LOGINROWENA
I managed to roll away just as the beast came upon me, not before I obtained a large cut from its paw on my back. I staggered but I had to regain my balance. The men laughed in their seats over my narrow escape.
“Look at the way she jumped,” One said as he made a mocking imitation of me avoiding the beast.
“I was certain she was done for but what can I say, she really wants to live,” said another.
I scowled at them.
'I cannot die in this pit,' I thought to myself. I have to fight.
I surveyed the arena for anything I could use to my advantage. There was a chain lying at the far end of the arena but there was no weapon in sight.
“How about you show us what your wolf looks like, Rowena,” one of the spectators shouted but I paid him no heed.
The beast had already regained its stance and had started charging fiercely towards me. In a swift moment, I ran towards the beast and slid under its stomach just as it was about to finish me off with its sharp claws. Then I ran, quickly grabbing the chain and wrapping a small amount of it round my hand.
The werewolf was stunned by my maneuver and it began to charge towards me again with absolute determination. As it got near, I looped the chain around its neck and I pulled down with all my might. But the wolf was far more stronger than I had anticipated and I was cornered.
I could hear the men cheering from their seats. Just as the beast was about to bite down on my head, I grabbed a large bone from beside me and rammed its sharp end into the beast’s chest. The beast let out a wounded sound before collapsing in pain. It took a moment for me to realize it but I had won.
The beast slowly began to morph into its human form. There in the sand, bleeding to death, was a young girl not much older than myself. I quickly reached for a worn cloak from a pile of bones and used it to cover her naked body.
The men had stopped laughing and jubilating at that point. On their faces were masks of displeasure, annoyance and surprise.
“You have to cut off her head to be declared the victor,” Thane Darkmoor shouted into the arena. “If you don't, you will suffer the same fate as her.”
I looked at the feeble girl laying in the dirt; her life was already leaving her steadily and he still wanted me to finish her off. These people were despicable.
“I do not have a sword,” I said coldly.
“You really want me to believe that you will actually kill the girl if I gave you a sword? You! Who could barely put up a fight” Thanes’ voice hinted at his suspicion towards me.
“It is either she dies or I die.” I glanced at the girl. Her breathing had become shallow and she wasn't whimpering in pain as she was before. “I might as well put her out of her suffering.”
Thane motioned one of the nearby guards to toss a sword into the arena. “Go ahead then.”
As I walked over and picked up the sword my mind could not fathom what I was about to do. My mother's voice echoed softly at the back of my mind. “You are not a monster. You would never hurt a fly.” But I shook my head to get rid of the voice. If my mother could see me, she would want me to fight till my last breath.
I stood over the wounded girl. She was completely still, I was sure she was dead. Her blood had already formed a moist red patch in the earth underneath her. I raised the sword over my head and as I was about to bring it down with all my might, I was stopped.
“Enough!” A woman shouted as she stood up from her seat amongst the spectators. The men had not noticed her presence until then and they bowed in greeting. All except Thane who only acknowledged her with a nod. The woman had long white hair and was wearing a black fur coat and gloves.
“I want her,” the woman said to Thane. “She will be valuable to me.”
“She is a slave with a loose tongue. Of what use could she be to you?” Thane scoffed.
“Yet we all saw utterly defeat her opponent.” The woman interjected. “And besides since when has the dealings of the inner sanctuary been your business as Alpha, Thane?”
The woman turned in my direction. “She is coming with me. Get her out of there,” she ordered.
When I was brought before the woman, I saw she had a faint scar that ran from the middle of her cheek to her lower ear. She was tall and had dark brown eyes that bore wisdom and endless secrets behind them.
“What is your name child?” She asked me.
“Ro… Rowena,” I mumbled.
“I am Eldra Morriganis, keeper of the inner sanctuary of this clan. Let it be known to you that I will not be taken for a fool.” She grabbed my jaw with her hand and pulled my face closer to hers. She had a strong grip and a frightening gaze.
“I hear you are one with a loose tongue. If you want to see another full moon in this clan you will have to do away with that tongue of yours or it will get you killed. You will speak only when spoken to, do you understand?”
I nodded slowly as much as her grip could allow.
“Good.” She let go of my face and began to walk away.
The Inner Sanctuary was a fortress deep within the darkest mountain of Ravenshallow. As I stood before its gates, I marvelled at the structure. Inside the corridors and rooms of the dark and mysterious fortress was illuminated by several candles and lamps. It oozed of secrets, magic and mystery.
Men, but mostly women, were busy with various tasks and moving to and fro.
“You must be wondering why I have brought you here.”
Eldra Morriganis remarked as she turned to face me. “Very few people have ever seen the inside of the Inner Sanctuary and even fewer know it exists, but I have brought you here for a purpose. A purpose I ensure you will find out soon enough.”
And with that she turned and walked away.
ROWENAMy fingers closed around the hilt.The sword did not come free.I had not expected it to be easy. But I had not been prepared for what it did instead, which was to hold perfectly still beneath my grip and fill me with everything I was simultaneously, without order or mercy, the way a flood fills a room. †††††††††††††††††††††††††The dungeon first. The chain on my wrist and the smell of mildew and my father's face telling me I was no longer his daughter. The taste of blood in my mouth and the specific cold of the stone floor and the sound of Darius's laughter echoing after the door closed.The wagon. Shoulder to shoulder with women whose names I barely learned. Mannia gone in the night and the other women's silence and the long terrible days of not enough water and the slavers' jokes carrying back to us on the wind.The arena. The wolf coming at me across the sand and the chain in my hand and the bone I drove into its chest and the girl beneath who bled and
ROWENAI had not slept. I had not tried to.I sat at the ridge's edge through the whole of the night and I watched Crimonfrost exist in the dark below me, and when the sky began to pale in the east and the stars went out one by one I was still there, the necklace warm in my fingers, the warmth in my palms steady and unhurried, as though the ruins had been keeping a fire lit for twenty two years and had simply been waiting for me to come close enough to feel it.When the light was sufficient Thane appeared beside me without a word. He looked down at the valley. Then at me."Ready," he said."Yes," I said.We went down. †††††††††††††††††††††††††The ruins looked nothing like the night before.At night they had been a thing of shadows and held light, the black stone luminous and still, the valley a single held breath. In the morning they were something else entirely. The sun came over the mountain's eastern edge at an angle that struck the stone directly, and the stone re
ROWENAThe fourth day was easier than the third.Not because the terrain was easier. If anything the ground was harder, the exposed rock more frequent, the path less certain underfoot. But the quality of the air had changed. The watching feeling, the weight of something looking at us from the wrong angle, had pulled back sometime in the night, and what replaced it was not safety but something closer to neutrality. The land simply being land again, cold and difficult and entirely indifferent to us.I noticed it before I noticed anything else.Then I noticed Thane had moved his horse closer. †††††††††††††††††††††††††Not significantly. A few feet at most. But the distance between us that had been carefully maintained for three days had narrowed without ceremony, without acknowledgment, and when I glanced at him he was looking at the path ahead with the focused expression of a man navigating terrain, nothing more.I did not say anything about it.But when the path narr
THANEThe third day was the hardest.I had known it would be. The territory north of the waystone markers had been described by Pell with the flat accurate of a man reporting something that is normal. There were no birds, a coldness that felt wrong, ground flattened where something enormous had passed through. What he had not described, because there were no words for it in any register I knew, was the specific quality of moving through land that had been looked at by something that should not have eyes.We felt it from the first hour of riding. Not a sound or a sight but a pressure, the air carrying a weight it had not been built to carry, and underneath it, that cold. Not winter. Something older than winter.Aveline rode with her hand near her sword and said nothing. Eldra watched everything. Rowena rode beside me with the steady composure she wore through all things, and I kept my eyes forward and my thoughts where I needed them, which was on the terrain and not on her.I had been
ROWENAWe left at first light, four riders and two pack horses, slipping out through the eastern gate before most of the fortress had woken to see us go. Thane wanted it that way. Fewer eyes meant fewer questions, and fewer questions meant fewer chances for word to travel further than it needed to. I looked back once, when the wall was still close enough to see clearly. Celdric stood at the gate with his arms folded, watching us go, his face doing the thing it did when he was holding something steady that wanted to come apart. He lifted one hand. I lifted mine in return.Then the road turned, and the fortress was gone, and there was only the mountain ahead of us and whatever waited at the end of it. †††††††††††††††††††††††††Aveline rode at the front of our small column with the easy confidence of someone who had spent more of her life on a horse than off one. Eldra rode just behind her, upright, silent, her eyes moving constantly across the terrain in a way th
ROWENAAveline's southern fighters arrived on the third day, two hundred strong, and the fortress that had felt like a wound for nearly a week began to feel like a fortress again. Walls reinforced. Patrols doubled. The particular bustle of preparation, which I had learned to recognize now in all its forms, replaced the silence that had sat over Ravenshallow since the attack.I saw him from across the inner courtyard before he saw me.He was standing with Oryn, reviewing something on a length of parchment, and from a distance he looked almost entirely himself. It was only as I came closer that I saw the brace beneath his trouser leg, fitted carefully enough to be nearly invisible, and the way his weight favored one side in a manner he was working very hard to make look like nothing at all. His right hand was bound in linen and splint beneath his sleeve, only a sliver of it visible at the wrist.He saw me. He nodded."Rowena."Not the way he had said my name in his chambers two nights a
ROWENAI was already awake when she knocked.I had been sitting at my window for the better part of an hour, watching the sky above the mountain do nothing in particular, the way it does in the hour before dawn when the dark has run out of reasons to stay but the light has not yet committed to arri
THANEThree days had passed.I found Eldra in the archive room, which was where she always was when she did not want to be found. She looked up when I entered without knocking and said nothing, which was her version of an invitation.I closed the door behind me and stood before her table."The thre
ROWENASefa did not ask for volunteers. She simply looked up from her preparation table that morning, swept her gaze across the acolytes assembled in the Medicine wing, and said "Rowena" in the tone of a woman who had already made her decision."The Vellmoor," she continued, sliding a folded piece
Hello my gentle readers. I have been gone for far too long. But as we all settle in for the summer I hope to be more consistent in finishing this story. I am looking forward to all your comments and likes ❤️With that being said, here is the next chapter 💖💖







