Chapter 8 – The FalloutEliSleep was impossible.I lay in the dark, staring at the ceiling, the muffled thump of bass from across campus still ringing in my ears. Or maybe it wasn’t the music—it was my pulse, relentless, refusing to calm down.I kept replaying it. The couch. The press of his arm brushing mine. His mouth, hovering a breath away from mine.Almost.That cursed word again. Almost like a warning. Almost like an invitation.I’d never been the type to unravel over proximity. Words were my refuge—neatly stacked in books, carefully scribbled in notebooks. They never betrayed me. But tonight, Dante Cruz had undone me without a single touch.Every time I closed my eyes, I saw the way his gaze had locked on me—sharp, intent, like he wanted something and wasn’t supposed to. My body remembered the heat, the weight of expectation, the way I had leaned up without meaning to.And I hated myself for it.Because he was my roommate. My… friend? Maybe. My tutor, my annoyance, my complica
Chapter 7 – Almost KissDanteThe night blurred into fragments—cups being passed around, chants for another round of beer pong, someone dancing on a table before it inevitably collapsed. My teammates thrived in this chaos. I used to, too. But tonight, all I kept doing was checking over my shoulder for Eli.He was perched on the edge of the worn-out couch, cup still half-full, legs drawn close like the floor might swallow him whole. His curls had gone wilder in the heat, sticking to his forehead, his shirt rumpled from being jostled in the crowd. He looked like he was counting the minutes until I said we could leave.I should’ve let him. Should’ve told him to go back to his books and his quiet corner of the world. Instead, I made my way over, weaving through bodies like I was pulled by something I didn’t want to name.“You good?” I asked, leaning down so he could hear me.He looked up, startled. His eyes—stormy gray, restless—searched mine for a beat too long. “I think this is… not rea
Chapter 6 – First Party Invite (Dante POV)The bass rattled the walls before we even reached the door. Typical Friday night—cheap beer, sticky floors, some idiot trying to impress with half-broken speakers. I should’ve been used to it by now. But this time was different.This time I had Eli trailing behind me.He looked like a deer about to bolt, clutching the strap of his bag like someone might swipe it the second he let go. Too neat for a party like this—collared shirt buttoned all the way up, curls fighting gravity, eyes darting over the crowd already spilling onto the lawn.“Relax,” I muttered, shoving my hands into my pockets as we crossed the porch. “No one’s gonna eat you.”He shot me a look, wide-eyed, half terrified, half offended. “You didn’t tell me it would be… this.”“This is college.” I smirked, pushing open the door.Heat, beer, perfume, sweat—everything hit at once. A couple made out against the hallway wall. Someone screamed with laughter from the kitchen. Music throb
Chapter 5 – Cracks in the Armor (Eli POV)I wasn’t expecting him to actually show up.Dante Cruz didn’t strike me as the type to keep appointments unless they involved weights, sweat, or something with a scoreboard. But there he was, leaning against the back wall of the library like the shelves were props built just to frame him.He looked out of place in the best possible way—broad shoulders swallowing his hoodie, dark hair curling just enough to seem careless, eyes flicking over the rows of books like they were all written in code.When his gaze landed on me, I almost dropped the stack of notes in my hands. “You’re on time,” I blurted, way too surprised.His brow lifted. “You sound shocked.”“Because I am. Athletes usually think clocks are optional.” I tried to sound casual, but the smile tugging at my mouth betrayed me.He shrugged and took the chair across from me, dragging it back with a scrape that made two freshmen shush him from across the aisle. He didn’t flinch. Of course h
Chapter 4 – Library Bargain (Dante POV)The library wasn’t my place. Too quiet, too still, like the walls themselves demanded discipline. Give me the roar of the stadium, the thud of weights, the squeak of sneakers on hardwood—anything but this silence where even turning a page felt like a crime.And yet here I was. Because of him.Eli sat across from me, hunched over a spread of books like some chaotic professor who’d gotten lost in his own notes. His pen tapped against the page, his hair falling into his eyes as he mumbled half-sentences I couldn’t catch.When he finally looked up, his grin was too wide, too knowing. “So,” he said, drawing out the word like he was about to propose a deal with the devil. “You need help. And luckily for you, I’m great with words.”I leaned back in my chair, arms crossed. “I don’t need help.”“Mm-hm.” He flipped through the battered lit anthology in front of me and stabbed his finger at a highlighted passage. “You underlined ‘the futility of man’s stru
Chapter 3 – The Shirtless Problem(Eli’s POV)I’d read somewhere that literature prepares you for every human emotion. Clearly, whoever wrote that never had to share a dorm room with a six-foot-something athlete who thinks shirts are optional.The first time Dante peeled his practice jersey off in front of me, I told myself I’d be cool. Just another body. Just… shoulders, chest, abs. Perfectly normal human anatomy. Nothing to write sonnets about. Except my treacherous brain immediately began composing iambic pentameter about the curve of his collarbone.And Dante didn’t just strip. He stretched afterward, like he was auditioning for some slow-motion sports drink commercial. My gaze was supposed to be on my book—Milton, no less, which felt like divine punishment. Paradise lost? Yeah, Milton, I get it.“Why’re you staring?” His voice came rough, but not unkind.Heat shot up my neck. “I wasn’t. I was… uh… rereading this passage.” I tilted the book so he could see. Which would’ve been mor