LOGIN"I, Zade Matthews, Alpha of the High-claw pack, reject you, Sierra Whitmore, to be my mate and Luna to my pack. You are to work here and obey every command and to accept my rejection" Nobody wants to hear the word rejection. Especially when you're not even strong enough to handle the aftermath of it. At 18, I had just got my wolf, Mina. I was not supposed to mate with an Alpha. I'm an Omega living an Omega life. But the moon-goddess had other ideas, and I was mated to the cruellest of Alphas there is. I'm what they would call a slave to the pack. In other words. I was dispensable if they didn't want or need me. So, when I was invited for breakfast with the Alpha, my mate, I should have taken that as my first red flag. I have never eaten with them. Even when my parents were alive. 6 Years later, just after my 24th birthday, the mate-less Gala was just around the corner once again, and I was tired. Emotionally and physically tired. I had nothing to live for. I had nothing to hope for. Every Omega knows they don't get a second chance at love and every omega had to accept that. That was simply our fate. So, being assigned to accommodate Alpha Nikolai's room was not one of my top things to enjoy, but here I was. Five minutes was all I wanted to have to myself when cleaning the room on the very top floor for the Alpha of all Alphas, so I stopped and sat down to rest my aching body. And cried. Only...the scent of all scents hits me. His scent. Alpha Nikolai Anderson. He doesn't know me, but he chooses to love me. He chooses me.
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What is it like to be part of a family? A pack? A normal life? I want to ask anyone who would probably respond, but everyone here sees me as a problem child. I'm no child but I sure won't back-chat to them and say otherwise, Granted I don't speak to them. I cannot remember the last time I spoke. To anyone. Years perhaps? My Mom and Dad are buried at Lakeshore cemetery, There was a tragic accident one night that ended up being the equivalent of a total disaster. I was an orphan. It's that simple and I was left with a pack that treated me as a slave. Now. Tomorrow is the day I turn 18. I have spent the last decade feeling like an outsider. Abused, Broken and left and I never felt like I belonged anywhere. The only good thing about all of this is that I should get my wolf tomorrow and I can hopefully find my mate at the Gala that Jaya keeps talking about. She and I learnt sign language so she could communicate with each other without needing to actually speak. She's been my best friend since we were both young. I work in the packhouse doing jobs that no one wants to do but I live out in a basement with all the other Omegas that are ironically treated a lot better than I am. I'm normally covered in bruises and new marks but it's something I have to live with. I can't complain to them even if I did speak. They all talk behind my back and what they don't know is that I listen to every damn word they say but they all think I'm deaf. The accident that took my parents away from me ... I was also in that car but I survived and every day since that accident has been torture. Emotionally speaking and also physically speaking. "Oi, daydreamer. This kitchen needs to be cleaned and ready for the ball tomorrow, and so does the main hall," Rosie, who is the queen bee around here, shouts to me. I don't listen. When I take a foot to the thigh, I instantly glare her way, showing her that I don't care what she thinks or says. She can't tell me what to do. "Oh yeah. My bad," she laughs, which makes her other friends laugh, too. "Read. My. Lips. Carefully." She mocks. "This kitchen and the dining hall need to be spik and span ready for the ball tomorrow. We have so many important guests coming that I will leave you in the rain if you do not make this perfect." She insinuates each word with a mocking tone, but it only fuels me to be an arse. I raise a single eyebrow at her and watch as her face contorts to a shade darker of red from the anger she's burning with. She stomps out of the kitchen muttering something about Omegas and how they are not suitable workers. Pathetic and something else but by this point, she's too far out for me to hear her. I'm just finishing up the finishing touches to the cleaning when a sneaker steps into my line of sight. "Gah. This floor needs cleaning Sierra do little" he says as he spills cola all over the floor. I can feel the droplets of it splashing my hands and thighs as I'm crouched down but I don't have the energy to argue even in my own head so I do what he wants as he stands there and watches before I feel the sharp tug on my hair. "You may think you're this amazing, obedient little girl but you're nothing more than a pointless, useless waste of breath" he sneers at me and it's then I see the hunger to destroy my life flash in his crystal blue eyes. He can ruin me however he sees fit and I have no say in that matter. I don't get to scream in agony as this monster grapples with my hair and tugs until the burning at my scalp is nothing more than a numbing feeling that sends shocks down my body. "Let me make this extremely clear," he says as he also mocks my abilities to actually hear. He makes me sound like a child about to get scolded. "Get your job done and make sure it's a proper job that's been done. I don't want or need to have to send someone else to do it because if I do, if I find a single ounce of dust scattered about, then you will face the consequences. Do I make it very clear?" I nod my head frantically. I can feel an incoming anxiety attack and I want to be able to stop it but that tightness clutching at me, the feeling of powerlessness and overwhelming sensations tickle every sense I have and I find myself struggling to breathe. I hear their laughter and mocking tones as I get to work, only stopping to catch my breath when I need to. "You're done for the day. Go home you silly fool" Marta says as she picks me up by my arm and pushes me toward the door. Marta is the lead Omega among us and if she says something is done then someone is done. She's bitter and cruel but she does this on purpose, she allows you to think you've got stability when in actual fact, she's a viper waiting to bite you and make you suffer slowly.I'm not dramatic or I try not to be but she is technically a snake. Nice one moment and will cut you off to spite her nose the next. It's what everyone here is like. Loyalty? I don't even know if the Alpha knows what that is.
Kade is 4 years older than I, he took over at 22 from his father who wanted to spend more time in the shallow end of the pool with some skinny model only wanting his money. "Go. I don't want to see you here until tomorrow. You're cleaning all of the upstairs and you will not be attending the ball. Sorry Cinderella" she says which gets a round of laughter.So I do ... I walk out of the building and towards the woods but I'm not that far into my walk when I feel a presence behind me.
Zade. "I think..." he says scratching his chin like a gleeful little puppy getting a new toy. "You should have breakfast with us tomorrow morning" and I want to laugh but I don't. I don't do anything I just stare at him. "I have a nice little surprise for your birthday" he says and I automatically brighten up. I've never really celebrated my birthday since my parents died so this will be nice. I nod my head and dart off towards my little home. "Remember Sierra ... it's a secret"Chapter 97: The ticking silence. Nikolai's POV 4 hours earlier. Trigger warning: This chapter, The Ticking Silence, is filled with violence and vengeance. It's filled with truths about a past that needs to be left, secrets exposed and an end to what has been torture for them since this all started. The novel is based on every character here, who plays a part in everything that is happening. It has mentions of blood, emotions, knives and other uses of violence. "Nikolai...you've only just healed. You have not given yourself enough time," Sierra sighs, and I find myself smirking at her. She is exceptionally adorable today. Her leggings are grey with little flowers at the bottom, which she claims she hates, but I have noticed she wears a lot of them. She also covers them with her boots and fluffy socks, but I never mention it to her. I plan on keeping my head. And balls too. "Are you listening?" “Yes. Yes, I'm listening, but if you recall the last time I shared the plan with you,
Chapter 96: The letter forged in blood. Sierra's POV"There's a note", I say, gathering whatever courage I had to go back inside the box and grab it. "Don't touch it!" Mike says that, before handing me a pair of gloves, he appeared out of nowhere. Magic Mike! Ah. Got it.I genuinely want to laugh at my own joke because I watched this weeks ago with Nik, but right now, it feels like I watched it a decade ago.Okay. Serious moment now."What's it say?" Katarina asks. Her body moulds close to her husband's. Her hand splayed across his chest. God, would I have ever found out about them, had my parents not died?"You're running out of time, Sierra. The longer you take, the deeper the dagger goes when I get my hands on you"A shudder ripples through my body. I can't override their security. I can't trace anything back to anyone, and I can't even access any remote controls that could be intercepted on our end, which is a lot, because I have taught myself the necessary skills to survive.A
Chapter 95: That's new.Sierra's POVThis chapter has found family, talks of betrayal and guilt. It also has a few scenes where Sierra gets another package that isn't pleasant. The next few chapters are based on Sierra and what she finds out, what's disturbing and how she copes with it, as well as finding out about Nolan Matthew's relation to Nikolai through his nightmares. "My goodness...look at you", she says and takes a step forward toward me. Hesitant, but she does so while holding onto her emotions."Shall we all take a seat?" Mike asks, and I nod my head, looking toward the man whom I now see as my father."Please", I say, gesturing toward the chairs that they were on moments ago."You're beautiful", he finally says, and I can't help the bloody blush that creeps up on my face. I mean, I can't see it, but I can damn well feel the heat, so I can only assume it's a dark red like normal."Thank you", I say, and then accept the cup of tea I didn't realise Maeve was making. "Thank yo
Chapter 94: God damn this is awkward. Sierra's POV Warning: This chapter is emotional. It has a found family complex, trauma, speaking of past trauma, heart-to-heart conversations, in-depth abuse, scars (Emotional and Physical), and guilt. (One-sided. Sierra's side) and found family. Also, Sierra's side. Her laugh is in my mind like a vice. Gripping at my emotional side. Puncturing the damage that has happened over the years. God, even of the last few months. Everything ranges from riding a bike to the car crash, and I find myself wiping at the stray tear that's fallen down my cheek for numerous reasons, but the main one being that I'm sad. I'm sad and I'm angry because what if they hadn't died that night? Would I have been stronger to be a Luna to a man who never wanted me to begin with, or would he have wanted me and made me feel powerful? The same kind of power I have here with me. With Nikolai? Her smile is always there. Even when things have been difficult for us. Even when
Chapter 93: It's grief talking. Sierra's POVI believe that sometimes, when something doesn't go somebody's way, they automatically go straight for the jugular. Although I admire the desire to try and take what she believes is still hers, I also hate the fact that Nikolai had ever been with her to begin with.She's bitter, that's definitely for sure, and she is showing me her true colours as I watch her. The way her fists clench and how her breathing is fast and ragged because she's keeping herself from lashing out as she knows it won't do her any good. She's also probably going over the risks of what would happen if she attempted to go for me with her wolf. She's a problem and I can't have problems here..."Okay. Well, let's not sell it, okay. Your fake tears are really driving me nuts. You chose to attack him tonight. Why?""I'm not explaining-" "WHY!" I shout, even to my own ears, and I startle myself. "I am not going to stand here and let you pick at the truth. I'm not even go
Chapter 92: He chose me.Sierra's POVTrigger warnings ahead: In chapter 92, you will find discussions of past traumas, and there will be revenge, torture, blood and tension from unresolved conflicts. "What's the damage?" I ask the surgeon as he looks down at his work. No frown in sight, so that must be a bonus, right?"Nothing a little rest won't solve, Luna", he says, and I nod my head. His mom is sitting on his other side as his dad walks the doctor and the surgeon out. "Rest", Maeve laughs as if the word is an insult."He's going to fight it, you know that", I say, but I'm not looking at her. I'm looking at the man on the bed.I went and checked on many of the other men who went with him, and they all had a clean bill of health.More concerned for their Alpha than they are for themselves."You know they are here, don't you?" she says, and I nod my head. What a way to meet your biological parents."What if I can't do it?" I ask and sniff. My emotions come into everything right no






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