After the ordeal with Ariel and Killian I headed to my room. Well it’s not actually my room, it’s a room they keep to upkeep the look that I’m not mistreated. After entering my room I decided to bathe myself. I scrubbed the dirt from my body and washed my hair. By the end I smelled like ginger and jasmine. After I felt clean I exited the bathroom where a maid was waiting. I didn’t exactly know who she was since I rarely worked inside the manor.
“Hello miss, my name is Marie and I will be getting you ready.” Her warm voice said. It caught me off guard since most of the help treats me like I’m nothing.
“H-hi Marie.” I said before sitting in the chair so she could do my hair. She smiled faintly before starting. Once she was done I looked unrecognizable. She had my hair braided beautifully to the side and my red hair framed my face perfectly. My makeup was light. Only pink blush and mascara. Once all that was done the dress arrived. It was quickly put on me.
I silently gasped when I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror. I was beautiful and the dress was just as breathtaking. It was light blues and whites and reminded me of falling snow. The way the whites cascaded into the blues. A simple pendant was put on my neck. It was a owl holding an arrow in its claws. This pendant was representative of the Goddess Lyra who is the Goddess of purity and warfare. It was such a funny combination if you asked me but every unwed girl had to be her servant until marriage. Then they would take on the Goddess Nyri who is the Goddess of fertility and obedience.
“Miss, are you ready to head down?” The maid chimed, pulling me out of my thoughts.
“Oh yes.” I nodded before following her out of my fake room. The maid led me to the dining hall. I was never allowed in this room unless it was for appearances. I was never welcome to eat here otherwise. Most of the time my father just excuses my absence as me having a “weak constitution” so they can keep their way they treat me a secret.
Maria pulled out my chair for me so I could sit down. The rest of the family hadn’t shown up yet. The first one to come in was Killian and he sat to my right. Thereon entered shortly after and sat to my left. I’d be a liar if I said they didn’t make me nervous. My father and his wife entered and took their places at the head of the table. The room was silent and I didn’t dare speak unless I was spoken to. My sister, Josephine Rose Sparrow was still abroad at a special academy. It was kept as a secret on her whereabouts. Killian and Theoran were discussing the state of the empire with each other when our butler came in to announce the arrival of the royal family.
Enoch was the royal family of the empire and was the one of the four oldest families. We all stood as they entered the room. King Atticus entered first, he was a handsome man for being in his forties. After him, Queen Mia entered, she had perfect laugh lines that showed she was a kind and gentle soul. Lastly, Thorn Enoch entered, he was the crowned prince and he looked like the God Rif had cut him from his own cloth. The crowned prince is beautiful. He has dark brown hair and a strong jawline with green eyes that seem to glow. We all bowed or cursied and then the feast began. Thorn took his seat directly across from me. I averted me eyes as his bore into me.
The sight of him made my breathing labored. No man should have this kind of effect on women. But it’s not like he’d ever look at me as a love match. Not if he knew the truth about me. I was illegitimate and would never be able to marry above my station. Even if he ignored all that my father would use my weak constitution to sway him from wanting me as a wife. It’s worked for all the suitors I had thus far. I still had the exceptional looks of a sparrow and was made out to be quite beautiful even in rags. I never saw it but the others did.
“Nyx.” Killian growled lowly enough for only me to hear. It pulled me out of my inner thoughts.
“Huh? Sorry.” I shook my head lightly to clear my thoughts.
“Prince Thorn asked you a question and you basically ignored him.” Killian stated in a calm voice. Only I wasn’t calm upon hearing that. My eyes widened at the realization of what I had just done. The punishment father would cook up for it would be less than fun.
“Your Majesty, please forgive me, I was distracted.” I said as calmly as I could. Thorn sighed and asked again.
“How have you been feeling Lady Nyx? You never attend the parties, such a shame such beauty is hidden away in the musty manor.” He huffed almost like a child who didn’t get his way would. It made me want to laugh but I knew better.
“Well your Majesty, my illness comes and goes quickly. So I do tend to miss those events. I’m sorry.” I felt so stupid having to play the weak and sickly lady. He nodded in understanding and continued a conversation with my brother Theoran. I snuck a peak at my father and his face was stoned but I could see the slight anger he held in for when our guests were nowhere near. I felt my stomach fall, I knew the punishment of ignoring the crowned prince. Whether it be on purpose or accident would be the worst punishment I would receive. I ate lightly in silence as those around me discussed different things. I occasionally caught Thorn looking at me. I pretended not to notice but would sneak peeks at him. I felt my face flush as he caught me looking at him. He smirked, making my stomach do flips. After dinner we moved into the tea room but instead of sitting with the family I went out to the terrace. I sighed and breathed in the cold air getting lost in my thoughts.
I guess I had been completely lost in my thoughts since I didn’t realize a presence next to me. I turned to see the crowned prince next to me.
“Your Majesty.” I said in a flustered tone before I turned to curtsy to him.
“Please, don’t. “ he said, putting his hand up in a stop motion. I nodded and turned back to look at the courtyard. I breathed deep as I leaned into the stone railings.
“Nyx,” He said and waited for me to look at him before continuing “you seem so unhappy here, why? He questioned. Shit I didn’t know he caught onto my unhappiness here. I need to cover it otherwise my father would be even more angry.
“Um, no I just haven’t felt the best lately and doing this dinner takes a lot out of me your majesty.” I slopped out in a fatigue manner to make it believable. I turned to look at him and our eyes locked. His beautiful green glowing eyes captivated me. Everyone knew the Enoch family were descendants of the Gods. and Goddesses. Before I knew what happened he leaned down and pressed his soft lips to mine. The kiss was absolute bliss but soon the panic began and I pulled away abruptly.
“Your Majesty, I’m so sorry, I-I can’t…” I stuttered out whilst shaking my head and started backing away. He just stared at me until I disappeared inside the Manor with apologies leaving my lips the whole way.
Updated and reviewed: 09/05/2022
~Thorn~ “Your Majesty, Duchess Fallon Von Keem is here to see you.” Colby my butler came into the study to alert me. I nodded to him before responding. “Send my regrets, I have other matters to attend to.” I replied. I could see the fear in his eyes. Fallon Von Keem was a raging fire among a forest. She was relentless and unpredictable. I didn’t even have an interest in her. Of course my father didn’t care about that; he only cared that she would be an advantageous pawn later. However, Colby would do anything I told him to even at great risk to himself. Due to this I promised to take care of his family should anything happen to him. It was the least that I could do. “Right away your Majesty” He answered before leaving the study. ~Fallon~ I was sitting in the Tea room at the royal palace. I had come all this way to spend time with my fiance. But his butler intercepted me before I had made it to his study. He worked way too much. It was almost irritating. But after sitting here,
WARNING READER DISCRETION ADVISED: Abuse and neglect contained in this chapter. ~Nyx~ I ran all the way to my room, well fake room but who’s keeping track. After closing the door I went over to my bed. As I let myself fall back onto it I took a deep breath. The Crowned Prince just kissed me of all people. Oh if he only knew that I was considered nothing in this household. However, my peace didn’t last long when my door opened to reveal my furious father. I flinched. as he entered. I sat up quickly knowing I was in for it this time. “Why can’t you go one time without disgracing our family with your filth.” He spat with venom making me wince. “W-w-w-what do y-y-you m-mean?” I stuttered out. It only made him more angry. “You ignored the Crowned Prince when he was talking to you and then you left the tea room without wishing anyone goodnight.” He boomed, grabbing my hair to twist my head to meet his red face. I stayed silent, I knew better than to respond with excuses. The punishme
~Thorn~ Once we had returned to the palace I called for Colby. I headed to my office to await him. I was doing work when there was a clearing of the throat. I looked up to see Colby waiting for me to meet his face. “Your Majesty, I was told you needed my services?” He questioned filled with confusion since I didn’t call for him during late hours very often. “Yes, I need you to look into something for me. Specifically into Lady Nyx.” When I said her name Colby’s face lit up with even more confusion. “Lady Nyx Sparrow, your Majesty?” He questioned again with a bewildered look on his face. “Yesm something is off about her behavior. Marquess Sparrow is hiding something. And I want to know what it is and why she’s going along with it.” I answered deep in my thoughts. “Very well, I will look into the matter as discreetly as possible.” Colby answered before crossing his hand over his chest and bowing. It was a motion of the highest honor. It showed loyalty and trust to the one on the
~Nyx~ Life has been pretty uneventful for the last couple of weeks. I do my regular day to day chores without having a bunch of trouble. To my luck I’ve avoided Ariel and her mess. My father hasn’t asked me to attend any events either. It makes me happy because knowing my luck I’d messed it up. Then my father would punish me again. It’s sickening that he enjoys hurting me. I am his blood after all. Since I had the rest of this day off I decided to take a walk in the woods near the manor. It was one of my favorite things to do. After a while of walking I came to a small brook. I decided to sit down at the base of an oak tree near the water. I took in all the nature smells around me. Thoughts of the crowned prince filled my mind. Honestly, why was I even still thinking about him? If he knew that I was not even considered a noble by my own family would he still like me? If he saw me in the dress of commoners would he still find me beautiful. Not that any of this even mattered. He was
*READER DISCRETION ADVISED* Scenes of sexual assualt and harassment contained in this chapter that may be triggering to some. Once I returned to the estate grounds I headed to the servant chambers. Once I reached my room, I grabbed my bathing supplies and headed to the bath house. Since it was late it was unlikely that anyone would be there and I would be able to enjoy myself. I entered the dimly moonlit bath house. I took my robe off before entering the moonlit bath house. I took off my robe and entered the warm milky waters. Powdered goat milk was added to the bath water everyday when it was refilled in the morning. The bath waters smelled like jasmine as I eased my way into the water. I loved when they went with jasmine over rose oil. Since jasmine was harder to acquire during certain months it was used less. I loved the smell of it better anyway. I took my time to enjoy the water. Washing my hair and body before letting myself float. It was bliss until I heard footsteps entering
I quickly recovered the shock on my face. After seeing the Count and his son with my father my face held surprise. I didn’t want my father to see it so I hid it as fast and best as I could. I walked over to my father’s desk and sat down the tray “Good Morning Master Sparrow.” I said before bowing to leave. A voice filled the room before I could however. What the man said gave me chills all over my body and made me stop dead in my tracks. “How much for the maid Marquess Sparrow?” The Count’s son asked my father. His voice held a smirk to it. I winced with my back still to them. The thought of my father agreeing would be even worse. I slowly turned filled with horror. My father’s face was filled with cooled anger, only someone who knew him well would know he was mad. “She’s not for sale, Lord Viscoff. Sorry to disappoint you.” My father replied with a grim expression. “You may go Lora.” He waved to me to leave. Lora was my middle name and was the name he used in the presence of h
~Thorn~ “Follow me to my study, your grace. We can discuss the matters you are here for.” Marquess Sparrow stated. We walked into the manor and to his study in silence. I’ve never cared much for the Marquess Sparrow. His sons were alright and I had never met Josephine since she was sent off before she debuted. Once inside he ordered a maid to bring us some refreshments. He waited for me to take a seat first. I sighed to myself and sat down on the chaise. He followed me and sat down on the other one. We sat in a comfortable silence. At Least it was comfortable for me. I would see the Marquess fidget every so often. Before long the maid returned, setting the tea and treats before us. She bowed before leaving us to discuss business. “To whom do I owe the pleasure of your Majesty?” Marquess Sparrow questioned as he poured two cups of tea. He sat back bring his tea to his lips. “I’m here to see Lady Nyx, I’d like to officially court her.” I stated point blank. There was no reason for
~Nyx~ Shock filled my being, what he just said had to be a lie. The Crowned Prince would never be so bold. Why would he be so interested in me anyway? The kiss he had managed to land on my lips came to mind instantly. It made me want to internally groan. Speaking of that, why did he even kiss me to begin with. He is to be married soon. I stared at my father, my eyes wide with fear. I felt like I was suffocating in this room. “Is there something you would like to tell me Nyx?” My father questioned me. I gulped at the venom and annoyance that was evident in his voice. I shook my head and uttered a quiet no. He sighed and rubbed his temple. “Why is it that you can’t help but get the family into deep shit.” He slammed his fist on the desk so hard it made me jump. “Do you know what the Duke could do to our family Nyx?” He shouted at me with pure anger. I stayed quiet and shook my head. Being careful to keep my eyes on the ground. My father sat back in his chair. “Leave me, you’re