Days turned into a quiet rhythm in Phupha's mansion. I tried to adapt to the unfamiliar daily routine. I still visited my father at the hospital every day and called Kaew constantly to check on Nong Time. Each time I heard my son's tiny voice, my heart ached with unbearable longing.
My relationship with Phupha followed the terms he set: no sweet words, no physical touch, and no emotions involved. We barely spoke, only addressing work or necessities. He often returned home late, and sometimes wasn't home all night.
I felt like a shadow in his house, merely an ornament placed according to his desires.
One day, as I sat reading in the library, my gaze fell upon a photo album tucked beneath a pile of old books. Curiosity piqued, I picked it up and opened it.
Inside were old photos of a young Phupha. He smiled broadly, his eyes sparkling with vitality. I had never seen him like this before. Since I'd known him, he had always exuded coldness and emotionlessness.
I flipped through the pages until I stopped at one particular photo that squeezed my heart tightly.
It was a picture of a young boy, smiling brightly, similar to the boy in the photo I had seen earlier. But in this picture, he stood beside him, with a warm smile I had never witnessed before.
But what shocked me even more was... I was in the photo too! I vaguely remembered meeting this boy once many years ago at a party... and back then, Phupha was there too!
I tried to recall memories from the past... That day was a celebration of something. Phupha back then wasn't the powerful CEO he was now, but merely a promising young student. And I was just an innocent girl who had just entered university.
Suddenly, a scene flashed into my mind... an incident I had tried to forget for many years.
"Sir, help me!" the small boy's voice cried for help, his eyes welling up with tears.
I stood there, unsure of what to do. At that time, I was too young and confused to understand the whole situation.
"Linin... what have you done!" Phupha's voice was harsh, filled with rage. He looked at me with the deepest disappointment and pain, as if I had destroyed something important to him.
That image struck me like lightning. I remembered now... that day was when a small accident happened to that boy. I was present at the scene too, but in my shock and confusion, I didn't know what to do... and it seemed Phupha misunderstood, believing I was the cause of it all.
My hands trembled as I slowly closed the album. Guilt gnawed at my heart.
'Is this why he hates me?' I asked myself.
'Is this why he wants revenge on me?'
I used to think his vengeance stemmed from our past relationship, where I had left him without a word, along with the secret of Nong Time. But now, I wasn't so sure.
Or was his vengeance truly rooted in that childhood incident... the story of that boy?
The truth, slowly revealing itself, made me even more fearful. The man I was now living with carried a vengeance I had never known, and he was ready to reclaim everything he had lost.
That night, I couldn't sleep again. The image of the boy in the photo swirled in my mind, along with the look of immense pain in Phupha's eyes that day.
I now knew that this upcoming year wasn't just about repaying my father's life debt, but about repaying a past wrong I might not have even known existed.
This game was far more complex than I had imagined, and I had no idea how it would end.
The empty package lay on the table beside the bed. I stared at it as if it were a terrifying living thing. The small teddy bear that Nong Time loved so much, and the short message card, "Always thinking of you... daddy," still haunted my thoughts, over and over again."Phupha... he's coming now," I murmured to myself, my voice trembling. The fear that had been hidden deep inside now fully surfaced. It wasn't just the fear of being caught, but the fear that Phupha would take Nong Time away from me.Nong Time was fast asleep on the small bed, his breathing steady. His innocent face, adorned with a smile from yesterday's new toy, was still etched in my mind. I gently stroked my son's hair, tears falling onto his cheek. I couldn't let Phupha harm my son's happiness.My hands trembled as I picked up the phone. I had to call Kaew again."Kaew..." I whispered, trying not to wake Nong Time. "I received the package... Phupha knows my address now."The other end was silent for a moment before K
Days in Chiang Mai slowly progressed for me. I tried my best to build a stable new life for myself and Nong Time. The work at the coffee shop, though tiring, provided just enough income to get by day to day.I began to familiarize myself with the city's routes, and Nong Time started adapting well to the new environment. The boy often played in a nearby park with new friends he had just met."Sister Linin, there's a package for you," Pim, a colleague at the coffee shop, said.I turned to receive the small brown box. It was an ordinary brown box, with no sender's name, but my name was listed as the recipient."What package is it? There's no sender's name," Pim asked curiously.I, too, felt surprised and uneasy. I told Pim to attend to the customers first, then carried the package to a quiet corner of the shop. My hands trembled slightly as I opened the box. Inside was a small teddy bear. This teddy bear seemed strangely familiar to her, as if she had seen it somewhere before.Then my ey
Days in Chiang Mai passed slowly for me. I tried to adapt to a life that was drastically different from before. From living in a luxurious mansion, I now had to live in a small room with just my son and me. There were no servants, no extravagant possessions, only the love and care I gave Nong Time as my anchor."Mommy... I want to play over there," Nong Time pointed to a small playground in a park. I nodded. I tried to take my son out for activities often so he wouldn't feel bored or lonely.I started seriously looking for a job, through the recommendation of Kaew's friend who helped connect me. Even if it was small work, like a part-time job at a coffee shop or cleaning services, I never gave up. I knew I had to be strong for my son."You just started working here, didn't you, Khun Linin?" A sweet voice from a young woman around my age spoke up. She was one of the coffee shop employees I had just started working with."Yes, just a few days ago," I replied with a faint smile."My name
Early morning in Chiang Mai was cool and peaceful. I stood by the window of the temporary room that Kaew's friend had kindly offered. Nong Time was fast asleep on the small bed provided. I looked out the window, seeing ancient rooftops interspersed with modern buildings. A feeling of loneliness gnawed at my heart. I never thought my life would come to this point, where I had to flee with my son from everything familiar.One day had passed since I arrived here. Kaew called me many times to ask about my well-being and to try to help me find work. I appreciated my dear friend's kindness, but deep down, I was still worried about the dark future ahead."Mommy... I'm hungry," Nong Time's small voice broke the silence, making me turn to look at my son. The boy had woken up and was rubbing his eyes on the bed.I quickly walked to my son and hugged him gently. "Are you awake, clever boy? Are you hungry? Mommy will find you something delicious to eat."I took Nong Time to buy breakfast at a mar
The tour bus slowly pulled into Chiang Mai bus terminal. The dim light of early morning streamed through the large windows. I held Nong Time's small body, fast asleep, resting on my shoulder. I could feel the exhaustion gnawing at both my body and mind. The overnight journey was filled with apprehension; I kept looking out the window, as if fearing someone's shadow would appear before me."Mommy... are we there yet?" Nong Time slowly opened his eyes, his round eyes still hazy with sleep."Yes, my child, we're here," I forced a smile, gently stroking his curly hair. "We're on a trip."I tried to tell a big lie to the four-year-old boy, but my heart was filled with guilt. I didn't know how to start a new life here, with so little money and the gnawing fear of when Phupha would find me.The last image before I decided to flee was still clear in my head: Phupha's furious, booming voice, his sharp eyes glaring at me as if to burn me to ashes.I led Nong Time off the bus. A feeling of lonel
The bus slowly pulled away from the terminal. I watched as the lights of Bangkok gradually faded into the darkness behind us. The pain of being abandoned and accused still gnawed at my heart, but I tried to stay strong for my son, who was asleep in my arms.I booked a ticket to Chiang Mai province, reasoning that it was the largest and most developed city in the North. I didn't choose this for myself, but for my son's utmost comfort. Choosing another province might make my son's life difficult, and being in a city with complete facilities would probably be best for Nong Time. I hoped no one would find me there, and that I could start a new life with Nong Time peacefully.Throughout the long journey, I didn't sleep at all. My eyes were fixed on Nong Time, who was fast asleep, his small face looking gentle and innocent. I could only pray that he wouldn't have to know about the painful past of adults.When the bus arrived at the terminal in the early morning, I led Nong Time off the bus.