out with Elle. She didn’t know what was going on today but she kept texting me trying to get information. I told her that we could get together this weekend and see each other. That held her in a loop of suspense. God I can’t wait for this crap wit her to be over. So, I can get back to what I needed and that was a normal life. After lunch
SeleneIts Friday and its lunch time. In a few hours Mr. Bane will be in to have the paperwork for us to sign. To say I have been a nervous wreck all day is not saying enough. I can’t keep any food down. I have been throwing up all this morning. I had to tell Rowan through the night that I had diarrhea. He is a man; he fell for it. But I am sure I heard Gurtie snooping around. Women always figure this out before the woman even knows. I mean look at that darn sneaky power having Bianca. She and I have been messaging. It is nice to have someone that I can talk to about it. I’m a nervous wreck and I am taking my lunch break to go to an OBGYN that I found. I am headed downstairs with my guards. I don’t really know how to explain this. Other than to lie. “Okay men, we are headed to see my woman doctor so she can examine my uterus and change out my birth control. Are we understood.” I smile to the guys as Miles and Charlie look nervous. Raul on the other hand smirks in my direction.
Rowan The dinner was a nice escape for us both. We got to get away abs to someone we normally are not. Just two people at a dinner. Not two people under a microscope are being watched like lab rats. Selene seemed to get along well with Bianca. With all her secret Witchery, it was hard to tell if they would get along. I wanted to make sure she had more people she could count on once I leave. I am happy that they will watch over her like she is family. That means a lot to me. Knowing she doesn’t have a damn bit of good in the family department. That is besides her little mini me and sister Rachel. We will sign the paperwork tomorrow. I ended the happiest year of my life. With all the drama and stress, the love was real. I hope she knows that. I hope she understands everything I have done is for her. So why am I in this dark ass club right now? When I should be enjoying every minute of time with her? I swear to God I haven’t a clue. But I know I have to keep her safe at all
SeleneThis home is simply amazing. I have been walking around the mansion on a private tour of the main floor with Bianca as they get the coffee ready for dessert. “How do you keep a place like this so spotless!” I swoon. “Girl, you know we have a full staff. I have to make sure it is up to my standards. I will spazz out if I see dust.” Bianca smiles at me. “I get that. Rowan is the same way.” I smile thinking fondly on the number of times I have seen him try and resist cleaning when we get home. “So did you tell him how you feel about him?” Bianca asks getting right to the point. I could tell there was something more she wanted to ask me. “What do you mean? He knows that I am in love with him?” “But did you tell him you don’t want the divorce and you love him?” “Bianca, I can’t. This is what he wants. Who am I to stand in his way.” I walk alongside her as she loops her arm through mine. “I feel like he is doing what he thinks is best. But not
RowanI should really be more on top of things. This is all new territory for me. I forgot I had a background check done on her. Hell, I never even opened the envelope. But I fan see how none of that mattered. I had once again lied to her. Things had been going too well for us. I d
RowanI play with my phone. My fingers hover over the increased intensity button. I bought this device weeks ago. Just waiting for the right time to try it out on my beautiful wife. It was a vibrating plug. The remote is an app you download to the phone. Hence, I plugged my wife during sex a
RowanGetting a workout on with the guys on a weekend is a rare event. So I am enjoying every minute of this intense cardio following by weight training with a kick ass personal trainer. Lee is joining us today, along with Camden and Allister. We just sat down in the steam room about fifteen
SeleneIt’s been about a week since Rowan fucked me on the conference table. I feel like everyone in the office knew but it’s the boss so who is going to question him, and his wife. Today we sit in our offices working hard on two ad campaigns for Slater Industries. We decided to make a contest







