LOGINChapter 8
I approached the river edge , listening to the rush and rapid current, my heart began to pounder in my chest , I hate the river but I needed inspiration the wave was calm and any idea could easily creep in. The longer I sat to write the more the urge came , well....I knew how to swim , but I hadn't been in the river since when I was nine , and I watched my twelve years old brother slip under a deceptively calm of veil of water and never resurfaced. The garment hung on me, i whipped it over my head, tossing it aside then quickly dropped the large skirt that hung to my hips. "You can do this, Bridget ". Drawing a sharp breath I hurried to the center of the shallow pool, air rushed from my lungs , cringing from the very thoughts of dunking my head, I sucked in another deep gasp and went under digging my fingers into my hair. .......... Why did I have to look downstream? I suppressed a groan while trying to push the tantalizing image of her pint size body out of my thoughts. He had turn to the river edge to also clean up. Bridget was still standing on the rocky shoreline staring into the calm pool of water. And then before he realized what she was about to do , she was naked as the sunrise, with all it's shimmering splendor. The sight has knocked the air from his lungs and the sense from his head.he couldn't pull his eyes away from her ivory skin , her blonde air fell effortlessly on her skin. She shocked him again by slipping into the frigid water. Only then did he find the sense to step back from the river edge. I walked back to my chambers, by tomorrow we will be out of here, I wouldn't have to see her again nor her body. I layed on the bed , my mind flooded with the thoughts of her ivory skin, a visualized image of her deligate body. Blazing hell Aaron. Think about something else! .... the morning was quite we were prepared to leave. After hours of talk , " we are pleased with the terms", the king said , "Farewell ". Aaron didn't wait, he wandered the wall and somehow appeared before Bridget. " Princess" She jumped nearly dropping her book. How did you get here? A trick, he smirked. I don't like invasion in my peace, I have duties and rules. Aaron stepped further his voice low and teasing , " rules are meant to be bent, don't worry I know how to make it fun.'' Her frowned deepened, And she felt both annoyed and curious. He was bold, ..... irritating and yet something about him drew her near. Her quiet space was about to change and nothing could stop what was coming. ..... Roshan walked through the pack ground with a tight jew he didn't especially like the news about the trackers. Trackers meant trouble, trackers meant secret and people desperate to find her. Why ? What do they want from her ? What do they fear? Roshan didn't have answers, and he hated it . He turned to the training field intended to check on the worriors , but he stopped when he saw Lillard walking out of the training ground. The seer carried a calm air around him , like he was never surprise. Roshan respected him more than most elders. " Roshan", Lillard greeted with a nod. Lillard, Roshan replied, you're out early. Lillard smiled faintly," I was never alone." 'Who was with you?". Lillard eyes twinkled with something that annoyed Roshan instantly, like he already knew the thought of the Beta before he spoke them . "A girl," Lillard said . " Iris " Lillard did not confirm it with words, but his silence was enough. Roshan looked past him, towards the empty field the weapons were neatly arranged , nothing seemed disturb, but his instinct told him something happened. " Did she try to train?" Yes , Lillard answered simple. She wasn't ready, she could get hurt, and he knew how exactly the weapons where heavy even the lighter ones. "She was struggling?" he asked.. "She was trying " Lillard corrected gently. "What did you tell her ", Roshan asked She needed time , Guidance, and she is not weak, but only wounded. "Wounded ", Roshan replied. Yes. The word fit Iris more then another. She listens to you, Roshan said calmly , but she doesn't trust easily, she's still afraid. Lillard nodded once. I need you to speak with her, maybe understand her a bit and train her, Lillard spoke. "She doesn't look like someone who is willing to open up", Roshan responded . *** Iris walked through the garden , her mind still replaying Lillard words. Shaped not broken She has not been called strong before, not by her old clan, not by her parents, not even the one she even thought as mate. Everyone one has seen her as a burden . A curse. Something she never was. She paused under a tall tree, placing a hand on its rough back. The tree rustled above her, catching the light and sending it dancing on the ground. Here in this pack, she felt...... almost safe . She heared footsteps behind her , and turned sharply. "Almost." Roshan replied his voice calm. He replied calmly like he could hear her thoughts, this man was mysterious. He always carries himself so.....so clean, always well polished and looking hot. He has an aura, that she couldn't well place. He stood there tall and calm, watching her with unreadable eyes, with a smirk on his lips. " Iris" his voice always make my feets so weak , was it because of the aura he commanded. "Why are you here?"Roshan asked I should ask you same, she replied trying to sound steady. She's tensed. He noticed. He always notice. " Lillard told me you were at the training field ". "Is that a problem?" "No" Roshan answered, "but it is dangerous." You could have asked someone for help. Who?" She wispered, everyone looks at me like I'm trouble. " I don't" You're lying, iris said turning away again. I don't lie , Roshan replied. " You don't need to train alone, " he said " if you want to learn you could ask me. She blinked quickly, confused, surprised, unsure. " Why do you want to teach me?" Roshan looked straight into her eyes. " Because you want to stand on your feet," he said. "and I do not believe you are as weak as you think." Roshan turned his eyes slowly from hers , knowing the full effect he has on her well.....most ladies. Not today, he moved slowly , you're tired and your mind is heavy, training in this state is useless. She nodded slowly. I was told your parents died during a war? "Yes", a nightmare no one should experience. You will overcome all that's before you, Roshan assured her. Roshan turned to leave, but Iris voice stopped him. " I want revenge" Roshan paused. his eyes widened, a mix of surprise and caution. "Revenge," iris are you sure that's what your want ? I want them to pay, I want them to feel what it means to be alone . I want justice Roshan , and I'm willing to do what ever it takes . Roshan studied her, searching for any hint of doubts, ....but Iris was resolute... " I will stand by you, but are you sure this is what you want , revenge can consume you." It's already consuming me Beta, I just need to let it take control. Teach me , guide me, mentor me. Roshan studied her for a moment, he saw the pain in those emerald eyes of hers, he could see a steady mind and soul and no one was going to change her decision not even him. " as you wish" He turned and walked away, his steps always steady and controllable. Far outside the Packs border, deep in the northern woods a shadow moved quickly through the trees. A tracker . Cloaked in black, silent in the wind. He touched the ground , sniffed the air and narrowed his eyes. The scent was faint but familiar. He had found a trail, a trail leading towards the pack that now sheltered Iris. He smiled darkly. " Found you".Chapter 45 I thought it was stress, that was the easiest answer. The safest one. too many things had changed in a short time, too many eyes watching me now. Every move I made carried weight and every word mattered. Anyone would feel it. So I ignored the signs..... At first. I sat in front of the mirror while the maids worked on my hair, their hands careful, their voices low. They spoke about preparations, about the pack, about how everything had settled. But I could still hear their little gossip, the went round the pack........ I was barren , unable to bear a child for the Alpha. I listened without really listening. My eyes stayed on my reflection, “You look tired,” one of them said. “I’m fine.” “You should rest more,” another added. “The council has been demanding.” I gave a small nod just to end it. They continued working, adjusting, fixing, stepping back to admire their work. None of it mattered. Something else sat at the back of my mind. “You can leave,” I said.
Chapter 44 The next morning, I woke up with a strange feeling. It sat quietly in my chest, unfamiliar but not unwelcome. It wasn’t loud or overwhelming. It was softer than that, something I couldn’t fully name. For a moment, I stayed still on the bed, staring at the ceiling, trying to understand it. Happiness. The word came slowly. And even then, I wasn’t sure if it fit. It had been a long time since I had felt anything close to it. Long enough that I didn’t trust it immediately. But it was there, resting somewhere beneath everything else, untouched by doubt or fear. I closed my eyes briefly, letting it settle. Then I got up. The air outside carried the coolness of early morning. The sky was just beginning to shift, the first light stretching across the edges of the horizon. The pack house was Alive at this hour, most people still inside, not yet pulled into the rhythm of the day. I preferred it like this. Less noise. Less watching eyes. I made my way to the training gro
Chapter 43 The pack did not settle after the attack. If anything, it made tension grew in a way that made the pack unsettled. Guards doubled at the borders. Movements became measured. No one wandered without purpose anymore. I stayed inside after that. Not because I was told to. Because I understood what had happened. They had come for me. That thought didn’t leave, no matter how much I tried to push it aside. By the next morning, word had already spread that Roshan was leaving. An alliance meeting. It made sense. What had happened wasn’t small. Seblethorn didn’t move that close without reason, and if they were testing us , then other packs needed to know. Still, knowing that didn’t make it sit any easier. I didn’t see him before he left. I heard it instead through passing voices in the corridor, through the way guards moved with sharper attention, through the silence that followed after. He was gone. And the space he left behind felt… noticeable. I didn’t like that.
Chapter 42 I stepped out into the corridor and kept walking, hoping distance would quiet whatever had settled inside me. But it didn't, the silence in the hallway only made it worse. Just then , footsteps came from behind me , I know who it was before she spoke. "Iris "....... I stopped For a moment, I considered ignoring her and continuing forward, but something in her tone held me in place. I turned towards her slowly. Selene stood a few steps away, composed as always, her posture straight, her gaze fixed on me in a way that made it clear she had not come to pass by. There was no greeting. No pretense. Her eyes moved over me once, like she was confirming something she already believed. “I didn’t expect to see you standing so comfortably in this pack,” she said. Her voice was even, but it carried something sharper beneath it. I felt it settle under my skin. “I’m not here for comfort,” I answered. She took a step closer, slow enough to show control, close e
Chapter 41 Roshan The message came before sunrise A boarder breach , not full attack but enough to call attention from every major house tied to seblethorn pack I read it once, then folded it. We've had more rivals now that we can count. There was no need to read it twice. I left my room without calling for anyone. The pack house was already waking up in pieces guards moving faster, voices lower than usual. Something was wrong. Everyone could feel it. By the time I reached the council hall, most of them were already inside. The long table was filled. Old leaders. War advisers. Clan representatives. And Kealor. He sat near the end, quiet, watching everything. Selene was already there too. Close to the center seat. Like she belonged there. She always knew how to place herself where attention gathered. The last person I noticed was Iris. She stood near the side of the hall, not seated. Not invited fully. But not pushed out either. That alone told me eno
Chapter 40Iris Morning came too quickly, I didn't sleep. How could IThe night stayed with me in fragments I couldn’t shake the hidden garden, the water, the silence between us that felt heavier than words.Roshan’s voice still lingered in my head.You provoke.I sat at the edge of the bed for a long time before I finally stood. The pack house was already awake, distant movement echoing through the halls. Life continued as if nothing had happened.But something had.I washed my face slowly, staring at my reflection longer than I needed to. My expression looked the same, but I didn’t feel the same.I left my room after a while.The corridor felt colder than usual.Or maybe I just noticed it more.I kept my steps steady as I moved toward the main hall. I told myself I would act normal today. Nothing had changed. Nothing should have changed.But my mind kept drifting back.To his eyes.To the way he didn’t step away immediately.To the control it took for him to keep distance.That par
Chapter 36 Sleep would not come. The palace had long fallen into silence. Torches burned low along the outer walls, their flames shrinking into thin threads of orange light. Even the night guards moved quietly through the courtyards below, their footsteps fading into the distance. Yet my mind re
Chapter 26 The training ground had always felt like mine. Not because I owned it. But because it was where I rebuilt myself. Steel in hand. Dust in my lungs. Sweat on my skin. Here, I was not the girl who had been sent away. I was a warrior in progress. I was discipline. Roshan stood across fr
Chapter 19A long training", Arone voice said from behind him.Roshan turned towards Aaron direction, Aaron leaned against the door with his usual grin on his face . His sharp eyes studied Roshan like it always did.Long but necessary , Roshan replied evenly.Aaron pushed himself off the wall, and
Chapter 14The door clicked shut leaving the two of us in the room, the silence hit me like a physical weight. This ..was a mistake no one was suppose to see.I screamed trying to clear my head, Elara she might spill it out .. I don't trust her enough."You have to calm down, " Lucian said running







