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Alone With Guilt

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Chapter Forty : Alone With Guilt

Alina’s POV

I locked the door behind me and sank to the floor of my room. My knees hit the cold wooden floor, and my body shook uncontrollably. The events of the office were spinning in my head like a storm I could not escape. My hands still trembled, and I could feel my heartbeat racing, as if it would burst out of my chest.

I buried my face in my hands and let the tears fall freely. How had it come to this? How had I… I stabbed someone? I couldn’t believe it.
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