Master Balthazar’s mansion was huge, it had five floors, the top one dedicated to his paid staff and the slave enforcers. On the ground floor he had three lounges, a kitchen, a dining room, a games room that I had never been in, only catching glimpses of it when the guards entered and exited. Oh, and a hall with tiled floors that he used when he threw parties. It was early morning, the sun hadn’t been up long so I’m guessing he would be in the dining room with his coffee.
The mansion was coated with guards, you couldn’t turn a corner without seeing one, and none of them were permitted to speak to me, nor I them. If I looked at them, it was five lashes, if I spoke it was 10. My master didn’t like me talking to anyone but him, in fact, even the slaves avoided me. Called me his favourite behind my back.
I chuckled internally at that, I wouldn’t say I was his favourite, I had tried to escape more times than I could count; hearing stories of human cities where I could live on my own, work where I wanted, where the man who owned me wouldn’t find me. But I never managed to get far enough away from him to see them, one foot out of the woods and I would be caught within minutes.
He used what he called portals, disappearing and reappearing wherever he wanted, how could I escape that? It’s simple, I couldn’t.
I stopped outside the door to Balthazar’s private dining room, my head hanging low as I stared at the grey carpet, waiting for the guards the announce my presence.
The guard to my left knocked, but the one to my right spoke, his tone raspy and stern. “Sire, thirteen is here to see you.”
That’s me, thirteen. The guards didn’t know our names, we were numbers, creatures that they needn’t worry themselves with. The guards were human, all of them. But one of masters spells surrounded them, and no wolf within these lands could question that, no one could hurt them.
I heard a cup slam against a wooden table, forcing myself not to wince when I heard the anger in Balthazar’s voice. “Send her in.” He ordered.
Oh fuck. I had done something to piss him off, but what? For three whole weeks I had kept my head down, not spoken to anyone but Margaret and I had done everything asked of me. I searched my mind, looking for a mistake so I could prepare myself, though nothing came to mind. I took a shallow breath, and walked into to the room when the guard opened the door, my head low and hands neatly in front of me, the collar around my neck an uncomfortable reminder of his power over me.
I move slowly, walking around the table and dropping to my knees, folding myself towards the floor with my hands at either side of my body; my forehead pressed against the soft carpet. Then, I wait, you do not speak to master Balthazar unless he tells you do, and you definitely do not look at him.
Minutes pass, my heart thumping loudly in my ears, my form slowly beginning to tremble as Nyx grows in frustration within my mind. Why isn’t he saying anything? I have the sudden urge to look up, to see why he was so silent, but I knew that would be a mistake. I wouldn’t definitely be punished for looking at him.
I dig my fingers into the carpet, letting out a breath I didn’t realise I was holding when he sighed audibly, the sound of his chair back filling the room.
“Look at me.” He snaps, his voice line ice.
I do so immediately, moving to sit on my knees, my hands clasped on my legs as I turn my gaze to meet his, trying to look docile and compliant.
He was a tall man, much taller than me, his mousy brown hair a contrast to my wavy neon shade, his perfectly straight as it just passes his shoulders. His cold blue eyes, holding a hatred for my kind, one that I still couldn’t understand. He wore a black shirt, the top two buttons undone, to reveal his golden skin, his dark ripped jeans covering the lip of his brown boots.
He watched me a moment before picking up his coffee and resting it on the chair arm, his eyes travelling down my body, making me shift uncomfortably. “As you know, your nineteenth birthday is fast approaching.” He began, and my breath stutters, oh god no; please don’t say it! I scream internally. “I expect you will find a mate soon.”
I remained mute, unsure if that was meant as a question or command, but even if it was a command, he can’t force me to chose a mate, that is something that my wolf and I decide. The one thing he cannot take from me. Yet, I knew exactly what he meant, he wants me to have children, to give him more slaves.
“Annalise.” He grows, “I can see defiance in your eyes, and I will not tolerate it. It is your job to give me what I require.”
I scowl at that, my jaw tightening as I snap it shut. Don’t speak, you know why will happen if you do. I remind myself, lowering my eyes back to the carpet in hopes he will see it as obedience. He doesn’t.
“Tell me what you are thinking.” He demands, but I hesitate. “You know I can force it from you. Wouldn’t it be easier to tell me?”
“I don’t want children.” I whisper, my voice low.
He laughs, a cruel sound that sends a shiver down my spine. “You know better than most to not misunderstand me. That was not a request. You will find a mate among those here and you will bare children.”
I look up, my mouth agape as I shake my head; he can’t control my wolf, she is free. I meet his eyes with the same defiance that got my parents killed, strengthening my composure and throwing back my shoulders.
“I won’t.” I say louder, my voice booming with strength. “You may have a piece of paper that says you own me, but you will neverown my mind, you will never subdue my wolf.” I spit.
He smiles, and I realise what I have done, my heart stuttering in fear as he rises to his feet, his eyes darkening with something I recognise; something evil. I stumble to my feet after falling once or twice, using the table for balance and attempting to get away, my breath raspy as fear began to overcome me.
“I … master, I didn’t mean it..” I manage to stutter out between terrified gasps.
His smile widens as he flicks his wrist, my whole body freezing as though I no longer had control over my own body, “Running from your master?” He tuts. “I thought you were finally beginning to learn.”
“Running from your master?” He tuts. “I thought you were finally beginning to learn.”Tears slipped from my eyes as he stalked towards me, I knew that I had made a terrible mistake, that I would regret even breathing in his presence. Balthazar didn’t take kindly to defiance of any kind, he had killed my kind for less, and I would be no exception. I could see it in his ice blue eyes, the eager promise of pain. Why couldn’t I be like the others? Why did he treat me so differently? He never forced the others to mate until they were ready. It was something the other slaves always loved, that they had to right to choose when or if to have children.So why was My case so unusual? Why couldn’t I play with the other children when I was younger, why couldn’t I run with the other slaves on a full moon?He stopped inches away from me, his mouth set in a scowl, then; he snapped his fingers. I blinked rapidly when I saw nothing
The days passed by at an agonisingly slow pace, one of pure torture, I wanted nothing more than to be free of the silver chains that bound me to the wall of the windowless cell. I wanted to scream and cry, beg my master to let me loose, I wanted to escape his grasp and be free. I wanted to be like the humans who worked in this place, they were paid for their work, they had a home they could go to, they could leave. Whilst I could not.I was forever trapped here because of a bargain I had no part in, my fate chosen for me long before I took my first breath. I jumped when the distant crackle of magic, blasted around me. He was on his way, my master was coming to see if I would obey.Balthazar appeared to my left before I could take another breath, his towering frame closing in on me, blocking out anything else in the room.“Annalise, you look terrible.” He scorned, he had always hated when he disciplined us for a long time.He hated the stench o
"You'll eat here with me."I watched in shock, unsure what I was meant to do, I had never eaten in his presence before, I don’t think that any slave had. I looked around one last time, waiting for a guard to come and whip me. But when none came I took a seat, timidly filling my plate and picking at the food.“Thank you master, this is very generous of you.” I murmured, though he gave no indication that he had heard me.“I’ve been thinking about what I asked you to do Annalise.” He said after several minutes of silence, causing me to jump. “I think I realise now why you are reluctant to obey.”Wait what? He understands me? How can that even be possible? He had never taken a moment to be considerate before, never listened to the worries of slaves before. Does he really know why I don’t want a mate? Why I refused to bare children with anyone. Was he offended? Why was he so calm?
I walked towards the kitchen, the mansion oddly quiet as all the wolves prepared for the one night of the month they get off, the only one where they can shift freely and run from the acres of wood that surrounded the masters house. I open the back door, feeling the breeze wrap around me as I close my eyes, this way the only day I was allowed outside and I would always cherish it, the best day of the month was when I could sink my toes into mud and smell the scent of the forest. I pull off my tattered shoes and smiled as the cold earth greeted me. It was wrong to keep a wolf locked up indoors, but that is what Balthazar chose for me, said I would appreciate his kindness of the full moon run more if I didn’t go out any other time.I suppose I do understand what he means because I do appreciate it more, but I also wish that I was locked away most of the month too. I hate being indoors, I have since I was a little girl, the earth always seemed to call to me, it helped me t
Their was no going back now, I had come too far, the boundaries of my master’s territory was miles behind me and still their was no sign he knew of my absence.I knew I wasn’t out of danger yet as I pushed myself harder, the landscape rushing by, I had crossed three rivers and four roads without being spotted by anyone. I had no clue where I was as I slowed down in a small clearing, turning in a circle and sniffing the air. It was strange, I thought I had smelt something sweet a few seconds ago, but now it was gone.I turned my nose to the ground and sniffed the earth, wondering if it was some kind of plant I could smell, perhaps fruit. It was something I had never smelt before, something alluring and strange. I plopped down onto my stomach to rest, I had come hundreds of miles and it was almost dawn, Nyx and I were exhausted, we had never travelled so far before. We had never left Balthazar’s estate in north America before, but now it was different,
“I’m just passing through. I didn’t mean to get in anyone’s way.”Alpha scowled menacingly, his eyes skimming over my body in anger, stopping at my neck and wrists. “Who did that to you?!” He growled deeply, causing me to jump and step back.Why was he so angry?I looked down at my body, at the old scars and new bruises that lined my petite form, the welts still present on my wrists from the silver chains. This is what happens when Balthazar takes a liking to you, he hurts you, torments you. That was the life I was running from, trying to get as much distance as possible between me and my master.“I’m a slave.” I whisper, hoping that they would help me, if he’s angry about the scars then maybe he can protect me. Save me from the warlock.“A slave?” Blue eyes gasped in horror, some of the wolves around us whining. “Only warlocks and vampires have slaves.”
I didn't know if everything that alpha Dean had said was correct or not, I wasn't even sure that I believed their legend that I was to become some sort of great alpha that brought some other packs together or something like that. I wasn't even entirely sure what a pack was apart from what he had told me and what I knew from the stories my mother had read to me when I was a young pup. I was uncertain what my future would hold, or why I might have to do to belong, but I was determined to try, I had to do something with my life.I just hoped that it wasn't what he thought, I didn't know the first thing about leading anyone! I had spent my whole life as a slave, used and beaten whenever Balthazar saw fit. The only things I had ever known was loneliness and fear, and I didn't think those would help me in this. How did a pack work, were the wolves there really free to do as they wished, to come and go whenever they wanted to?Did that mean I would be able to sh
I remained as still as possible as Zane carried me through the town and onto the outskirts, a large building coming into view, something that could even rival the home of my master. Other smaller houses and something that blue eyes called flats were littered everywhere and I soon realised that this was a community, not a slave trade as I was used to. The people were so happy, the children laughing and playing, it was strange, seeing people so happy, but I guess it would be considering where I came from.In Balthazar’s care you rarely smiled, I had almost forgotten what it felt like to be happy, to be a child who didn’t know the cruelty of the world. But he ripped all that away from me when I was seven, forcing me to watch in that room as my parents died slowly from torture. I wished and pleased to the moon goddess to help them, to save my family. But she never did, instead they died whilst begging for their lives, while pleading for a mercy that never came. Their