Who i am ? what is this !!!
where i am ?
"DID THEY BROUGHT YOU HERE ?" a glorious voice came from everywhere.
What!! why me , who are they !?
I am looking right and forth ,and I am all over here lying to the ground unable to move away , the ground itself is not hard , rather it's more like an ocean surface, turbulant ocean like small waves , hitting my fingers gently again and again , and here I am all there , lying on my back, can't move at all , like I am being paralysed , I lost my sense of time, I don't know how long I have been here , or how long I have been in this state ,but I manged to tilt my head alittle up .
up!!!
I started to see my reflection on the ceiling, seems like a big silver mirror , I can clearly see myself .
I am lying there over the surface , barely touching it , unable to move , my hair is floating like thin Filoplumes feather in the air , as light as an infant soul , yet I feel so heavy , something is over my chest making it hard to breathe , I can't move .
As I can only see my reflection above me ,I shivered , as a shudder ran quickly through my veins , something is lying below me , and it is moving !!! Creeping to me in fast horrifying manner !!
something is piercing through the ocean surface, reaching to me , I can't scream or move at all I can do is releasing floads of tears , it's holding me now , so tight I can feel it sequezzing me out, I am scared , i am hurt , i can feel my soul being taken from inside of me , I can't , I can't move nor escape, finally I screamed as high as I could ....
I woke up screaming, with flushed face, unable to catch my heavy breaths, and tears reaching to my dress , wetting it with my cold sweat .
Deep heavy breaths...
I am still feeling pain where it held me .
I removed my dress ..
I can see on my body is some sort of traces where it graped me , but it quickly vanished like an ink in milk ,like it wasn't there, i panicked and retracted to the end of my bed ,and I couldn't sleep again till the morning.
These were the ash brown crawlers trying to get me , luckily I woke up.
I wonder what was that and why me !
such bad nightmare .
Once sun threw her strings declaring her time worthy to be in the show, i quickly left my room and went to my mom's , just to threw myself on her fragile body to get her hug that's so healing to my soul ,she made me forget about it with only touching my hair and we carried on our daily adventure in our life , where I have to read a book a day , cook a meal with the maids, clean afterwards for sure , take my lessons in healing and equestrian , you might wonder how can a princess be raised like this specially under her mother's provision who is quietly the rightful queen and initially a former princess.
I am gonna tell you why ,simply because my mom wanted me to be independent, can handle everything , solve my problems on my own , specially my father my biggest problem, it's all because one day I am gonna stand in his face , afterall she was Alohrian anyway .
"mother i can't solve it , every time I pull a cube it gets more complicated, I guess it is unsolved puzzle for me, I I I ... I surrender " i said while throwing the cube away in frustration .
"maybe sweetheart it's your way of treatment with things rather than just taking you should start by giving "she said while blinking.
" what do you mean by this, I don't get it , why you talk in puzzles??" I said wondering.
she took a deep breath and said it once " what I mean is that you shouldn't give up , my daughter should never give up , understood ? , I never raised you to do this "
"it is supposed to be fun , it ain't fun at all when I can't do it"I whispered
"find another way my girl you can " she said while leaving in hurry .
I questioned her whereabout ?"where are you going mom out of the blue we are sitting together"
but she didn't reply to me , strange , just looked at me with watery eyes .
what is she hiding anyway ?
I just wanted her to help me .And I couldn't solve it on my own .
While watching closely from the back besides monitoring their moves , I saw them signaling something I don’t know and their positions even changed, I felt that I need to leave this place imediately but all the gateways were closed , suddenly I heard aloud noise where a surprise ambush of people and gurads entered through the gates now opened and started attacking the royal gurads and defenseless people , what is happeneing , this is bigger than I thought !. It was a complete mascare , all running out over bodies , I looked up searching for Kalim but saw his throne empty , where is he ?? how can he be gone now ?. I saw them pointing at me I started to back off really slowly then I started to run quickly away with the crowds, but by the side of my eye I saw his sister pointing at me to them while leaving with her mother in peace with an evil smile drawn over her face , it is all her plan , isnot it ? . I tried my best to escape but got surrounded by many of them who were all focused
Suddenly Muons woke up from her day dreaming , was it really daydreaming ?she was smiling in happiness while stretching out but unfortunately she started to remember all so vividly...she was so shocked , that her eyes were so wide open that would let a bird nest inside ,she remembered that dream , it was so lecherous but thanks God it was only dream phew hahahawas it a dream this time , like the last time , remember Muons ???? I will just lay again to the bed , that quiet bad mattress I wonder how did I sleep on it so easy , it was so tough and rough I turned back to tidy it but it was little squishy , for a mattress it felt like a human , I raised the cover to find him below me all along , that is why it felt like human !!!!!I let a silent scream while putting my hand over my mouth to suppress it from coming out .seems like i was sleeping in his hug all night , so what happened and the kisses and me touching him oh my god what did i do ? oh him how could he sleep so peacefull
The air felt so intense, and breathing became labour over my bounding chest and specially being so near to him worked as a catalyst for my silly thoughts , how can I find him hot in situations like this ? Why is he saying that he will make me stay !!!!! i shouldnot stay silent , it is not like i am agreeing to him ."You can't make me stay , you don't own me your highness , I am not a mirror you buy and trash it and whenever you want to look at and whenever you don’t want to , you just ignore like it have never been , you DON’T OWN ME your highness you don’t , I am not YOUR thing "I said it to him while looking straight in his eyes .He intensly just stared back at me while smirking ."You can own lands , castles , armies and scared servants that are so afraid of you that they will faint to the ground and hurt themselves just to obey you , but me no no and no , me is another whole human you Don't get to own I amm ..." didn't get to complete my words to him but saw him getting low
Hitting his tough sturdy chest , with my sore back , felt like I had crashed into a rock. But with moist human skin , I looked back at him with a terrified face , on the contrary , he looked down at me but with a furious face , his anger that silenced my mouth for a moment , I couldn't bring myself to tell him the truth that I just wanted to see if it was really him here for me and to be honest I was just trying to escape by any way , so it was a baragin , yet a win win situation to me , and coming to think that I am looking for his attention I donot know why I want something like that from such a man .His raven horse kept running ,and I felt his grip getting stronger and stronger pushing over my frigid waist like he was so afraid to let go of me , that reminded me of that first time when we were together on the same horse , but it felt different , he was different .but the harder he presses, the closer I was to him ,that I can feel his chest muscles hitting me like drum dom dam d
I went outside the big castle where I sat on the green land over there , and laid my back to the fullest ,where i freed my hair to the swirling winds, and filled my lungs with the fresh breeze of the purple orchids dancing near me ,for a moment I enjoyed the peace , like I had nothing to worry ."Ma'am " I heard someone calls while taking his breath out of running.I slowly turned my head with one eye closed in complete laziness i answered " oh it is u Jewel ""We are very late , we have to go now , please m'am "She extended her hand to me but I was reluctant to take it , i didnot want my short timed peace to end , but I had to , I can't leave her hanging all of this time .Once she had my hand she started running literally while pulling me behind her , am I now a bag of empty pototas now she carries in hurry . like I am a young child who doesn't want to leave his grandparents but his angry mom insist on leaving and dragging him behind her ."Relax , what is going on , why so much
but I grabbed her at time .It was his sister , I politely apologised to her and kept walking on my path but she got clingy to my arms in fake sweetness that made me nauseaus yet i am trying not to judge her .she insisted on inviting me to her room for tea and talk , I poorly agreed but actually I just hated tea more than anything in my life and talk with her , we have just met ??? what do we have to talk about right now , and who would like to talk while drinking something bitter , in my country it is insult to drink it with suger , hope they don’t follow this role too here .We are sitting in this big cozy room , full of fur and feathers of poor ostriches which was put in huge pots in everywhere ,and also with the waving servents like it was supposed to bring fresh air but i cannt help but thinking about the poor ostrishes and for sure red roses everywhere too, yet so much red for my eyes making them twitch