LOGINNikolais POV
"Alpha Nikolai, I am so sorry about one of my workers, last night. She was bang out of order to disturb you."
Zade says. His acting is great, I'll give him that, but I didn't miss the way her body went rigid when his fingers dug into it. I didn't like the reaction my body seemed to have to his outburst either, which is new for me. "No worries. Just another worker, huh?" I say, feigning indifference toward the woman who caught my attention in a simple meet-and-greet.Mate. The word tastes weird coming from Rex. The number of times over the last 10 hours that he's said that word is making me want to turn him off completely. "She's a handful" "Who is she?" I ask not bothering to speak about anything else. Work-related anyway. My mind isn't functioning today. Not the way it should be anyway because she has taken up a lot of my thoughts. "Havoc. She causes numerous amounts of problems around the pack and doesn't listen. We all assume she's deaf and just lip reads." "She hasn't been diagnosed?" I ask because it's pure bullshit. She isn't deaf because she understood exactly what I was saying last night, but something is going on—something that she doesn't want them to know about. The only problem is that I will find out what it is and get her to talk, whether it's three weeks from now or three years from now. She will start to be honest with me. "No. She refused to go to the doctor for it. My father and I ... we have tried with her but she's quick to lose that temper. So was her father," he says as if I know who he is or what it is that her father used to do. I'm not bothered about that but what's making my skin itch is the fact that I've apparently been mated to a psycho woman but my instincts are not wrong when my gut is telling me he's bullshitting me. "I'll take her" I say before I can even begin to think about what I've just done. All I know is that I can't and I won't leave her here. "Excuse me?" Zade says slowly. "You want to take...one of my workers?" "Have you ever tried to tame a wild horse into submission Alpha Matthew's" "I'm not following your path here" "Let me put it this way ... when you're training a wild horse that's never been a submissive mare or handled correctly, you get kicked. Trampled on. Ruined. But eventually, they fall in line just like the others. They always do and I have never been one to back down from a fight nor shall I ever back down from breaking someone into submission. I'll be damned if I start now." "With all due respect Nikolai-" "Alpha! That is your first and last mistake. I will not have a rookie Alpha disrespect me no matter whose pack I am sitting in!" I say in a tone that I feel is calm. However; that may not be the case when the idiot actually pales. And he calls himself a bloody leader. An Alpha. He's a toddler using training wheels in a big park, that's what he is. "With all due respect Alpha...my staff here work well. They have respect and show teamwork" he lets the lies roll off his tongue so naturally. What is he hiding that he doesn't want me to figure out? "Yet you just said that she causes trouble? Doesn't work well and isn't submissive. You are her Alpha and it is within your role to make her respect you. Forcefully or otherwise. I'll take her back to my pack as part of my deal for your treaty and get her working there. She will be submissive toward me or else she faces my consequences" I explain and it's only then that I hear the shallow breathing and the drool-worthy scent coming from outside the office door. My hearing is top-notch and any Alpha, beta or even Gamma can hear the smallest of sounds no matter how far or how close.Shit. The last thing I wanted to do was terrify a woman into submission. She won't be working in my pack and she sure as shit won't be a deal I had with her soon-to-be former Alpha. She's mine. Done. No deal required but I won't allow this muppet to catch a whiff of the truth. "I'm sorry Alpha Nikolai but I can't allow you to take her-" "Okay. Then our time here is finished. Thank you-" "Wait! Hold on. What about our-" "Unfortunately if you can't bend to my terms then I won't have anything to do with your pack" I explain before gathering my thoughts and things. "Right! Right okay, take her! She's a pain in the ass anyway" he says but there is something there that is haunting his conscience.Pain?Regret? After signing the original documents that require both signatures and blood oaths, I gather my things and go on a search for my confusing mate. 'Nik! Nik bro you have to know that her wolf, Mina by the way is great! We are keeping her right?' My own wolf asks. Chuckling to myself I must admit that it is going to be great knowing her old life and habits out of her and showing her the ropes to what could be her future. 'Yes. Yes, we are keeping her but no speaking of this until I figure out how she can hear but can't talk' I say. 'She can talk. Mina told me she can talk but chose not toOh. Interesting.Very fucking interesting indeed. 'And what else do you know about her?' 'Nothing yet. Mina is not disclosing much.' He says while prancing about in my head. I can smell her before I even set my eyes on her. She's standing in the kitchen with the same woman from last night. Posie? No. Ah, Rosie! "A little birdie tells me that this-" she gestures with her false sense of security along with her fake ass everything. "-Is coming to a bitter-sweet end. I mean, bitter for you but sweet for me knowing another Alpha will see you for who you truly are" she whispers at her but I hear her as if she's speaking normally. Her voice is nasally and pushy and it makes me Want to pull her voice box out. My mate signs something with no show of emotion on her face but I have never had any need to sign before.Guess I'd best start learning it. Pulling out my phone I send a quick message to the group chat that holds my mom, dad, aunts and uncles, brother, sister and best friends. Nikolai: Heading back soon. 9-hour drive back. Bringing my mate home. My mom is the first to reply. I can just hear her screaming and cheering through text. She's that obvious. Mom: bout time!! Oh my god, who is she? What's she like? Tell me everything. Nikolai: Mom. You'll see her later okay? Don't crowd her just let her have some space first.Putting my phone away even though it's going off like mad I make my presence known to everyone in here. Everyone straightens and bows their heads. Even her.
"Go and get all your things. You'll ride with me on the way to my pack" I tell her loud enough for everyone to hear. She nods her head and looks at the woman next to her in question. "Go! You don't want to keep Alpha Nikolai waiting honey" she says with such fake annoyance I am seriously considering her voice box being removed. ASAP.Chapter 97: The ticking silence. Nikolai's POV 4 hours earlier. Trigger warning: This chapter, The Ticking Silence, is filled with violence and vengeance. It's filled with truths about a past that needs to be left, secrets exposed and an end to what has been torture for them since this all started. The novel is based on every character here, who plays a part in everything that is happening. It has mentions of blood, emotions, knives and other uses of violence. "Nikolai...you've only just healed. You have not given yourself enough time," Sierra sighs, and I find myself smirking at her. She is exceptionally adorable today. Her leggings are grey with little flowers at the bottom, which she claims she hates, but I have noticed she wears a lot of them. She also covers them with her boots and fluffy socks, but I never mention it to her. I plan on keeping my head. And balls too. "Are you listening?" “Yes. Yes, I'm listening, but if you recall the last time I shared the plan with you,
Chapter 96: The letter forged in blood. Sierra's POV"There's a note", I say, gathering whatever courage I had to go back inside the box and grab it. "Don't touch it!" Mike says that, before handing me a pair of gloves, he appeared out of nowhere. Magic Mike! Ah. Got it.I genuinely want to laugh at my own joke because I watched this weeks ago with Nik, but right now, it feels like I watched it a decade ago.Okay. Serious moment now."What's it say?" Katarina asks. Her body moulds close to her husband's. Her hand splayed across his chest. God, would I have ever found out about them, had my parents not died?"You're running out of time, Sierra. The longer you take, the deeper the dagger goes when I get my hands on you"A shudder ripples through my body. I can't override their security. I can't trace anything back to anyone, and I can't even access any remote controls that could be intercepted on our end, which is a lot, because I have taught myself the necessary skills to survive.A
Chapter 95: That's new.Sierra's POVThis chapter has found family, talks of betrayal and guilt. It also has a few scenes where Sierra gets another package that isn't pleasant. The next few chapters are based on Sierra and what she finds out, what's disturbing and how she copes with it, as well as finding out about Nolan Matthew's relation to Nikolai through his nightmares. "My goodness...look at you", she says and takes a step forward toward me. Hesitant, but she does so while holding onto her emotions."Shall we all take a seat?" Mike asks, and I nod my head, looking toward the man whom I now see as my father."Please", I say, gesturing toward the chairs that they were on moments ago."You're beautiful", he finally says, and I can't help the bloody blush that creeps up on my face. I mean, I can't see it, but I can damn well feel the heat, so I can only assume it's a dark red like normal."Thank you", I say, and then accept the cup of tea I didn't realise Maeve was making. "Thank yo
Chapter 94: God damn this is awkward. Sierra's POV Warning: This chapter is emotional. It has a found family complex, trauma, speaking of past trauma, heart-to-heart conversations, in-depth abuse, scars (Emotional and Physical), and guilt. (One-sided. Sierra's side) and found family. Also, Sierra's side. Her laugh is in my mind like a vice. Gripping at my emotional side. Puncturing the damage that has happened over the years. God, even of the last few months. Everything ranges from riding a bike to the car crash, and I find myself wiping at the stray tear that's fallen down my cheek for numerous reasons, but the main one being that I'm sad. I'm sad and I'm angry because what if they hadn't died that night? Would I have been stronger to be a Luna to a man who never wanted me to begin with, or would he have wanted me and made me feel powerful? The same kind of power I have here with me. With Nikolai? Her smile is always there. Even when things have been difficult for us. Even when
Chapter 93: It's grief talking. Sierra's POVI believe that sometimes, when something doesn't go somebody's way, they automatically go straight for the jugular. Although I admire the desire to try and take what she believes is still hers, I also hate the fact that Nikolai had ever been with her to begin with.She's bitter, that's definitely for sure, and she is showing me her true colours as I watch her. The way her fists clench and how her breathing is fast and ragged because she's keeping herself from lashing out as she knows it won't do her any good. She's also probably going over the risks of what would happen if she attempted to go for me with her wolf. She's a problem and I can't have problems here..."Okay. Well, let's not sell it, okay. Your fake tears are really driving me nuts. You chose to attack him tonight. Why?""I'm not explaining-" "WHY!" I shout, even to my own ears, and I startle myself. "I am not going to stand here and let you pick at the truth. I'm not even go
Chapter 92: He chose me.Sierra's POVTrigger warnings ahead: In chapter 92, you will find discussions of past traumas, and there will be revenge, torture, blood and tension from unresolved conflicts. "What's the damage?" I ask the surgeon as he looks down at his work. No frown in sight, so that must be a bonus, right?"Nothing a little rest won't solve, Luna", he says, and I nod my head. His mom is sitting on his other side as his dad walks the doctor and the surgeon out. "Rest", Maeve laughs as if the word is an insult."He's going to fight it, you know that", I say, but I'm not looking at her. I'm looking at the man on the bed.I went and checked on many of the other men who went with him, and they all had a clean bill of health.More concerned for their Alpha than they are for themselves."You know they are here, don't you?" she says, and I nod my head. What a way to meet your biological parents."What if I can't do it?" I ask and sniff. My emotions come into everything right no







