And I couldn't solve it .
I took it to bed with me maybe there's something I can do, at least I took something finally to bed , hope it could escalate to be someone one day but I guess it would never happen.
all my tryings , all were in vain ,my trying to solve the cube of course, what did get in your head any way , I meant the cube !
I tried alot , and I am dying of fatigue.
I yawned alot , maybe I deserve a nap and later when I wake up , I will solve my puzzle , sure I will.
oh no oh no here we go again.
I am going to that dream again .
here we go again .
the same settings and the same dream, looks like I did book it for two nights in a raw , lucky me , exclusively , and now the brown crawlers are holding me tighter, tighter than ever and starting to grab me down , beneath the ocean's dark surface , I can't escape their grip , my head barely above the surface and the small breaking waves hitting my face , my body all being gripped from all my four extremities, I took my last breath, before sinking down , and I sank in it deeper and deeper , leaving a rope of my last breath bubbles, I watched it going up and escaping while I can't escape , I am resisting and struggling but it is no use anymore I am just close to it I can feel it , behind me , breathing warm breaths behind my ear , my heart is almost stopping.
"M u o n s " that was another voice than before but strangly It came from inside of me this time , it give me chills to the sole of my feet , it is a different one , manly one, yet reaching to me.
I can see now , the brown crawlers left me, retracted and retreated in fear I can feel it , their fear .
it's a tree !! palful , ancient tree,very huge , covered by mosses and torn spider webs, I can hear the wind whistle as it passes near it , blowing their leaves , I can smell that kind of an earthy smell that's so refreshing , and I can feel it , palpitating like a living beings , and the leaves is another story to tell , growing jades with sparkling dew hanging from fawn hands ,all under the ocean with me floating , how could it be possible !!!
"find me " the same manly whisper from before .
" find me" "find me"" I am where the sun leaves , where the wind sleeps , and when the night sweeps , your destiny shall meets him" the first voice calling me a repeated echo ."find me , your destiny "that was the same voice the one I heard before .I got confused.
Suddenly all vanished.
I woke up this time not afraid but confused , the voice wants me to find him, I guess , I don't know who would ever go, where we don't know , where exactly ???
into the unknown ?? , and guided by mere dream, may be I was feverish or ate too much , I don't know , but inside me tells me , it's the beginning of something , something big ......
I woke up this time not afraid but confused , the voice wants me to find him or her , but it was man voice so afterall him ! , I don't know who would ever go where he don't know exactly is , and guided by a mere dream , a mere dream !!, may be I was feverish or ate too much , I don't know ..I went to my mom's room , but couldn't find her , beside the room was a total disaster, I have gotten worried." hi Emerald where is my mother ,I can't find her" .Emerald trembled and looked around her while pushing on her hand tight " I , I,... I don't know " and she saw something or someone behind me and started to run away."Alayas is in the capital , I sent her there "I felt so frozen out for instance , I couldn't move or breathe, and my throat went on drought brought by just the thought that it could be , could it be .... , him , the mocking in his tone , is it him !!"Mais!!! , is it your name? , I haven't seen you in a lo
so I started to follow the little branch dancing right and left , like a brown rattle snake in mating season I would say .the branch became two then three then bunches of branches all going and leading me some where, and I am following it out of curiosity, if I stop to look behind me , they grap and push me forward, as the way became baved for me all trees making a way even pushing rocks , Shrubberies coming closer to each other leaving enough space for me to pass through, I looked behind to see all my trace is being erased , even the rocks are being build in a wall behind me by the branches , it did give me chills of creep but somehow i felt the greatness of it .this forest used to have the most terrible reputation over the years , even mom feared it , they said no animal can walk within it , it's lifeless , you hear no bird chirping ,no nothing at all , just the wind whistle throught the leaves of dead trees ,it is more lik
I picked up my torn pride saying "I I I.... I didn't mean you you you were ...."and before I could complete my murmured speak." I FOUND The PRINCESS " some guard yelled , while all others came answering his call immediately.my head turned in fear towards to the voice only to see one guard is destroying the wall .it's my fault instead of running i wasted my time falling for and admiring with sleepy man .the wounded warrior " so princess hmmm"he didn't lift his sharp eyes from me.I panicked from his serious look more than the yelling guards, his look paralysed me instead of running I became under his captivating aura , his prisoner , it is like my feet were stoned and refused to move at all.the chef guard looked at him and at me .Something inside of me tells me that the donkey is more smart than him , for what he is gonna say next."princess no one should know that you have a lover , otherwise your suiter gon
then he turned to me while drawing a dazzling smile on his face .....Once I saw him looking at me like this and smiling , I heaved a sigh , deep deep deep inside...now how can I save my stained dignity , should I start running ?I hope he doesn't stuck my face in anyone's *ss for real , not even his , oh what I am thinking?"l.... I want to say ..."I said while trying my best not to look at his face , trying to resist the shimmering drops of peppery air between us , drawing valleys on his hard rigged skin like moist clam , and I like clams , yeah thinking like this just made things worst in my mind .I didn't know what to say , I lost it , my words somewhere , I can't talk , I just need to focus and stop these feelings that drives blindly , why i am doing all of this because I saw a man ,like its my first time seeing one , besides who is he??." so did
before we go I stopped his horse "wait , the tree " i jumped off quickly , and I went to it , while his horse was starled so much , so eager to leave.unlike the horse I rode earlier but that horse was different it was tough like his owner .I went for the dead tree I felt being driven to touch it , once I did , I felt it , that shiver that ran from me to the tree , so I was conquered few steps back from the unexpected surprise .the tree where I touched started to excrete water so much that all the ground became muddy and it started to grow and nourish small flowers moving and dancing around me !!! , it started to grow in so unbelievable speed.I felt so dizzy once I inhaledb the grains that came from the flowers.I was taken by it as I watched until water reached my knee , and didn't hear his calling like I was in delirium .he kept calling and waving for me but somehow I couldn't see him.this tree , this is why I a
Before entering that huge tibetan castle.as the air was hitting me in a vain try to wake me up from my coma , I struggled to look back at him , as my mind and soul were drowning in shame , I saw what seemed like a scar trace , a burning scar to be specific in the shape of a tree branches reaching to his shoulders and wrapping through his muscled rigid neck .For a moment , I wasnot there , i felt like i was carried to another distance , under hypnosis I think i became , by just looking at his scar.We reached our destination......Once we arrived, the gates were being opened for us very quickly ,soldiers came in a coordinate organisation surronding us , and baving the way across those fancy gates .soldiers bowed to him in so much respect, he got off the horse in one jump and looked at me by the side of his eyes , I saw one girl , very well dressed like a princess maybe , came running to him hugging him while he went fo
he looked back at me and I looked at him back in a mannered fierce ."SAY IT" he saidI kept staring at him in anger , anger mixed with fear."say it princess , where are you ? and who AM I ?" .I swallowed back and closed my eyes while whispering " I am at Rivera , the Dark Kingdom, and you are .... y...ou ..... are ...." I was sileneced by my fear .Back then....there was a story rumouring back when I was just 12 , about a fierce young king , who ruled all the nearby kingdoms by a hand of steel , his father was murdered in front of his bare eyes , his younger brother were tortured to death , and he was thrown into the flaming fire to engulf him alive , but what happened next was never like anything , it was a horrifying miracle , he jumped off the fire with unbelievable wrath of ignited flames of fire eating his flesh , he screamed loud and fough
I sat there silently, memorised every corner , looked threw the windows and saw very very huge number of troops all bowing to him while being deployed, in coordinate moves they go , suddenly he raised his head up where my window was and stared at me , how did he know I was standing already there , I panicked , and took few steps back until his sharp eyes left my sight , the maid entered with very beautiful dress that I have never saw alike for it , like a crystal blue ice , chimmering like diamonds in the morning sunlight , with very wide and open neck , and falling off shoulder design , I loved it right away , but for who . Maid Jewel "our king has ordered you to get dressed and to get prepared to lunch with him .......... alone " I took a sigh while looking disappointed at that beautiful dress going into waste because I won't dress it. " and if I said no ?" " I don't think that's av