LOGINThen Elliot turned around, and Kieran's breath caught for just a second before he got himself under control. The photo in the file hadn't done him justice. In person, Elliot Sinclair was devastating. Sharp, handsome features. Golden eyes that seemed to glow with an inner light, the mark of his S-Tier genetics. A smirk on his full lips that was equal parts amused and arrogant. He looked like sin wrapped in a designer suit.
Those golden eyes swept over Kieran, assessing him from head to toe. The smirk widened. "So they sent me an omega bodyguard. That's a first."
Kieran's jaw clenched. Less than five seconds and the alpha was already making it about his designation. Perfect. He met Elliot's gaze directly, refusing to show submission even though his omega instincts were screaming at him that this was a powerful alpha, that he should lower his eyes, that he should present himself properly.
Fuck that.
"I'm the best they've got, regardless of what designation is printed on my ID," Kieran said, his voice flat and cold. "If you have a problem with that, I can leave right now and you can take your chances with whoever wants you dead."
The bluntness seemed to surprise Elliot. Then he laughed, this genuine amused sound that did something weird to Kieran's chest. "Well, at least you've got balls. Or I guess ovaries in your case." He walked closer, invading Kieran's personal space in that dominant alpha way, looking down at him with those intense golden eyes. "Tell me, omega, what makes you think you can protect me when you're what, five-nine? A hundred and sixty pounds soaking wet?"
Kieran held his ground even though Elliot's scent was stronger up close, making his head spin slightly. "I'm five-nine of pure muscle and training. I've got black belts in three different martial arts, expert marksman ratings, and I've kept fifteen high-risk clients alive without a single injury. Can you say the same about the alphas who applied for this job?"
Elliot studied him for a long moment, something flickering in those golden eyes that Kieran couldn't read. Then he smiled, and it wasn't mocking anymore. It was genuinely interesting. "Maybe this will be interesting after all. Sit down. Let's talk about security protocols."
They spent the next hour going over everything. Kieran was thorough and professional, outlining exactly what Elliot needed to do to stay safe, what the vulnerabilities were in his current security setup, and what changes needed to happen immediately. Elliot barely paid attention, checking his phone and making jokes, clearly not taking any of it seriously.
When Kieran mentioned the six assassination attempts in the past year, Elliot waved it off like it was nothing. "My uncle Marcus is probably just trying to scare me. Corporate politics are always dramatic. Nobody actually wants me dead."
Kieran stared at him in disbelief. "Six attempts. Six. You really think those were all warnings?"
"I'm still alive, aren't I?" Elliot leaned back in his expensive chair, looking completely unconcerned. "I think you're being paranoid, omega. But hey, that's what I'm paying you for."
The casual dismissiveness made Kieran want to punch him. This spoiled rich alpha had no fucking idea how lucky he was to be alive. No concept of how easy it would be for a professional to take him out. Kieran had seen men with better security than Elliot get killed because they thought they were invincible.
"Fine," Kieran said coldly, standing up. "Don't take it seriously. But when the next attempt happens, and it will, don't blame me when I have to throw my expendable omega body in front of bullets meant for you."
He turned to leave, done with this arrogant asshole, already mentally composing his resignation. The money wasn't worth protecting someone who didn't want to be protected. But before he reached the door, Elliot spoke.
"Wait."
Kieran stopped but didn't turn around.
"I'm sorry," Elliot said, and he actually sounded sincere. "That was shitty of me. You're right. I haven't been taking this seriously enough. My last bodyguard kept telling me the same thing and I ignored him too. Then he quit and I realized maybe he had a point."
Kieran turned slowly. Elliot was standing now, his expression more serious. "I'll follow your protocols. All of them. And I won't make any more comments about your designation. You're here to do a job, and I should respect that."
The apology caught Kieran off guard. He'd expected more alpha arrogance, not actual accountability. Maybe there was more to Elliot Sinclair than just a spoiled rich boy.
"Okay," Kieran said carefully. "Then we need to implement changes immediately. Starting with installing better locks on your penthouse and running background checks on everyone who has access to you."
Elliot nodded. "Done. Whatever you think is necessary." He walked closer again, and Kieran forced himself not to step back. "I'm looking forward to having you around, Kieran Hunt. Things might get very interesting."
The way he said it, the way his golden eyes heated slightly, made Kieran's pulse jump. There was something loaded in those words, something that felt like a promise or a threat or maybe both.
"It's just a job," Kieran said firmly, more to himself than to Elliot. "Let's keep it professional."
"Of course," Elliot agreed, his smirk returning. "Strictly professional."
But the way he looked at Kieran made it clear that professional was the last thing on his mind.
Kieran left the office feeling unsettled in ways he couldn't explain. His body was still reacting to Elliot's scent even though he was out of the room. His omega instincts were doing weird things, making him want to go back, to be near that alpha, to submit in ways Kieran had never wanted to submit to anyone.
This was going to be a problem. A big fucking problem.
That evening, Kieran went home to his shitty apartment and took the longest cold shower of his life. He tried to wash away the lingering effect of Elliot's pheromones, tried to get his body back under control. When he finally got out, he checked his suppressant schedule and took an extra pill just to be safe.
He couldn't afford any complications. Especially not getting distracted by some rich S-Tier alpha's pheromones. This was just another job. He'd do his work, get paid, and never think about Elliot Sinclair again once the contract was over.
Just another job.
He was making himself dinner, cheap ramen because it was all he could afford until payday, when his phone buzzed with an alert from the security company. His heart dropped as he read the message.
**SECURITY BREACH AT SINCLAIR PENTHOUSE. POSSIBLE INTRUDER. CLIENT STATUS UNKNOWN.**
Kieran's training kicked in immediately. He grabbed his gun, his tactical vest, and his keys, not bothering to change out of his old sweatpants and t-shirt. His first fucking day on the job and the client was already under attack.
He ran to his beat-up car, his mind racing through worst-case scenarios. If anything had happened to Elliot before Kieran could even start protecting him properly, he'd never forgive himself. The agency would never forgive him. This was supposed to be his big break, his chance to prove himself with a high-profile client, and it was already going to shit.
Kieran drove like a demon through the city, running red lights and breaking every traffic law he knew. His heart pounded and his hands were steady on the wheel. Please let him be okay, Kieran thought, surprised by how much he meant it. Please let me get there in time.
When he screeched to a stop outside Elliot's building fifteen minutes later, security was already swarming the lobby. Kieran bypassed them with his new credentials, heading straight for the private elevator that went to the penthouse level.
The ride up felt like it took forever. Kieran's mind was full of images of what he might find. Elliot hurt. Elliot bleeding. Elliot died because Kieran hadn't been there to protect him.
The elevator doors opened and Kieran moved into the hallway with his gun drawn, every sense on high alert. The hallway was empty and quiet. Too quiet. The penthouse door was slightly open, scratch marks around the lock where someone had forced entry.
Kieran's gut clenched with fear and fury. He pushed the door open silently and entered, sweeping the space room by room. The place was massive, all modern furniture and expensive art, but he didn't have time to appreciate it. He needed to find Elliot.
He finally found him in what looked like a home office, and relief flooded through Kieran so hard it almost made him dizzy. Elliot was alive, sitting behind his desk looking through papers like nothing had happened. When he saw Kieran burst in with a gun, he actually smiled.
"Well, that was fast," Elliot said, his golden eyes lighting up with genuine pleasure. "Did you fly here?"
Kieran's relief immediately turned to fury. The alpha didn't seem bothered at all by the fact that someone had just broken into his fucking home. "What the hell happened? Are you hurt? Did you see who it was?"
Elliot explained casually that his security system had alerted him to a breach, he'd locked himself in the panic room for about ten minutes, and by the time he came out whoever it was had already left. Building security was reviewing camera footage now.
Kieran holstered his gun with shaking hands, trying to process what he was feeling. "You goddamn idiot," he said harshly, his voice rough with leftover adrenaline and fear. "You're an idiot for coming out of the panic room before professionals cleared the scene. You could have been killed."
Elliot just leaned back in his chair with that infuriating confident smile. "I can take care of myself. I'm an S-Tier alpha, not some helpless omega."
The comment made Kieran's blood boil. He crossed the room in three strides and slammed his hands on the desk, leaning in so they were face to face. "Being a strong alpha doesn't make you bulletproof, you arrogant asshole. Arrogance is what gets people killed."
For a moment, tension crackled between them like electricity. Elliot's smile faded and something intense flashed in his golden eyes as he studied Kieran. The air felt thick, heavy with pheromones that Kieran could feel even through his suppressants. Elliot's scent was stronger here in his personal space, wrapping around Kieran and making his omega instincts react in ways he absolutely hated.
His body wanted to move closer. Wanted to submit to the power radiating off this S-Tier alpha. But Kieran's will was stronger than his biology. He held his ground, refusing to look away or back down, even though his heart was racing for reasons that had nothing to do with fear.
Finally, Elliot spoke, his voice lower and rougher than before. "You're different from what I expected. Most omegas would be intimidated by me. Or trying to please me. You look at me like you'd rather punch me in the face."
Kieran allowed himself a small, cold smile. "You're pretty punchable."
That made Elliot laugh, this genuine surprised sound that transformed his whole face, and for just a second Kieran saw something real beneath the arrogant rich alpha exterior. Something that made his chest feel tight.
Kieran called Dr. Chen's office first thing Wednesday morning."I need to see her today," he told the receptionist. "The symptoms are getting worse."There was typing on the other end. "Dr. Chen had a cancellation at eleven. Can you make that?""Yes. I'll be there."Maya drove him. She'd taken another day off work, claiming a family emergency. Which wasn't technically a lie."You look pale," she said, glancing over as they waited at a red light."I feel pale.""That's not a thing.""It is now."The clinic lobby was quiet. Only one other patient was waiting, an older omega reading a magazine. Kieran checked in and sat down, leg bouncing with nervous energy.Maya put her hand on his knee. "Stop. You're making me anxious.""Sorry.""Whatever it is, we'll handle it."Kieran wished he had her confidence."Kieran Hunt?" The nurse appeared in the doorway. Different nurse than last time. Younger, with bright pink scrubs.He followed her back to the examination room. She took his vitals blood
Day twenty-two of medical leave started with that same strange heaviness in Kieran's body. He woke up feeling slightly nauseous, his abdomen tight in a way he couldn't explain. He pushed the feeling aside and stayed in bed.Maya burst through his door at eight, already dressed."Get up. We're playing hooky."Kieran pulled the blanket over his head. "You have work.""Called in sick. Today is about us." She yanked the blanket away. "No talk about Elliot, no talk about bonds, no talk about work. Just siblings having fun.""Maya—""I already planned everything. Get dressed. We leave in twenty minutes."Kieran knew better than to argue when his sister used that tone.They took the subway across the city to their old neighborhood. Kieran hadn't been back here in years. Too many memories. Too much grief packed into familiar streets.But Maya was determined. "We need to remember who we were before all this."Their childhood apartment building looked smaller than Kieran remembered. The brick w
Kieran sat on the couch staring at his phone's blank screen long after Elliot hung up. The silence in the apartment felt heavier than it should."That's what he called about?" Maya's voice cut through the quiet. "Work?"Kieran looked up. His sister stood in the doorway to her bedroom, arms crossed, face flushed with anger."He has a business to run," Kieran said. The defense sounded weak even to his own ears."He has a bonded omega who's been sick for weeks." Maya's voice rose. "And all he cares about is hiring a replacement? That's not an alpha, that's a monster.""You don't understand—""I understand perfectly." Maya crossed to the couch, sat down facing him. "He's using you. He rejected the bond but still expects you to come crawling back when he needs you."Kieran's chest tightened. Part of him knew she was right. But the bond made agreeing with her feel like betrayal. "It's complicated.""It's really not. He's selfish and you're letting him get away with it.""I can't just quit.
Maya's apartment building looked the same as it always had old brick, six floors, the lobby door that stuck when it rained. Kieran had been here a hundred times. But standing outside at 7 AM with a duffel bag and nowhere else to go, it felt different.He pressed the buzzer for apartment 4B."Hello?" Maya's voice came through the speaker, groggy and confused."It's me."Silence. Then: "Kieran?""Yeah.""It's seven in the morning.""I know. Can I come up?"The door buzzed immediately.Kieran took the stairs because the elevator was broken again. By the fourth floor, his legs were shaking. Not from the climb, just from everything. His body felt like it was held together with tape and willpower, and both were running out.Maya was waiting in her doorway. She took one look at him and her eyes went wide."Jesus Christ.""Yeah."She grabbed his arm and pulled him inside. "You look like death.""Feel like it too.""When's the last time you slept?"Kieran tried to remember. Couldn't. "Tuesday?
Dr. Chen smiled at him from across the small examination room. She looked exactly like her photo professional, calm, with the kind of face that probably made people feel safe. Kieran didn't feel safe. He felt like he was about to shatter into a thousand pieces."So, Mr. Hunt," she said, settling into her chair with his chart. "Tell me what's been going on."Kieran's mouth was dry. He swallowed hard. "I've been sick. For about seven weeks now.""What kind of sickness?""Nausea. Every morning. Sometimes all day." The words came easier once he started. Clinical. Factual. He could do this. "Exhaustion. Can't stay awake past 2 PM most days. Dizziness. Food tastes wrong, things I used to like make me want to throw up."Dr. Chen wrote notes. "When did these symptoms start?""Seven weeks ago. Right after the heat."Her pen paused. "You're on suppressants?""Yes. Have been for years." Kieran's hands clenched on his knees. "The heat came early. I wasn't expecting it.""I see." She wrote somethi
The morning light filtered through Kieran's bedroom window with all the subtlety of a sledgehammer. He opened his eyes at exactly 7 AM, the way he'd trained himself to do for years. No alarm needed. Military precision, even in civilian life.Except nothing about his life felt precise anymore.The nausea hit before he'd even fully sat up a rolling wave that started deep in his gut and climbed up his throat with practiced efficiency. Kieran barely made it to the bathroom before he was on his knees, retching into the toilet.This was routine now. Week seven of whatever the hell was wrong with him, and his body had developed a reliable schedule. Wake up. Vomit. Try to function. Fail. Repeat.When his stomach finally stopped heaving, Kieran slumped against the cool tile wall, breathing hard. His hands were shaking. Everything was shaking. He felt like he'd run a marathon when all he'd done was wake up.*Just call. Just do it.*The thought had been circling his mind for days, ever since he'
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