Café Milano at 8:55 AM was a calculated choice. Public enough to be safe, exclusive enough to talk business. I selected a corner table with my back to the wall, ordered espresso, and waited.
Lorenzo had argued against this meeting. "Too soon," he'd insisted, his face tight with concern. "You're rushing things."
Perhaps. But two years of waiting, of drowning and rebirth and training, had left me impatient. I needed to look into Rafael's eyes in the clear light of day. To confirm what I'd sensed last night,that some part of him recognized me, not physically but essentially. Soul recognizing soul, despite everything between us.
My hands trembled slightly as I raised the espresso cup. I set it down before the liquid could betray my nerves. The truth was, I'd barely slept. The prospect of facing Rafael again, this time without the buffer of a crowded party, had brought the nightmares roaring back. Water filling my lungs, Isabella's cold smile above me, Rafael's voice calling my name too late.
The maître d' straightened suddenly, and I knew Rafael had arrived. He moved through the café with predatory grace, every eye drawn to him. The two years since my death had hardened him, carved new lines around his mouth, added silver at his temples. He wore power like armor.
I forced myself to breathe normally. To remember I was Natalia now, not the woman he had loved and lost. Not the woman who had died believing he had orchestrated her father's death.
"Natalia." He took the seat across from me, declining the offered menu with a gesture. "Just espresso."
"Mr. Moretti." I smiled, keeping my voice neutral despite my thundering heart.
"Rafael, please."
His eyes studied me intently. "You mentioned Barcelona."
Direct, then. The Rafael I'd known had enjoyed verbal sparring before business. This man wasted no time. The difference pierced me,another reminder of how my death had changed him.
"Your customs problem. The inspector, Vargas. He's been compromised by the Colombians." I slid a folder across the table, pleased that my hand remained steady. "Everything you need is here."
Rafael didn't touch it. "How do you know about this?"
"Information is currency, Rafael. I make it my business to be wealthy." I sipped my espresso, hiding my nervousness behind the cup. "The solution is simple. Vargas has a daughter at university in Madrid. She's involved with a man with cartel connections, though she doesn't know it. Leverage that, and your shipping problems disappear."
His expression remained impassive, but I saw the calculation in his eyes,the same look he'd worn when planning expansions of his legitimate businesses, when considering strategic alliances. So familiar it made my chest ache.
"Why help me with this?" His question was soft but direct.
"Because I want something in return." I leaned forward slightly, catching the faint scent of his cologne. The memories it triggered were so powerful I nearly lost my composure, his scent on my skin, on the pillows we shared, on the jacket he'd draped around my shoulders on cool evenings.
"Naturally."
Now he opened the folder, scanning its contents with practiced efficiency. "What's your price, Natalia De Luca?"
"The Barrett development project." I named a luxury hotel complex his company was building in partnership with Antonio Greco,the man who had helped Isabella frame me, the man whose documents had made Rafael believe I was a traitor. "I want in."
His eyes snapped to mine, sharp with suspicion. "That project is fully funded."
"But behind schedule and over budget." I leaned forward slightly. "My architects have solutions to both problems."
"Your architects?" One eyebrow raised. "I wasn't aware construction was among the De Luca interests."
"There's much you don't know about me." The words carried more truth than he could possibly understand. Before my death, architecture had been my passion, my career. I'd designed buildings that now dotted Milan's skyline,including the original plans for the Barrett complex, scrapped after my death.
A ghost of a smile touched his lips. "Evidently."He signaled for the check, decision made. "I'll need to verify this information about Vargas."
"Of course." My heart was racing again,the first part of my plan was working. Getting close to Rafael through business would eventually give me access to Isabella and Antonio as well. "And if it proves accurate?"
Rafael stood, buttoning his impeccable suit jacket.I rose as well, maintaining eye contact. "Then we have a meeting with your project managers tomorrow. My office, 2 PM."
"Confident, aren't you?"
"Always." I extended my hand, and after a brief hesitation, he took it.The contact sent electricity up my arm,memory and sensation tangling together. His hand had once known every inch of my body. Had once held mine as we walked along Italian shores, planning our future. A future stolen by treachery and water. I saw something flicker in his eyes,confusion, recognition quickly suppressed. He held my hand a moment too long before releasing it.
"Until tomorrow, then," he said, voice slightly rough. I watched him leave, my palm burning where he'd touched it.
Lorenzo was right to be concerned. Because despite everything I knew,about Rafael's connection to my father's death, about his criminal empire built on suffering,.my traitorous heart still recognized its other half..But Alina had loved unwisely, trusted blindly. Natalia would not make the same mistake.
My phone buzzed with a message from Lorenzo: ‘Did he take the bait?’
‘Hook, line, and sinker,’ I replied.What I didn't add was how dangerously close I'd come to drowning again, not in water this time, but in blue eyes that still held pieces of my soul. How I'd had to fight the urge to confess everything, to see if the love we once shared was strong enough to survive death itself.That kind of thinking would get me killed again. And there would be no third chance.
Afterward, they lay tangled together, listening to the storm rage outside. Rafael's fingers traced lazy patterns on her bare shoulder, and Natalia felt a contentment she hadn't experienced since before her death."Regrets?" Rafael asked quietly."No," she said, and realized she meant it. "You?""Only that it took us this long to get here."She wanted to tell him it had taken longer than he knew. That they'd been here before, in another life, in another version of themselves. Instead, she pressed closer to his warmth and tried not to think about what would happen when morning came."The storm's moving off," Rafael observed, nodding toward the window where the lightning had become more distant."Good. I should probably get back to my room soon.""Should you?" His arm tightened around her. "Or you could stay here. With me."The temptation was overwhelming. To spend the entire night in his arms, to wake up beside him instead of finding another cruel note dismissing their connection.But s
Rafael's bedroom was cast in shadows and intermittent flashes of lightning, the storm outside providing a dramatic soundtrack to the moment that would change everything between them. Natalia stood beside his bed, suddenly aware of how momentous this decision was—not just for her revenge plot, but for the woman she was becoming."Second thoughts?" Rafael asked softly, his hands resting gently on her waist."Always," she admitted. "But not about this."He kissed her then, slow and thorough, as if they had all the time in the world instead of stealing moments between thunderclaps. His hands were reverent as they traced the lines of her body, and Natalia found herself remembering a different version of this scene—a different lifetime when she'd given herself to this man completely, holding nothing back.That woman had been destroyed by her trust. This woman knew better.But as Rafael's lips moved to her throat, as his hands whispered across her skin with familiar expertise, Natalia felt h
The morning air in Florence was crisp with the promise of autumn, but Natalia barely noticed as she stepped out of the car at the Palazzo Medici. The business meeting had been scheduled weeks ago—a negotiation with a consortium of Florentine investors about a new luxury hotel project—but the timing couldn't have been more perfect.Or more torturous.Rafael stood near the palazzo's entrance, speaking in rapid Italian with their local contact. He looked impeccably professional in his charcoal suit, every inch the successful businessman. When he glanced over and saw her approaching, his expression didn't change, but she caught the slight tightening around his eyes.Three days had passed since he'd left that devastating note in her kitchen. Three days of careful professional courtesy whenever their paths crossed at the office. Three days of pretending that nothing had happened between them, that she hadn't fallen asleep in his arms while he whispered promises about keeping her safe.Three
Something shifted in his expression—surprise, maybe, or relief. "Are you sure?""I'm sure."He settled back against the pillows, pulling her closer until she was curled against his side, her head on his chest. She could feel his heartbeat beneath her cheek, steady and reassuring."Natalie?""Mmm?""This doesn't change anything at the office. Tomorrow, we go back to being professional.""I know.""And it doesn't mean... I'm not making you any promises I might not be able to keep.""I know that too.""Then why?"She was quiet for a long moment, considering her answer. When she spoke, her voice was barely above a whisper."Because sometimes, we all need someone to hold us while the storm passes."He pressed a kiss to the top of her head, his arms tightening around her."Yeah," he said quietly. "Sometimes we do."They fell asleep like that, wrapped around each other while the rain continued to fall outside. And for the first time since her rebirth, Natalia's dreams were peaceful.
The storm had been building all day, dark clouds gathering over Milan like a bruise spreading across the sky. By evening, the first drops of rain were spattering against the windows of the De Luca penthouse, and Natalia found herself pacing restlessly from room to room, unable to settle.It had been three days since her confrontation with Rafael in the conference room. Three days of carefully orchestrated encounters and strategic positioning. Three days of watching Isabella scramble to contain the damage from the Venetian project debacle while pretending she wasn't increasingly desperate.And three days of Rafael avoiding her entirely.He'd been in Rome on business, according to his assistant. An unexpected trip that had come up suddenly and would keep him away for the rest of the week. But Natalia knew better. He was running from what had happened between them, from the admission that kissing her had felt like coming home.The thought should have filled her with satisfaction. Instead
The morning sun streamed through the floor-to-ceiling windows of Rafael's office, but it did nothing to warm the ice that had settled in Natalia's chest. She stood in the reception area, watching Isabella deliver the news that should have been hers to give."I've assigned Marcus to oversee the Venetian project," Isabella was saying, her voice carrying that particular tone of false regret that grated against Natalia's nerves. "I know you were looking forward to it, but given your... limited experience with our specific protocols..."Natalia forced her expression to remain neutral, though her fingers tightened around her leather portfolio. The Venetian project was a massive undertaking—the renovation of a historic palazzo into luxury condominiums, with enough legitimate and illegitimate moving parts to keep her busy for months. It was exactly the kind of high-profile assignment that would cement her position in Rafael's inner circle.And now it was being handed to Marcus Torretti, a mid