Celine
They woke me up with cold water. A full bucket of it. My body jerked before my mind could catch up, and I gasped as the chill hit every inch of my skin. My gown—what little they gave me—clung to my body like wet silk. It stuck to my breasts, pressed against my stomach, and left nothing to the imagination.
I was shivering. The air was cold, but it wasn’t just that. I felt exposed. Stripped bare even though I still had clothes on.
My nipples hardened instantly, and I hated it. I hated that I had a body they could use, measure, parade.
And then I noticed—everyone around me was already standing in line.
Where the hell were we?
I blinked hard and looked around. Some of the girls were half-naked. Some fully. Their hands tied in front of them like livestock. Like we were nothing but objects that didn't matter. Just things. Pieces of meat waiting to be inspected.
My feet were already cold, stuck to the stone floor. My knees ached from the awkward position they’d left me in. I tried to push myself up slowly, not wanting to attract attention.
From the far end of the room, a woman with a sharp chin and even sharper eyes moved slowly down the line. She had something in her hand—papers, maybe a list. She looked at each girl like she was examining an animal she might not want to buy.
She pointed at one. Shook her head at another.
The girl next to me—brown wavy hair, face blotchy from crying—was breathing hard. Her chest rose and fell like she couldn’t get enough air in. Her eyes were red, swollen. Probably from hours of begging.
Or maybe from realizing no one was going to save us.
She looked like she was trying not to throw up. Her wrists trembled where they were tied together. I could see her biting the inside of her cheek to stay calm. Her legs kept shifting like they might give out.
Then she whispered, voice cracking, “I want to die. I want to die before they touch me.”
I didn’t say anything. I couldn’t. My own mouth felt dry. My throat burned. I wanted to pray, scream, run—but none of that mattered here.
Some of the girls whispered back. Some begged the guards. Some just stood there, resigned, like they’d already died inside.
I wasn’t sure which one I was.
A few girls… they weren’t afraid. Not really. They stood with their chests out, like this was some kind of opportunity. Like being chosen by him would mean safety, power. They were delusional.
Being chosen didn’t mean freedom. It meant being owned.
We all knew who they were choosing for. No one had to say his name out loud.
Alpha Alaric Varkas.
I didn’t want to be chosen. I didn’t want him to look at me. I didn’t want him to even breathe near me. I just wanted to go home. Even if that home no longer existed.
The woman evaluating us turned away, giving a nod to someone in the back. That’s when I saw him.
A man—tall, broad, terrifying—stepped forward. His presence shut everyone up. Even the crying stopped for a second. He had this kind of command that didn’t need to be announced. You just knew.
He didn’t speak at first. Just walked down the line like he was counting corpses.
Then the leader of the warriors, the same bastard who’d dragged me from my pack, barked, “On your feet! All of you!”
The sharpness of his voice made the brown-haired girl next to me flinch hard. She almost fell trying to get upright.
My legs refused to move. I didn’t know what to do. I wanted to disappear. Just sink into the floor.
I bent my head low. Maybe if I didn’t move, if I kept my eyes down, if I stayed silent—he wouldn’t see me.
I kept breathing. In through my nose, out through my mouth. Just stay still, Celine. Blend in.
I heard the shuffling of feet, the slow steps of heavy boots moving down the line.
One girl whimpered when he passed. Another one started muttering prayers. The entire place felt like it was holding its breath.
Then the footsteps stopped.
Right in front of me.
Goosebumps spread over my arms. My stomach dropped.
I kept my head bowed. My hair hung low, wet and stuck to my cheek. I tried not to breathe too loud.
But I felt it—his eyes.
Two boots. Black. Polished. Wide stance. They were massive. I could see a scar on the front of one of them, probably from battle. Or maybe from crushing someone’s ribs.
He didn’t say anything. He just stood there.
My heart thudded in my chest like it was trying to escape.
He was looking at me.
Not the girl next to me. Not past me. Me.
Why?
What was he seeing?
My fingers clenched into the wet fabric of my gown. I didn’t lift my head. I couldn’t. If I looked at him, I’d break. I just knew it.
I heard him shift a little, like he was leaning forward. A low hum left his throat, something between thought and approval.
“Raise your head.”
His voice was deep. Cold. It didn’t sound angry or even curious—it sounded final. Like he was stating a law of nature.
I didn’t move.
I couldn’t move.
His voice dropped, and this time it hit something inside me. “Don’t make me ask again.”
I swallowed hard. My lips were dry. Every part of me screamed to stay hidden.
But I did what I was told.
Slowly, I raised my head.
And our eyes met.
Fuck, I didn't expect him to look this good but beyond these looks, I could see a cruel being, merciless. I saw calculations. Like he was doing math in his head. Like he was measuring me.
His gaze dropped slightly, dragging over my wet gown, my throat, the swell of my breasts. I felt exposed, violated, small.
Then he looked back at my face and… smiled.
A cruel, subtle twitch of his mouth.
He liked what he saw.
I felt sick.
He turned to the guard next to him and gave a nod. “That one.”
CelineThe dream came so sharp it felt like I had not even closed my eyes. One blink, and I was standing in a forest that did not belong to any place I knew. The air was clear and cold, too clean, like it had been washed. Light hung everywhere. Not sun. Moon. It poured through the branches in wide bands and turned the damp ground into a faint glow.Moss pressed cool against my bare feet. It squeezed water when I shifted my weight, a soft wet sound, like breathing through cloth. I could smell green bark and wet stone. I could hear water somewhere far off, a thin trickle, then silence again. My breath came fast. I watched it fog the air even though the night did not bite.Something breathed with me. Not above me, not around me. With me. The sound rolled slow and heavy, the way big bodies move. It settled in my ribs and made them ache.“Celine.”The voice did not cross the air. It rose inside me and rang there, like my bones had held space for it all this time. My skin lifted in a quick
AlaricAs she still stubbornly sat there treating her wound, I couldn’t take my eyes off her. Blood still clung to her skin, faint streaks running down her arm where she dabbed too roughly with the cloth. She should have let me tend to it, but no, Celine had to be defiant, and had to act as though she owed me nothing. Every movement she made scraped against my control. She was alive, breathing, here in front of me, and all I could think of was how close I had come to losing her.That battlefield still burned in my mind. The sight of her throwing herself between me and death was reckless, infuriating, stupid. My wolf tore inside me at the memory. She had stood there as if her body was worth offering, as if she could decide that for me. She belonged to me. Her life was mine to guard, to risk, to decide. She had no right to put herself in the line of that blade. No right to bleed for me.But gods, she had. And the terror of it still clawed at my ribs.I wanted to grab her right then, sha
CelineThey talked louder now. The pack’s voices chased me down the hall like dogs. I heard the words before I saw the faces pressed behind doors and down corridors.“Alpha blood.”“Impossible.”“She’s probably dangerous.”Some sounded afraid. Some whispered like they wanted a story to tell at fires. A few sounded hungry, like vultures smelling a new body. It prickled under my skin. I kept my chin high and my step steady. If I stopped to meet their eyes they’d celebrate. I did not give them the show.By the time I reached his door, my side burned with every step. The bandage had shifted against the cut, I was supposed to at least be healing up fast since I have Alpha blood as they claim, but it felt like I was healing at the rate of my omega wolf; I’d tightened it myself to keep it from bleeding through. I’d refused the healers. I always did. Their hands felt like ownership, their questions like weighing scales. I trusted my own fingers more than their polite concern.I pushed the doo
CelineThe fruit was damp and cold in my hand. I chewed because the healers said I should, because not eating felt like giving them another win. The pear tasted like water and nothing else. The bowl slid a little on the tray when my fingers trembled. The room smelled of mint salve and old smoke. A bee of noise hummed from the corridor, metal on metal, a muffled voice, a cart. It sat somewhere outside the door and didn’t come in.The door opened and the air changed. He walked in and filled the whole room in three steps. I heard the soft slap of boots on wood and knew it was him before my eyes found his face. He had a shirt on and a bandage at the collar. He carried that quiet like a thing around his shoulders.“You’ve got that look again,” he said finally, voice low and rough, like gravel dragged across steel. “Like you’d rather stab me with that fork than finish your fruit.”I pinched the pear between my fingers and kept chewing because my hands shook if I tried to set the bowl down.
AlaricI was halfway off the bed when the door hit the wall.Cade burst in like a storm, eyes sharp, shoulders tight, ready to block me if he had to. The clinic light made him look older, or maybe that was just the night we had. My feet hit the cold floor and pain licked up my ribs. Silver left a different kind of burn. It crawled, it itched, it hummed under the skin like it wanted to live there.“I’m going to find her,” I said. My voice came out rough. I was already reaching for the shirt that someone had left folded on the chair.Cade planted himself between me and the door. “First you need to fucking slow down.”“I don’t have time.”“Alaric.” He didn’t raise his voice, but it cut. “Listen to me.”I stared at him and felt the old instinct to push through. He was my Beta. He knew better than anyone that once I started moving, I didn’t stop. He lifted his hands, palms out, not a challenge, a line.“I’m asking as your friend,” he said. “Not your Beta.”That pulled me up short. The figh
CelineThe first thing I noticed wasn’t the light. It was the whispers. Low voices, broken like wind slipping through cracks. They pressed around me before I even dared to move, hushed tones that carried weight—healers murmuring to one another, warriors pretending not to stare.I didn’t need to open my eyes to feel them on me. Their gazes were heavier than the bandages binding my skin. Their words weren’t meant for me, yet every syllable pressed close.“An Omega… fought like an Alpha.”“Did you see the way her wolf moved?”“It wasn’t natural.”Their disbelief seeped into me, making my chest tighten. My wolf. Why? The flashes came back uninvited, jagged pieces of memory that made no sense. Blood. Claws. My body tearing through enemies like it wasn’t mine. My wolf had done it, not me. She had taken control.But she saved him.I squeezed my eyes shut harder, hating that truth. The one man I swore I would never kill if I got the chance, yet my wolf tore me open to save him. Alaric. My mis