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The weight of forgiveness

Penulis: Lustre Okengwu
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Sage

I sat there with both of them staring at me still, their eyes were filled with guilt as they paid attention to me but there was something else, something they were too proud to name, fear.

Not fear of me.

But fear of what they might lose.

They were scared that I meant my words. I was truly furious with them for taking away my choice even if their heart was in the right place but I was more furious that they left me out of it because they thought I wouldn't be able to handle it.

I couldn't help but wonder if this is what they thought of me, a weak, spineless idiot who couldn't do anything but get hurt all the time.

The silence dragged, the only sound was the faint ticking of the clock on the wall and the buzz of the fridge motor humming behind the tension between us.

“I said,” I repeated slowly, “I’m not ready to forgive either of you.”

Kaiden looked away, jaw flexing, the arrogance he wore like skin beginning to crack.

The Professor kept his eyes on me, unreadable now, his usual
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