Ashley's breath caught as she suddenly found herself in a very complicated situation like this.
“Who is that girl with your husband, Miss?” Mrs. Go narrowed her eyes. Intending to be able to see more clearly as well as make sure that her vision was not wrong. “Do you know her?”
Mrs. Go successively asked those curious questions just as Josh was feeding his girlfriend with a very wide drawn smile on his face. Then as the two of them laughed happily and jokingly at each other, Mrs. Go began to shake her head and snort in frustration.
“I don't understand—the reason she can't come is because of this?”
Ashley looked at Mrs. Go with mounting panic. She was completely confused and didn't know what to answer this time. The couple's intimacy was currently being witnessed firsthand by Mrs. Go—her mother's confidante and the only person closest to her besides Bella. Seeing the current situation, Ashley is not sure if Josh can survive even if she defends him by giving the best reason.
The interaction between Josh and his girlfriend was very suspicious. Anyone who saw them would automatically think that the two of them had a romantic relationship.
She could even infer from Mrs. Go's tone of voice that there was undeniably a faint hint of surprise. And that shock could not have arisen if it was not preceded by logic that processed that what she saw was not something natural.
Ashley was thinking very hard at the moment. Trying to make her brain work properly to find a plausible reason to assuage Mrs. Go's suspicions.
It was impossible for her to say that the girl was Josh's friend, or Josh's sister—Mrs. Go knew the faces of all of Lim's family, or Josh's coworkers, or other figures. Because by any stretch of the imagination, there was no one who could reasonably and normally interact like that with Josh. Especially when the man was married.
Now all Ashley encountered was a deadlock and a very dark room. She really didn't know what to make of this one.
In the end, all she could get out of her mouth was, "I don't know. He didn't say anything to me."
“Can you tell me how you asked him out, and how he refused, Miss?” Mrs. Go's forehead frowned deeply. “I should at least know what happened.”
“Well,” Ashley swallowed with difficulty, “I said that if Mom asked to see someone... And he said he couldn't.”
"That's it? What reason did he give you?"
Ashley opened her mouth and then closed it again, remembering that Josh didn't give her any reason at all and she didn't ask further for a good reason—their relationship was falling apart, and she thought it would be more comfortable if she went with her mom without Josh.
“He didn't give you a reason,” Mrs. Go simply deduced from Ashley's gestures and expression. It was as if the woman could read the entire head of the girl she had nurtured for the past twenty-five years.
Ashley was surprised when Mrs. Go guessed right away like that. She suddenly shook her head to correct the woman's one-sided judgment.
"He gave a reason.He said...“ Ashley's throat felt choked with panic, ”he said he had important business to do."
“Did he say what his reason was?” Mrs. Go continued to pry for the truth.
“No,” Ashley answered briefly. In her opinion, her answer was the most she could do to maintain Josh's image in Mrs. Go's eyes at the moment. It was also the safest for herself.
“Let's go say hello to him then.”
Mrs. Go immediately stood up and walked to the table where Josh was.
“What? Wait,” Ashley was struck with a thousand times more panic than before. She tried to grab Mrs. Go's hand but the woman was already moving swiftly away from her. Forced Ashley to move along and follow where the woman went.
She could now imagine the horror on Josh's face when he saw Mrs. Go approaching him.
“Good afternoon, Mr. Lim.”
From where she was walking, Ashley could hear Mrs. Go's voice even though she was quite far away. And from that distance, she saw Josh jump up from his chair—almost jumping.
Ashley who had approached and stood beside Mrs. Go could only remain silent without wanting to show any expression. After all, this was not in her plans and out of her control. She didn't know that Josh and his girlfriend were coming to the cafe—she didn't even know if he was in Seoul. Whereas, she had informed him that she was going to Seoul to accompany her mother. So Josh couldn't just suspect or blame her. Josh should have been the one to be careful.
"I didn't expect to see you here. I heard you were busy so you didn't refuse Mrs. Song's invitation," Mrs. Go said in a friendly tone and didn't seem to have any suspicions. Ashley understood that the woman was just trying to be as polite as possible according to their respective positions.
Josh felt his breath stop right in his throat and choke him relentlessly. He glanced with frantically twitching eyes at Sharon while trying to string together an excuse to save himself. He deeply regretted having taken off his mask and hat even though it was too long. Since he had first taken off and then put on his mask alternately with great care to eat snacks, nothing surprising had happened. But when he let his guard down a little by taking it off for a little longer, he did not expect this horrible thing to happen to him.
He knew very well who the person with Ashley was. And meeting her when he was with Sharon like now, it was like he was exposing his scandal with his own hands.
"Yes. I... I have something to do."
“And may I know what it is, Mr. Lim?” Mrs. Go continued to speak still in her polite tone.
Josh's eyes fluttered again. He glanced at Sharon who was still sitting with an expression no less anxious than his own. “She is—my cousin,” Josh's brain worked quickly as usual, "just came from overseas. So there are things she has to take care of here. That's why I'm doing her a favor."
After Mrs. Go looked at Sharon, the girl stood up and bowed in greeting. An awkward smile played on her lips.
“So that's it...” Mrs. Go described if she understood.
"Yeah. “
”You're here, Josh?" Ashley's mother's voice suddenly appeared behind them.
It sent a storm of shock through all four of them.
Mrs. Go did not expect that her lady boss would come in here and witness that her son-in-law was also here with another girl. Because she wasn't sure she could clean up this complicated mess. She didn't even know what was really going on despite her strong prejudices.
Ashley felt like collapsing and melting down because she was too confused and not strong enough to deal with all of this. She only wondered if after this she would still be able to see her biological mother and live a quiet life like before.
As for Sharon, all she could think about was if Josh ends up splitting up with his wife, will she lose out or gain as much as she had before.
The one who suffered the most was Josh, of course. He was plunged into his own hell.
Josh took a breath, “Mom?” then tried to control himself to be as calm as possible.
“Weren't you unable to come to Seoul?” Ashley's mother looked at Josh with shallow curiosity and then turned to look at Ashley in turn.
"Umm, let me introduce you, Mom. She is my cousin. I'm here because I have to help her with something," he tried to stall to give himself time to find an answer that wouldn't raise any suspicions. "I don't know if the location is here. If I knew I would have arranged a time to go with you."
“Ashley, didn't you tell him that we're going to the hospital in this town?” Ashley's mother asked Ashley in an annoyed tone.
Meanwhile, Ashley could only frown and glare at Josh.
It was obvious that he had told her where to go via text message earlier. What a sneaky bad guy.
“Are you really going to the orphanage?” Ashley was sitting on the sofa in their room when Josh came out of the bathroom.Josh nodded lightly, “Yes.” Then stepped over to the closet and started picking out his suit.Ashley woke up moments ago to the noise of water in her bathroom. While still not fully awake from her sleep, she thought she heard it wrong and left it alone. But the sound of running water continued and finally woke her up completely.All she knew was that there was no one in the apartment. Josh didn't even come home and only dropped her off at the basement. And even though Josh had said he would pick her up to go to the orphanage, her preconceived notion was that he probably wouldn't keep his word—like he always had in the past. But, even if he did, it was still early in the morning and there was no way he would be there already. That strangeness of course made Ashley quite scared.The sleepiness that still lingered and her consciousness that wasn't fully awake influen
Josh has been upfront about the reasons that made him agree to this marriage.But Ashley certainly couldn't reciprocate his openness by telling him the reasons why she was also forced to agree to this marriage. Because her biological mother's existence was a big secret—it is her family's past sins that no one should know about, not even Josh.That's why Ashley remained silent and didn't mention her reason at all.Josh chose to tell her and his girlfriend’s story. So she would let him tell it without making this situation provoke her to take turns telling her own version of her life story—which to be honest was also very complicated and full of irony.“I may sound very selfish to you, but, can you do me a favor not to blame us too much? I really can't lose Sharon.” Josh's face paled. “I'm afraid of my family hurting her. I'm also really scared that she's trying to hurt herself again.”Ashley looked at Josh with compassion.Before, she just thought that Josh was just a jerk who was too
“What exactly have you done—” Ashley felt her throat constrict as she spoke. She knew Josh's intention in bringing up his girlfriend's life story in their conversation was simply to show that that girl was fragile and needed Josh's presence. To let her know how deep and strong their relationship was, that Josh would never be able to leave his girlfriend for any reason.Of course, Ashley was very understanding and could deduce everything easily.However, there was an important point that felt very odd that clearly disturbed her heart.Josh's remarks about her being the cause of his girlfriend attempting suicide, both recently and in the past.That girl had done it before too! She had tried to end her life more than once?! How much pain did she have to go through to try to do such a horrible thing multiple times?“You mean... She tried to kill herself… more than once? And all because of you?”Ashley was completely confused and had a hard time stringing her speculations together.Josh ha
Josh swallowed before answering Ashley's question.The memory of his careless action, which had to be a fatal mistake, came back to him very clearly.“Because of me.”Ashley frowned. She didn't fully understand what Josh was saying.But the one sentence statement spoken by the man that the reason his girlfriend attempted suicide was because of him, honestly made Ashley's heart a little relieved. The trembling and fear that hit her head seemed to subside instantly.At least she knew that she was not the cause of the horrible incident. Because after all, the intersection of destiny that the three of them are currently living is quite complicated and very emotionally draining. If Josh’s girlfriend was too depressed and lost control, it would be very possible if her marriage and Josh became the direct cause for that girl to do so.Josh sighed. “I did her wrong.” He certainly couldn't have told Ashley that after he came home from the hospital to accompany Ashley's mother and returned to Sh
“Can you not ignore me?”After spending a few moments to take a breath and let it out mindfully, Josh spoke again. His voice sounded clearly pleading. There was no longer any anger implied in his tone. His facial expression was also no longer filled with anger like before. Instead, his eyebrows were arched downwards, showing regret and pleading.Like an impossibility, Josh had managed to erase the emotion etched on his face and suppress all the explosions that were still left inside him. He was still sober enough to stop all his behavior that could potentially escalate the situation between him and Ashley. Although in reality, the situation between the two of them, it seemed like it was already very difficult to save.Ashley sighed lightly.She was indeed very surprised by Josh's anger that was poured out on her just moments ago. Because she was too shocked, she couldn't even react to it except to be stunned into silence.Josh successfully made her mind and logic instantly stop and n
After blowing his heart and mind, Josh stood still and stunned. His consciousness seemed to drift suddenly. Like someone who just woke up from being possessed. His gaze towards Ashley became unfocused. The muscles of his eyes trembled from the outburst of tension as well as a reflection of regret that immediately hit him very hard.In front of him, Ashley was looking at him with a very shocked expression.Josh's body stiffened. Not merely because he was afraid of adding new wounds to the girl or because of his yelling and anger. But because he was confused about what else to do to make up for it. He had come home with the intention of clearing up any misunderstandings with Ashley's parents, as well as repairing—though perhaps only slightly—his complicated relationship with Ashley. But now he was successfully acting the opposite. Instead of being a kind and calm person, Josh has revealed a side of himself that Ashley shouldn't ever know about.Ashley's unorganized groceries, that wer