The Reset

POV: Zia

Have you ever wanted to wake up, only to realize you’ve been dreaming for years? That the life you remember was just a long, dull sleep? Sometimes, the truth is a nightmare you can't blink away.

When my eyes finally pried open, the world didn't recognize me. Instead of my bedroom ceiling and the comfort of my old life in Pennsylvania, I was boxed in by thin blue plastic. The floor crinkled under my weight like a warning. I was in a tent.

Then came the sound. A heavy, rhythmic snore that vibrated through the thin material. I sat up so fast my vision tunneled, and there he was.

Logic told me to scream. Logic told me to find a rock and defend myself. But my body felt… plugged in. My heart wasn't racing with fear; it was thrumming with a weird, magnetic static.

"GET UP NOW!" I barked. I didn't just yell; I punctuated it with a sharp kick to his side.

I checked my "armor" quickly. Skinny jeans? Check. Batman shirt? Check. Jean jacket? Check. I looked like I was dressed for a concert, not a kidnapping.

The guy groaned, shifting his weight. He looked maybe twenty-eight, with a mess of dark, curly hair that fell over hazel eyes that seemed to hold a thousand secrets. He was… frustratingly hot. The kind of handsome that makes your brain short-circuit.

"Who are you?" I demanded, backing away until I hit the plastic wall. "Why am I in your tent? I drink, yeah, but I don't 'black out and wake up in the woods' drink."

He didn't look startled. He just smiled—a warm, devastatingly familiar smile that made my stomach flip. "Come on, baby. Stop messing around and come back to bed. You don't even drink anymore, and I hate it when you joke like that."

Baby. I’ve always hated that word. It’s patronizing. My parents never used pet names; they barely used my nickname. But when he said it, his voice was a low, sexy velvet that made my soul want to crawl toward him while my mind was screaming Red Alert.

"I don't know you!" I snapped.

He just kept smiling, looking at me like I was the only thing in the universe that mattered. It was too much. The confusion, the heat radiating off him, the way he acted like we’d shared a thousand mornings like this.

THWACK.

My fist connected with his jaw. I put every ounce of my confusion into that punch. "You’re going to tell me who you are right now. Outside."

I scrambled out of the tent, ready to—and then I stopped. The breath left my lungs.

The ocean was a sheet of clear turquoise, the Hanalei pier stretching out like an invitation I didn't know how to accept. I remembered this place from my eighteenth birthday, but that was supposed to be a vacation. A temporary escape.

"Ow, Zia! Sand in the eyes. Really?"

The guy—the stranger—ran past me into the water to wash his face. A group of teenage girls walked by, giggling and whispering about how "fine" he was. I felt a sudden, sharp surge of possessiveness. I wanted to bury those girls in the sand and make them eat their way out.

Why do I care? I thought, my knuckles still stinging from the punch. I don’t even know his name.

"Zia," he said, walking back from the surf, his shirt clinging to his chest. His expression had shifted from playful to something dark and grieving. "Something is wrong. The memory loss... it's happening again. I have to take you to the hospital."

"Memory loss?" I stepped back, waving a hand to keep him away. "What are you talking about? My parents—"

"Your parents died 7 years ago, Zia…" he said, his voice a lead weight. "You and your brother, Carter... you moved here to escape the ghosts. But then the accident happened. The taxi... the garbage truck..." He looked away. "Carter didn't make it."

I wish I knew how to cry. I really do. I felt the void where my heart used to be, but my eyes stayed dry. I felt like a part of me had simply given up.

"What's your name?" I whispered as he started loading gear into a heavy-duty black truck.

He stopped, his hand gripping the tailgate so hard his knuckles turned white. He looked at me, and for a second, I saw it—the sheer, agonizing pain of being forgotten by the person you love most. I fell to my knees. The tears finally came, hot and messy, as he scooped me up and held me against his chest.

"Zia," he whispered into my hair. "They have to put you back to sleep. They have to stabilize the reset."

He carried me to the truck and set me in the passenger seat. I stared at the dashboard, my head spinning. He climbed into the driver’s side and buckled his belt, but he didn't start the engine. He just looked at me.

"My name is Clayton," he said. The words felt like a brand. "And I am your husband."

The drive to the hospital was a tomb of silence. Clayton—my husband, a word that felt like a foreign language in my mouth—kept his hands at ten and two, his knuckles white against the steering wheel. Every time I glanced at him, I saw the profile of a man who was holding back a landslide.

He was twenty-eight. Mature, built, and carrying a heavy kind of sadness that didn't fit his "fine" looks. And me? I was eighteen. I felt like a ghost haunting my own skin.

When we pulled up to the hospital, the Kauai humidity hit me like a wet blanket, but the air inside was ice-cold and smelled of bleach.

"May we please see Dr. Clue?" Clayton asked the nurse. His voice wasn't the sexy velvet from the tent anymore; it was clipped, impatient.

"Do you have an appointment, sir?" the nurse asked, flashing a practiced, professional smile.

"No. My wife has lost her memory. Again." Clayton leaned over the desk, his presence filling the space. "I noticed you’re new here, or you’d know who she is. Just tell Dr. Clue that the Baloughs are here. He’ll understand."

He didn't wait for her to process the attitude. He grabbed my hand—his palm was warm, solid—and led me to a row of vinyl couches.

"Look," he said, turning to me as we sat. "I know your brain is a blank slate right now, but you haven't lost your voice. Please, Zia. Talk to me."

"I..." I looked at my lap. My hands looked the same, but the gold band on my finger felt like it weighed a hundred pounds. "How long? How long have we been... this?"

"Married for three years," he said, his eyes softening for a split second. "Together for six. I’ve known you since you were 20 and trying to find yourself on this island."

"Are we..." I hesitated, thinking of the tent and the truck. "Are we homeless, Clayton? Is that why we were camping?"

Clayton let out a laugh, but it wasn't cruel. It was a rich, genuine sound that drew eyes from across the waiting room. I wanted to hide behind the couch cushions.

"No, Zia. We aren't homeless. You wanted to camp for your twenty-fifth birthday. You said you wanted to see the stars without any 'civilized' lights getting in the way." He stopped, a private, beautiful smile tugging at his lips. "We had an amazing night. I thought... I really thought we had broken the cycle."

The smile faded as a man in a white lab coat approached. Dr. Clue. He didn't look like a savior; he looked like a mechanic coming to fix a broken machine.

"Clayton, Zia," the doctor said, skipping the pleasantries. "It’s been a while. I take it we’ve had a lapse?"

"She’s back to eighteen," Clayton muttered, his grip on my hand tightening.

"Follow me."

The room was small, bright, and terrifying. Dr. Clue gestured to the exam table. "Lay down, Zia. We need to stabilize the neural pathways before the inflammation gets worse."

I did as I was told, my heart hammering against my ribs. I reached out instinctively, and Clayton was there, his fingers interlacing with mine. I hated doctors, hated the needles, hated the feeling of being "handled." But having him there... it was the only thing keeping me from bolting out the door.

"Okay, Zia," Dr. Clue said, preparing a syringe. "Clayton told you the drill. We’re going to put you under for a bit. It’s a reset. Before we start... is there anything you need to ask?"

The room felt like it was shrinking. I looked at Clayton, then at the doctor, then back to the man who claimed to be my husband. The man who looked at me like I was his entire world, even though I was currently a stranger to him.

"Do we... do we genuinely love each other?" I whispered.

The question hung in the sterile air, raw and bleeding. Clayton’s eyes shattered. He looked at the doctor, his jaw set so tight I thought his teeth might crack.

Dr. Clue didn't wait. He pressed the needle into the IV port. "You two," he murmured with a small, sad smile, "should be the absolute definition of true love."

As the darkness rushed in to claim me, my last thought was a jagged, piercing question.

Why?