LOGINETHAN
My pulse rises into my throat again. Part of me hopes she never comes. This whole thing already feels risky. One bad decision and this turns completely inappropriate. "Called it. No work ethic." "Golden Orchid. Shrimp pad thai. Medium." The restaurant she picks is a tiny rundown place. Nothing fancy at all. Her food costs only $5.28. That surprises me. I expected her to choose the most expensive thing she could find just to get under my skin. Another message appears. "Cold water." Cold water. My thoughts immediately start racing. I head down the private hallway and enter my code into the keypad. The elevator carries me up to the skyline suite hardly anyone knows I own. Ethan's uncle sold it to me before I relocated to Seattle. Since I didn't know the city well, living close to work seemed smart. I had the entire place renovated before moving in. The moment I walk inside, I check everything again even though I already know the suite is spotless. I walk through the grand lounge, scanning the furniture, the counters, the windows. Everything looks perfect. After checking the common spaces, I head into the master suite and strip the sheets off the bed. Why are you changing the sheets? Nothing is happening. Getting involved with someone from work would be a disaster. Still, I put fresh sheets on the bed anyway. When I finish, I walk into the chef's kitchen and open the refrigerator. No water. Perfect. I grab my phone and search for a delivery company that can bring several cases before five o'clock. I'm placing the order when my phone rings. "Ethan, your two o'clock asked if you could meet fifteen minutes earlier. Is that okay?" Claire asks. I check the time on my watch. I can manage that. "Sure." I end the call, head back downstairs, and grab the folders for the meeting. "Your meeting was moved to Summit Room," Claire tells me. "Thanks." I walk down the hallway while reviewing the notes inside the file. The second I enter the room, the word slips out before I can stop it. "Fuuuuuck." The curse leaves my mouth low and strained through clenched teeth. Sophie sits in one of the chairs with a first aid kit beside her. She's trying to clean her knee. Her skirt is pushed up again, showing those blue lace panties, and her face looks pale from pain. Those legs should be illegal. I stop moving completely. Slowly, she turns toward me. "You enjoying my pain?" I exhale, close the door behind me, and walk over. Her knee looks awful. Dirt is stuck inside the cut, and blood still leaks from it slowly. The skin around it is swollen and already bruising. She presses a cloth against it and flinches. "What are you doing?" She gives me an irritated look. "What do you think I'm doing?" "Trying to get an infection, apparently." "You're such a jerk." "Yep." The executive meeting room has a mini lounge kitchen attached to it. I open a cabinet, grab a bowl, and wash my hands carefully with soap before sitting beside her. I place the bowl near my lap. Then I pick up the hydrogen peroxide and some clean cloths. Grabbing the arm of her chair, I pull her closer to me. "What are you doing?" "Relax. You're making it worse." Before she can protest again, I carefully lift her leg and rest it across my thighs so her knee stays over the bowl. Then I pour hydrogen peroxide onto the cut. "Shit!" she cries out immediately. She jerks her leg back, but I keep it steady against me. Honestly, I feel bad for her. The wound really is bad. "Sorry." "I'm sure this is fun for you," she mutters quietly. For once, I don't tease her back. I take the tweezers and start pulling tiny rocks and dirt out of the cut one piece at a time. Sophie turns her face away and bites down on her hand while I clean it. It takes longer than expected. Every time I think I'm done, I find more dirt buried inside the skin. Finally, it's clean. I spray antiseptic over the wound and wrap gauze around her knee. "You need to change this twice a day," I tell her. "Keep the bottle." Only after I finish wrapping her knee do I finally look up. My eyes move past those blue lace panties again, and my body reacts instantly. One arm rests loosely over her thigh while my fingers stay against her calf. I hold the antiseptic bottle out with my other hand. She takes it slowly. "Thank you." Without thinking, I run my fingers lightly along her calf. She jumps a little in the chair. Damn it, Ethan. What are you doing? I immediately let go of her leg and push it gently away from me, but the bowl tips over. Dirty water, blood, and hydrogen peroxide spill straight onto my pants. "Crap!" "Sorry!" Sophie quickly grabs the towel, stands up, and starts rubbing the wet spot on my pants automatically. The second my erection hardens beneath her hand, she freezes. Slowly, her eyes lift to mine. I grab her wrist and carefully move her hand away from me. But not before seeing the look in her eyes. It's obvious. Sophie wants me just as much as I want her.SOPHIE I storm out of the elevator and into the lobby just as my phone starts ringing. My emotions are all over the place, and I assume it's Ethan calling again. Without checking the caller ID, I answer and snap, “Just leave it!”“Whoa! What am I leaving?” Maya asks.I immediately freeze.“Shit.” I drop onto the couch and rub my forehead. “I’m sorry, Maya.”“Sophie, what’s going on?”The concern in her voice breaks whatever control I have left. Tears fill my eyes.“Sophie?”“I don’t even know where to start.”“Where are you?”“In the lobby at work.”“You’re back in Seattle already?”“No. I’m at the Boston office.”“Okay. Tell me what happened.”I sniffle and wipe my eyes.“Sophie?”“Ethan came into the office, and we got into an argument.”“Into it, as in hot office sex?”I let out a weak laugh.“Almost. But he stopped me and said if I wasn't willing to commit to him, then he wasn't sleeping with me.”“Oh.”“Last night I told him I can't have kids, and he told me he loves me. Then I
SOPHIE I do not take my laptop or my phone with me.I walk through the city with no destination. I am trying to get her out of my head.But I cannot stop thinking about her. How she felt in my arms. Her smile. The way she scowls. Her eyes. Her lips. Her knee. Anything that belongs to her.Darkness comes. I have walked for miles.But the longing I feel for her only gets stronger.I realize I left my phone on my desk. So I turn around to go get it.The office is empty now. Everyone has gone home. The whole building is empty.That is exactly how I feel inside.I have told her everything. All my secrets.The only thing standing between us is her fear. She is afraid I will leave her. She is afraid I will destroy her career.Neither of those things will happen.But she does not trust me.I am about to walk into the office when I see Sophie. She is still there. Her back is turned to me. She is working on her computer.I am surprised. I thought she would have left by now.I start to walk awa
SOPHIE As much as I want to be part of the meetings with Ethan, I understand now why he tried to keep me away from this side of things. Huge biomedical firms have a lot of power. I am not someone who believes every rumor I hear, but I have read enough stories about people who push back against powerful companies and then seem to disappear from public view. Whether all of those stories are true or not, I understand why Ethan is worried.So I agree to stay in his office, listen to the meetings, and only communicate with him through the CloudSync Vault files. That is as involved as I am willing to get.The first meeting is with a company called Cosoner.It lasts around forty-five minutes.From everything I hear, the meeting goes well. They seem interested in the possibility of selling. Ethan handles the conversation carefully. He talks about all parts of their business and only briefly touches on the insulin side of things.Every so often, I type a note or a question into the shared
ETHAN I love her.What happened to her breaks my heart. I hate that she had to live through something like that. But it doesn't change what I feel for her. It doesn't change what I want. It doesn't change what I'll feel tomorrow or years from now.Someone hurt her. Maybe more than one person, based on what she told me last night.Now I'm dealing with the walls she had to build because of it.And you're also dealing with the fact that you still haven't told her everything.Sooner or later, she's going to figure it out herself.You need to tell her before that happens.Because if she finds out another way, she may never forgive you.But right now, keeping her safe matters more.Listen to Xander.Get security involved.The car stops outside the building.We get out and head inside. I glance at my watch while we walk. We still have forty-five minutes before the meeting begins.After we pass through security and reach the office floor, I guide Sophie to my private office. The moment we st
ETHAN It was Friday morning.My mind would not slow down. I had been awake all night, and now I was finishing a ten-mile run with Lamal.Sweat ran down my face and neck. My chest felt tight. My heart was pounding much harder than it should have been after a run.I reached for the bottle of water in Lamal’s hand and took it.“Ethan, what’s going on?”“Sophie and I are over.”Lamal stopped in place.“What are you talking about? She paid 25K for your ass last night.”I took a drink before answering.“Yeah. Maybe she just likes supporting charities because I told her I loved her, and she walked out of my room.”“Shit, man. That sucks.”“Yeah.”“What happened?”I lifted both hands.“I wish I knew. Everything seemed fine. I told her about Nathan. Then she told me something really painful from her past. After that, she started packing her things.”“Damn. That's... Jeez, Ethan.”I laughed bitterly.“She’s convinced that being with me will ruin her career. I can’t change the fact that I’m her
SOPHIE I jerk my head back. "What?""Are you pregnant?""What?""You are. That's the secret you're hiding. That's why it has something to do with me.""No, I'm not!""Yes, you are. And you weren't planning to tell me, were you?"I quickly get off the bed and start throwing on my clothes. I need to leave. Right now."What are you doing?" Ethan grabs my elbow.I pull away immediately. "Don't touch me."Ethan lifts his hands. "Fine."I walk over to the desk where my makeup and hair tools are still scattered from earlier. I start shoving everything into my toiletry bag."What the hell, Sophie?"I ignore him.I keep stuffing things inside, trying to close the zipper, but it catches and won't move. While I'm struggling with it, Ethan reaches toward me.The bag slips.Everything spills across the floor.My makeup.My brushes.And my medicine bottle.Both of us freeze.Then we move at the same time.Ethan gets to the bottle first."Give me my stuff, Ethan."I jump up, trying to grab it, but







